Han Xing Yuan Gu

Gu Mingming doesn't need to be so nice to him.Obviously, he was just a homeless child who lost everything as his relatives passed away one after another.Only Li Gu, and in the end only Li Gu, holding him in the palm of his hand forever as before.Ji Hanxing knew that for this sake, even if this relationship was not to be tolerated in the world, he could not turn back.

Ji Hanxing gently stroked his eyebrows and called out "Brother."

I really like you.

Ji Hanxing covered his soft lips.

this is outrageous

This month, Li Gu went to expand his business, and it was rare for him to come back for a few days, so he didn't ask the two of them to keep a meal for themselves.

Ji Hanxing has learned how to cook very well in recent years, neither Tu Yuming nor the maid aunt can compare to him.But he was only willing to cook when he was eating at Li Gufang's house, and when he was at home with Tu Yuming, he said that there were only two of them and he just made do.Tu Yuming ate well, so he hoped that Ji Hanxing could cook something delicious, so that every time Li Gu came back now, Tu Yuming wished that he would stay here forever, bow down for the two mouthfuls of food without integrity, and persuade Li Gu Said: "Next time, you should take less business trips and let others go. Why do you still run by yourself when you are the boss?"

Li Gu glanced at him, and scolded Tu Yuming vaguely: "You can have some snacks, you will know how to eat when you are old enough." Ji Hanxing, who was caught by his peripheral vision, lowered his head and ate obediently, as if this matter It has nothing to do with myself.

Li Gu's eyes only fell on him for a moment, then he quickly retracted his eyes, and didn't say anything else.It's true that Ji Hanxing's food is delicious, but Ji Hanxing shouldn't cook for him, and he can't eat it for a lifetime, it's outrageous.

His stupidity in the past was true, but now this half-truth and half-false stupidity is the shell of Boss Li's own cultivation.He has a mirror in his heart.But Li Gu would rather he never understood, otherwise he wouldn't be so anxious.

It was late again today, Li Gu entered the house only to realize that he could actually rest outside for the night.But in the final analysis, I am worried, and I want to come back and have a look.The lights in the house were dimmed, and both of them seemed to be asleep.Li Gu didn't want to make too much noise, so he quietly went to his and Ji Hanxing's bedroom to get pajamas, and then planned to find Tu Yuming to squeeze.

But Ji Hanxing still heard his voice coming back, and he spoke in a half-dream and half-awake state, with a vague and soft voice: "Well, brother."

Li Gu's heart softened suddenly.

This is like a confrontation between two armies. It doesn't mean that you will win if you have sufficient food and grass and a fat army. You are afraid that you will lose all of a sudden psychologically, and then you will naturally lose your helmet and armor and be defeated.Ji Hanxing revealed his red face from sleep under the thick quilt. It was beautiful and soft. Li Gu sighed inwardly, and his tone softened: "Are you awake? You sleep on your own, leave me alone."

Ji Hanxing rubbed his eyes to brace himself up, and asked him with concern: "Are you hungry? There are dumplings you like in the refrigerator, and I'll cook them for you." He was about to get up, get dressed and get out of bed.

"Why did you make that troublesome dumpling again?"

Ji Hanxing turned his head and glanced at him when he heard the words. Once his eyes showed gentleness, it would give people the illusion of affection.

He thought, as long as you like it, there is no trouble.But Ji Hanxing didn't say that.

He has his pride, and if he wants to get Li Gu, it's the easiest way to soften his heart.But his ambition is even bigger, he wants Li Gu to love him, miss him, and have him in his heart for a long time, so he can only worry about him and be happy for him in this life.He can't always be a child waiting for Li Gu's pity, he wants more, he wants Li Gu's admiration.

Seeing that he was about to get up, Li Gu quickly pressed him down and told him to go back to sleep, and went to the kitchen by himself.

In the middle of the night, he backed up several times and came back with no food in his stomach. Li Gu was really hungry.He went to the refrigerator to take out the dumplings, all of which were wrapped by Ji Hanxing in advance.Li Gu said once that he liked to eat, and Ji Hanxing would stock up some more and put them in the refrigerator when he was free.Li Gu poured water into the pot and waited for it to boil.

During this gap, Li Gu began to be in a daze.

