difficult love

Xie Mingjiang heard that he started to speak rudely again, and wanted to reprimand him, but when he looked carefully, he found that his cheeks were flushed, and his heart moved subtly, how could he speak the words of education?I had to cough twice, and said from left to right: "You have to eat vegetables too, you look as thin as a bean sprouts, it's the result of picky eaters."

Tan Yixing saw that his chin was raised, his eyes shifted slightly, he cut his voice, and muttered: "Coward."

Baihui heard them whispering in the dining room, she turned her head to look curiously, and saw Xie Mingjiang erected the newspaper again, as if she didn't care about Tan Yixing.

Seeing that he was pretending again, Tan Yixing stood up angrily, and smashed the newspaper with a knife in the past. Xie Mingjiang's guilty expression hidden behind was caught off guard, and his surprise was only momentary. It's going to turn upside down, isn't it?"

Tan Yixing was so angry that he had just endured those two scorching gazes for a long time, now Xie Mingjiang pretended to be confused with himself, and his voice became louder: "Don't pretend to be nothing, I told you last night, give me a reply after you think it over .”

"..." Xie Mingjiang put down the newspaper, the flames couldn't come and go, stuck in the middle, he didn't understand how this person changed from day to day, every day.

He said: "Last night you just said that let me pretend I didn't hear."

"Are you acting as if you didn't hear?" Tan Yixing blushed, "You want to see two holes in my face. Why, did I grow two extra ears this morning?"

Maybe it's more acceptable for you to grow two extra ears.

"..." Xie Mingjiang lowered his head and fiddled with the newspaper in embarrassment, without making a sound.

Tan Yixing's voice was above his head: "Forget it, since you can't pretend you didn't hear it, then think about it."

Xie Mingjiang couldn't keep silent anymore, he raised his head and looked at Tan Yixing, shocked what he meant by thinking carefully.

Tan Yixing's face was still red, and he gave up on himself and said: "It won't be too long, I'm so upset that I can't wait, the day will be over. But you have to be careful and think about my strengths. As a gay, don't be too picky."

Xie Mingjiang couldn't help telling the truth: "I'm not gay. I'm not gay except for liking a man."

"..." Tan Yixing was surprised for a few seconds, "Don't prevaricate me with all kinds of reasons, go to school!"

He was like a firecracker that exploded in the sky, crackled and exploded in Xie Mingjiang's ear, and then disappeared without a trace with his schoolbag on his back. Xie Mingjiang sat alone at the dining table, followed by headache and confusion, holding his head in a daze, with little appetite No.

Tan Yixing took his schoolbag and hurried out of the house, calmly got into the car, and screamed in the next second while covering his head in his heart.

God, was this him just now?He must be possessed by something, talking nonsense!

He turned over and rubbed in the back row, and Lao Zhang couldn't help but look at him in the rearview mirror: "What's on your mind today, Ah Xing?"

"No, no." Tan Yixing pressed his face against the leather of the back seat of the car, regretting.

There is no basis for love with Xie Mingjiang now. Although Xie Mingjiang is asked to think about it, he will agree to himself.

Tan Yixing's melancholy can't be cured by anything, including physical education class. Usually he must play crazy on the court, but today he just hangs on the parallel bars, depressed.

Explained to Xu Yaojia what happened yesterday and today, Xu Yaojia leaned on the double lever and remained silent. After listening, he clapped his hands excitedly: "My God, Xie Mingjiang was not gay at first? As the saying goes, don't stay in silence Abnormal, he became gay in silence, I wondered whether he became gay first, or he became gay first, and it turns out that both can be done at the same time."

"..."

"This difficulty factor is too high, and the movements are too complicated."

Tan Yixing didn't understand what he heard, but he finally understood one thing - it turned out that Xie Mingjiang didn't really like men, so he just left Zhou Zhuo alone.

After school in the evening, Tan Yixing returned home with a nervous mood, only Baihui was there, seeing him coming back and urging him to wash his hands and go to the table for dinner.

Tan Yixing sat on the table, staring at the empty seat across from him in a daze for a moment, then noticed that Xie Mingjiang's tableware was not set, and asked, "When will Xie Mingjiang come back?"

"Oh, my husband called me and said that I have a dinner outside today, so I won't come back for dinner tonight."

Tan Yixing didn't say a word, but his mood took a turn for the worse, and he reached the bottom. After thinking about several situations, he didn't expect that he was still waiting for Xie Mingjiang's answer in such a state of anxiety, and he didn't even come back for dinner.

He poked the chopsticks in his mouth depressedly, and Baihui couldn't help but speak: "Ah Xing, what's the matter with you and your husband?"

"..." Tan Yixing took the chopsticks out of his mouth and put them on the table, "Nothing happened."

Maybe he is avoiding himself, maybe he didn't take his words seriously at all, and now he has forgotten beyond the sky, Tan Yixing thought, he lost his appetite, but he still has to eat, Xie Mingjiang is not the first one to take himself seriously There is no need for him to set a precedent for him not to take himself seriously.

