lemon early summer

If it wasn't for accidentally passing by Gu Xia's bedroom next door and seeing two girls kissing each other through the concealed door, Zhang Xiaoning might feel that the best relationship between girls and girls in this world is nothing more than holding hands and hugging .

She seemed to have caught a glimpse of some explosive gossip, and told Gu Xia impatiently after leaving the dormitory with Gu Xia.

"You just know? They are a couple." Who would have thought that Gu Xia would react in such a way after listening to it, and Zhang Xiaoning was embarrassed. It turned out that she was really the one who was the last to wake up, and the whole grade knew about it. She thought she picked up some big gossip.

Since then, when Zhang Xiaoning saw the two girls going to class or going back to the dormitory arm in arm, she couldn't help but take a few extra glances. Looking left and right, she still felt that they were no different from herself and Gu Xia. .

But not long after, she found out that the two girls were not together anymore, and it was said that they had broken up, and after a while, they were together again...

Zhang Xiaoning thought to herself, isn't this just like a child playing house, but she doesn't mean to look down upon it. Speaking of which, she and Gu Xia have never had any serious conflicts and have a rift in their hearts. The feelings of these people are still fragile. Not as good as her and Gu Xia.

When she transferred to the second year of high school, she began to divide arts and sciences. Zhang Xiaoning originally wanted to choose science, but when Gu Xia wrote liberal arts on the application form, she also changed her original choice of science to arts.

People will experience several naive ages in this life. Zhang Xiaoning is in one of the extremely naive periods at the moment. She chose the liberal arts, but never thought that there are so many classes in the liberal arts. Who can guarantee who? Who will be assigned to the same class?

When the class list came out, Gu Xia was the first to find out her name. "I'm in class 14, how about you?"

It seems that when Zhang Xiaoning heard this, she realized that the two of them might not be in the same class, so her original curiosity was half-reduced, and it was Gu Xia who finally found the name for her, in class 16.

Classes 14 and 16 are similar in number, but one of their classrooms is on the third floor and the other is on the second floor.

Classes were divided, but Zhang Xiaoning and Gu Xia's relationship remained the same. Zhang Xiaoning still went to wait for Gu Xia to have breakfast, lunch, a bowl of rice every day, go to class together, and go back to the dormitory. She thought everything would be like this until the distant third year of high school.

The head teacher was giving the first long lecture after class division. Zhang Xiaoning secretly took out Wen Yayi's old mobile phone and typed quickly under the table.

Wen Yayi: Come to my house to watch a movie on weekends, there is no one at home.

Zhang Xiaoning: Let's see then. (Subtext: Gu Xia seems to have said that we will go shopping together on weekends)

Wen Yayi: Come on, come on, if you don't come, I will hate you (resentful expression).

Zhang Xiaoning: Say you hate me every day, hate me, as if I don't hate you.

Wen Yayi: You broke my heart.

Zhang Xiaoning: As if she was never hurt.

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The seemingly flirtatious SMS chat between the two took up a lot of space on Zhang Xiaoning's mobile phone. Since she and Gu Xia met every day, there were very few call records and text messages about Gu Xia in Zhang Xiaoning's mobile phone.

Going to Wen Yayi's house to watch movies on weekends has almost become a must for Zhang Xiaoning every week. The two of them sit on the bed, or huddle on the sofa, with their laptops on, and they often don't sleep until three or four in the morning.

At first, Wen Yayi just dragged her to watch some suspense and horror movies, but later, Wen Yayi gradually exposed her rotten female nature, and began to take Zhang Xiaoning to watch danmei anime.

"I've known you for so long, but I didn't realize that you still have this hobby?" Zhang Xiaoning looked at the two handsome two-dimensional men flirting with each other on the screen, and felt a slight blush.

"Actually, I was watching these when I was in junior high school, but I was afraid that you would say that I was a pervert, so I kept hiding it." Wen Yayi said so, without embarrassment at all, and once declared that her dream was to watch handsome men all over the world become Double in pairs.

Zhang Xiaoning asked, the man is already with the man, what about the woman?

"Girl, you can do whatever you want. Anyway, I think it doesn't matter if you are single for the rest of your life as long as you watch Danmei."

This person has been deeply poisoned, Zhang Xiaoning shook his head and sighed inwardly.

Under the influence of Wen Yayi, Zhang Xiaoning read a lot of BL works, including novels, comics, and animations. Gradually, a question arose in Zhang Xiaoning's heart. "Yayi, have you ever seen a movie about girls and girls?"

"You said Lily! I'm not interested, I haven't read it much. If you want to watch it, let's search for two next time and have a look."

Zhang Xiaoning didn't deny it, she was indeed a little curious, and didn't know how to express the strange emotions of the two girls in the movie.

However, after watching a lesbian movie with anticipation, Zhang Xiaoning was very disappointed. Sure enough, it was not as exciting as watching Danmei. There are many things between women and women that are too obscure, even secret.

She always felt that the lesbians in the movies were far from what she imagined, and she has not been very curious since then.

