Han Xing Yuan Gu

He sent him a message but didn't reply, Li Gu said yes, he was asleep in the room, and asked her if she wanted to go and have a look.Xiao Wen smiled: "Just know he's back. It's late at night, and you have to rest too, so I won't bother you. By the way, you can help him get this. I just went to the laundry today to get it for him. Finished the ironed woolen coat. Let him go home with this tomorrow."

Li Gu was very happy that Tu Yuming could be with her.The two were talking about a happy event, with smiles on their faces.

And Ji Hanxing's anger could hardly be suppressed.

It was only a few days after he came back, Li Gu and Tu Yuming didn't have much time at home, they thought each other must have told him about the happy event, so they didn't mention it any more.So Ji Hanxing was burned to the ground by this jealous fire.

This boy's affection is turbulent and contradictory.He wanted to push Li Gu to a safe place, and even if something happened to him in the future, he hoped that Li Gu would be safe.But he didn't want him to live a life different from his own so peacefully. He was frightened, but Li Gu was spending time with others.

When Ji Hanxing saw Xiaowen gave Li Gu a gift and showed shyness, the feeling of being betrayed in his heart almost overwhelmed him.

The light from the street lamp shone on Li Gu, completely illuminating this handsome man in his 20s.Ji Hanxing thought desperately and painfully, he was going to the edge of the abyss, and his brother, the brother who never left him...how could, how could he leave him to have another life? ?

good night brother

Li Gu took the clothes Xiaowen sent to Tu Yuming's room and hung them up, then took the medicine oil and went back to the bedroom.

Just because he doesn't ask anything doesn't mean he doesn't intend to know anything.Li Gu had already made up his mind that he had to go to Kang Shuren once after the fifth day of the new year, and tell him everything he had to say.In the past, Kang Shuren was Ji Hanxing's father's old leader, so Li Gu had to listen to him about how to arrange Ji Hanxing's affairs, but now he can take good care of Ji Hanxing, and today is the ninth year he has raised Ji Hanxing.If Kang Shuren wants to take Ji Hanxing to do something, he must at least inform him. Li Gu feels that he has this right.

After Ji Hanxing came back from other places, Li Gu hadn't spoken to him properly. Li Gu deliberately extended the New Year's holiday for a few days. He thought that at this age, Ji Hanxing needed to communicate more, so he should have a good time. Accompany the children.Li Gu poured out the medicated oil and rubbed it to warm it up, then reached out to touch Ji Hanxing's ankle, and asked him if he still felt uncomfortable.

The moment he touched Ji Hanxing's skin, Ji Hanxing suddenly held down his hand: "Brother."

"what's wrong?"

Li Gu looked up at him, the moonlight escaping through the window made his handsome brows very clear.Ji Hanxing made no secret of the greed and obsession in his eyes. He experienced all the most important things in the first half of his life with him. He saw Li Gu becoming the current Boss Li step by step. Think, he should be mine, he can only be mine.

"You know, right?" Ji Hanxing said this sentence without beginning or end.

"What?" Li Gu really didn't realize it at first, but when he realized it, his heart sank.He hasn't figured out how to talk to Ji Hanxing about this matter. "Xing Xing, I..." What should I say?you can't like meThis is wrong?But……

"Hmm..." Ji Hanxing moved extremely fast, like a ferocious beast that had already found the right moment, he quickly grabbed Li Gu's hands and threw him over on the bed.Li Gu snorted, but before he could react, Ji Hanxing had already turned over and pressed onto him, biting his lip.

Li Gu struggled violently, he tasted the smell of blood after the sharp sting, it was the taste of his own lips being bitten: "Xing, Xingxing..."

"Brother Li Gu..." Ji Hanxing finally let go of his lips and bit his Adam's apple, his voice was very soft, it was whispered between lovers and whispered like a devil: "You already knew, I already knew There is no way to just treat you as an older brother."

Even if Li Gu had enough psychological buffer time, he couldn't keep calm at this juncture.The window paper that he had been carefully protecting was suddenly pierced by Ji Hanxing, and Li Gu was shocked and helpless.

He didn't dare to make too much noise, for fear that Tu Yuming would be woken up.Li Gu was subconsciously distracted to listen to the movement in another room, and Ji Hanxing's hand had already stretched in from the middle of his loose pajama pants...