He wasn't sober that day, but he wasn't so sleepy either.In the past year, Li Gu has traveled far and wide in order to broaden the channels, and stayed in star-rated hotels in good places. When the conditions were not good, he would sleep with more than a dozen people.He gradually developed the habit of sleeping lightly, waking up at the slightest movement.Besides, it was just an afternoon nap.

Li Gu was almost frightened, he told himself that it might be an illusion.But the feeling of touch is real, body temperature and breathing are also real, so Li Gu panicked.He never thought of himself as an attractive person, and he didn't dare to think about something more unethical.He really didn't know how to face Ji Hanxing.Should I say it?But what if it's just the kind of intimacy that children have for adults?Ji Hanxing regarded him as his only family member, as his best brother, but... Li Gu couldn't lie to himself, it wasn't his illusion, it was a kiss.

A delicate, feather-light kiss.

The dumpling filling was so fresh that he could swallow his tongue.Li Gu's mood became more complicated. At this moment, he would rather that Ji Hanxing fell in love with a senior sister like Tu Yuming said.Li Gu felt conflicted. He thought that even if one day Ji Hanxing no longer needed him, he would still love Ji Hanxing the most.Even if Ji Hanxing has his own family, even if there is no place for Li Gu by Ji Hanxing's side, he will still love Ji Hanxing the most.

But he never thought about it, what if Ji Hanxing loves him?

So what should he do?

He washed the dishes after eating, sat at the table for a while and did not return to his room.Afterwards, he caught a glimpse of a comic book on the cabinet, and Li Gu felt a strange joy in his heart. Now he was very relieved to be able to find any traces of childishness in Ji Hanxing.Compared to reasoning with a man, Li Gu felt it was easier to coax the child.

As a result, when he opened it, only the cover of the book was comics, and the core was a theory of crime, which was boring and obscure, obviously it couldn't be Tu Yuming's.

Li Gu is even more worried, but right now he can only hold the mentality of taking one step at a time.If Ji Hanxing was going to pierce this layer of window paper sooner or later, he should educate him then.Li Gu turned off the kitchen light, but saw the light from the bedroom, he had to go in, "Why did you turn on the light?"

Ji Hanxing nestled under the quilt, and answered vaguely: "I'm afraid you won't be able to see the way."

Li Gu took off his coat, shoes and socks resignedly and climbed onto the big bed.As soon as he touched the quilt, he remembered the scene that day again, and this incident tortured him continuously and subtly.For the first time, Li Gu realized that both Lao Ji and Ji Zhiqing died in the small courtyard. If they had souls, could they see them?Will they be so angry that they want to strangle him, the outsider who kidnapped Ji Hanxing?

Li Gu woke up from his sleep and found that Ji Hanxing's arm was pressing on his chest.He breathed a sigh of relief, and gently took Ji Hanxing's hand away from his body.Being moved like this, Ji Hanxing couldn't sleep again, so Li Gu only dared to move slightly.Ji Hanxing adjusted his posture in his sleep, instead of pressing on his heart, he wrapped his arms around his waist.

this fucking...

It's better not to move!

The itchy flesh on Li Gu's waist was extremely sensitive, he took a few deep breaths, and opened his eyes until dawn.

But what to do?Brother Li Gu didn't know, and neither did Boss Li.

angry

When Li Gu left home again, he felt a little bit like running away.He deliberately took advantage of the opportunity of running around on business to save himself from meeting Ji Hanxing face to face.

Boss Li's business plate is getting bigger and bigger, but he doesn't keep a lot of spare money in his hand. Basically, if he gets it, he will invest it in new projects.Li Gu really felt the benefits of his career, not when he got a lot of rewards, but when he returned to Ningchuan, he found that most of the villagers had become his employees and started to have a stable income.With money, Ning Chuan rebuilt the school building and invited two new teachers with generous remuneration.Boss Li hurried past the newly built classroom that day and heard the neat and clear sound of reading.

Ji Hanxing has his number, so he always makes a phone call with him before going to bed every day.

Originally, even if Ji Hanxing didn't call him, Li Gu would still call Ji Hanxing.But now, in Li Gu's view, the phone call before going to bed is just a little more clingy and ambiguous. He can't let go of this burden to answer it, but he has to press the connect button in a three-point confusion, and continue to communicate with Ji Hanxing Play "Brothers and Brothers Congratulations".

