end of love

Bai Jing's voice fell, Li Shuyi didn't dare to move, he was stunned for a long time, he was sure that the words just now were not his imagination, and then he came back to his senses.

It's not to blame for his gaffe, the best situation he had ever thought of before was that Bai Jing didn't hate him so much, he calmed down, and the two lived their next life peacefully.He never thought that he should be respected and loved by Bai, nor did he think that he was worthy of such feelings.

He always felt that the woman was still there.

In a certain corner, staring at him with the sinister eyes when he was dying, following him all the time, reminding him of the blood stained on his hands, the sins he carried, the people he lost... disturbing him day by day .

So when I can't bear it, when I'm afraid to the extreme, I will give up on myself, want to cling to others, want to hide behind someone, and let others block the thunder and wind and rain outside.It was just because no such person had ever existed, because...all those who were willing to protect him had already fallen asleep, so he had no choice but to stand up and stand in front of him.

Bai Jing said he loved him?The corner of Li Shuyi's mouth curled into a sarcastic smile, but the corners of his eyes were a little red.

How could this man say the word love after he himself said that he wanted him to die?They have known each other for 17 years, when he risked his life to save him, he was still not in love, how come he fell in love with him again now, after knowing that he was not long to live?

Li Shuyi raised his head and fixed his eyes on the balcony.

He is sitting in the room now, the snow outside is silent, and the whole world is quiet and lonely.But he seemed to be able to see the one in the past through the floor-to-ceiling windows, Li Shuyi who was shrouded in the night, wearing a crumpled shirt, the gauze on his hands soaked in blood, counting the burnt cigarette butts with a cold face, Stubbornly waiting for Bai Jing to come back.

He just waited all night, and finally the one who waited was Ning Yue who was held in Bai Jing's arms.

Li Shuyi couldn't describe his mood at that time, shame?Embarrassed?Or is it jealousy?It doesn't seem to be the case. If I have to say it, the people who were ruined by Jiang Manqing and Qin Guangzhi finally put themselves together and were broken again.

He also remembered that before he went on a business trip to Lincheng, Bai Jing said that he would have a good talk with him when he came back.

What to talk about... They all know it well.

If he hadn't passed out and suffered a serious illness in the cemetery, and Jin Yan's accident disrupted all plans, he and Bai Jing would have been strangers long ago.

Li Shu realized the past, and the sadness in his eyes slowly dissipated.

He admitted that he still loves Bai Jing, as long as Bai Jing treats him a little better, he will be tempted.

But he can't really think of himself as a dog.

He has always been a person who doesn't know good and bad things. If you want something, you can ask for it yourself, if you can't get it, let it go.Just like when he was a child, he wanted to get close to Jiang Manqing, but after being kicked away, he would never take a step closer to her.Those who gave him alms, those who sympathized with him, even if he was dying, would not take a cent.

Li Shuyi didn't wait long, and when he went downstairs, he saw Uncle Wu sitting by the phone, sighing sadly.

Thinking that he didn't expect him to come down so soon, Uncle Wu was slightly surprised to see him.

Afraid that he was worried, Li Shuyi simply answered three words: "He is asleep."

Uncle Wu couldn't help laughing and said, "You're such a big man, I still need you to coax him to sleep. Don't blame him, he too..." Uncle Wu originally wanted to say how bad Bai Jing was during the days when Li Shuyi left, But thinking about Li Shuyi's past, he stopped talking and said, "Old Mr. Bai Weifang... It's just been a couple of days." He just called to ask, and said that people are unconscious now, Just hang on to the last breath, it won't last long.In addition, he also answered two calls, and two old buddies left before him.

Uncle Wu looked out the window and couldn't help sighing, how many people will be taken away by this heavy snowfall?

Li Shuyi walked to his side and said softly, "My condolences."

Wu Bo nodded, and said again: "After the new year, I won't be able to take care of you. While my old bones can still move, I plan to go back to my hometown to see, or..." Wu Bo paused, "In the future It’s really just saying goodbye to those pictures at the funeral.”

Li Shuyi asked: "Does Bai Jing know?"

