lemon early summer

When I went home on the weekend, Zhang Xiaoning’s mother came back very rarely. As soon as she came back, she took out the court summons. The plaintiff on it was the name of Zhang’s father. After carefully reading the contents of the summons, Zhang Xiaoning realized that, Parents are finally getting divorced.

Years of separation led to their indifference and alienation. Zhang Xiaoning even forgot when was the last time the family went out. There are three of them in their family, each with their own lives. Zhang Xiaoning is used to living alone. Anyway, her parents will give her living expenses. , she usually lives on campus, and when she is with her classmates, she often forgets the existence of such a thing as "home".

But when she saw that the plaintiff asked the defendant to raise the child, Zhang Xiaoning felt a little pain in her eyes. Zhang's mother had also noticed this clause earlier, and snorted coldly, "You don't want a child, and I don't want it either!"

These angry words deeply irritated Zhang Xiaoning, but she still kept her composure, watching her mother complaining and even cursing in silence.So, it’s good to separate early, the three people in this family have always been a drag on each other, Zhang Xiaoning thought so, although she was afraid of her future life, if her parents really didn’t want her, what would she do...

Either way, it's nothing more than death.

Gradually, Zhang Xiaoning didn't want to go home until the weekend. Although there was no one at home, the dead house was like a hell, with an atmosphere of despair floating around, full of invisible resentment and negative energy from her parents.Fa Xiao Wen Yayi's situation is somewhat similar to Zhang Xiaoning's. Her parents have divorced long ago, and now she lives with her grandma. Since she went to a vocational high school, no one can control her.

"Come to my house to watch a movie on weekends." Often, Zhang Xiaoning would receive such an invitation, and each time she would go to the appointment as scheduled. At first they just watched horror movies together, and later they started watching fan anime. Under Wen Yayi's guidance, Zhang Xiaoning got to know the group of rotten girls, and also what Lily and Danmei are.

She hangs out with Wen Yayi only once a week, and when it's time to go back to school, Zhang Xiaoning still has to reluctantly carry her schoolbag, bring her luggage to the bus stop and wait for Gu Xia, and go to school together.

That day, Gu Xia came to the bus stop with two quilts in her arms and asked Zhang Xiaoning to help her hug one.At this moment, Zhang Xiaoning remembered that the weather had turned cold, and it was time to add a quilt to the dormitory, but she still slept on a mat for four seasons, and everyone who came to the dormitory and saw her bed would be amazed. He said that he never thought there would be such "men" in the girls' dormitory.

After being instilled with a lot of Two-dimensional things by Wen Yayi, Zhang Xiaoning became addicted to animation, but she was busy with her studies, and she never had a chance to indulge in animation addiction, so she began to look for novels on the Internet. The novel was still a novel, until one time when he was watching his mobile phone in class, he was accepted by the class teacher who came in through the back door.

Zhang Xiaoning felt very lonely without her mobile phone. She mustered up the courage to tell her mother that her mobile phone was broken and she needed to buy a new one.

After finding my father, my father said that money is tight recently, and I will talk about it after a while, and I will find your mother first.

Looking at the warm sunshine on the playground, Zhang Xiaoning was so warm that she ached, "Sure enough, I'm redundant."

Misfortunes never come singly. In this depressed mood, Zhang Xiaoning was always out of her mind, and she never said a word to Gu Xia. In a daze, she lost the last 100 yuan of living expenses on her body.Looking at the cabinets, schoolbags, and beds that she had rummaged through, Zhang Xiaoning grabbed three pieces of one-yuan RMB.

So for the next three days, Zhang Xiaoning and Gu Xia both said that they were not hungry after eating too many snacks, or that they had no appetite. She just watched Gu Xia eat, pretending to be indifferent, and did not tell anyone I have no money.Not to mention telling her parents, thinking of listening to her parents' perfunctory, she would rather starve to death. As for borrowing money, she would not borrow it, because if she borrowed, she would have to pay it back, and the weekly living expenses were just that little.

Boil and boil, the past three days have been like a fish out of water, without any vitality and vitality.A bowl of porridge for school breakfast costs [-] cents. Zhang Xiaoning drank the porridge for two days, leaving two yuan to take the bus home on weekends.When it was time to go home on the fourth day, Zhang Xiaoning felt her legs were weak when she got up in the morning, and she almost fell when going down the stairs. Gu Xia hurriedly supported her.

"I said what's wrong with you these days, you don't eat rice, look, you can't keep up with your nutrition, and I often tell you, don't just eat junk food!" Gu Xia insisted on pulling Zhang Xiaoning to come The cafeteria had dinner before going back, but Zhang Xiaoning couldn't help it, and when she got to the cafeteria, she began to pretend to be sick again, acting left and right, and hid the meal.

She thought that as long as she went home, she would be fine, and if she got the living expenses for the next week, she must have a good meal.However, when she got the 200 yuan, she found that her painting equipment was broken and the paint needed to be replenished. This time she began to regret why she wanted to learn painting. Painting is a waste of money. Will mom pay for it?

