end of love

Bai Jing backed away from his lips, glanced at him, lowered his head and kissed him hard on the lips, and then went out.

Li Shuyi still had his temperature on his mouth, and blinked at the empty bathroom, as if he didn't react.Although he was the one who took the initiative in bed before, Bai Jing was not a person who would wrong him, and at that time, he knew that the other party didn't love him, and if he didn't want it or was tired, he would patiently cater to him.I really didn't expect that one day, Bai Jing would follow him and let him get whatever he wanted.

Li Shuyi turned on the shower, and his body was soon drenched. He pushed back his wet hair, raised his head and closed his eyes, letting the warm and fine water fall on his face. He was almost in a battle between heaven and man.

He admitted that it was a temporary idea just now, and it was the man's sperm that got into his head, and he didn't think about leaving any promises for this, or making any statement on the relationship between the two.But this kind of thing, if it was changed to before, it would be easier to say, no one will suffer if two big men fuck each other, anyway, there is no emotional involvement, let alone any responsibility.But now that this kind of thing is said to Bai Jing, it is not difficult to imagine how the other party will react.

Li Shuyi knew how sad it would be to be underestimated and treated perfunctorily for the love that was given carefully.Because I know it, I don't want to hurt others in the same way.What's more, the wound on his chest, the scar on the back of his head, every choice he made, the one who made it to where he is today, and the person who caused the current situation is himself.So he never thought of taking revenge on Bai Jing, never thought of engraving the pain he had suffered on the other party.

He has already thought about it, and wants to start a new life and live the rest of his life well.But in the rest of his life, whether he can let Bai Jing get involved, he still can't make up his mind.Bai Jing said he loves him, and now he believes it.But he really didn't have much confidence that the two of them could go on smoothly.

Since Ning Yue came back, Jin Yan had an accident, the Song family changed, and he fell ill again. After a series of accidents, Bai Jing was also very passive in it.If life really settles down, is it really suitable for the two of them with their strong personalities?Can you really live a lifetime?Maybe within a few days, Bai Jing will get bored and start to miss a certain obedient and well-behaved little lover.

When Li Shuyi came out after taking a shower, the room had already been tidied up, and the pillows and cushions on the sofa were also neatly arranged, and it was completely impossible to see that anyone had messed with it.Li Shuyi looked away slightly uncomfortably, fortunately they were leaving soon, otherwise Jin Yan would like to lie on it and play games.Even if he is no longer ashamed, he still has a bit of shame when facing the juniors.

Thinking of the person who had been missing for a long time, Li Shuyi picked up his phone and called Jin Yan.Jin Yan said that he and Bai Hao went to the hot springs, and it was lunch break time when he left, so he didn't tell him because he was afraid of disturbing his rest, and the two of them will not come back tonight.

Li Shuyi had nothing to worry about when Jin Yan and Bai Hao were together, and told the two of them to be careful on the road, then hung up the phone.

When he called, Bai Jing was standing by the dining table and took two rock candy oranges from the pocket that Zhao Hui had brought.After cutting it, seeing Li Shuyi finished speaking, he picked up a slice of orange and handed it to his mouth.

Li Shuyi didn't refuse either, and opened his mouth to bite off the flesh.

"Is it sweet?" Bai Jing asked.

This orange has thin skin, full flesh, juicy and sweet, Li Shuyi nodded in a good mood.

Bai Jing stared at him, kissed him without saying a word, and licked between his lips, and then commented without changing his expression: "It's very sweet."

Li Shuyi glanced at him speechlessly, then raised the back of his hand and wiped his mouth in disgust: "Are you finished?"

Just after finishing speaking, the doorbell rang, and someone outside said: "Mr. Li Shuyi, I'll bring you food."

Bai Jing heard that he wanted to move forward, but he was stopped just as he took a step.He turned his head in confusion, and saw Li Shuyi glanced at him inexplicably, then pulled him behind him forcefully, and said in a bad tone, "Stand still." Then he went to open the door by himself.