Ji Hanxing asked him if it was cold outside, asked him if he had enough clothes on, and told him to remember to wear socks when it was cold at night.Li Gu accepted the greeting with a complicated heart, and agreed wholeheartedly.Before Ji Hanxing hung up the phone and asked him if he missed him, Li Gu shook his hand and took the opportunity to pretend to reprimand: "Boy, what are you doing with those sticky things!" His ears are feathers across the lake of his heart.

Li Gu thought to himself, he must find an opportunity to educate Ji Hanxing well.

He hung up the phone with the child and sent a message to Tu Yuming.Ask how Ji Hanxing is at home recently, and if there is anything special.Tu Yuming seemed quite surprised that he asked such a question, after all Ji Hanxing has always been reassuring.He said there was nothing wrong with it, chatted with Li Gudong and sent some other things, and finally remembered that Ji Hanxing had been in frequent contact with Shao Li recently.

Li Gu frowned, and called him directly, asking him to whisper, "What's the matter, Shao Li?"

Tu Yuming was a little guilty when he said about Ji Hanxing behind his back, and he was afraid of being heard across the room. He lowered his voice, as if he was doing something wrong: "Yes, isn't Shao Li always coming to eat at home? Maybe he got acquainted after going back and forth. The relationship between the two has been very good recently. Don’t tell me, I also find it strange that Xing Xing is not the same kind of person as he looks. But maybe little boys at this age like that kind of ruffian, and they will hook up with him after a while .”

Li Gu was even more puzzled: "Is it so good?"

Tu Yuming thought he was jealous that his younger brother liked other elder brothers more, so he deliberately teased him in a joking tone: "That's not true, your brother has been away from home, so he just played with Shao Li. Brother Shao Li one by one, now you can Kiss."

If it was left in the past, Li Gu would never think too much about it, but now it is different.He felt that this kid might just like the older brother type.But what happened?What does Ji Hanxing mean?Whispering on the phone with him every night, hooking shoulders with Shao Li during the day?

No, that's not the point, Li Gu corrected himself in his heart.The point is that Ji Hanxing is wrong!How could he take such a detour?This was so outrageous that Li Gu couldn't accept it.

"Hello? Li Gu, are you still listening?"

"Here," Li Gu took a deep breath to calm himself down: "Go on, what do they do every day?"

Tu Yuming didn't fully know about this. After finishing junior high school, everything was fine. Now he is helping manage people in Li Gu's company. He is also an office worker who leaves early and returns late.

"You ask me, I don't know much, they sometimes go out together. Shao Li, now he doesn't do the work of those small workers, he goes behind the big boss every day, and assigns the projects to the subordinates to do the work .He has a lot of time to play, I guess Xing Xing also thinks he has fun with him."

After Tu Yuming finished speaking, he added another sentence, his tone was not so relaxed this time, and his worry was revealed: "However, Shao Li seems to be a mess recently. He is good to Xingxing, but I am also afraid that he will take Xingxing Go to the ballroom. It's a mess."

Li Gu felt anxious.

In the past, it seemed to him that everything in this world had a solution, and it just required a little effort and price.Sometimes he needs to be tough enough, and sometimes he needs to be patient enough.But he found that when it came to Ji Hanxing's issue, he had nothing to do with him.He wanted to speak the truth, but Ji Hanxing was smarter than him, and the truth he said might not be more touching than what Ji Hanxing himself said.Can he scold him?Of course not, if Li Gu scolded him, his heart would hurt for several days.Not to mention educating children by force.

But he can't do nothing.Ji Hanxing was still young, and Li Gu felt that he needed proper guidance.He suppressed his absurd feelings for the time being, and messing with Shao Li, who had started messing around, was the first thing to be resolved.

After talking to Tu Yuming, Li Gu lost all sleepiness.

In the early morning of the next day, Li Gu quickly went to find the partner of this cooperation. The other party originally wanted to negotiate the price, but Li Gu said that according to his reserve price, he would do it if he could do it, and forget it this time if he couldn't do it.Convenience readily agreed, and even boasted that Boss Li is a straightforward person.