"Xing Xing!" Li Gu exclaimed in a low voice, he finally realized that Ji Hanxing wanted to do more than just tell him this matter.Li Gu resisted, but Ji Hanxing's strength was astonishing, and Li Gu himself was young and strong, so he couldn't believe why he couldn't beat Ji Hanxing, who was six years younger than him, with pure strength.

The two fought close to each other for a long time, and Li Gu, who was already exhausted, was pressed under him and gasped heavily: "Xingxing... can't."

"That's it," Ji Hanxing hugged him tightly in the posture of holding him down. Li didn't care to move, and heard Ji Hanxing's voice with a little childish: "That's it, I can only call me by my name. I can only like it." Myself."

That was more of a one-sided aggression.Li Gu knew the weaknesses of the human body, but he couldn't hit it with a single blow, he could only passively resist it.During the process, Li Gu instinctively kicked Ji Hanxing's injured leg. After Ji Hanxing cried out in pain, he continued to torment Li Gu, but Li Gu didn't dare to use too much force.The ensuing trouble was that his level of resistance was simply not enough to wake up Ji Hanxing, who had been so irritated that his eyes were red.

Even if Boss Li had been poor, he was never in such a mess.The whole small room was filled with the sound of their gasps after fighting each other.Even on such a winter night, Li Gu could feel that the touching skin was almost burning.

There was a moment when Li Gu almost gave up on himself, but the paradox of life is... Ji Hanxing confessed before he was truly desperate.

Li Gu came back to his senses after being slightly surprised, he looked at Ji Hanxing's expression.

Ji Hanxing's face was very red.He didn't know how this happened. For a moment just now, he lost everything in his mind. Maybe it was the thrill of conquering, maybe it was the excitement of getting Li Gu, but it was more like a kid who stole snacks, rushing to catch up with his parents. Pop the last of the small cakes in your mouth before coming.He wanted to get Li Gu, and he had the ambition to make Li Gu unforgettable once, but for some reason, he couldn't control himself at all at that moment.

Li Gu had a splitting headache. He was six years older than Ji Hanxing, and he had some self-help experience, at least he knew more than Ji Hanxing.Seeing his expression, Li Gu was afraid that he would leave some shadow, so he opened his mouth with a pale face, "It's the same for the first time..."

After speaking, the room was silent as death.

Li Gu could no longer recall what he was thinking at that time, until he heard the sound of firecrackers from every house outside, Li Gu realized that the new year had already arrived.

It was a really long night.Isn't it long? It's New Year's Eve.

Ji Hanxing hugged him and cried after the incident. He knew that he had done a wrong thing, which was irreversible.If he was given a little more time, he would definitely be more prepared and make it easier for Li Gu to accept, but...he couldn't wait, he couldn't lose him.

Ji Hanxing buried his head in Li Gu's shoulder and called out brother.

Li Gu felt warm liquid flowing down his neck, it was Ji Hanxing's tears.Li Gu suddenly couldn't say anything, he felt that kind of undercurrent of emotion, which was desperate and turbulent, love.

Li Gu really wanted to ask Ji Hanxing why this happened, but he himself was also ignorant. He had just encountered something that he had never thought he would encounter for more than 20 years.Ji Hanxing hugged his neck and rubbed it lightly, then called him: "Brother."

This title made Li Gu's face even hotter.Does he still have the face to be Ji Hanxing's brother?How can there be such a brother who is pressed on the bed.If he was Ji Hanxing's own father, he would probably be overwhelmed.

Seeing that he didn't speak, a fear rose in Ji Hanxing's heart. He hugged Li Gu even tighter, his voice was weak, and he begged: "Brother, talk to me."

All Li Gu could say was a sigh.

Ji Hanxing almost wanted to enclose him completely in his body, he didn't know what to do: "Brother, do you hate me?"

"You shouldn't do this." Li Gu said as he stood up to wash it, Ji Hanxing's stuff stuck to his thigh, and it was still a little sticky after drying, Li Gu's eyes went dark.

"Don't go." Before Li Gu could get up, Ji Hanxing tightly wrapped around his waist.Li Gu secretly sighed in his heart, the man's IQ was not online at that time, his always calm and precocious younger brother, at this moment, would be so worried about gains and losses and extremely clingy.

He gritted his teeth and reprimanded him in a low voice: "Where else can I go?"

Ji Hanxing stared blankly at him, but refused to let go of his arms.Li Gu gritted his teeth: "I'm going to wash up."

