end of love

After Jin Yan returned home, he didn't sleep all night.

His eyes were swollen like walnuts, and he lay on the bed, thinking about one thing after another.Think about what he did, what he said, and whether he caused some trouble when he didn't notice that Bai Hao hated him so much.

But Bai Hao asked him to protect Song Sile, and he went, and Song Sile was not injured in the end.After punching Kong Yi, Uncle Li also said that it was all right, no one would trouble him or Bai Hao.

After thinking for a long time, Jin Yan couldn't find the answer.After tossing and turning like this, the sky gradually brightened, until an old man outside turned on the radio to exercise, and Jin Yan didn't fall asleep.

He had already been busy for several days, and he stayed up late last night, and now his eyes hurt like hell, even a little bit of faint light would make him cry.There was also a constant buzzing in my head, as if someone was playing drums inside.

Jin Yan was about to wash his face when his phone rang suddenly. It was a message from Li Shuyi, saying that he would arrive at about ten o'clock in the morning.

Jin Yan replied: Okay, Uncle Li, I'll pick you up.

He looked at the time and roughly estimated that he could sleep for another two hours.He didn't wash his face anymore, he pulled the quilt and lay back. He had to take a good rest, or he wouldn't be able to drive for a while.

As a result, after such a sleep, he fell asleep completely, and even the phone beside his pillow rang for a long time, but he didn't wake him up.

Li Shuyi didn't see Jin Yan after he landed, and no one answered his phone calls.Tang Xue said that he would rearrange the car for him, he said: "Forget it, Jin Yan should be here, maybe I didn't hear it, you go first."

Tang Xue was a little worried when she saw his pale face.Ever since Li Shuyi went out by himself that afternoon, Tang Xue always felt that something was wrong with him, and she was absent-minded. Sometimes she reported things to him by herself, and he had to tell him several times before he could react.

They all became a little unlike Li Shuyi.

Tang Xue advised a few words, but Li Shuyi insisted on waiting for Jin Yan.Tang Xue said that she would not let him wait for him, so Tang Xue had no choice but to go first with the others.

Li Shuyi breathed a sigh of relief after seeing them leave.He wants to be alone now, no one wants to talk to him, and he doesn't want to use his brain to talk.

After waiting for a while, Jin Yan still didn't answer the phone, so Li Shuyi simply took a taxi by himself.

The driver asked where to go, and he reported the location of his hotel.When the driver drove out of the airport expressway, he suddenly changed his words: "Go to Yangshan Cemetery."

The driver glanced at him in the mirror and thought to himself, how can anyone get off the plane and drag the suitcase to the cemetery? What a weirdo.

When they arrived at the cemetery, Li Shuyi paid the fare and got out of the car.He went straight to the cemetery management office, left his luggage there, bought two more bouquets of flowers, and then walked up slowly.

The staff of the management office recognized him, and when he left, someone whispered: "This Mr. Li is here again..."

"yes……"

"How long do you think he will stay this time?"

"Who knows... hey..."

The conversation ended with a sigh.

The environment in the cemetery is very good, surrounded by tall trees.Li Shuyi walked up a wide long road, passed one tombstone after another, and finally stopped in front of two black tombstones.

On the left, the loving father Li Wenzhuo, who erected the stele is Li Shuyi.

On the right is my beloved wife Li Wenying, and Zhao Hui erected the stele.

Li Shuyi placed the flowers in front of the two tombstones, and then slowly knelt down.

When he comes here, he never stands, just kneels.

"I'm sorry, I came here without preparing anything... I just missed you all of a sudden."

Li Shuyi turned slightly towards the tombstone on the right, and said with a smile, "Auntie, I have met Uncle Zhao, and he is doing well. His daughter..." Li Shuyi paused for a moment when the word "daughter" was mentioned, with a deep look in his eyes. Painful, "...It's cute too, don't worry."

The woman in the photo looked at him with a smile.Li Shuyi thought that she was very fond of laughing before she was alive. If the child was born, she would definitely be like her mother. I don't know how cute it is.

Li Shuyi turned to the tombstone on the left again and said, "Dad, I've been fine recently." After saying that, he clenched his right hand tightly and pressed the inside of his arm against himself to prevent the long scar from being exposed.

The cemetery was very quiet, and Li Shuyi was the only one in this area.He was rambling on, thinking of what to say, and unknowingly, he also said a lot.

Just talking, Li Shuyi slowly stopped.

His eyes looked straight ahead, and the expression on his face changed from vivid to numb.In the past, these two people didn't know how much they expected him to talk, and if he paid attention to them, they were so happy that they didn't know what to do.

But now, no matter how much he said, no matter how careful he was, no one answered him.

Li Shuyi was born in a very strange family since she was a child.

Others' families are strict fathers and loving mothers, but his family is completely opposite.His father, Li Wenzhuo, could almost be said to take whatever he wanted from him. In Li Shuyi's memory, not to mention beatings and scolding, he had never even been reprimanded with a slightly louder voice.In addition, his aunt Li Wenying, who is only 12 years older than him, also treats him unprincipled.

It stands to reason that in such a family, Li Shuyi should live happily, but he has a very strange mother, Jiang Manqing.

Li Shuyi knew that Jiang Manqing hated him when he was very young.

He remembered that once he reached out to pull Jiang Manqing, but before he could touch her, he was kicked to the ground by Jiang Manqing in high heels.Fortunately, it was winter and Li Shuyi was wearing thick clothes, and fortunately, Li Wenzhuo had laid many cushions on the floor.Otherwise, with that strength and the angle of the fall, even if Li Shuyi didn't fall to his death, he would be thrown into a fool.At that time, he was too young to get up when he fell on the ground, while Jiang Manqing stared at him coldly and said, "If there is another time, I will kick you to death."

Just when Li Wenying came back from school, when she heard those words, she rushed over and hugged Li Shuyi into her arms, shouting with red eyes, "You madman!" Turned and went into the bedroom.

Not only was Jiang Manqing indifferent to Li Shuyi, but she never spoke at home and stayed in her room most of the time.Li Wenzhuo cooked the meal and called her, she also sat far away with the bowl, if other people approached her a little bit, she would show a disgusted expression.

Although they live in the same space, Li Shuyi feels that Jiang Manqing has drawn a clear boundary.She is alone in one world, and they are in another world, and no one can cross the boundary.

Li Shuyi once thought that all families are like this, and all mothers are like this, so strange, indifferent, and disgusted with their own children.

Later he discovered that it was not.

Other mothers are very gentle, they will hold their children's hands, bend down to kiss their foreheads, and feel sad because of their illness.

The longer he grew up, the more Li Shuyi was stung by Jiang Manqing's indifference towards him, and his personality became more and more withdrawn and weird.When he was walking on the road, he saw other children crying and screaming, and the child's mother gently coaxed him. He stood aside and stared at them. When they looked at them strangely, he left with a blank expression. .His deskmate brought a bento made by his mother, which contained various animal-shaped vegetables and fruits. The other classmates were amazed, but he threw the bento on the ground while they were not paying attention.The tablemate cried loudly, the teacher scolded Li Shuyi severely, and he was scolded next to him, still with the same expressionless expression.

Li Wenzhuo and Li Wenying noticed Li Shuyi's change and treated him even better.But no matter how good they are to him, this lack cannot be made up for. How can maternal love make up for it with other emotions?Especially the way Jiang Manqing looked at him, as if he wanted to strangle him immediately.

When Li Shuyi was older, after hearing all kinds of gossip, he slowly pieced together the story of his father and Jiang Manqing.