Li Gu booked the fastest ticket to go home.There is no one in the courtyard.Today is Saturday, and Tu Yuming has something to work overtime at the company, and Li Gu knows about it.But where did Ji Hanxing go?

For some reason, Li Gu had a thought that made him very uneasy.This thought not only made him feel tight in the chest and short of breath, but also made him brew some anger that he had never felt towards Ji Hanxing before.

Li Gu moved a stool to the door and sat down firmly.He just waited like this, and didn't call Ji Hanxing, he insisted on seeing if he went out with someone again.

When it was dark, a small van drove to the entrance of the alley.

Li Gu went to look at it intently, and felt that this car looked familiar, but later he remembered that it was a second-hand car that Shao Li had acquired recently.As soon as the car door opened, a slender and tall boy stepped out, with a head of yellow hair like withered grass.

Li Gu's eyes widened.

The yellow-haired boy waved to Shao Li in the cab. Shao Li smiled at him and drove away.

Li Gu's anger that had been simmered by himself before was now directly ignited by this "unbelievable".When the boy approached, Li Gu confirmed the familiar appearance, and it was as if water had been poured into a frying pan, causing his heart to splatter everywhere.

Li Gu was so angry that he almost died on the spot.

Ji Hanxing has been drawing fast recently, and his whole body looks thin and slender. With his newly dyed yellow hair on his head, he just walked over step by step, and called out "Brother" in a low voice.

His eyes were still bright and clean.Li Gude admitted that even with such a non-mainstream hairstyle, his younger brother does not look like a hooligan, but rather a delicate and decadent flower.

Ji Hanxing came over, smiled at him, saw that his eyes were fixed on his hair, so he obediently stretched his head over: "Do you want to touch it?"

Li Gu lowered his face: "Let's cut it tomorrow."

place of prayer

There is an abandoned small church in the county town. A missionary came here many years ago. Later, after several twists and turns, the missionary left, and there has been no new one to take over.Together with the undeveloped old town, the chapel has become an isolated island in the city that no one cares about.

During the day, light leaks in from the high and broken windows, illuminating the small ground of the chapel, like the impeccable chasing light in a stage play.Now this beam of light hit Ji Hanxing's body, and his golden hair was illuminated with a metallic luster, as beautiful as a god.

Kang Shuren sat on a painted bench.Once a place of prayer, it is now a secret base of his own that no one cares about.

Ever since Ji Hanxing's plan convinced him, Kang Shuren didn't get in touch with him in public.It seems that he has done his duty for his old subordinates and doesn't want to worry about it anymore.

Li Gu has always kept in touch with this Uncle Kang, and he never forgets to send a gift every year and festival, and the etiquette is thoughtful.Boss Li has gradually learned to use the steelyard in his heart to weigh the world's sophistication, but in fact, in some respects, he is outrageously simple and direct.He knew that Kang Shuren was a genuinely good person for Ji Hanxing, so he didn't want to treat him badly.

Of course, he didn't ask Ji Hanxing why Kang Shuren came to the house less and less recently. Young children are somewhat rebellious and have their own ideas in doing things. Asking too much may backfire.Besides, it is also a good thing for Li Gu that they do not get in touch. He was worried that the child would be snatched away by Kang Shuren since he brought Ji Hanxing home. Ji Hanxing left, but the vigilance towards Kang Shuren remained in Li Gu's heart.Li Gu thought critically, this Uncle Kang was too murderous, it would be a good thing for Ji Hanxing to stay away from him.

Little did they know that the relationship between the two had gone underground.

When Ji Hanxing made a vow with him to do what his father hadn't done, Kang Shuren was really moved and entangled.Ji Hanxing's face resembled Nie Yan's. When Kang Shuren saw him, he would uncontrollably remember how he sent Nie Yan to the drug den, and how he brought the news of Nie Yan's death to his family. and lover.

He didn't want to experience that kind of despair and guilt again, but in fact he had been doing it all the time.He witnessed the departure of many comrades-in-arms, and the people who fought side by side with him at the beginning are almost gone now.

But Ji Hanxing's attitude is very clear.His eyes were bright and firm, and he stood in front of Kang Shuren and looked directly at him: "You can train me from now on, and I will definitely come back alive. I will do better than my father."