Uncle Wu knew what he was worried about, so he hurriedly said, "I told the young master, and the young master made arrangements for me."

Li Shuyi let out a "hmm" and was relieved.

Uncle Wu looked at him, feeling even more worried. If these old fellows really left, they would be able to tell the truth, but Li Shuyi...what's the matter?He didn't dare to persuade him, Li Shuyi is a very thoughtful person, and talking too much may have the opposite effect, so he said: "In my hometown, there is a very delicious cake, made with glutinous rice, baked hot, The candy inside has melted and is delicious, I liked it the most when I was a child. When I come back, I will bring you some to taste, okay?"

Li Shuyi looked at the expectant eyes of the old man, was silent for a while, then slightly looked away, and replied: "Okay."

After he finished speaking with Uncle Wu, he walked to the small desk near the floor-to-ceiling window and sat down, using the computer to send a few emails.Seeing that the time was almost up, I closed the page and exited. Within a few seconds, I received a video invitation.

Li Shuyi clicked to accept, and two childish faces popped up on the screen immediately, and two pairs of big round eyes looked at him curiously.The one on the left, he knows, is Xu Zhehao.The one on the right looks a few years younger, very cute, Li Shuyi has seen photos before, it is Yi Hang, Yi Tian's child.

"Oh, don't get so close." Li Shuyi heard Mu Ran's voice, and when Xu Zhehao was pulled away by Mu Jin, he saw Mu Ran's face.

The other child was still standing in front of the camera, staring at Li Shuyi unhappily. Mu Ran reached out to hug him, but he twisted and shouted, "No, no, no!"

Mu Ran didn't know whether to laugh or cry, and explained to Li Shuyi: "You want me to take him out to play, I'm angry."

Li Shuyi looked at the little face that was somewhat similar to Yi Tian, ​​puffed up like a puffer fish, and felt inexplicably funny.Just as he was about to suggest that they re-video at another time and let Mu Ran play with the children first, Yi Tian from behind the screen walked over and hugged Yi Hang without saying a word.

Yi Hang wanted to make trouble at first, but when he turned his head and saw that it was Yi Tian, ​​he didn't dare to move as if he had been pricked, with a wronged face, he watched Mu Ran get further and further away from him.

Mu Ran didn't save him this time either, and asked Mu Jin and Xu Zhehao to say hello to Li Shuyi, and after the two children went to play by themselves, they leaned in front of the screen to look at Li Shuyi carefully, and asked worriedly: "Are you okay? "

Li Shuyi smiled and said, "It's just a small cold, it's already gone."

Mu Ran looked at him disapprovingly: "What a small cold, high fever and pneumonia. You, as long as it is related to yourself, talk about everything..." He shook his head, suddenly became nervous again, Lowering her voice, she said, "Li Shuyi, that person...he didn't do anything to you, did he?"

Mu Ran didn't know about Li Shuyi's illness, but he knew that Li Shuyi was taken away by Bai Jing.Yi Tian also told him that the relationship between Bai Jing and Li Shuyi is very complicated, and they are not enemies. It is inconvenient for them to intervene, but he is still a little worried.

Li Shuyi sighed: "Mr. Mu Ran, I am very well, eat well, sleep well, everything is fine, please rest assured."

Embarrassed, Mu Ran complained to himself: "I know, I'm just a mother-in-law, I..."

Before he finished speaking, Li Shuyi interrupted him and said seriously: "No. I'm very happy that you care about me."

Li Shuyi didn't think he was annoying, he became happy again, and asked about Bai Jing for a long time, but he didn't mention Bai Jing again.He knew Li Shuyi, Li Shuyi was unwilling, no one forced him, since he stayed with Bai Jing, there was still room for things to change.When Li Shuyi wanted to tell him, he would naturally tell him.

The two talked for a while, and there was a burst of crying from behind. Before Mu Ran could turn his head, Yi Hang ran over to him, holding up a short finger, showing his wound that could only be seen clearly with a magnifying glass , crying so sadly.

The aunt came over and explained: "Young master accidentally fell."

Mu Ran didn't know if Yi Hang took the opportunity to act like a baby, or if he coaxed him softly, and then explained to Li Shuyi, he picked up the child and went to find the medicine box.