The result was that Ji Hanxing finally regained some sanity and took the initiative to take Li Gu to wash.It was already very late at night after all this tossing.Li Gu's eyelids were fighting, he suffered both mental and physical torture, he could only comfort himself thinking that even if the sky fell, he would save the shock until tomorrow.Ji Hanxing imitated his sleeping face with his gaze, then pursed his lips and arched into Li Gu's arms, pulling Li Gu's arms, and put him in a position where he was embracing him.

"Good night, my... brother."

Can you think about it?

On the first day of the new year, it's time to leave relatives.

Tu Yuming was sober and had already put on new clothes. He came over refreshed and woke them up.Li Gu slept with Ji Hanxing on the same bed for so many years and didn't feel anything wrong, but at this moment he was so guilty that he was about to die, and wanted to raise his voice to tell him not to come in, but when he opened his mouth, his voice was hoarse.

Ji Hanxing was obedient, and quickly brought the water cup by the bed to Li Gu's mouth: "Don't worry, take a sip first." Li Gu was stabbed again by his tenderness and concern, wishing he could plunge into the cup, Drowning counts.

Tu Yuming was very interested, it was the first time he formally went to see his mother-in-law, and Li Gu and the others had to give him a good look at this outfit.Li Guwan was very considerate of his mood, but right now he couldn't move himself, so he simply wrapped the quilt tightly and wanted to call Tu Yuming in.But he paused for a moment, and felt that this was inappropriate. The doors and windows were closed in winter, and they tossed all night. There was still a smell of fishy smell in the room, and the sheets and quilts were all wrinkled.No matter how innocent Tu Yuming was, he wouldn't be able to see this scene without doubting it.

Li Gu gave the instigator a hard look, then endured the pain and got up to get dressed.

When Tu Yuming knocked on the door outside, Li Gu yelled angrily: "Stop yelling, resting for just a few days a year won't make you sleep well!"

Tu Yuming's injustice, since when did Boss Li become a sleeper?But he was in a good mood today, and he didn't care about Li Gu.

When Li Gu lowered his head to get dressed, he caught sight of the teeth marks on his chest, and that night of bewilderment came to mind again.He gasped and didn't dare to look any more, he grabbed a sweater and put it on.The cloth rubs against the sensitive skin and feels a dull pain.Li Gu suspected that Ji Hanxing wanted to bite him to death last night.

He didn't realize until he put on the sweater, this mark must not get on his neck.However, there is no full-length mirror in the bedroom of the two big men, so Li Gu could only hold back his shame and ask Ji Hanxing: "Did you get it on the neck?"

Ji Hanxing had been staring at him since the beginning, and now he was caught off guard by this question, Ji Hanxing's face was redder than a persimmon.He was as embarrassed as a boy who just fell in love, and then Li Gu saw that he was even more embarrassed and nodded.

Li Gu's eyes went dark again.

"You turn around."

Ji Hanxing didn't turn around, but obediently closed his eyes.Li Gu took off his low-necked sweater and changed into a high-necked one.The mark on his body was rubbed again, which made Boss Li's skin crawl.He lost his temper. He looked at Ji Hanxing. Ji Hanxing still had his eyes closed. His eyelashes were very long, and his facial features were exquisite and beautiful.Li Gu couldn't help but sigh in his heart, the little white-faced doll he brought back back then, why did it become like this.

He said resignedly, "You can open your eyes."

Ji Hanxing looked at him with burning eyes, then rushed over and hugged his waist, resting his chin on Li Gu's shoulder, and said softly, "It seems that he was giving me a gift just now."

Old Li Gu blushed.He has heard people's talk, he has heard nonsense, but he has never heard anyone speak love to him.For a while, I didn't know whether to beat Ji Hanxing up or not.

Ji Hanxing was in a good mood, and quickly kissed Li Guhong's earlobe that was about to bleed: "I will treat you well, and you will like me too." His tone was soft and sweet, with a hint of carelessness please.what happened?Li Gu almost doubted his life. He thought that being forced by Ji Hanxing to sleep with him was the limit, but now the other party seemed to have everything ready.

Li Gu took a deep breath, but didn't know what to say to Shang Ji Hanxing's joyful and shy eyes.He also knew in his heart that this was not something that could be explained in a short while, so it was better to solve Tu Yuming first.