This is against the rules, Kang Shuren knew it, but he finally agreed.

Ji Hanxing's age and his precocity are the biggest advantages.Drug dealers have very young children, but for Kang Shuren, they do not have very young fighters.Such a natural camouflage of age is too rare.The people they recruit from the police academy are usually adults, and after several years of training and observation, they select those they can trust in the organization.This person must be in the prime of life, quick-witted, and capable of dealing with all kinds of emergencies, so the possible age groups in the middle are very limited.

If a minor sneaks in, Kang Shuren is almost certain that the suspicion he will arouse will be much lower than the people they normally find.No one would believe that a child like this was actually a policeman.

Kang Shuren's rationality kept telling him how absurd this was, he might be severely punished for this, and Ji Hanxing might die because of it.But there was a fire burning in his heart, and this fire could hardly be suppressed.

Ji Hanxing is now 16 years old, which means that it will be more than 15 years since Nie Yan's death.The start of their detoxification plan took longer than this.The three escaped drug dealers became a thorn in Kang Shuren's heart.In the past 15 years, Kang Shuren has also solved other major cases, and his position has risen higher and higher, but he has never forgotten this incident for a moment. He knows that this poisonous thorn must be pulled out quickly.

Looking at the determined child in front of him, he felt a little bit of his own selfishness in addition to emotion - he will retire in a few years, but he is not reconciled.Every time he saw his white hair in the mirror, he would feel flustered and angry, because he had something to do, but his body, which was gradually getting old, was telling him that he was no longer young.

Kang Shuren wanted a bright future at first, and he embarked on this road to make contributions.I don't know since when, this idea has changed.Perhaps after witnessing the separation of wives and children again and again, perhaps after witnessing indescribable crimes again and again.The world has given them a lofty aura, but the people under the aura are always walking on the edge of the abyss, and will be dragged into it if they are not careful.He has no other relatives now, and there is only one thought left in his mind-he has to kill those people.

People who live too paranoid will become a gambler.Now Ji Hanxing walked in front of him, as if God gave him a little favor for this old man.Kang Shuren thought, he bet.

He came here this time because he had new news. He told Ji Hanxing: "Two of the three people who escaped back then have already found their whereabouts."

Ji Hanxing's expression became agitated.

Kang Shuren said: "But it may be a bit different from what you imagined. We found two of the three people who escaped back then."

Ji Hanxing's eyes sharpened instantly, and Kang Shuren continued: "As we said earlier, three of Ma Shiyi's subordinates escaped - Dongzi, Laoqian, and Laohei. All these years, I have only been looking for The clues quickly fell to the sporadic traces. We finally understood why."

"Dongzi is dead," he said. "The car he was driving was the one whose license plate we traced later. But the car seemed to have disappeared out of nowhere, and there was no trace of it anywhere. Until This year, a mountain man went hunting and lost his way, and he saw the broken car at the bottom of the mountain."

"So, Dongzi fell off the cliff and died?"

Kang Shuren nodded: "That's right. The comparison of all the physical evidence at the scene shows that he is Dongzi himself. The forensic doctor did not detect any injuries other than the fall, which means that he was not harmed by others, but the tools for taking drugs were found at the scene. At present, it is inclined to It is believed that he suffered from drug addiction and hallucinations during the drive away, so that he drove the car into no man's land, and finally overturned with the car and people."

Ji Hanxing slowly came back to his senses, and said softly: "No wonder there have been no clues about him for so many years."

"Yes, he should have fallen off the cliff shortly after the start of his escape. So he was not involved in the arson case that happened in your hometown."

Referring to the tragedy at the time, Ji Hanxing's expression was very calm: "Well, you said that it was Lao Hei and Lao Qian who set the fire."

"I came here to tell you that Lao Qian fled to other provinces to 'return to his old business' and has now been arrested. They have been using 'drug trafficking in small packages' for a long time, and the goods they bring in a single time are only enough to smoke one to three times. The weight is very small, even if you are caught off the assembly line, because this form cannot be re-sentenced. According to the old money, he started again after running out of money in the past two years, and usually hides it very deeply.”

"He was arrested, so only Old Hei is left?"

