end of love

Li Shuyi doesn't know Mu Ran, but he knows Yi Tian.

In fact, it's not even acquaintance. The Bai family changed from one north to the south, with different circles, and they didn't have much business dealings, but they just met once.

But he was very impressed with Yi Tian.

Yi Tian is completely different from Bai Jing.

Bai Jing is thoughtful, his emotions are invisible, and he always wears a gentle mask on weekdays, but his temperament is actually cold.Yi Tian has a handsome face with high browbones, deep eye sockets, and exceptionally deep facial features, but his temperament is very cold and stern.

It's frightening to look at.

Li Shuyi didn't expect that the grandson of the famous ship tycoon Yi Zhengrong, a man in his impression who was so tall and mighty, would show such a gentle and intimate expression.

Mu Ran came back to his senses, feeling unbelievable and happy. Because he was too excited, he stumbled and almost fell when he walked forward.It was Yi Tian who grabbed his hand in time, and took advantage of the situation to hug him into his arms.

"Yi Tian!" Mu Ran raised his head, his expression was exactly the same as when Mu Jin called him just now, full of liking and attachment.

Yi Tian was taken aback by him.This person is always so careless, it doesn't matter how many times he says it.He originally wanted to talk to others, but when he saw the look in Mu Ran's eyes, his heart was so soft that he couldn't remember what he wanted to say.

Mu Ran held Yi Tian tightly, and wanted to ask him why he came over suddenly, but then remembered that there was a group of people waiting behind him, so he hurriedly took his hand and walked to Li Shuyi and Jin Yan, and introduced: "This is Yi Tian. ,my sweetheart."

Then he turned to Yi Tian and said, "This is Li Shuyi and Jin Yan, my new friends."

He was so happy that he became uneasy when he finished speaking.After all, not everyone can accept this kind of thing, and he never mentioned it before. It can be said that Li Shuyi and Jin Yan were not psychologically prepared at all.

Fortunately, as soon as he finished speaking, Li Shuyi reached out to Yi Tian and said, "It's a pleasure to meet you."

Yi Tian might have strangers around Mu Ran that he didn't know. He had already checked the two of them when Mu Ran met them for the first time.Right now, he held the other person's hand calmly, nodded and said, "It's a pleasure to meet you."

As soon as he raised his hand, Li Shuyi saw clearly that he was wearing a ring exactly like Mu Ran's on his ring finger.

Seeing that Li Shuyi and Jin Yan did not show expressions of repulsion and disgust, Mu Ran was a little relieved.Just as he was about to suggest that everyone have a meal together and sit down to chat slowly, Su Wenyang walked up to Yi Tian and reminded him in a low voice, "Young Master Yi, it's time to go."

He has fair skin, a stern face, and wears a pair of gold-rimmed glasses, which looks a little unnatural.Mu Ran has always been inexplicably afraid of him, and now he couldn't help asking: "Why are you leaving just now?"

Su Wenyang didn't speak, Yi Tian explained: "I came back temporarily, and I have to go to the company for a meeting in the evening, and I have to leave tomorrow. The matter will be dealt with quickly, and I will accompany you when I come back next time, huh?"

Mu Ran is not stupid, and he immediately understood that Yi Tian made a detour to see him.Now I was a little angry: "If you are busy, don't come here. You are like this, and you don't have a good rest, and you have to continue working soon, and..."

Yi Tian interrupted him with a smile, his voice was unreasonably gentle: "Then I will ask you first next time, if you agree, I will come to see you again, okay?"

Mu Ran couldn't stand this kind of coaxing, her ears turned red.There are so many people around, Yi Tian doesn't care about other people's eyes, but he has to be scruples.He nodded indiscriminately, pushed Yi Tian and said, "Go quickly, don't delay the business."

Mu Ran has a restrained personality and has always disliked being too intimate in front of others.In order to make time for coming over, Yi Tian messed up a lot of work plans and schedules, but in the end he couldn't even get a kiss.