Tan Yixing thought so, stuffed his mouth full like a duck, and finished eating quickly: "I'm full."

Seeing his preoccupied and pretending to be innocent, Baihui frowned, and just about to ask a question, he had already sneaked into his room with his schoolbag.

Baihui couldn't understand Tan Yixing more and more. She remembered that when Tan Yixing first came, even though Xie Mingjiang would often blow his beard and stare at him, he also smiled nonchalantly and was very magnanimous.Now Xie Mingjiang treats him much better than before, and sometimes he learns to hide it, but he is often pissed off by Xie Mingjiang for trivial things, and he is more childish than before.

Just after ten o'clock, she knocked on Tan Yixing's door: "A Xing, do you want milk?"

"No, I'm already asleep, good night."

Baihui sighed: "Then I'll go to bed too, good night."

Tan Yixing went to bed early, but couldn't fall asleep after tossing and turning for a long time. He heard some movement in the living room in a daze, so he jumped out of bed and got out.

Sure enough, Xie Mingjiang was standing in the living room drinking water, and looked back at him: "Did you sleep?"

Tan Yixing saw that he was calm and composed, but he was worried, angry and wronged. He walked up to Xie Mingjiang in a few steps and looked up at him: "Where is the answer for me?"

Xie Mingjiang was silent for a moment, then coughed lightly twice, loosened his tie with difficulty, and wanted to turn his words around: "I don't know what kind of answer you want, even if I accept it, can we still fall in love? No?"

"why not?"

"..." Xie Mingjiang frowned unconsciously, "You are seventeen or eighteen, you are not young anymore, you should be mature in speaking and doing things."

Seeing Tan Yixing's stubborn face upturned, he found it difficult. Although going to the dinner party today was a business matter, it was not completely unavoidable. He didn't expect that Tan Yixing was still waiting for him now, so that he would not let him deal with it coldly.

If you don't make it clear to him, he will act like he doesn't understand: "Do you treat me like a child?"

"No." Xie Mingjiang shook his head, and said honestly, "Although I don't regard you as a mature person, I never think of you as a child. I can only say that I have never thought about this kind of problem between you and me. "

Tan Yixing clenched his fists, feeling sore and astringent in his heart: "Then you think about it now."

"Sato and the others forced me into you. Do you think I'm troublesome and hate me all the time?"

Xie Mingjiang thought for a moment, and said helplessly: "You think too much, I don't hate you that much."

Tan Yixing waited for a while, and seeing that Xie Mingjiang had nothing to say, he finally understood, and suddenly realized: "So, you don't hate me that much?"

How does Xie Mingjiang like him at his age and status?Xie Mingjiang felt that he had misinterpreted his meaning, but it seemed that no explanation could dispel his inexplicable thoughts, so he said vaguely, "It can be said that way, but—"

"Don't let it go." Tan Yixing was so excited that his eyes felt hot, and he would lose his composure if he stayed for a second longer. He turned his face and shouted, "I know you just don't have feelings for me! No need to repeat it over and over again!"

As he said that, he ran back to the room trembling and slammed the door.

Xie Mingjiang saw that he walked a few steps like a patient with a fever, and knew that he was really sad. How could he accept such an innocent confession?Knowing clearly that it would end in a messy mess, it still made Xie Mingjiang's head and heart feel uncomfortable.

In the next few days, Xie Mingjiang noticed that Tan Yixing ignored him any more.He didn't say a word when he ate in the morning, and he didn't watch TV at night. He went to do his homework early. Sometimes when Xie Mingjiang went to the study, he found that he had neatly stacked the homework on the desk and disappeared.

Xie Mingjiang couldn't find a chance to talk to him.

During breakfast that day, Xie Mingjiang looked at his unlovable appearance, and couldn't help but say: "Drink up the yogurt cereal, there are some chia seeds in it, and you can finish it with a sip?"

Tan Yixing turned a deaf ear, drank the juice next to him, wiped his mouth, and planned to get up.

Xie Mingjiang was tired and tired: "Tan Yixing, did you hear what I said?"

"I didn't hear that! Leave me alone!" Tan Yixing ran away.

Xie Mingjiang had a premonition that another day of headaches had begun. In addition to his busy work recently, he not only developed systems for several companies at the same time, but also competed with other colleagues for the maintenance service of a certain portal website. When he entered the office, he released his low pressure. Throw the car keys to the secretary: "Throw away the cake in the trunk."

Then I sat at the computer desk and looked at the accounts and documents. After eleven o'clock, the mobile phone rang suddenly.

Xie Mingjiang glanced at the phone screen, although he didn't save it, he vaguely remembered that it was Tan Yixing's homeroom teacher's phone number, and he answered without hesitation: "Teacher, hello."

The head teacher was over there frightened and angry: "Mr. Xie, hurry up, Tan Yixing got into a fight at school."