Fantasy Abyss Sticking to Ink Dye

For me, since I have recognized his illness, it will be enough to treat him and take medicine, and there is really no need to change the way of getting along with him.So seeing Yuan Fan's refusal to talk, I gently pushed his shoulder, "It's okay to talk, you don't want to talk to me?"

Yuan Fan is still silent, Yuan Fan has always been troubled by some very small problems that the person concerned has not even noticed. If he didn't say anything, I might guess, and there is a high probability that I won't guess, but I can't keep going like this. It passed so-so.I simply lifted the quilt and climbed up by myself, turned over and supported Yuan Fan, then simply knelt on his lap and rubbed his stomach a little bit.This little monster vomited for a long time just now, and it is estimated that the contracted muscles have not yet relaxed.

Yuan Fan paused, put down his hands and looked at me, his beautiful eyes blinked twice, then slowly narrowed his eyes, obediently let me rub them.After a while, I gently patted Yuan Fan's warm stomach, "Are you hungry? Want to eat?"

Yuan Fan's reply was to bend his legs suddenly, I couldn't support him and fell on him, and then I was hugged tightly by this big man full of panic, so hard that I felt my bones ache.I tried my best to relax, then nestled in his arms obediently, and laughed at him in a low voice, "Who was so indifferent just now, let go, don't hug me."

"Mo Xiaoqi, I'm afraid."

Yuan Fan said that he was afraid that he would not be himself anymore.

I listened to Yuan Fan's words and reacted for a while before I realized what this kid was thinking. It seemed that he had a big opinion on split personality. I rubbed his nose affectionately, "Smelly monster, what I love is You, if you are not you, I can feel it. You are indeed out of control emotionally, but not out of control of your body."

I'm not holding back "Little monster, you're sick again. Do you know bipolar disorder?"

My original intention was to tell him what kind of disease he has, and then we can treat it well. In my imagination, Yuan Fan would be a little bit wronged, and he hummed like a little wife, and then got tired of it.But I obviously underestimated how good this guy can talk.In other words, how can't speak human words.

Yuan Fan hugged me and said seriously, "Mo Xiaoqi, you have to like me, but don't like me very much, it's enough for me to like you very much."

When I heard this sentence, I immediately exploded. This sentence sounded like I was ready to leave at any time and allowed the other party to leave.Don't like it very much, so you won't be sad, as long as he likes it very much.I don't know if this is what Yuan Fan wants to express, but it sounds like such a negative giving up emotion to me.

I supported his chest hard to straighten myself up, and then pinched his cheek tightly with my hands, stuck on his mandible, I really wanted to cover my mouth and nose and suffocate this man to death for a moment.Seeing his eyeballs trembling because of the pain, but still looking at me with attachment, I wished I could beat this bastard up.Then I was so angry that I didn't have time to think about whether what I said was appropriate.

"What do you mean? When you were murdered and sick before, you dragged me and yelled at you like a fucking dog. Now you tell me that you don't like you very much? Why, now that you know that you are sick again, it feels like a burden Come on, don’t be silent for a long time and say a word or two, speak clearly, if you don’t understand clearly, just get out, find a corner and die by yourself.”

Yuan Fan's eyes turned red in an instant, he stared at me stubbornly, his chest heaved violently, and then he used a voice that could feel that he was suppressing something just by listening to it, even a little bit angry, even sounded A bit like being angry, he said word by word, "I know, but it's different. I used to know that my thinking was abnormal and eccentric and tyrannical, but I know better that I can control myself and protect you. But You say bipolar disorder, I can't control my emotions, I don't want to get angry and cry for no reason, I don't want to affect your emotions. If I can't make you feel happy with me, if you feel tired, then you Just go, I will follow you after all.”

So this bastard really thought that if I didn't like him that much, he could just say leave and leave.But Yuan Fan started to cry as he spoke, obviously lying on his back with tears in his eye sockets, his eyes were red and he blinked non-stop when he was stung, and he unconsciously grabbed my clothes.He looked like he would die if I dared to leave.You see, this guy's pessimism is really powerless.There's no reason to even get angry.Just like every person who just learned that he was seriously ill, he would lose his mind for a moment and think of himself pitifully.

Maybe this is the so-called integrity of the mouth and body, he is so sad that I am... embarrassed to be angry.

I made a cold face on purpose, opened his fingers, turned around as if I was about to leave, and said, "Who do you look down on? Why is your relationship worth more than mine? Mine can be said to be thrown away." Just throw it away?"

I originally wanted to stab Yuanfan, who told this little bastard to be so annoying, I didn't expect that I would gain a showman.Well, I underestimated how quickly emotions can come and go in people with bipolar disorder.

Yuan Fan suddenly sat up, hugged me tightly from behind, kissed the part behind my ear sticky, and coaxed me extremely gently, "Mo Xiaoqi, don't be angry, what I wanted to say at the beginning was not This matter, but you scolded me, my thinking was taken away by you. Don't be angry, okay?"

"Then what did you mean in the first place?"

"What I want to say is that love is deep and lifeless."

Deep love does not last long, and excessive love will affect life expectancy.Probably because if you like it too much, you will have such intense emotions as great joy and great sorrow. Some emotions do have a certain impact on the health of your internal organs. There is no problem with saying this, but Yuan Fan said it so gently.It's okay for me to be short-lived, I don't want you to be short-lived.

Because he likes me so much, he wants me to like him.Because he likes me so much, he asked me not to like him very much.

Look at this dead boy, he made you anxious and poked your heart.

I softened my emotions in an instant, turned my head to accept the kiss from Yuan Fan, and then replied to him from a close distance, "What I want to say is that if you are strong, you will be humiliated." You see, some Chinese words sound like education, If you are strong, you will be humiliated, and if you are deeply affectionate, you will not live long. It seems to be educating people to have a sense of proportion, but it contains the most forbearing tenderness.

My little monster is so stubborn and paranoid. I used to worry that one day he would be crushed by the balance of the world. Then I thought, what's the matter? After all, I love him as long as I live, and I protect him as long as I love him. I won't bear it alone, two people, even if I am smashed to pieces, I won't let something crush his spine.

I think Yuanfan and I have worked so hard and happily in love, probably because we treat every day as if it was our last, every day is a passionate love, and we will always live it forever.