Fortunately, after Tu Yuming woke them up, he looked in the mirror and went to do his hair.After all, he was going to meet his mother-in-law, and he used up half a can of hairspray, and Tu Yuming himself didn't notice the passage of time.Seeing Li Gu and Ji Hanxing come out, he posed like a singer, his whole face glowing red: "How about it? Tell me, will her parents like me if I smell it like this?"

At this moment, Ji Hanxing suddenly realized: "Brother Yuming, are you with Miss Xiaowen?"

"That's right!" Tu Yuming stared wide-eyed: "You still don't know? Your brother didn't tell you?"

Seeing Ji Hanxing's expression, Li Gu also recalled it now, feeling that the indiscriminate disaster he suffered last night was all due to Ji Hanxing's misunderstanding, and he was speechless.

Tu Yuming couldn't help being puzzled when he saw Li Gu's depressed face on the first day of the new year. He asked Ji Hanxing: "What's wrong with your brother? Why is he losing his temper like a little girl?" Li Gu was fucked across Nian, who is emotionally sensitive, at this moment he got angry, of course he was pinching a soft persimmon: "You still have the nerve to say, it's all to bring you back, I'm freezing myself, pack it up and hurry up Walk."

"Isn't it? Are you not in good health?" Tu Yuming said and wanted to reach out to touch his forehead, but Ji Hanxing stopped him.Ji Hanxing smiled and said, "It's okay, brother Yuming, my brother is just a little unwell, I'll just take care of him. You should go to Miss Xiaowen first, it's important."

When it comes to Xiaowen, Tu Yuming couldn't help but raise the corners of his mouth: "All right, if it's really cold, you can let him go back to bed and lie down for a while, there are still pills in the cabinet."

"Well, I know," Ji Hanxing dispelled the misunderstanding in his heart, and he was in a very good mood at the moment: "Brother Yuming, you can do it! You are so handsome, let Miss Xiaowen take a look."

Tu Yuming laughed silly at what he said.

Li Gu couldn't bear to look at it anymore, and reminded in a low voice: "There are still a few gift boxes in your room, which are gifts for the two old people, remember to bring them."

Tu Yuming was naturally grateful, and was sent out by Ji Hanxing.

Once Tu Yuming left, there were only two people left in the family.Li Gu watched Ji Hanxing come back from the outside, approaching him step by step, he could almost hear his huge heartbeat at the moment.

Ji Hanxing stood in front of him and froze: "Brother."

Li Gu avoided his gaze: "Don't call me that, I have no face to answer."

Ji Hanxing stood still, and his expression gradually calmed down. His beautiful eyes were stained with a little melancholy, making him look even more affectionate. He said, "Do you hate me?"

It seemed extremely difficult to say this sentence, Li Gu even had an intuition that once he said something he hated, the child in front of him who was raised by him might not be able to bear it.But he couldn't say he liked it at this moment.

Ji Hanxing sniffed: "You said that you will never hate me, and you will never blame me."

Li Gu was extremely helpless, but his heart was tightened again.He showed his elder brother's appearance and used [-]% sincerity: "Xing Xing, I will not hate you. I will always take care of you and love you. But this is different from the kind of relationship you mentioned."

Ji Hanxing looked at him boldly, Li Gu's image was reflected in those clear and burning eyes: "Why not? We are not blood brothers."

Li Gudao: "It's not about kissing or not. It's because I don't have such feelings for you." The problem of dealing with emotions between people.Realizing this made Li Gu feel a little subtle.

"why?"

"Like, I mean, the kind of liking you want is not what you force. I have always regarded myself as your brother, and I have never thought about this problem. So you..."

Before he finished speaking, he was interrupted by Ji Hanxing: "Then can you think about it?"

Li Gu was stunned: "What do you think?"

Ji Hanxing was only [-] centimeters away from him, his twinkling eyes looked at Li Gu, stubborn and serious: "Do you really have no feelings for me at all?"

What an asshole question!Li Gu wished he could just find a crack in the ground and sneak in.

Li Gu felt ashamed to face him again, so he walked a few steps quickly, leaving Ji Hanxing where he was, and said in a low voice: "I'll just pretend it never happened. Go back today, dad is still waiting at home."

He was so calm and decisive, Ji Hanxing was a little sad, but Li Gu didn't see his downcast expression for a moment.But he soon became happy again, and followed Li Gu in a few steps: "I'll clean it up for you. I can admit my mistake to you, but you should think about it, okay? If you really want to like me, You have to remember to tell me."

