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Su Xiaoyu didn't answer the call, he didn't hang up the phone, listening to the silence on the phone.

Jiang Yan kept silent, as he said, it seemed that he was only trying to get through this call, not for anything else.

The room was very quiet, with the wind blowing in from the window, and the fragrance of flowers floating around, Su Xiaoyu gradually relaxed. He held the phone, and the anxiety in his heart gradually calmed down.

He looked at this house, and thought of his previous home. There were still some of his things in that home. Su should find some time to sort it out some other day, and then pack it up and bring it here.

And grandpa, he has to find some time to visit him.

He chose the cemetery, and the environment is very good. He spent all his savings, and he wanted to show his filial piety in the end.They have been together day and night for three years, and they already regard each other as their relatives.

In fact, Su Xiaoyu has always known that if he hadn't met people like Li Jingkong and Jiang Yan, his grandfather would never have been able to undergo that operation, let alone live for a long time after that.He blamed Jiang Yan for his grandfather's affairs, which was a bit unreasonable.

He was just not reconciled, obviously he could see more time, but it was all destroyed by Jiang Yan. It was a pity for him to continue these lives that Jiang Yan had inherited for his grandfather.

Survive, but never to be seen again.

So he blamed it all on Jiang Yan. Jiang Yan did a good job, so he didn't read it anymore.

There was really nothing to say between the two of them. Jiang Yan had insulted him so many words that Su Xiaoyu could swear casually.

It's also a little funny to think about it.

Speaking carefully, Jiang Yan had been kind to him before, but when he finally tore his face, he realized that it was all fake, which made him feel disgusted.Although it was because of him to pursue it, he couldn't get over that hurdle in his heart.

He is Su Xiaoyu now, not the Su Lan who values ​​Jiang Yan more than anything else.

Su Xiaoyu looked hesitantly, listening to the quiet voice on the phone.

After a long time, the phone hung up.

When I put down the phone, the water in the glass was already cold.

Su Xiaoyu went into the bedroom and took out the pen holder, filled it with water, and inserted the flowers on the table into it.

He looked at the flower whose petals were a little blurred, and thought of Bai Cheng's silly smiling face.

I don't have any thoughts, I just have fun, and I laugh out of nowhere, just like picking up a treasure.

Su Xiaoyu looked at the flowers, smiled softly, and went back into the room to read the diary.

Su Xiaoyu flipped through a very heavy diary, all the past between Su Lan and Jiang Yan was revealed to him through this diary.

Su Xiaoyu looked slightly surprised. He didn't expect Jiang Yan to be so romantic. He seemed to have contracted all the plots in the novel. It was like petting someone or something. In Su Lan's diary, they never After the relationship, there was never a quarrel.

Jiang Yan is like a loyal dog, he runs wherever Su Lan points, and hangs around Su Lan all day long.

Su Xiaoyu looked amused and frowned.

All the way to the back, this situation weakened a little.

Apart from Jiang Yan's good ones, most of the rest are Su Lan's panic monologues.

"Wednesday March 3th was sunny"

"Jiang Yan cooked a lot of delicious food today. His cooking skills are getting better and better. I have been cooking food since I was in junior high school. Speaking of which, I can be regarded as the kind of person who does a good job, but Jiang Yan can cook What comes out is much better than what I cook, no matter what type of dish it is, he can handle it very well."

"I feel like I've got shit luck. Why did I meet such a nice person as Jiang Yan? He's simply omnipotent."

"I promise not to wear a lover filter to see him, he is really nice."

"But I'm even more panicked. I'm afraid of losing him. He is so good, and he will meet better people in the future. If he doesn't like me, he will leave soon."

"Maybe it's just me, I can't let go of him, and I may have read his name all my life. After all, the person I like is such an excellent person."

"Jiang Yan doesn't have a spoiled temper at all. He treats everyone very well. He always says that I am gentle, but in my opinion, he is much gentler than me. When he talks, he always looks at people with a smile, a little indifferent. I don't feel any."

"Speaking of which, I have never seen Jiang Yan look indifferent. From the first day I saw him, this person was always smiling."

"Jiang Yan probably doesn't know how to lose his temper with others, and I have never seen him with a slightly colder tone."

Su Xiaoyu's hand stroking the book trembled a little, as if someone had tightly grasped her heart.

The Jiang Yan he knew didn't know how to cook, and he made such a big joke the first time he cooked for him.

