give me a warm glow

In such a hurry? "I was a little embarrassed when I broke into the ward. My father was flipping through an old novel, and he was surprised to see me.

Seeing him sitting there peacefully, his brows and eyes still as serene as I remembered, I was relieved and also ached.

It's not that I'm too sensitive, it's that time is too hasty.

"Didn't you say you don't need to come, it's raining. Oh, I'm almost out of the hospital..." My father closed the thick book, muttered non-stop, and walked towards me, stroking my wet lap with his hands. With the ends of her hair loose, she took the umbrella and stood up to the corner of the wall.I stood there blankly, looking at each one of him, never so seriously.

He took a dry towel and carefully wiped his slightly damp hair, and put the windbreaker on my shoulders involuntarily.

His thin body shuttled back and forth in the ward, and his thick eyebrows were occasionally tight.

"Dad!" I yelled, taking his arm easily and sitting down against the edge of the bed.I saw him gritting his teeth, trying not to cough up.My heart was suddenly twitched, "If I don't leave the hospital so early, is there any other way to save... everything is fine, right, I can not leave you every rainy day."

Father's hand visibly stiffened, his deep brown eyes looked out of the window, thinking about what to draw, and then he coughed wildly.

I patted his thin back lightly, and I couldn't say anything bitter in my mouth.

"Xiafu." His father's deep voice was hoarse, "I know my situation. It's futile to be hospitalized. It's better to do something more comfortable."

"I'm not afraid of death." My father closed his eyes, and the wrinkles at the corners of his eyes were clearly visible. "Time is beautiful and beautiful, we are just walkers in this radiance, and we leave a few lines in the wind and dust to express this rushing life. No one can escape, but... it's just that Dad is in the queue in advance. .”

He finished trembling, and took me into his arms.

Dad, I haven't seen your gray hair or stroked your deep wrinkles...

"Dad, give me a good hug." I leaned on his shoulder, my hands were cold. "Okay, let's leave the hospital. You can go wherever you want..." I sniffed and said forcefully.

"Silly girl." The father shook his body, with eyes that couldn't see through, "I will hold your hand and walk with you for that short distance, and hand you over to the person you love."

"—Okay." I responded lightly, hoping even more that this was a dream.There will be another one after waking up from a dream, even a nightmare is a false imagination.

The rain continued unnoticed, and it ticked for a whole day.It was also the day I had my last heart-to-heart conversation with my father.

Many years later, looking at the yellowed photos, he slowly chewed everything his father said. He experienced joys and sorrows, saw the warmth and coldness of human relationships, laughed and cursed.He wrote one after another, sat there with a smile while being swallowed by the pain for a while, and he said that he did not struggle feebly.

He said that he would be relieved only when he saw his daughter getting married. He said that there were traces of happiness at the end of this life.

"Children, even if we are separated, it does not mean the end, it will just be a new beginning."

I remember, you told me.

After my father was discharged from the hospital, he returned to his long-lost home. He would lazily drink a cup of black tea, help my mother cook porridge, and hand me books with his footprints...

C32: I wish all of them good luck

At night, my mother would make a cup of weak tea, and the two of them leaned leisurely on the wooden rattan chair, forgetting the pain for a while, watching the long documentary on TV, as if they had returned to the past.

Qin Jia is going to go abroad, go to a foreign country, and do what she wants to do.She said that while she was still young, she might be able to find a Mr.right with blonde hair and blue eyes.

In Weiyuan University, he majored in the Department of Broadcasting and Hosting like me, but his ideal is not as simple as being a wedding host.Luckily, we got into the same station.Starting from the tiniest job, a few months of internship is about to begin.

Yi Yang Qianxi and two other little friends flew around the motherland, and occasionally went abroad to participate in activities and concerts were held one after another.Domestic juvenile groups are on the rise again, and the three of them have become "senior" in the mouths of groups of children.

Everything is running as normal.

August quietly left in the patter of rain.In September, there are a series of TV series starring new talents on the TV screen, and Yi Yang Qianxi can be seen from time to time.I still remember that he said that it is good to play a normal role.But now he says he wants to play a challenging role.I smiled and he said on the phone that he should pay attention to that he is a married man.He laughed heartily and told me that the heroine was Shi Leqing, whose boyfriend often came to visit the set.

For a moment, I was dumbfounded, remembering that the two hot people who were fired at the beginning will appear in front of the public with a brand new attitude.