In fact, Yi Tian also thinks what his brother said is quite right, he is tossing.

But there is no way, I really want it too much.He couldn't make up his mind at all if he didn't take a look at it.

Saying goodbye to everyone, before getting into the car, Yi Tian pulled Mu Ran into his arms and hugged him gently, and told him to contact him immediately if he had anything to do.

Mu Ran was afraid that he would miss the business, nodded and urged him to get in the car, and Yi Tian left.

Mu Ran's ward is in the central area of ​​the nursing home. He asked Li Shuyi and Jin Yan to go up to rest together. It will be convenient for Jin Yan to go to the rehabilitation center later.

When everyone went upstairs together, Mu Ran was a little restless.Yi Tian is worried about him, and of course he is also worried about Yi Tian. Yi Tian has a bad stomach, and he is busy day and night, and he doesn't know if he can eat on time and if he has a good rest.He thought, frowning.

Back in the ward, I just wanted to introduce the two children.As a result, Mu Jin took off her coat, revealing the gauze on her wrist, and Mu Ran was taken aback again.

Mu Jin has been too sensible since she was a child, and she didn't even shed tears when she was injured this time, and she said it didn't hurt when asked her.At this time, he tilted his head and leaned softly against Mu Ran, looking a little coquettish.

Mu Ran was so distressed that he asked what was going on, and Liao Fei told him.

This has actually been going on for two days.Mu Jin's class had a brat who played a prank and pushed her when she went downstairs. Not only did she hit her head when she fell, but she accidentally rubbed off a piece of skin on her wrist.

Xu Zhehao was behind at the time. Seeing that Mu Jin was injured, he pushed the little boy to the ground and beat him until his mouth and nose were bleeding. The teacher almost couldn't stop him.

Yi Tian and Muran were not around, and Xu Zhehao's father had to deal with this matter.Yi Tian was afraid that Mu Ran would be worried, so he didn't tell him immediately that the weekend was approaching, so he simply asked someone to send Mu Jin over.Xu Zhehao has always been Mu Jin's little tail. Anyway, the two have a good relationship, so he followed him.

After hearing this, Mu Ran gently touched the bulging little bag on Mu Jin's head.I was relieved to know that the doctor had checked it and there was nothing wrong.

After thinking for a while, he said to Xu Zhehao again: "Zhehao, thank you for protecting Jinjin. But in the future, if we encounter such a thing, we can first find the teacher and let the teacher handle it, okay?"

Mu Jin also nodded beside him: "Xu Zhehao, it's not good to fight."

Xu Zhehao has thick eyebrows and big eyes, the two eyeballs are like black grapes.He looked at Mu Ran and said loudly, "I know Uncle Mu! I won't fight anymore!"

But if someone bullies Mu Jin, I will still beat him to death.He added confidently in his heart.

Mu Ran patted his head in relief, and then introduced Li Shuyi and Jin Yan who had been watching them.

Li Shuyi didn't ask Mu Ran why his lover was a man but had a daughter, instead she patiently talked to the two children.

Mu Ran was a little surprised. With Li Shuyi's temperament, he was worried that he would find the child's fuss annoying.As for Jin Yan, he is always a king of children, if he is not in poor health now, he can't wait to take the two children up a tree.

The atmosphere in the room was very nice.

Later, when the two were about to leave and the child was no longer around, Mu Ran found a chance and said to Li Shuyi very apologetically, "I'm sorry, did I scare you? I didn't mean to hide it from you before, but... "

Li Shuyi understood his concerns, interrupted him and said, "Mu Ran, actually I love a man." Seeing Mu Ran's surprised look, he laughed again, "It's just a pity that he is not my lover."

On the way to push Jin Yan to the rehabilitation center, night was already falling, and the buildings in the nursing home were all lit up.

Jin Yan didn't know what he was thinking, and he said after a while, "Uncle Li, I always think that Mr. Yi..." He swallowed, "He is not a simple person."