Disturb

No matter what, I still have to go back to my hometown on the first day of the new year.Li Dezheng had a bad leg, and because he was old, he stepped down from the position of village chief.Seeing that Ning Chuan had improved, he confidently handed over the big responsibility to a younger person.

Ji Hanxing followed behind Li Gu like a little daughter-in-law, taking care of him a lot along the way, for fear that he would feel uncomfortable.Li Gu scolded neither beating nor not, he was so angry that he swallowed a mouthful of old blood.

Li Gu was so concerned about their unethical relationship that he didn't realize that Ji Hanxing still had yellow hair.At the entrance of the village, Ji Hanxing was surrounded by several people before he reacted, fearing that Li Dezheng would be intimidated by his appearance.In the end, the old man was fine, and praised Ji Hanxing like a star on TV.Li Gu was so angry that his head hurt: "I said Dad, can you be more objective, is there any way to teach children like this?" Li Dezheng said firmly: "But our stars are beautiful. You don't know if you don't watch TV. You are young, they are all like this." Li Gu could only use silence as the best answer.

Going home for a reunion is nothing more than eating, drinking, and meeting people along the way.Hearing that Li Gu came back, people from far and near in Ningchuan Village brought their little ones to see Boss Li, and Li Gu cheerfully distributed the presents to everyone.After a while of excitement, he wandered around the house to check the water and electricity for Li Dezheng, to see if the water heater was working normally, and to see if the faucet was working.He even checked out a loose screw on the handle of a pan in the kitchen and retightened it for him with a screwdriver.

Life is a big event, but within this big event are the little things.Li Gu has been too busy to take care of the elderly these few years, and every time he comes back, he has to reintegrate into his life by following the details of life.Both of these fathers and sons are unwilling to talk to each other well, and they can't utter a word of tender concern, but the relationship between people is so wonderful, not every kind of deep and righteous love can be expressed clearly in words.

He came back this time and asked Li Dezheng if he wanted to live with them in the city.Tu Yuming must have moved out after he got married, and Ji Hanxing was going to go to college at the beginning of the new year. Whether he should continue to live in the small courtyard or change to a bigger house, he had to think about it.

Li Dezheng was unwilling to leave: "I have beautiful mountains and rivers here, so I won't go into the city with you to suffer that crime."

"It's a crime to live with me! Then I have lived with you for so many years, and I have suffered a lot!"

Li Dezheng was moaning, but he still didn't want to go into the city with him.Li Guzao also guessed his worries and worries, so he stopped trying to persuade him, and told him another idea of ​​his own - he wanted to build a place in Ningchuan, and set it up for entertaining businessmen.They have given full play to their geographical advantages to produce agricultural products. Some merchants are interested and want to come and see them before purchasing large quantities of goods.But Li Gu searched the surrounding area and couldn't find a few decent hotels. He always felt that the hospitality was not good, so he decided to keep up with the infrastructure and build a garden integrating accommodation and entertainment.

"At that time, the inside must be beautifully decorated and renovated, so that people can live, eat, and play." Li Gu said: "I will leave you a big room, and the environment will be good for you to live in. , and someone will take care of you."

Li Dezheng still has the same temper: "Don't worry about me, I can't live anywhere, do you have to spend so much money to enjoy me?"

Li Gu: "Oh, then go and watch the door for me."

Li Dezheng exchanged a few more words with him, and then asked him about Ji Hanxing's situation. That was his son written in the household registration book, and he remembered it very much.Li Gu could only vaguely say that if Li Dezheng found out about their shady relationship, Li Dezheng would definitely beat him to death.

Li Gu reflected on himself and felt that he still lacked experience in educating children.Earlier, he said that he wanted to invite Ji Hanxing's teachers to dinner and communicate more with them, but Ji Hanxing flatly refused.Li Gu himself came from a child, and he knew that it would be counterproductive to control him too much at this age.He was very relieved of Ji Hanxing, so he didn't stare at everything. He didn't expect that the consequence would be that Ji Hanxing would be so promising that he would turn his head and put himself on the line.

Ji Hanxing has a close relationship with Li Dezheng, and he is acting cute and cute at the moment, making the old man stunned for a while.Li Dezheng was not so gentle and kind to himself back then, if he hadn't raised Ji Hanxing with his own hands, Li Guzhen would have wondered what kind of spirit Ji Hanxing came out from the mountains, and would have confuse people's hearts.But it's not that he doesn't feel comforted. When people get together, this year has a taste, and it looks like a happy reunion.Li Gu watched Ji Hanxing and Li Dezhengwo watch the rebroadcast of the gala together, and thought that it would be great if Ji Hanxing didn't have that kind of thought for him. There is nothing unsatisfactory about their family being together.

