i want to go home

Sure enough, Li Qian didn't go again. Cui nurse called to ask on the first day. He explained that he would not go again, and the other party didn't say much when he was disappointed. After all, he had no position to persuade him to come or not to come.

He devoted himself to the design of new works, and the time passed extremely quickly.Another week in a flash.During this period, Du Liangwen always used various communication methods to bombard him. It seemed that he was unwilling to invite him out for dinner, and he was dragged into the blacklist one by one. Tian Zifeng asked him out several times in order to apologize to him. all gone.

He didn't expect Cui Hugui to contact him again.

"Mr. Li, why don't you come and see it again. This, the patient's condition, I really... can't stand it anymore." He told Li Qian that Xie Yuming refused to eat these days, and the hospital had to force him to He hits glucose.

After hearing this, Li Qian only said, "Can't you still drink glucose?"

Nursing Cui choked, tried to persuade him, and finally Li Qian was shaken by his words, and agreed to come and see him.

In fact, he didn't tell Li Qian that Xie Yuming just refused to eat for the first four days, but then he suddenly behaved.

Cui nurse went to feed him breakfast this morning, Xie Yuming looked very docile, but when he approached, he suddenly grabbed his wrist and said to him over and over again: "Qian...Qian..."

As if he was afraid that nurse Cui would not understand, he watched him repeating persistently, and he must wait for a positive reply before giving up. Tears wet his increasingly emaciated face while reading.

He didn't know about the past between Li Qian and Xie Yuming, he only knew that the person in front of him who put down all the sharp thorns and almost begged him to bring Li Qian was so desperate that he couldn't turn a blind eye.

Fortunately, Li Qian was finally willing to come.

Li Qian didn't arrive until five o'clock in the afternoon, and Cui's unprecedented enthusiasm made him feel strange.

Li Qian was just looking at the window at first, but Xie Yuming had been staring at it. When he saw him, he got up excitedly and quickly, waving his arms tied with iron chains, and opened his mouth as if calling, but Li Qian didn't hear the sound.He clearly remembered that the sound insulation in this ward was mediocre.

After a while, he saw that Xie Yuming seemed to be crying.He was still waving it there, as if he wanted to grab him, the corners of his mouth were raised, and he was smiling like a fool, but there were big drops of tears falling from his eyes, looking very pitiful.

Li Qian didn't really want to go in, and nodded after Cui nurse asked several times, pushed the door open and went in.

Seeing him coming in, Xie Yuming became even more excited, and desperately crawled towards him, stretching the iron chain so tightly that his wrists and ankles turned red.

It was only then that Li Qian heard his voice, and he yelled "Wuuuu", low and hoarse, like a crow with its vocal cords torn, it was extremely unpleasant.

"Qian..." He stretched out his hand to him, calling out expectantly, tears crawled all over his face but seemed unconscious.

Li Qian frowned and didn't go forward.

Xie Yuming's breath suddenly became quicker, he hastily cut his hands behind his back, his teeth were chattering, he showed a flattering smile to Li Qian, leaned forward and knelt on the bed to reach him.

But Li Qian seemed too far away from him, and he couldn't reach him no matter what.

Xie Yuming kept blinking his eyes, trying to blink away the tears that blurred his vision, but no matter how hard he tried, new tears would keep pouring out.

He felt so painful in his chest that he was about to suffocate, but he didn't understand why, he was still smiling obsequiously at the person in front of him, because he faintly felt that this was the last chance, if he couldn't let him If the heart is soft, he will lose him forever.

Li Qian took a step back.

Just this one step made Xie Yuming on the verge of collapse. He yelled "ahhh" twice, his smile could no longer hold up, and turned to grievance and begging. He wept from his throat and looked at Li Qian with blurred eyes. Scary red eyes were full of begging for mercy.

Li Qian didn't know what to think, Xie Yuming like this actually made him feel pitiful, he used to be the young master of the Xie family who was not easy to provoke in the eyes of others, but he was abandoned here, living under tranquilizers and electric shock batons, and even more so. Not to mention crying all over his face in embarrassment now.

But he happened to be one of the parties involved, even if he didn't resent Xie Yuming anymore, he didn't want to fall on the same person for the third time.

Li Qian watched him for a while, and then walked over slowly. He was even a little wary that Xie Yuming would suddenly pounce on him.

When he reached the place where Xie Yuming could barely reach, he stopped, but Xie Yuming was immediately appeased.He pulled the chain and rubbed his head against his pants, and the corner of his mouth broke into a smile.

Li Qian wanted to leave after rubbing against him for a while, Xie Yuming struggled forward, raised his head to look at him, tears fell down, but he didn't scream madly anymore, just stared at him fixedly , like knowing and accepting that he is leaving.

Li Qian sighed, and finally said: "Be obedient, don't mess around with your body."

Xie Yuming whimpered twice, then stammered, "Qian...wait, good boy..."

He will obediently wait for him to come again, and it is okay to wait and wait.

Li Qian was stunned for a moment, then smiled emotionally for some reason, shook his head and went out, the nurse Cui at the door asked nervously, "Are you okay?"