Like an animal instinct, Jin Yan felt the same aura as Bai Jing from Yi Tian, ​​the aura that made his scalp tingle when he saw it, and he didn't know where to put it.

Li Shuyi stopped, took out his mobile phone and searched for Grandpa Yitian's name, then handed it to Jin Yan, and said lightly, "This is his grandfather."

Jin Yan stared dumbfounded at the pile of biography.

Li Shuyi was amused by his appearance, but the smile didn't last long before being blown away by the wind.He raised his head slightly, looked at the distant mountains, squinted his eyes and sighed softly: "It turns out that I sometimes envy others."

"Uncle Li, what did you say?" Jin Yan raised his head to look at him.

Li Shuyi was blown up on top of his head by the wind, pressing down his curled hair: "I said those two children are so cute."

"Right, right! I think it's cute too! I really want a daughter..."

Li Shuyi bent his fingers and tapped him: "I can't even raise myself well, but I still want to raise my daughter."

"Really Uncle Li! If I want to have a child, I will treat him very well, not like my father... In fact, my mother is very good to me. "

Li Shuyi pushed him to continue walking: "Don't you hate her?"

"I don't hate it, maybe she can live if she leaves by herself, but with me, maybe neither of us can survive. She can't help it either."

"Then you want to find her?"

Jin Yan shook his head: "She has her own life now, I don't want to bother her anymore."

Li Shuyi stopped talking, and Jin Yan sighed: "And when she saw me, she beat her feet and regretted that she abandoned such a handsome son. I am also very distressed."

Li Shuyi was expressionless: "Pound, chest, pause, foot."

Jin Yan was silent, hahaha laughed a few times: "It's about the same anyway."

He was knocked by Li Shuyi again.

After the two children came, Mu Ran was very lively.

Sometimes we met outside, he was in front, Mu Jin followed him, Xu Zhehao followed Mu Jin, Liao Fei and Luo Yuhu were behind, as if they were picking up a train, the scene was very funny.

The temperature dropped sharply on the weekend, Li Shuyi and Mu Ran stayed in the ward drinking tea and chatting, and Luo Yu sent Jin Yan to the rehabilitation center.Mu Ran coughed a little, took medicine, and saw the two children bored in the room, so he put thick coats on them and asked Liao Fei to take them outside for activities.

After they left, the room became much quieter. The two of them were chatting. Li Shuyi broke the taboo first, and said: "Actually, I have met Yi Tian before and heard some rumors about him. Meet you here."

Mu Ran was surprised, and then laughed again: "Are you a little disappointed to see me? Many people say that we are not worthy." He said shyly, "I don't think we are worthy either, the gap between us is too great."

Li Shuyi shook his head: "Don't say that in front of Yi Tian."

Mu Ran waved his hand: "I dare not say, he is terrible when he gets angry." He sighed again, "Actually, it's not because of the gap."

Seeing Li Shuyi frown in confusion, Mu Ran chatted with him about the past.

Talking about the car accident, he looked a little melancholy, and said something in his heart that he had never told anyone: "So I am still a little worried, and I am worried that I am his last responsibility and burden."

This has nothing to do with low self-esteem, he is just afraid that Yi Tian will be bound in this moral framework, and dragging this life-saving grace, he will not be able to break free even if he wants to.

He also never felt how great and special he was, and he didn't feel that Yi Tian should love him unswervingly until death.Even if suddenly one day, Yi Tian wants to be with someone else, he feels nothing.

That was Yi Tian's choice.

And now so many people are staring at them, and he gets sick from time to time... Sometimes Mu Ran feels tired for Yi Tian.

Li Shuyi didn't speak, raised his hand and slowly unbuttoned the three buttons on his shirt, opened the neckline to reveal the scar on his chest, and said lightly in Mu Ran's shocked expression: "It's okay to risk your life to save the one you love. I have done this kind of thing. But Mu Ran, love is different from kindness. Kindness can be threatened, but love cannot be threatened. If Yi Tian doesn't love you, do you think you can get to where you are today?"