It's rare to come back, and he must sleep at home at night, but there are only two beds at home, and now the village committee has a new village chief to take over, so Li Gu can't sleep in Li Dezheng's office even if he wants to.

Li Dezheng didn't notice this, and said that the two of them were allowed to sleep in the big bed, and the quilt had been dried in advance, so it was soft. "I'll make sure you don't wake up when you fall asleep." Li Gu panicked when he heard this, and told him to stop talking.Li Dezheng came over to pat the quilt soft for them again, and went to sleep with a smile.

He doesn't want to be a burden to them, and hopes that the children can live a good life by themselves, but he can't help worrying about his children from the perspective of an elder.Regardless of whether Li Gu has become a powerful Boss Li or whether Ji Hanxing has grown into an adult, in Li Dezheng's heart, they are still just children.Only when they appeared under his nose did Li Dezheng's heart fall into his stomach.This house is more like a home, which makes Li Dezheng feel that even dreaming is sweet.

Li Gu looked at the bed with complicated emotions.

He came from Ji Hanxing's age, so he knows what this kind of brat is thinking.So he made a cold face on purpose, and warned Ji Hanxing not to mess around with his eyes.Ji Hanxing blinked his big innocent eyes, and followed Li Gu obediently, but the expression on his face was shy and expectant.He seemed to have tried his best to hide this emotion, but he couldn't help revealing what was on his mind, so that Li Gu didn't know how to deal with himself after seeing it.They did a bad thing beyond reason, and now when he saw Ji Hanxing, he felt that even the air became sweet and ambiguous.

Ji Hanxing looked at Li Gu's vigilance, he felt a little funny and also a little sad.There are many things in his heart, Li Gu was originally his only thought, but now he has tasted the taste and found that the only thought is so sweet, he can't let it go.As long as Li Gu was by his side, he would feel the blood all over his body scorching hot.

If there is a way, he doesn't want to leave.Even if Li Gu couldn't accept him for a while, so what, he could shamelessly take advantage of Li Gu's soft heart towards him, keep pestering Li Gu, and stay by Li Gu's side.When Li Gu found out that Ji Hanxing was there, no one else could enter his life, so maybe Li Gu accepted it.

He went to pick up the coat that Li Gu took off, but Li Gu lightly reprimanded "Don't touch me", Ji Hanxing stopped.He let his emotions go for a while, but he didn't want to really annoy Li Gu.

Ji Hanxing said that he was going to sleep outside, but Li Gu didn't think much about it at first, but after they both lay down, they saw Ji Hanxing pitifully leaning against the edge of the bed, maintaining a difficult posture to imitate the little dragon girl sleeping on a rope.When Li Gu moved a little, he went further outside.It was such a timid bed in itself, and with such a large distance in between, Ji Hanxing would have no place to sleep.The old-fashioned wooden beds in the country are quite high, and it will definitely hurt if it falls.Li Gu couldn't bear it himself: "Come over here, you're going to fall."

Ji Hanxing didn't move.

Li Gu could only reach out to break him, his tone already a little anxious: "Come here, don't fall."

After two times, Ji Hanxing suddenly turned around and grabbed Li Gu's waist tightly.Li Gu faced him sideways, he should educate the children, he knew, but Ji Hanxing looked at him with a man's gaze.Gentle and deep, it is both a flame and a deep sea, and it is also filled with his obvious longing.Li Gu was stunned for two seconds before Ji Hanxing found a chance to grab his lips.He thought it was his own doing.

It started with a light kiss.When their lips parted, their eyes locked, Li Gu accepted it passively, and then gradually became enthusiastic.Ji Hanxing hugged him and kissed him deeply, deeply.Compared with the fierce resistance last night, this was a silent and gentle plunder, accompanied by the occasional sound of water.It couldn't wake up the old village chief, but it disturbed Li Gu's heart.

Li Gu's hands and feet were limp, and his heart was like a fruit that had absorbed enough water. With just a light poke, something sweet would come out.Li Gu finally gathered enough strength to push him away, and warned with a cold face: don't move any more.