Just when Zhang Xiaoning was deeply involved in various BL novels and comics and couldn't extricate herself, Gu Xia and Chi Jiayan came together again.When Gu Xia told her, she didn't feel anything, as if she didn't hear it. Only when she saw Chi Jiayan and Gu Xia walking together, she felt a little uncomfortable, and she didn't know where it was.

So, she fell in love with being a light bulb, and liked to take Gu Xia to the front and leave Chi Jiayan behind. She didn't know if Chi Jiayan felt the same as her—something was robbed .

Zhang Xiaoning began to look forward to the breakup between Chi Jiayan and Gu Xia again, but she never said it on the surface, and even pretended to be very supportive. "In the past, I thought Chi Jiayan was too boring, but now it seems that maybe I was prejudiced against him before."

Gu Xia raised her eyebrows and said, "Don't you ever have prejudice against anyone?"

"I don't care about you!" Zhang Xiaoning's words are true. No matter how she runs against Gu Xia or argues with her, Gu Xia is a completely different existence in her heart. Didn't realize this clearly.

When the whole second year of high school was over, the head teacher said on the podium: "I said it last year. The second year of high school passed in a blink of an eye, and the third year of high school too. Therefore, those students who are still in a daze, it's time to wake up..." At this time, Zhang Xiaoning's attention was still on Gu Xia and Chi Jiayan, why didn't they break up?

On the day of the summer vacation, Gu Xia mentioned that she was going to participate in the training camp in other places. Zhang Xiaoning was surprised: "Why did you go to the training camp so early?"

"What? Don't you want me? Just call me if you want me. Besides, it's not like I won't be back."

Zhang Xiaoning, who was seen through her mind, turned her head, "If you think too much, I won't miss you." Gu Xiasu knew her arrogant temperament, so she didn't try to expose her.Just at this point, I saw Chi Jiayan dragging her luggage over, it was Gu Xia's luggage, it turned out that Chi Jiayan was going to send Gu Xia to another place.

Knowing this fact, Zhang Xiaoning's mind went blank. She and Gu Xia are the best friends. Why did Chi Jiayan send Gu Xia there?Well, he is a boyfriend, and besides, I don't have the spare money to go out of town, so comforting myself, my mind was a little dazed, and I didn't even notice that Gu Xia said goodbye to her.

Gu Xia was helpless, "I don't know what's going on, you should go back and pack your things, the sun will be high later, and the road will be hot... And... Hey! Watch the road carefully!" Gu Xia's nagging It's like the wind in her ears, slipping past Zhang Xiaoning's ears, she doesn't remember anything, the only thing she remembers is that two people are going to leave together.

I don't know when Chi Jiayan and Gu Xia turned around, Zhang Xiaoning just walked back, she didn't even want to look at the scene behind her, let's go, let's go, thinking like this brought a burst of excitement. Great loss and loneliness.

The dormitory is still the same dormitory, but Zhang Xiaoning feels that walking back from the playground is very far away. After walking for a long time, the phone rang, and it was a text message from her father. The content was only one sentence: "How are you doing?"

Zhang Xiaoning immediately typed a sentence - what does it have to do with you?But after typing it and deleting it, there was really no need to reply to this kind of hypocritical greeting. She had seen enough of her father's hypocrisy, and was tired of this kind of greeting without any real help.

If I said that it's not good recently, you wouldn't come to see me, so whether to say it or not, in Zhang Xiaoning's view, it doesn't make any sense.

One stone stirred up thousands of waves, but an ordinary text message knocked down a city wall in Zhang Xiaoning's already lost and lonely heart, as if for no reason, the summer sun shone chills, she quickened her pace, constantly Shuttle among the students leaving school with luggage.

It seemed as if he had traveled through a long desert, and finally pushed open the door of his dormitory. The small dormitory could see the head at a glance. Fortunately, most of the people had left, and there was one who didn't pack his things. Although he didn't know where he went, fortunately, he was not there.

This place temporarily became Zhang Xiaoning's space alone. With this understanding, Zhang Xiaoning's tense nerves suddenly completely relaxed, and she sat down on the ground with one buttocks, and burst into tears in an instant, like a faucet that couldn't be turned off.

She should have cried loudly, crying until everyone could hear her, but she still restrained her voice, she was afraid that if someone found out, she would not be able to explain why she was crying.Bullied?no.Lovelorn?no.Lost something?no.Everything students can think of may not be.Zhang Xiaoning didn't even know why she was about to burst into tears all of a sudden.

Maybe it's like a computer recycle bin, it's full and needs to be cleaned up, so let's just think she's cleaning it up.

Zhang Xiaoning didn't even bother to wipe away the tears, letting it drown her face.

With the sound of opening the door with a click, Zhang Xiaoning immediately sat up from the ground in shock, rushed to the sink on the balcony, turned on the water, splashed it in her face, and only when she heard her roommate walk into the room did she say: " It's so hot today." The voice mixed with the sound of the water didn't sound like there was any trace of crying.