"That's right, he is the most troublesome one. According to Lao Qian, your father had a good relationship with this man during his undercover days. That's why he held a grudge after the incident. He was the one who proposed the arson case first. Hei is very cunning, We analyzed that he may have replaced Ma Shiyi's position and became the master of the entire drug cartel. But no one knows where he is, and even old money cannot contact him. Perhaps the events of the year have made him lose all respect for everyone. We can't get the key evidence, even if we catch one or two people under his command, we can't just uproot them."

"I understand," Ji Hanxing smiled at Kang Shuren suddenly, it was a very short smile, which instantly made the white jade-like face come alive, and the boy's eyes were sharp and firm: "I'm not afraid that he hides deeply, even if there is only a little If there are any clues, I will find them too."

don't bother me

Li Gu sat on the big bed and asked Ji Hanxing to move a stool to sit opposite him.Li Gu glanced at him, and was about to speak, as if thinking of something, he stood up and fetched a cushion filled with sponge, Li Gu's voice was low and fierce: "Stand up!" Ji Hanxing was very obedient , Get up obediently.Li Gu quickly put the cushion back and asked Ji Hanxing to sit on it again.

It's cold, sitting on a stool will freeze your buttocks.

After doing this, Li Gu realized that he regretted it. As long as he is soft-hearted towards Ji Hanxing, he will always soften his heart without a bottom line. What is the majesty of a brother?Gone with the wind already.

Ji Hanxing seemed to have seen through his thoughts, turned his head and smiled lightly at him, with a little helplessness and distress hidden in those beautiful eyes, he called out "Brother."

Li Gu turned his head and didn't want to pay attention to him, Ji Hanxing's smile gradually faded, and then he said slowly: "Brother, don't be angry with me. You don't want to have a good talk with me because you don't come back several times a week? "

Li Gu had a mouthful of old blood stuck in his throat. There was a reason why he didn't come back, and there was a reason why he didn't want to talk properly, but this reason... there is no way to talk about it.He could only swallow those words along with his complicated emotions.

Ji Hanxing was sitting right across from him, and said, "I don't think there's any problem with it. I saw other people dyed their hair to look good, so I wanted to try it. The school is not so strict, I dye my own hair, and it doesn't hinder other people. .”

Li Gu was almost convinced by his reasoning, and when he realized it, he was even angrier. He could only get on top of Boss Li, and began to teach the children in a decent way: "I know you guys like individuality now, and you like being different from others. Stars, but do you know that?" You know, your appearance determines the first impression others have of you, and often determines what kind of people will approach you."

Li Gudao: "Do you know? When I go to the countryside to find farmers to work for me, I wear work clothes to let them know that I am the same person as them, so that I won't be afraid that I will fool them and dare not fool me If I go out to discuss the contract, I have to put on a suit and let others know that I am a big or small boss and I am qualified to talk to them. If one day Li Gu stands up, everyone will know that he is Then I can wear whatever I want. Because at that time, even if I wear a skirt to go out, those who should believe me will still believe me, and those who should respect me will still respect me."

Ji Hanxing's face sank like water.

Li Gu never told Ji Hanxing how difficult it was for him to go out and do things.Ji Hanxing listened to him indifferently on the surface, but in fact he was staring at Li Gu's opening and closing lips and his rolling Adam's apple, and the young man felt his blood was heating up.He knew how difficult it was for Li Gu to walk all the way. He watched Li Gu wear down his original self time and time again, and transform into a better version of him.Ji Hanxing listened to his words of worrying about himself, and his heart gradually filled with soreness and satisfaction.

Ji Hanxing admires him so much, he sometimes feels that he is very small, and Li Gu is a god in his world.Sometimes he couldn't help but pity him, as if Li Gu was some kind of more delicate and fragile existence.These complex emotions are unified in a situation called "like".

At the moment when Li Gu was trying his best to preach, Ji Hanxing was thinking that he really wanted to kiss him.His brother... such a seductive and loyal... lover.

Li Gu observed his expression and felt that he hadn't said enough, so he continued to speak earnestly: "If you were older, maybe I could ignore you. But you are like this now, and you like to hang out with Shao Li. You just tell others clearly, You are also a little bastard. Those good children will not be friends with you, and they will not dare to approach you in the first place. And those who have no serious business and are unwilling to study hard will treat you as the same kind."