"Well, I'll come back next time when I'm free." He knew that the other party wanted to ask him if he was still coming.

Cui nurse relaxed, smiled and raised his hand to pat him on the shoulder: "Good boy, whoever marries you in the future will be a real blessing." Li Qian's temper is always in his eyes, he is gentle and patient, and Not arrogant or impetuous, looking at the clothes he usually wears and the car he drives, at least he is an upper-middle class person. Such a character is really rare. Marrying a daughter-in-law will definitely hurt people very much.

Li Qian couldn't help but chatted with Cui Cui about the world.

The two chatted very happily, no one would pay attention to Xie Yuming in the ward who watched Li Qian leave, slowly crawled back into the quilt to shrink up, sobbed softly and put his hand on the top of his head and rubbed it.

His throat hurts, but no one will feed him a few sips of water every half an hour; the quilt is very cold, and no one will make him curl up in his arms to keep warm; Qianqian forgot to touch his head again today, fortunately He helped him finish...

It's okay, Qianqian will come to see him, he just needs to wait for him obediently.You can't make him angry by yelling, you can't make him angry by eating obediently, you can't make him angry by not walking seriously... As long as Qianqian is not angry, as long as Qianqian is not angry, he will not be thrown away again.

Xie Yuming thought about it seriously, with tears in his eyes and a smile in his mouth, and fell asleep counting Li Qian's names.

The days when Li Qian came here became very unstable. The best situation was every other day, sometimes every two or three days, and sometimes every five days; After staying for half an hour, most of them just sat on the bench beside the bed. When Xie Yuming was in a good mood, he could barely rub his face against him. When he was in a normal mood, he sat so hard that he couldn't reach him. .

But even so, Xie Yuming was comforted obediently, and he no longer had so many emotional outbursts, but the symptoms of dissociative stupor intensified, and he began to maintain a fixed posture for a long time, and he was not affected by external stimuli. Little or no response, no speech or voluntary movements.

He also waited for up to five days, but during the waiting process, his mood swings showed an increasing trend, and he began to show violent impulsiveness.But as soon as Li Qian came, he was patted down, behaved like a cat, and smirked at Li Qian or begged for cuddling in a coquettish manner.

Experts feel that he hasn't really improved, but that he has "learned smart" in front of Li Qian in a sense, but the target is only this one person.

But now that he is willing to take the medicine obediently, it proves that Li Qian still played a big role, and it will be a matter of time before the disease is brought under control.

Now Li Qian is no longer in charge of Xie Yuming's dinner, but when he came today, nurse Cui brought a bowl of porridge, saying that Xie Yuming ate too little at noon, and the people in their hospital just cooked porridge and brought him a bowl Come.

Li Qian also took it, and when the porridge was still hot, he handed it to Xie Yuming for him to eat by himself.

"Eat it yourself." He gave him a spoon. Xie Yuming's eyes lit up at first, thinking that Li Qian was going to feed him, but now he was naturally very disappointed, and he took the bowl aggrieved, quite at a loss and unsteady along the way Put it in your arms.

Facts have proved that he really only learned to be smart about things related to Li Qian. Even if others fed him so many times with a spoon, he still couldn't learn it stupidly.The right hand holds the spoon, but the left hand has to clumsily grab the porridge, stuffing it into the mouth with sticky hands.

As soon as Li Qian sat back on the stool, he saw him put the bowl on the quilt at an angle, leaking a piece of the quilt, and there was still a lot of dripping from his hands, making it all over his body.

He suddenly became angry, and quickly walked over to take the porridge from the quilt. Xie Yuming looked at him in horror. He had been remembering that he couldn't use his hands these days and only dared to rub his head against him. Li Qian felt upset and stretched out his hand to push him away. He grabbed his head and pushed him to the side of the bed.

Xie Yuming noticed his disgust and dislike, and tears welled up in his eyes. When he got up, he immediately crawled towards him, hugged his thigh tightly, and Ren Liqian pushed him several times without letting go.

Li Qian used some strength to pull his legs out, and he hurriedly reached out to reach the hem of his clothes, clutching his hands tightly, his joints turned white with such force, he raised his head and cried out "Woooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo".

Seeing Xie Yuming's pitiful appearance, Li Qian pursed the corners of his lips, put the bowl aside, took out a piece of paper and wiped it hastily for him.Seeing that the quilt and sheets are about to be changed again, his body... probably needs a bath.

Pulling the corner of the clothes out of his hand, before Xie Yuming cried out, he said, "I'll be back later, don't make trouble."

Seeing that familiar quiet movement, Xie Yuming bit his lips and shrugged, but didn't dare to make a sound.

Li Qian went to nurse Cui to get the key, and briefly explained the situation. When he came back, Xie Yuming still maintained the same appearance he had when he went out, looking at the door eagerly, and cautiously smiled silly when he saw him appear.

Li Qian felt a big headache, if he knew it earlier, he suppressed his anger and fed him, and now he has to take a bath, and Xie Yuming's reluctance to take a bath, I don't know what will happen.