Because the theme report of "Yi Yangqianxi's seaside wedding" occupied major entertainment reports for a while.When they found out that the bride was that Xiafu, they all sighed for a while.In contrast, the emotions of the fans remain the same, they will still wait for him at the airport holding a red support card, look at him from a distance and wave blessing words, and then leave without regret.The topic on Weibo's homepage remained unchanged for several days, "big wedding".

The wedding was held on an island abroad, and the seaside is the place we all yearn for.

Airplanes shuttled in smooth air, and cars drove smoothly on the road.

I looked down at the Weibo homepage.

"Since you are affectionate, why not bless you."

"Brother Xizi, I was wondering if I would cry very hard if this day came. But when I saw you holding her by your side, the eyes I had never seen before were always on a person. And she It is the person who has been with you silently for many years by your side. The person you love is also the person who loves you, so that's great."

"My sister had a lot of reluctance at the beginning. That little boy, whom I have loved silently for many years, has a girlfriend. Now she is going to be your wife, and you said she is the one you want to protect. Then you are also sisters to protect people."

Turning off the phone, my nose felt sore, and my fingers kept rubbing the screen.Seeing this, Yi Yang Qianxi wrapped her arms around my shoulders, and her long black tie hung flat on her chest, with a faint fragrance from the neckline. "Xiafu, the red thousand paper cranes represent good luck. We have wished well, and we wish all of them good luck."

Yi Yang Qianxi, they love you very much, they have vigor and silent protection, love you, it's hard to get over it.

Just like you love them too, and you are willing to go on forever, with your paper cranes.

C33: Getting married soon

I like that intoxicating island, which has a romantic and refreshing sea, an intoxicating and tenacious end of the world, and the momentum and beauty of the vast sea and sky.

The day before the wedding, all the guests lived in a place similar to a resort.

I stood in front of the window of the room on the third floor and looked at the endless sea. I opened the window and the sea breeze slowly blowing in, blowing away the hot air.The sea tide surged onto the beach, swept away the fine sand, and washed it over and over again, and the sound of the fusion of waves and wind was clearly heard.

Everything seemed to be there: the white wedding dress reached the floor, and the tassels on the chest flowed freely.A lightly thin veil is placed in the corner.Two exquisite high-heeled shoes stood there impartially.Sparkling in a small rose red gift box.The only one not far away.

In this way, from the age of 14 to 24, the girl who was still wearing a school uniform skirt and a ponytail at that time transformed into a woman who was about to drag her wedding dress to the floor, with long hair hanging down to her waist.When she was learning the language, she thought that her father was the best man at this time, so she foolishly kissed him on the cheek, giggled non-stop, leaving a puddle of saliva, and wanted to marry her father.

At the age of jumping on rubber bands with shofar braids, I have rarely seen my father. The impression of him is like ink stains floating underwater, twisting, coalescing, extending...finally fading.Only my mother was by my side, and whenever my grandparents mentioned my father and mother, they remained silent.A child from someone else's family rubbed into his father's arms while acting coquettishly, while I could only stand aside in embarrassment.To marry someone who loves me.

At the age of having my own little secrets, wandering dreams, and little rebellion.My mother started talking to me about my father, and I knew ignorantly that if I wanted to marry someone who loved me, I wouldn't be like my mother who was in a daze and shed tears from time to time.

Maybe it's because of my family. When I was in high school, I was not good at talking. I hid myself in the books, looking timid and quiet.Overwhelmed by a sense of lost loneliness.But there is a living treasure, Qin Jia, next to her.She is always a lively figure, running in a hurry, her wind-blown skirt flutters like a big balloon behind her, and her slightly curly long hair is tied up high, rising and falling.But whenever Qin Jia sat down beside me, she would always be so quiet, writing and drawing for a long time, which made me curious and always strike up a conversation.The three years of high school were out of control, causing troubles and chaos.Only then did I realize that she is so delicate, willing to share with me deep and shallow thoughts, comforting me carelessly about unsatisfactory things, and reducing myself to stubbornly looking up and not crying.

Later, I met Yi Yang Qianxi.That young man who looks clean and reserved at first impression.There is no love at first sight, heartbeat, but a sense of distance.We are like two peaceful islands, facing each other close to each other.The sound of the waves approached from far to near, I couldn't help but shook my head with a smile, I never thought about it today.Even the love that gradually expanded at that time, and the occurrence of everything I have described... I am afraid that it will be filtered out by time inadvertently, just marry someone who can accompany me.Today, the person who can accompany me is still him, which is the greatest happiness.

My mind seemed to be replaying a few shots in slow motion, and before I knew it, the sea breeze cooled down again.I stood for a long time, the sky was full of balls