As soon as he left, Yi Tian came over and sat down, said something serious, and asked him directly: "You really don't want to have surgery?"

Li Shuyi didn't answer directly, but only said: "Your family is too soft-hearted, I won't be here in the future, if he asks, you just say that I have gone abroad, don't let him come to see me."

Yi Tian was silent, and then said: "What about the child, where are you going to put it?"

Li Shuyi forced a smile: "You can work anywhere, what your last name is, whether it's a boy or a girl, it doesn't matter who raised it, just don't have anything to do with me."

The person on the opposite side pierced him mercilessly: "It's your blood, can it have nothing to do with you?"

Li Shuyi didn't say a word.

Yi Tian said: "Think about it carefully."

After hanging up the video call, the computer screen went black, and Li Shuyi was still staring at the front in a daze, and didn't move for a long time.

How selfish and cold-blooded is he? He doesn't want to live anymore. He feels sorry for his father and aunt, and he can't bear the loss of their Li family's bloodline. He simply becomes a surrogate and throws all his burdens to someone he can't even see. Impossible to raise children.He himself felt relieved, but what about this child?What he originally thought was to just find an ordinary family, even put him in an orphanage, and treat him casually like a kitten or puppy.But sometimes when he saw other children, he thought about how he felt guilty and uneasy when he was a child.

He felt sorry for his aunt's unborn child, but he never thought that if he did this, he would raise another Li Shuyi.

At 03:30 in the afternoon, Zuo Mingyuan came home with several documents.

He greeted Li Shuyi first, and cheerfully praised Li Shuyi for looking good.Uncle Wu brought him tea, he thanked him, and then asked Uncle Wu to wake Bai Jing up.

Uncle Wu looked at the time, and Bai Jing had only slept for more than two hours. He frowned and asked, "Is there something urgent?"

Zuo Mingyuan's eyes were also blue and black, and he explained patiently: "There is a video conference with a foreign country at four o'clock."

Uncle Wu felt sorry for Bai Jing. Now that we have a meeting together, he will definitely have to go to the company and the hospital again. Don’t think about home within two days, so he couldn’t help muttering: "Is there no one else who can hold this meeting?"

Zuo Mingyuan touched his nose with a smile, Ryan, the boss of the Morgan Group, this old man is really not someone other people can hold a meeting with.

The two of them stood a few steps beside Li Shuyi and talked. The book in Li Shuyi's hand hadn't been turned over for a long time. When Uncle Wu reluctantly walked to the stairs, he heard him say before he stepped on the stairs: " etc."

Wu Bo and Zuo Mingyuan both turned their gazes to him.

Li Shuyi lowered her head, her fingers turning white while pressing the book, a voice in her heart asked coldly, what are you?What's the matter with you?But his mind was full of the time at noon, when Bai Jing was talking to him, he was so tired and dazed.

Time passed by every minute and every second, and I still couldn't bear it.Shuyi closed the book, raised her eyes, and stretched out her hand to Zuo Mingyuan.

Zuo Mingyuan was stunned, Li Shuyi asked: "Can't I see?"

Zuo Mingyuan came to his senses, handed the document in front of him in a hurry, and said repeatedly: "Yes, yes, yes." It was Li Shuyi who talked about it when they cooperated with Ryan for the first time.The old man admired him very much, he was thinking about poaching people all day long, and the salary was too high, Li Shuyi was unmoved, and his evaluation of Li Shuyi was even higher.After Li Shuyi left, Bai Jing directly connected with him, and he was still dissatisfied for a long time.

Zuo Mingyuan told Li Shuyi about the general situation. Halfway through the talk, some core information was involved, so he stopped talking and said, "Let's go to the study to talk."

Li Shuyi frowned. Bai Jing's study had to be locked after fingerprinting. He used to share it with Bai Jing for work, so how could he get in now.

Zuo Mingyuan saw his worries, and said in a low voice, "Only your and his fingerprints were recorded in it, and they haven't changed."

Li Shuyi was taken aback for a moment, but quickly withdrew his mind, got up and went to the study with Zuo Mingyuan.

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