For many of Zhang Xiaoning’s classmates at that time, two hundred yuan a week was a very suitable figure for living expenses, and it was not ruled out that those with rich families could spend one or two thousand yuan a week, or those with poorer families could spend 60 yuan a week. However, for Zhang Xiaoning who wanted to paint, 200 yuan began to become tight.

Zhang Xiaoning told Gu Xia that she didn't want to paint anymore, and being an art student was too expensive.Gu Xia was very puzzled when she heard this, "You are the best painter among the people I know, it would be a pity if you stopped painting!" In addition, Gu Xia knew that she liked to draw, so she would give up because of this. She also regrets this hobby.

"I also know I'm good, but it's really expensive."

"I see that you are so narcissistic... So, don't give up your talent, how many people want to have that talent." Gu Xia is a very good talker, and she is a little arrogant towards Zhang Xiaoning. It is especially useful for people who are very helpful, so after thinking about it for a while, I went to the studio again.

Probably because of Gu Xia's encouragement, Zhang Xiaoning sketched a portrait while recalling Gu Xia's appearance in her impression after practicing. She handed it to Gu Xia and said, "It only took me 8 minutes."

As she wished, Zhang Xiaoning smiled smugly after hearing the praises. Only at this time, did she feel that she was the same as Gu Xia, and had the same bright spots.

"You draw so beautifully that I wonder if it's me." Gu Xia sighed sincerely, and as expected, she heard Zhang Xiaoning say: "That is, it is indeed much prettier than you."

"Go! Go! Go!"

We have known each other for so long, this is actually the first time that Zhang Xiaoning painted for Gu Xia. Gu Xia thought it was precious and kept it for a long time, but since then Zhang Xiaoning has never painted again, and Gu Xia also thought about letting her paint again Two pictures, but Zhang Xiaoning said that you are not as good-looking as before, and you can't draw them.Her venomous tongue has become like a conditioned reflex, and Gu Xia will complain occasionally - only I can stand you, and a word can kill you.

At the same time, Chi Jiayan in the back seat suffered from her venomous tongue, but unlike other boys, Chi Jiayan never took Zhang Xiaoning's unintentional words seriously. Later Zhang Xiaoning discovered that the reason why Chi Jiayan He is so generous to himself because he likes Gu Xia, and Gu Xia always has such a good relationship with Zhang Xiaoning, so he doesn't want to offend her much.

"I think Chi Jiayan likes you." One day, Zhang Xiaoning told Gu Xia very seriously, this is the conclusion drawn from the gossip she heard and her own observation after careful analysis.

Gu Xia laughed as if hearing something rare. "I didn't expect even you to notice it. In fact, he told me already."

"Ah? What do you mean even I can detect it?"

"Because of you, you are always sloppy in certain things."

"You don't have any nerves!" Zhang Xiaoning is used to the fact that someone likes Gu Xia. There are many boys who like Gu Xia. She thinks that Chi Jiayan is a good person. It would be nice if Gu Xia was with him Yes, but soon, Zhang Xiaoning realized that her idea was too naive.

A month later, when Gu Xia really got together with Chi Jiayan, Zhang Xiaoning felt uneasy again, and even hoped that the two of them would break up as soon as possible. In this age group, the love relationship can really be weak. Even if you haven't even kissed before, the time can be as short as three or five days.

Zhang Xiaoning waited and waited, until the third month, Chi Jiayan and Gu Xia really broke up, no one was sad, no one told them, they broke up just like that, it seemed to outsiders that they had never been together , and for Zhang Xiaoning, it was like a sigh of relief.

"I thought Chi Jiayan wasn't suitable for you, he's too boring." Zhang Xiaoning put on an afterthought, but Gu Xia listened carefully, and asked her if she should be with someone who was more lively. Together.

I wanted to nod and say yes, but the words came out—that’s not necessarily true, you have to try to know who you are suitable for.

"I've tried it. By the way, recently there is a boy in the next class who seems to be interested in me." The boys around Gu Xia always come and go. Zhang Xiaoning never remembers who is who. After many years, she It turns out that among Gu Xia's boyfriends, Chi Jiayan is the only one she remembers the name of, and who can be compared to her boss.

"Then try it slowly and try all the twelve constellations." Zhang Xiaoning felt that her idea was too genius, and with Gu Xia's talent and appearance, it was very easy to attract boys.The only thing she didn't understand was why every time Gu Xiaxin made a boyfriend, she felt a little unhappy.

After thinking about it, Zhang Xiaoning thinks that the reason is that she only has Gu Xia as a good friend here, and the other Wen Yayi, although she has a deep relationship, is not often together now. She thinks that she should make more good friends. Otherwise, when Gu Xia had something to do and didn't accompany her, it would be a bit desolate to be alone.