Looking at his sincere eyes, Ji Hanxing felt dry mouth inexplicably.Ji Hanxing didn't want him to continue talking.He stroked his golden hair, and his slender knuckles ran through the hair, exuding a jerky and sexy beauty.Ji Hanxing tilted his head, and his tone was normal as if he was discussing the content of dinner with Li Gu: "I think this is very good, I don't want to cut it."

Li Gu's heart sank.He is so sincere and walks on thin ice like this, but Ji Hanxing doesn't mean to communicate with him at all.This is a Ji Hanxing who is very unfamiliar to him, completely out of his control, and even makes him feel that he is being played by the other party.

Li Gu took a deep breath, and his eyebrows furrowed.He didn't want to say serious things, but now it's time for that.

"Xing Xing, you are wrong." Li Gu restrained his loving brother's tone, and gradually took on the majesty of his usual business affairs: "This is not just a matter of hair. If you tell me clearly today that you like yellow hair, You are going to learn modeling, and I can help you drop out of school to learn other things. And you are just doing this out of curiosity today. Maybe it makes you feel exciting and happy for a while, and then what? , those messy friends you come into contact with will lure you to do more such things. It’s too easy for people to go the wrong way, Xing Xing, the hardest thing is to go on the right way. You understand brother think What did I tell you?"

After Li Gu said this, he was the one who had really raised him for eight years, and Ji Hanxing felt sore when he said that.But the more this happened, the more he dared not let go.

He could almost guess that if he told Li Gu about his plan, Li Gu would rather die in front of him than let him do such a dangerous thing.Li Gu wanted him to have a safe and smooth life, but he was born...with original sin.He is the son of a drug dealer who is haunted by endless nightmares.His current safety and happiness in the world depended on Li Gu alone.He had to get rid of these nightmares before he could come back, with peace of mind, to be with his brother.

Ji Hanxing and Li Gu faced each other silently, and then a slightly cold smile appeared on his unobtrusive face: "Li Gu, you are not my real brother, do you know about this?"

Li Gu was stunned.

He used to feel that he had an indestructible heart, but Ji Hanxing just took out a light and light hammer, and with one blow, his heart was smashed to pieces in an instant.

Ji Hanxing returned to his indifferent expression, as if nothing unpleasant had happened.The words he said gouged out Li Gu's flesh and blood: "Leave me alone, that's all I want to do, and you won't be blamed if anything goes wrong. Just leave it like this, don't make me bother you."

Ji Hanxing finished speaking and walked out.

Li Gu sat on the big bed for a long time without recovering.He has experienced many kinds of pain in life, but he did not expect that there is another kind of pain like this.It was like walking well on the road and being hit head-on with a sap, the first reaction at that time was not to cry out in pain, but to be dazed.

He belatedly thought, finally this day will come.

In fact, he never felt that he was qualified to be Ji Hanxing's elder brother, he was just an illiterate boy who grew up in the mountains.Why was Ji Hanxing able to play with him at that time?Probably at that time, he would not be able to preach, and he would not seek to dislike Ji Hanxing.and after?Later, there was no one else around Ji Hanxing, so he found a precious brother for him.He should have known earlier that if fate hadn't given this magical intersection at a certain moment, he probably would never have known Ji Hanxing in his life.Ji Hanxing would not lower his head to look at him, a country boy.

But in the end, he was unwilling. Li Gu thought that they would live together like this for a long time, but he didn't expect this appearance to be shattered so quickly. Before Ji Hanxing got married and had children, he no longer needed him.

Li Gu's heart was rolling back and forth between shock, anger and loss, and in the end there was only an empty emotion left.That heart was stripped to nothing in an instant, and the cold wind leaked out.He sat blankly in the bedroom and didn't move until Tu Yuming came back.

Tu Yuming saw him in a daze and asked what was wrong, Li Gu shook his head for a while.

Tu Yuming was in a hurry: "Oh, my boss Li, the company asked you to sign something, and you haven't answered the phone all afternoon?"

Li Gu came back to his senses a little bit, and asked him if he saw Ji Hanxing.

Tu Yuming was surprised: "No, he has finished his exams, shouldn't he be at home? That's right, where is the Starman?"

Li Gu hurriedly looked for his mobile phone, and pressed the shortcut key set for Ji Hanxing.