Bai Jing looked down, and immediately realized that he couldn't help but smile.He looks like this now, although the shirt is well worn, it is wrinkled everywhere, not to mention the trousers, the thighs are full of creases.After thinking about it, he raised his hand and touched the side of his neck, there was also the mark of Li Shuyi's bite.Going out like this is simply showing off how intense their "battle situation" was just now.

When Li Shuyi brought the things in, Bai Jing knew that he was hungry after a long day, so he didn't say a word, and occasionally brought him food or soup, and the two had dinner quietly.

After eating, while Bai Jing was tidying up, Li Shuyi opened the cabinet door, took a box of new underwear, and picked out a set of looser clothes for her, and took them to the bathroom together.When he finished rinsing his mouth and came out, Bai Jing had already cleaned up, and he didn't bother to say anything more. He asked someone to take a bath, took the medicine himself, and then climbed onto the bed and lay down comfortably.

Right now, his appetite was fully satisfied, his body and mind relaxed, and he was so sleepy that he couldn't even open his eyes.I wanted to wait for Bai Jing to come out and say a few words, but I didn't even know when I fell asleep.Half asleep and half awake, I only felt that the bed had collapsed, and then I was hugged into a warm embrace.

There was a faint scent of bath milk in his nostrils. Li Shuyi opened his eyes in a daze, raised his leg and kicked the opponent, and said displeasedly, "Who allowed you to come up?" The cursing voices seemed soft.

Bai Jing didn't speak, but kissed him on the mouth, then wrapped his legs around him, and tightened his hands, tightly trapping him in his arms.

Li Shuyi regained consciousness a little bit, and finally remembered what he was about to ask a long time ago: "How are Bai Yi and Li Nian?" Change the name.

"They're all good." Bai Jing answered him in a low voice, seeing that he didn't seem to be as sleepy as before, so he said a few more words.Said that Li Nian has a good personality, he laughs when he sees people, and rarely cries. If he gets some eating toys, he is willing to share them with others. There is no one around him who doesn't like him.

Li Shuyi heard that he kept talking about Li Nian, and frowned dissatisfiedly: "Where's Bai Yi?"

Bai Jing paused, looked at him without blinking, and said slowly: "Yiyi is also very good."

Li Shuyi was stunned for a moment, as if something had exploded in his head, the expression on his face was about to burst, and his heartbeat was unbelievably fast, he was completely awake, glaring at Bai Jing angrily and said: "Who the hell would you call that?" gone?"

"But isn't he just called Yiyi?" Bai Jing chuckled lowly, thinking he wasn't angry enough and added, "Li Shuyi's meaning."

"You..." Li Shuyi didn't finish his sentence, but was gagged again.Bai Jing kissed him without any cockroaches and tried his best to please him, until he lost his temper.

After kissing, she leaned against his forehead, closed her eyes and spoke seriously.It is said that Bai Yi has a more "independent" personality and doesn't like to get close to people, but maybe he stayed with Li Nian since he was a child and treated Li Nian very well. Fu Ying even joked that he regarded Li Nian as his toy.

Li Shuyi thought of the video sent by Fu Ying, and thought it was funny, and said subconsciously, "It seems that it will be troublesome when the two children are separated."

Bai Jing opened his eyes and asked, "Why did they separate?"

Li Shuyi suppressed the smile at the corner of her mouth, took away Bai Jing's hand, turned over and lay flat on the bed, stared at the ceiling and said indifferently: "I want to take Li Nian away."

He didn't even look at Bai Jing's expression, he was silent for a while, and continued: "I will stay in Jinhai. If you still have thoughts about me, we two will try again, but Li Nian and I can't live with you. You If you don't want to, forget it."

He struggled and vacillated from a very early stage, and finally gave in.

