lemon early summer

It was already 10:[-] when Zhang Xiaoning came home. After getting off Chen Xiangchen's car, she forgot how she got home. At that point, every word Chen Xiangchen said seemed to be bewitching her, seemingly gentle, but there was no room for resistance.

It took her two weeks to react to this matter, and after she realized it, she finally burst into tears. She wanted to sue Chen Xiangchen, but found that she had no evidence. The chat records on WeChat were normal, and although the call records Yes, but there is no so-called recording.

She wanted to slap herself twice, why did she react so late, maybe in Chen Xiangchen's eyes, she was just a piece of paper that was easy to deal with, he had penetrated all of her thoughts, and knew what to do to make her trust her.

In this life, Zhang Xiaoning has long thought that she will die alone. Even if she fantasizes about first kisses, love and other things occasionally, it is very simple and beautiful. She never thought that the dirty things that are often reported in the news will happen in himself.

She had heard too many good comments about Chen Xiangchen, so she began to doubt whether anyone would believe her even if she said it.

After thinking a lot, she felt that she was suffering from depression again. Chen Xiangchen rescued her, but pushed her to hell again.The most shameless thing is that he even sent a WeChat message to Zhang Xiaoning. When he saw the WeChat message, his tone was still calm and warm. Zhang Xiaoning was so angry that he blocked and deleted the person.

How does a person cultivate? After doing that kind of thing, his face is not red and his heart is not beating, and he can put on human skin and continue to pretend to be a person.Zhang Xiaoning wanted to cry, but she couldn't tell others about it. She not only didn't want to talk about the messy process, but she didn't want to think about it, but the most horrifying thing always kept echoing in her mind, inch by inch tortured her.

"Is there any performance recently? I want to see it."

Gu Xia was surprised that Zhang Xiaoning suddenly wanted to see her performance, so she readily told her the time and place.

Zhang Xiaoning wanted to die, resign, leave the city, and even make everything public, but she was born with cowardice, and Chen Xiangchen destroyed her courage to face everything.In the sleepless night, Zhang Xiaoning would always think of her school days. Although it was hard work, it was simple, so she began to miss Gu Xia very much.

This may be the first time that Zhang Xiaoning has watched Gu Xia's performance seriously for so many years.

She didn't want to watch it before, just because she felt that Gu Xia's appearance was already very familiar in her heart, and she couldn't surpass the appearance in her heart.During the whole performance, half of Zhang Xiaoning's eyes were closed, because the more she looked down, the more she wanted to cry. In public places and festive stages, how could the audience cry?

After the performance, Zhang Xiaoning felt that she was back in a puddle of mud, with disgusting scenes and painful smells everywhere.

The phone vibrated, and Gu Xia's phone number displayed on it burst into tears. Zhang Xiaoning refused to answer it. Soon, Gu Xia received a WeChat message - the performance was very good. I didn't watch it before. It was my loss. I worked overtime, so I had to rush back overnight.

The corners of Gu Xia's mouth curled up. When will this girl learn to praise others? I wanted to treat her to supper, so I had to wait until next time.

Zhang Xiaoning hailed a taxi, returned to her residence, looked at the surrounding high-rise buildings, burst into tears again, ah cement forest, how gorgeous you are.It is difficult for her to trust a person so much in her life, but that person destroyed this trust, and it is also difficult for her to like a person in her life, but that person will never be possible with her.

Looking back on her life over the past 20 years, Zhang Xiaoning felt that she had failed. She wished everything would stay in the first year of high school, when Gu Xia hadn't started dating.

What love, what money, what future... all seemed to be in vain, she shouldn't have gone through this in the first place.

Wen Yayi accidentally suffered from insomnia tonight, and received a message from Zhang Xiaoning in the middle of the night on her mobile phone, and when she arrived at the community where Zhang Xiaoning lived, there were already many people surrounded there.The cordon was pulled up, people were talking about it, Wen Yayi knew it was too late.

Open Zhang Xiaoning's last message, there is only one sentence: I am very happy to know you in this life, goodbye, Yayi.

Gu Xia didn't receive the message with the same content, because Zhang Xiaoning didn't want her to know at all. She hoped that she was still that arrogant little girl who hadn't experienced any rough and embarrassing things.The only thing she wants Gu Xia to remember is her name.

The author has something to say: don't ask me why some plots are arranged in this way, because some of them are true.It would have been a sad story.