After dialing, it was Kang Shuren who answered the phone on the opposite side.

Li Gu's voice almost changed: "Why are you?"

"Oh, Li Gu," Kang Shuren's voice was full of anger, "Xing Xing has come to my place. Isn't he on winter vacation? I also have vacation. I just took him somewhere to play, so don't worry."

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Ji Hanxing just left home.For the first two days, Tu Yuming didn't think there was anything wrong with it, but later he felt it, and asked Li Gu if there was any conflict between the two of them.Li Gu was at a loss for words to this humanoid IE browser. Normally, he would have made fun of Tu Yuming's reflective arc longer than the equator, but now he is not in the mood.

Ji Hanxing's change made him confused and flustered. He didn't know whether Ji Hanxing was having fun with Kang Shuren, and he didn't dare to ask if he was doing well, for fear of offending Ji Hanxing again.If Li Gu said it himself, what is there to do with someone as Kang Shuren?Every time he sits in any store, he looks like a debt collector, and he can't go to any fun place with him.And Kang Shuren doesn't know how to take care of people at all!But Ji Hanxing would rather go out with Kang Shuren than see him at home, what happened?

He also thought that Ji Hanxing obviously liked him, and that kiss was not his illusion.Why do you like him and want to hurt him with words? Do children of this age express their feelings like this?

There are many things that cannot be said about this matter, Li Gu even has no way to confess.He could only slowly piece together the crushed heart by himself, and then act as his boss Li as if nothing had happened.

Li Gu was so depressed for a few days.Strange to say, when Ji Hanxing was at home, he often found something to save him from having to go home and face him.Now that Ji Hanxing and Kang Shuren are gone, he has to come back every night no matter how late he is, lying on their big bed and falling asleep.But I couldn't close my eyes all night, thinking about many things in a mess.When Ji Hanxing was in front of him, his mind was fuzzy, but now that he is gone, he has a chance to think about it.

There was something ignorant and ready to come out in his chest, this strange and turbulent emotion scorched him, forcing him to take a good look at the relationship with Ji Hanxing.

He thought he did something wrong. Ji Hanxing had grown up quietly, but he had never been used to treating him as a man.He can't help but take care of each other, treat Ji Hanxing like a child, and take care of every little thing in his life.Li Gu claimed that he was not such a mother-in-law, and sometimes he lived a rough life, but he couldn't help himself and wanted to treat Ji Hanxing better.

I want to hold all the good things in front of him, I want to coax him all the time, and I don't hesitate to tell him all the good things.

But suddenly one day Ji Hanxing didn't need these anymore, and Li Gu didn't even know how to deal with himself.

Ji Hanxing is a point of light that appeared in his earliest life.That little light guides him to become a better person.In the days when they lived together, this light point was sometimes a cluster of flames in his heart, which was enough to warm the long night, and sometimes it was a star above his head, which made him take a breath to see the future.Li Gu realized that he couldn't accept that one day he would lose Ji Hanxing.

He tried to think about it from the perspective of a tolerant elder brother, just as he thought before, he did not ask for anything in return for his kindness to Ji Hanxing. In the future, Ji Hanxing will have his own life, and he should be a A conscious elder, don't bother Ji Hanxing.

He used to think this way, but now, Ji Hanxing just made him die with just one harsh word.He has to be honest with himself, he actually has no way to accept that Ji Hanxing will no longer need him one day, and there is no way to accept that Ji Hanxing will form a family that has nothing to do with him one day.As long as this thought is moved a little, it will torture him to death.

They have grown into each other's part for a long time, Li Gu can no longer convince himself to be a silent person who knows how to let go.

He stood up, turned on his phone, and sent a message to Ji Hanxing's number.

"Xing Xing, are you okay? Is it cold in your place? My brother misses you very much."

After posting this, his skin felt hot, but the suffocation that had been stuck in his chest finally dissipated.Obviously he is the one who raised Ji Hanxing, no one can treat Ji Hanxing better than him.He is eligible.

the other end.

It would be extremely cold in the deep mountains at night, so Ji Hanxing wrapped himself tightly in the army green quilt.He didn't know when the emergency assembly would come. At first, he slept in his clothes for convenience.It was later found that the inappropriate work