There is nothing he dares to admit, he just loves Bai Jing, as long as he sees this person, his heart will be moved.And this feeling has never stopped from its inception to the present.Since he couldn't get rid of it, it was the last chance to give the two of them one more chance. If he still couldn't do it this time, he would give up completely, never look back, and never soften his heart again.

But he also had to give himself a way out, and it was impossible to lose all of himself in the same way as before.Li Shuyi never wanted to experience the feeling of being kicked out of his "home" and driven away in his life.

In the darkness, Bai Jing could only see the profile of Li Shuyi's profile, and when he heard the other party's emotionless voice, his heart felt sore and painful as if someone had pinched him.

In the past, he felt that he was sure of Li Shuyi, that no matter how messy he was, this person would never leave him, so he dared to take Ning Yue back and trampled on his feelings and dignity unscrupulously.He also self-righteously told Uncle Wu that he should try again and find "friends and lovers".

Well now, it's Li Shuyi's turn to try him.

Bai Jing leaned over, hugged him into his arms again, and answered "yes" in a hoarse voice.

"Let's make it clear first, as long as either of the two of us feels bored, we can end this relationship. If we like someone else, we can talk openly and honestly, so we can get together and break up. No one needs to get entangled, and there is no need to force each other together again."

Liking and loving someone should obviously be impulsive, reckless, regardless of gains and losses.Li Shuyi was fine, he was so rational that he seemed to be negotiating some kind of contract, so he almost sat up, made a note of Party A and Party B, stated the conditions, and then asked the two to sign and seal.

But who is to blame for this, isn't his trust and affection just consumed by himself little by little.Before today, Bai Jing never dared to expect the other party to forgive him.Li Shuyi messed around with him in the afternoon, and he could probably guess what kind of psychology he was holding, so he didn't dare to ask for an exact answer.Otherwise, according to Li Shuyi's temper, he said that he was only used as a bed partner, or that he was not even considered a bed partner, but just a whim of desire, so what should he do?Li Shuyi was able to give him another chance to "try", even if it was this attitude of wanting to withdraw at any time, it was already an unexpected joy, how could he dare to ask for anything else.

If you swear to the sky at this moment and say some crooked love words and promises, before the promised "lifetime" has not really come, such empty words will only seem ridiculous.So Bai Jing finally just kissed his forehead, and replied in a low voice: "As long as you can let me see you, I will agree to anything."

Li Shuyi knew that he understood what he meant, and he relaxed.Now that he has made a decision, there is no need to entangle too much. It is not his usual style to worry about this and that. Anyway, he has made it clear what should be said.The drowsiness struck again, Li Shuyi closed his eyes, and couldn't help retorting: "I didn't let you see you, so you disappeared?"

He didn't wait for an answer for a long time, and before falling asleep, he muttered resolutely: "Talk nonsense."

It is as difficult as heaven to expect him to spit out some pleasant words.Bai Jing was laughed at by him, but his heart and eyes were full of love.

It's Li Shuyi who is healthy.

Li Shuyi, who could answer his words and respond to his kisses, fell asleep peacefully in his arms.

What is there to be dissatisfied with?

Listening to his steady breathing, Bai Jing suddenly remembered the nightmare that had been haunting him for more than a year.

In the dream, he was sitting on a bench, and above his head he could hear the sound of moths crashing heavily against the street lamps.Li Shuyi stood in front of him, bowed her head and gave him a kiss, then said goodbye, leaving a thin back, gradually submerged in the darkness.From the beginning to the end, I couldn't move or speak, so I could only watch people leave time and time again.

The smile in Bai Jing's eyes gradually faded, he focused on looking at the person in his arms and listening to his breathing.After a long time, until the night outside the window was completely quiet, and he could no longer hear any movement, he closed his eyes, placed another gentle kiss on Li Shuyi's forehead, and then fell into a deep sleep.

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I really don't know how to change it to pass the review. I deleted all the previous ones.