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The lost memory was too heavy, and it scared him a little. If he didn't remember it, maybe it was fine. If he really remembered it, he didn't know what to do.

According to Su Lan's feelings for Jiang Yan, Su Lan would easily forgive those things that Su Xiaoyu couldn't forgive.

Su Lan has multiple feelings, no less than Jiang Yan's.

Su Xiaoyu put the book aside, rubbed her eyebrows and got up.

It was already dark, and it took a long time to read this diary. Su Xiaoyu walked into the kitchen, intending to get something to eat.

After living here for a few days, he is already familiar with this house, and he has used the kitchen a few times, so he knows where things are kept.This home is not too big, so it is easy to recognize.

There are fresh vegetables in the kitchen, all of which he bought. Su Xiaoyu rummaged through them, thinking of something to eat. After finding a few tomatoes, he decided to cook a bowl of noodles.

Su Xiaoyu put down the tomatoes and started to boil water.

When the warm water splashed on his hands washing tomatoes, he still couldn't react. It was cold water before, even in the cold winter, he still had to wash vegetables in the bitter water.So now that hot water is coming out of the pipes, he has been unable to get used to it.

Cooking noodles is very simple, and he did it in a short while.

When I put the salt, I happened to see a glass seasoning bottle with sugar next to it.

Su Xiaoyu stood by and watched quietly. After a while, he smiled and walked away holding his face.

Jiang Yan actually regarded sugar as salt.

Even if sugar is regarded as salt, it is impossible to put a few tablespoons, and people with a little common sense will not do so.

Su Xiaoyu put the noodles on the dining table, pulled out the chair and sat down.

The hot tomato and egg noodles exuded aroma under the warm yellow light, Su Xiaoyu stirred it, and lowered her head to eat.

There is no sweetness, and it tastes normal.

That time by Jiang Yan...was it intentional?

To tease him?

Su Xiaoyu ate the noodles in one bite, the light shone on his face, and he could see his frown slightly.

Before meeting Jiang Yan, he was actually a very laughable person.

Although he works several jobs every day, he is very optimistic, and he feels that he gritted his teeth and passed when encountering things.He is not a careful porcelain that will break when it is dropped. He has always been sunny and cheerful. Even if he is picked on by a customer, he will deal with it very gently.

Lu Yu once teased him boringly, saying that he was a born waiter.

Su Xiaoyu was not annoyed, and teased him that he was a born young master.

In the period after he lost his memory, he actually suffered a lot.

It is a terrible thing for a person to reach the age of 20 and suddenly cut off from everything before.

At that time, he was sitting at home, thinking about who he was every day, but no one could give him the answer.

Sometimes he looks at the passing vehicles outside the window, and always has the illusion of being disconnected from everything around him. He seems to be separated from those people and things, standing aside, watching silently.

At that time, his hand was also injured, and his hand could not be bent and exerted force.But the habits of more than 20 years are not changed just by changing them. Sometimes he will grab something subconsciously, of course, he didn't catch it.He didn't react until the thing fell to the ground.

It was a horrible feeling, frustrating, disappointing, and it kept him thinking about things all night and all night.

Later, grandpa fell ill, and he went to work before he fully recovered.

He is considered a disabled person, and he is not wanted in many places.

When a person's hand is useless, many jobs can basically be given up, because he is completely incompetent.

He had no money, and he couldn't afford a better mobile phone. He used an old-fashioned push-button mobile phone and looked for job advertisements posted on the street one by one.In the season of heavy rain, he still has to step through small puddles to apply for a job.

No one was carrying him on the muddy road, only the mud splashed by the car speeding past.

Stains on his body were as common and easy as Jiang Yan smearing paint on a painting.

But he gritted his teeth and persisted. There are still people waiting for him to take care of him. He is an existence similar to "Hope".And he himself is the kind of optimistic person, he believes that if you work hard to the end, you will see the light.

He didn't take others' cold eyes and ridicules to heart. When he first arrived at the bar, some people also disliked him, thought he was too stupid, and thought he was inconvenient.But he is too soft-tempered, and he is attractive in appearance. After getting along for a long time, those who bullied him turned into people who helped him.

Sometimes Lu Yu cheated and messed with him, Chen Cang couldn't stand it anymore, he sat beside him and frowned and said, Xiao Yu, why are you still laughing, can't you see that this guy is bullying you?

Su Xiaoyu still laughed after hearing this, and said that I know, he is young, so let him be better.After he finished speaking, he laughed and pushed the delicious food to Lu Yu.

At that time, he really loved to laugh. Although he was a little timid and always bowed his head habitually, as long as he laughed, he was like a little sun, which made people feel warm in his heart.

Now those smiles on his face are becoming less and less common. Most of the time, Su Xiaoyu is silent or frowning, he tends to look at something and get lost in thoughts, thinking of some things he doesn't want to mention.

In the final analysis, even an optimistic personality cannot withstand the blows and shatters of reality. Before that, he was able to maintain that optimism only because he hadn't encountered anything that could truly shatter him.