difficult love

The Art Festival Gala is about to start, Tan Yixing just came back, the homeroom teacher ignored him, and organized the whole class to rehearse for the last time, and they went to the designated area one after another, Xu Yaojia couldn't help asking: "What have you been eating for so long? "

Tan Yixing shook his head: "Xie Mingjiang ordered a lot of dishes, and I ate one after another, which almost killed me."

"What about Xie Mingjiang? My dad is sitting in the parents' seat and has reserved a seat for him. Send him a WeChat message."

"No, he has something to do and has gone away."

"Ah?" Xu Yaojia opened his mouth wide, "You have such an important event, so he won't come to participate."

Tan Yixing nodded, and said blankly: "He has more important things."

Xu Yaojia heard what he said, turned his head to look at him, and found that Tan Yixing was sitting upright in the dark, with a serious face, looking straight ahead, without a smile.

Xu Yaojia didn't dare to say anything again.

The place to eat was still some distance from the school, and it was difficult to get a taxi at night. Tan Yixing had to wait a long time in the cold wind to get a taxi. After being stuck in traffic, he finally arrived on time.

It’s all because of Xie Mingjiang, he ordered too many dishes, Tan Yixing’s stomach ached from eating, and he only ate half the table, the interval between meals was too boring, the glimpse of Zhou Zhuo just now impressed him deeply, Tan Yixing took out his mobile phone in a strange way, and looked at the front The self in the camera compares his appearance with Zhou Zhuo's. Although Zhou Zhuo is handsome, Tan Yixing thinks he is better than him in terms of facial features alone.

Thinking of this, Tan Yixing became even more depressed. Xie Mingjiang, a man without aesthetics, knew that he was better looking. He liked Zhou Zhuo, but he didn't like himself.

The programs came one after another, and some classes also had cross talk sketches and musicals, which won warm applause and laughter from the audience. Seeing Tan Yixing clapping his hands lifelessly, Xu Yaojia elbowed him down as if thoughtful: "There's something wrong with you."

Seeing that Tan Yixing was silent, Xu Yaojia covered his face with half of his hands, leaned over and whispered surprise: "Why, because Xie Mingjiang didn't come?"

He pointed it out a little rudely: "To be honest, I felt it last time, would you be too kind to Xie Mingjiang? His attitude towards you is clearly not flattering. I didn't know you were so attentive to him. what-"

Tan Yixing couldn't bear it anymore, turned his head away: "I like him."

"..." Xu Yaojia raised his eyelids abruptly, widened his eyes in disbelief, "Are you serious?"

Tan Yixing nodded lightly: "Very serious."

Xu Yaojia slapped his head and said speechlessly, "I knew it! I should have found out a long time ago. Xie Mingjiang is simply poisonous."

Tan Yixing sighed: "But Xie Mingjiang doesn't like me, he likes others. Today he saw that person at the dining place, and he immediately chased after him. He hasn't come here yet. I think he might not come."

"You are his lover now, what is he doing?" Xu Yaojia was more excited than Tan Yixing, "It's against him, isn't he cheating on you in person? Can you bear it?"

Tan Yixing was at a loss: "What is green?"

"It's ntr."

Tan Yixing: "You tell me how can I not bear it?"

"Next time he dares, he will go up and grab his tie and pull it towards him, and slap him: Make it clear, you are my man!"

Although Tan Yixing felt uncomfortable, he still couldn't help laughing: "How do you know these things so well?"

"Just kidding, my sister-in-law has wanted to do this to Xie Mingjiang for a long time, and I can hear cocoons in my ears." Xu Yaojia shook his head as he spoke, expressing his incomprehension, "Although my sister-in-law has a mediocre reputation, her eyes are higher than the top. You have fallen in love with Xie Mingjiang one by one, tell me where his charm is, no matter how generous and beautiful a powder keg looks, you are all lacking! Are you all Stockholm?"

He was talking enthusiastically, when the head teacher came from a distance with a sharp eye, and his light was cold in the darkness: "Xu Yaojia, you talk a lot, the whole auditorium can hear you buzzing there, what's your point? How about a microphone announcement? Let the whole school have fun."

Xu Yaojia immediately shut up.

There were two more programs and it was Tan Yixing's class's turn to sing. All the members went to the backstage to change their clothes and fix their makeup. Tan Yixing was still a little unhappy, and said that Xu Yaojia was going to play emotionally. Now he didn't even think about playing.

The curtain opened, and Tan Yixing and Xu Yaojia walked up to everyone and bowed. Xu Changfeng applauded excitedly at the parent's seat on the right. The seat next to him was always empty. Tan Yixing glanced at it, smiled and pretended not to care. After all, it was a class activity. It wasn't his performance for Xie Mingjiang alone. Although he hoped that Xie Mingjiang would watch him play the piano handsomely, Tan Yixing also vaguely understood that maybe in Xie Mingjiang's eyes, he might have nothing to do with the handsome character. .

He put his hands on the keys, took a deep breath, and began to play.

In the end, Tan Yixing and his class won No.2. Xu Changfeng was very happy. Hearing that Tan Yixing had no one to pick him up, he enthusiastically sent him home.

Tan Yixing was hanging clothes in the hallway, and Baihui had already come over: "I'm back, Ah Xing, are you doing well?"

Tan Yixing smiled: "No.2."