Ji Hanxing hugged his neck and rubbed it like a tamed beast: "I'll listen to you."

Sure enough, he didn't move, but he refused to let go of his embrace.Li Gu's leg was pressed against by his thing, and it felt like a hole could be scalded.

Ji Hanxing got into his arms, enjoying this sweet torture.

He thinks that Li Gu is actually proud, he is unreasonable and strong to Li Gu, Li Gu must not be able to let go.But he was about to leave, and he was afraid that his life would really be over like this.If he and Li Gu didn't pierce the window paper until he died, Ji Hanxing was afraid that he wouldn't be able to close his eyes.

Li Gu couldn't accept him, and Ji Hanxing was sad, but also somewhat distorted.He thought, if there was such a day, would Li Gu feel sorry for himself?Will he spend the rest of his life with a photo of a person like Ji Zhiqing?Or will he regret it, regretting that he didn't accept himself at the moment?

But it's not all of life

Li Gu dug a hole for himself, he purposely set aside a few days to stay with Ji Hanxing, but now that something like this happened, his vacation cannot be canceled halfway.

In order to avoid the embarrassment of getting along with Ji Hanxing, he thought of something for himself. He just happened to be in the countryside these few days, so he could go out to look at the site for the plantation.Li Dezheng was fine, he waved his big hand to arrange for Li Gu to understand: "Go with Xing Xing, otherwise Xing Xing will be very boring at home with me, it's fun in the mountains at this time."

What else could Li Gu say?I can only respond.

So he took Ji Hanxing to run all over the mountains and plains.Ningchuan's mountains and rivers are so familiar, he can recall many things from his childhood when he walked through them.Recalling that year when the road was being built in the village, Li Gu had the audacity to go to help out, but the cruel old villager didn't give him food, so Ji Hanxing came over with a small basket to bring him food.It seemed like yesterday, recalling it made his heart soft for no reason.He even found the tree under the tree that he had agreed to meet with Ji Hanxing at noon every day. The tree was still there and had grown very tall.

Ji Hanxing told him to think about it, but Li Gu didn't think about it, and didn't dare to think about it.He was afraid of any answer.But there is one thing that he knows without thinking, that there will never be another person like Ji Hanxing in his life.

He looked back at the young man, his hair was illuminated by the sun into a beautiful metallic color, and the eyes looking at him were beautiful and clear.Just like the first time Li Gu saw Ji Zhiqing in his room, what Li Gu thought in his heart was, where did this little ghost come from.

There was a small dirt slope in front of him. As soon as Li Gu stepped up with his long legs, he subconsciously turned around and stretched out his hand towards Ji Hanxing, pulling him up as well.Ji Hanxing took advantage of the situation to hold his hand, and did not let go when he walked up the small slope.

There is no one around, only the wind in the mountains.At this time of year, the wind is no longer harsh, and the smell of firecrackers in the air is blowing.It is the bleak saltpeter smell, but also the warmth of human fireworks.

Li Gu couldn't shake off his hand, so he could only sincerely persuade him: "Xing Xing, you are still too young, you haven't seen better people, that's why you are like this. In fact, your feelings for me may not be the kind of feelings you think. .”

Ji Hanxing held his hand, the place where they touched was hot from each other's body temperature, he looked straight at Li Gu: "You are six years older than me, do you have someone you like?"

Li Gu was at a loss for words for a while: "I, I was busy..."

Ji Hanxing showed a look that was half mocking and half sad: "Don't tell me the reason that you will meet better people in the future, I only know that if there is one, I will look for it, and I will not want the others no matter how good they are. .”

Li Gu wanted to say something more, but Ji Hanxing's expression suddenly became sad, and he asked softly: "Brother, do you know how many six years there are in life? Life is impermanent, what if there is no next six years? Why should I gamble?" ?”

Li Gu took a deep breath.He wondered if the incident between Nie Yan and Ji Zhiqing had affected Ji Hanxing a bit.At first, he thought that this incident happened too early, Ji Hanxing should only remember the cruel parting with Ji Zhiqing at that time, and he didn't have a deep impression of the related stories.Unexpectedly, Ji Hanxing's concept of feelings is like this.The relationship between Nie Yan and Ji Zhiqing was too hasty, and they left too hastily.

Li Gu was silent for a moment, in fact Ji Zhiqing was no less important to him than Ji Zhiqing was to Ji Hanxing.He knew how much such a tragedy of a close person would affect a person, so he couldn't refute Ji Hanxing's words.