Mu Ran had already forgotten about his affairs, and his face was full of self-blame, regretting what he said, which made Li Shuyi sad for nothing.He looked at Li Shuyi's calm expression, wanted to ask but didn't know how to speak, wanted to comfort but felt that the words were shallow.

Li Shuyi pulled up the neckline and buttoned it up.

He doesn't need consolation.It's just that in this strange place, facing Mu Ran who knows nothing about his past, he can let go of his defenses, openly reveal his wounds, and even express the confusion that has been hidden in his heart all along.

"I'm probably a monster. I don't know how to love someone. I think I have given a lot, but the other party hates me to the bone."

"Unavoidable responsibilities and burdens." He said it again with a smile, "There should be no one in this world who can understand this sentence better than me."

Li Shuyi didn't say that Bai Jing wanted him to die, which would probably frighten the people in front of him.He also doesn't want to complain endlessly, acting like the whole world is sorry for him, that's too ugly.It's just that every time I think about the past, the image of Bai Jing smiling and watching Ning Yue draw in the greenhouse always comes to mind.He compared this scene with himself over and over again, only to realize how disgusted and impatient Bai Jing has been with him over the years.

"Li Shuyi..." Mu Ran's voice was low and hoarse, and he lowered his head to prevent the other party from seeing his red eyes, "You are not a monster."

Li Shuyi got up, reached out and patted him on the shoulder: "Don't feel sorry for me, it's all in the past."

As soon as the voice fell, the door was suddenly pushed open, and two children ran in quickly, holding bags of cute cookies in their hands, excitedly talking about who they met just now, what fun they played, and how they received this gift. Gift.

Mu Ran still couldn't recover, but Li Shuyi had restrained all his emotions.

He helped Mu Jin and Xu Zhehao open the biscuits, and then, amidst the clear voices of thanks from the two children, he smiled back and patted their heads.

It didn't take long for Jin Yan and Luo Yu to come back, and the room became more and more lively.

After this weekend is over, Mu Jin and Xu Zhehao will go back first because they still have classes.After another week, Yi Tian finally finished the work in hand, no longer had to go abroad from time to time, and came to the nursing home to pick Mu Ran home.

Before leaving, Li Shuyi went to see them off, and Yi Tian suddenly said: "The Bai family is looking for you."

Li Shuyi was stunned.He has cut off contact with everyone, and never inquired about Bai Jing's movements, so he really didn't know that he was looking for him.

"Who is looking for Li Shuyi?" Mu Ran didn't hear clearly, looked at Yi Tian and asked.

Yi Tian was not in a hurry to speak, Li Shuyi smiled and answered two words: "Chou Jia."

Mu Ran panicked: "Then what should we do? Isn't it dangerous for you and Jin Yan to stay here? Otherwise, you..."

Yi Tian shook Mu Ran's hand to let him not be so anxious, and asked Li Shuyi: "Do you need my help?"

Li Shuyi hesitated for a while and then said: "If you don't bother me, I will thank Mr. Yi first." Then he looked at Mu Ran and said seriously, "Mu Ran, if something happens to me one day, please return it if you can." Help me watch Gu Jinyan more."

"Don't say such things..."

Seeing that Li Shuyi did not let go, Mu Ran could only nod: "Okay, I promise you." His face was full of worry.

Li Shuyi sighed: "I'm sorry to cause you trouble."

After seeing off the two of them, the car was completely invisible, and Li Shuyi was still standing still.

If it were him before, it would be impossible to do so.

But he was too tired, he couldn't afford to fight with Bai Jing.

He thought he had given enough sincerity before he left, but it seemed that the man still couldn't allow such an unstable factor like him to live outside.

Li Shuyi put his hands in his trouser pockets, and pressed his fingers on the pills through the tin foil, looking a little disheartened.

How long will he live?