Baihui touched his arm: "It's amazing, it's amazing! I froze coconut ice cream for you, and the ice cream machine hasn't been used properly yet, so I'll get it for you. Hey, where's the sir?"

"Oh, he left a little early during the meal, and it was my classmate's father who sent me back."

Baihui looked at him in surprise: "Oh? Then you should ask your classmates to come in and sit. I should entertain them."

Tan Yixing still smiled, didn't answer the call, turned on the TV and watched while eating snacks.

Seeing that he was in a normal mood, Baihui felt relieved to prepare food for him.

Although Xie Mingjiang didn't say when he would come back, and she didn't like ice cream, Baihui still insisted on waiting for him. She didn't go back to bed until the clock passed 11:30, and planned to give Xie Mingjiang a gift of rum flavor tomorrow. .

Tan Yixing went back to his room, flipped through the book twice, played with his phone for a while, and fell asleep.It's just that I didn't sleep well. I woke up at one o'clock in the middle of the night and went to the living room to get water to drink. When I passed the sofa, I vaguely felt a dark shadow sitting on the sofa.

Tan Yixing was startled, and fixed his eyes on Xie Mingjiang, the red sparks of the lit cigarette were shaking in his hand, and he turned his head to look at Tan Yixing.

Tan Yixing had thousands of words in his mind, but he just pretended to be okay and said, "Why are you sitting here in the middle of the night and not sleeping? Scaring ghosts."

Xie Mingjiang watched him go to the wall lamp, turned on the lamp to receive water, and felt a little guilty: "How did you come back?"

Tan Yixing hooked his waist and gave him a butt: "Xu Changfeng gave it to me."

"Is the meal delicious? Did you take a taxi?"

Tan Yixing was annoyed: "Yes."

Xie Mingjiang pursed his lips: "Did you win the prize?"

After Tan Yixing received the water, the more he thought about it, the more angry and disappointed he became. He walked over and looked down at Xie Mingjiang from a high place: "I asked around, do you really care? So what if I win the award, so what if I don't get it ?”

It was only when he got closer that he could smell the strong smell of alcohol on Xie Mingjiang's body. Seeing that he didn't speak, but just raised his head and stared at him slightly, Tan Yixing was even more angry, and after holding back for most of the night, he finally shouted: "Didn't you separate from him? What are you doing chasing after him? It seems that I didn’t catch up enough to go outside to get drunk.”

"..."

"Xie Mingjiang, you look very ugly like that, do you know that? There are so many men in the world, are there any more handsome than him? Is there any younger? He has a boyfriend and you still pester him with shamelessness, his face looks like Write a few big characters, 'Don't lose the chicken, the master will come again'!"

The string in Xie Mingjiang's head broke, he jumped up, grabbed Tan Yixing's arm and pushed back: "What are you talking about? Shut up and get out of your room."

Tan Yixing staggered twice from being pushed, put the cup down on the table with a bang, and said angrily, "Is he that good?"

Xie Mingjiang almost thought that he was going to fall, stood up and tried to grab his arm, but was thrown away, and restrained his anger: "Is he okay, what does it have to do with you?"

He knew why Tan Yixing was angry today, and he could understand that he was so furious and didn't want to have conflicts with Tan Yixing, so he took a deep breath and said as calmly as possible: "It's my problem that I didn't go to your art festival performance, you can play your temper, but There has to be a limit."

Xie Mingjiang said, put out the cigarette butt, lowered his eyes and said melancholy: "Don't I know that there are many men in the world, but they are better than him, where are they?"

Tan Yixing clenched his fist, then loosened it, all the blood rushed to his face, and blurted out: "Here, you are the one who is blind and didn't see."

The air suddenly became quiet, and after a while, Xie Mingjiang raised his head in shock, and murmured, "What did you say?"

"..." Tan Yixing had a fever on his face, and even trembled all over his body. Hearing his own voice trembling, he said angrily, "I didn't want to say it at first, forget it, just pretend you didn't hear it."

After finishing speaking, he turned his head and ran into the room, and slammed the door shut. A loud bang hit Xie Mingjiang's heart, and Xie Mingjiang was stunned.

After the loud noise, the huge living room changed from quiet to silent, as if a needle could be heard on the ground. Xie Mingjiang felt that he was slightly drunk, far from being drunk, but what Tan Yixing said just now made him feel extremely It's unreal, it's like my own visual and auditory hallucinations.

Tan Yixing compares himself to Zhou Zhuo, is it possible that Tan Yixing is interested in him?Xie Mingjiang didn't feel that he was narcissistic to such an incurable degree.But how else to interpret Tan Yixing's words?

Xie Mingjiang felt extremely absurd. He always thought that although Tan Yixing didn't hate him much, he never liked him. What did he like about him?He yells at himself all day long, and no one likes his appearance. Is there anyone who likes others like him?

Xie Mingjiang stared at Tan Yixing's water glass on the table, was stunned for a while, then turned and went back to the room.

He thought he would lose sleep all night, but the effect of the alcohol made him fall asleep after lying down for a short time.

Early the next morning, the two met at the dining table. Tan Yixing stopped chattering today, and picked out all the purple cabbage from the pork chops and sea salt bagels expressionlessly throughout the whole process, remaining silent all the time.

What happened last night was lingering in Xie Mingjiang's mind. While drinking coffee, he glanced at Tan Yixing vaguely through the newspaper.

Tan Yixing took two mouthfuls, finally put down the bagel, and couldn't help but say, "Look at that."