If God promises that everyone can live to be a hundred years old and die safely, then maybe you can draw a line for yourself, and don’t rush to decide which one you like until a certain age.Then find true love step by step, fall in love and get married step by step.But who can tell, the regret and beauty of life lie in the unpredictability. You don't know what you will encounter in the next second, nor can you predict how long this physical body can live in this world.So frankly facing that moment of heartbeat, wanting to hold on to it and not wanting to do it again, can he say it was wrong?

Li Gu found that he had nothing to convince him, so he wanted to teach Ji Hanxing how to fall in love like a dog?Let him find one and watch one?What kind of stupid reasoning is this!

In the past few days, Ji Hanxing has been more gentle and gentle with him, and whenever he gets the chance, he will get closer to him.Perhaps no one really knows Li Gu better than him, and he can always accurately stop Li Gu when he is on the verge of becoming furious.Since Li De was at home, Li Gu was afraid that his abnormal attitude would reveal something, so he forced himself to get used to Ji Hanxing's tenderness.This is like learning to get along with a kitten with a bad temper. Although it has sharp teeth and a sharp mouth, Li Gu believes that the other party will not really hurt him, so those little quarrels have become easy. Accepted.

The odd thing was the day before they left.

Ji Hanxing buried his head behind Li Gu to look at the venue that day, uncharacteristically seldom talking.In the deserted woods, Li Gu saw that he was depressed, and wanted to talk to him a few more words, but Ji Hanxing held him down on the tree trunk, and Li Gu kissed him so suddenly that he almost carried him away.

Li Gu struggled violently, but Ji Hanxing was aroused fiercely by his resistance, and he reached down to pick up his pants.These few days, Li Gu almost thought that Ji Hanxing had listened to his reasoning. If there is no eight points, there are three points. He should be a little wolf cub who can't bite. He didn't expect him to think about this.This absurdity was beyond Li Gu's imagination, and neither his sense of shame nor morality could allow Ji Hanxing to succeed.In desperation, he bit Ji Hanxing's other hand, "If you do this, I will never forgive you."

I don't know if it was because the hand hurt from being bitten, or Ji Hanxing cared about this sentence.He let go of Li Gu silently, and smoothed out the wrinkled clothes for him.

Ji Hanxing's teeth marks were clearly visible on one side of the palm, and Li Gu's heart ached to death, but the words came to his lips, and he didn't have the strength to speak them out.Unspeakable self-blame and confusion surged in his heart, why?Why did he and Ji Hanxing become like this?

Still sharing the same bed at night, Li Gu was afraid of what he would do again, in order to make Ji Hanxing give up, and also to make him stop thinking too much.He always had a cold face in front of Ji Hanxing, and he clearly wrote that he refused to leave people thousands of miles away.

Li Gu went to bed first, and he pricked up his ears to listen to the other person in the silence of the night, knowing that Ji Hanxing came back from the shower, and then hearing the other party climbed onto the bed, Li Gu's heart also jumped violently.

Then there was a long silence, Li Gu muttered in his heart, Ji Hanxing's voice was very soft: "Brother, I'm sorry."

Li Gu didn't speak.

Ji Hanxing said: "Don't bother me, let me admit my mistake to you. I actually don't know how to like someone."

Li Gu panicked for no reason, Ji Hanxing's tone made his heart tremble, he knew that Ji Hanxing was a thoughtful and precocious child, but Li Gu was still startled every time his thoughts were touched.What the hell is Ji Hanxing thinking? Should there be such joys and sorrows at this age?

Ji Hanxing went on to say: "Actually, sometimes I think it's fine to make you hate me, but I can't accept this tendency. If you really want you to miss me, then you should miss me. "Just like his father who passed away, Ji Zhiqing can miss him for many years, probably because the source of that regret is composed of love.Li Gu was not ready to respond to his feelings at this moment, even though he was anxious and uncomfortable, he finally understood that this is not something that can be obtained by force.

Li Gu took pity on him and took care of him. He loved Li Gu, but that didn't mean Li Gu should love him.In the past, Li Gu would bring all good things to him without asking for them, but feelings are different after all.

Li Gu finally sighed: "Xing Xing, maybe you just thought about it on a whim. One day you really think it through, I promise you, I will think about it."

Ji Hanxing sniffed, but he didn't turn around and didn't speak again.But Li Gu felt warm sleeping next to him.

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