But he could cook so well so long ago.

Lied to him again...

Jiang Yan clearly said that he learned it specially for him.

Su Xiaoyu felt uncomfortable looking at those handwritings.

Su Lan's diary also said that Jiang Yan was a very gentle person, never lost his temper with others, and never had a cold tone.But who was the Jiang Yan he saw? The Jiang Yan he saw always had a cold tone to him. As long as he didn't follow his wishes, his face would turn cold.

For a long time, Su Xiaoyu was actually very afraid of Jiang Yan. The coercion on Jiang Yan made him breathless.Moreover, Jiang Yan always spoke coldly to him. In Su Xiaoyu's earlier memory, Jiang Yan always had a cold face.

At that time, he had just moved into Jiang's house, and he didn't dare to touch many things. He was afraid that he would make Jiang Yan angry if he touched them. Don't dare to use too much force, for fear of disturbing Jiang Yan and causing Jiang Yan's displeasure.

The tension of living under the fence has always existed, and it was not until he got better with Jiang Yan that he gradually let go of this feeling of fear.

Unexpectedly, in Su Lan's eyes, Jiang Yan's change towards him would always exist.

Su Lan said that from the time he saw Jiang Yan, Jiang Yan was always smiling, never cold-faced.

"Rain on Friday March 3"

"It's raining today, and I forgot to bring my umbrella. Jiang Yan, a fool, insisted on walking behind my back, saying that he was afraid of getting my shoes wet. He really is, how could he not get his shoes wet on a rainy day?"

"But I was really happy in my heart, and I was laughing all the way. It's silly, but it really makes people feel happy. I held an umbrella for him from above, but I just looked at him, and the umbrella was sideways I didn't notice it until Jiang Yan said that the rain was all pouring down, and I didn't see that one side of his clothes was wet."

"He smiled and said that I am not good at holding an umbrella at all, and I must let the driver pick it up in the future, otherwise the two of us will get wet when we go home."

"I just laughed when I heard it. I heard him call the driver today. He said he was going to walk home with me and he didn't need to pick it up. But he certainly didn't expect that he would suffer so much in the future."

"This idiot."

"He carried me on his back for a full two kilometers today, and when he got home, he lay on the ground and couldn't move."

"Sunny Saturday March 3"

"Now I'm getting more and more afraid that I will lose Jiang Yan. Jiang Yan is... so good. There are many people who like him, but I am nothing. I have been working hard, and I hope to do better. To be more worthy of him..."

"Sunny Friday, March 3"

"Today I met Shen You's younger brother, a very beautiful boy who sounds sweet. He said that he liked Jiang Yan before, but after seeing me, he felt that he should let go."

"His eyes are very clever, like a cunning kitten, he is not at all like Shen You, Shen You is too gentle, they don't look alike, Shen You is gentle and delicate, and Shen Mu , a little sweet and lovely."

"I think this child is really cute. He has a sweet voice, always looks like a child, and has a lot of small movements. He also said that he wanted me to play the piano for him."

"I don't know if it's because I was too happy. I played a wrong note at the end of the song. I was very depressed. I don't know if it was embarrassing for Jiang Yan." "Jiang Yan actually recorded the song and said that he was in the car put!"

"Sunny Thursday, June 4"

"Xiao Mu came to play with me today, he brought a lot of small cakes, he knows I like to eat."

"I chatted with him in the garden. Jiang Yan was not here. We talked a lot about him. Xiaomu kept laughing like a child. He told me some of his experiences. I felt very sympathetic. He and his family I was still so young when I got separated, I don’t know how I got here all the way.”

"To my surprise, he didn't have much complaints about what happened to him. He said that he had already seen it, and now he has grown up very well."

"Looking at his appearance, I feel even more distressed. Your family wants to treat this child well. He has suffered so much, and now he should be loved by others."

"During dinner, Xiao Mu suddenly gave me a big jump. He said he hated me and that I was not good enough for Jiang Yan. He said he hoped that I would disappear from Jiang Yan's side, so that no one would compete with him for Jiang Yan."

"I was terrified. He pretended to be very similar. He didn't seem to be lying at all, but when he saw me in a daze, he laughed again and said that today is April Fool's Day." "This bad boy is really scared to death." Me. But the lie he told was exactly what I was afraid of, I knew I wasn't good enough for Jiang Yan. Jiang Yan didn't know how much I was afraid of losing him."

When Su Xiaoyu saw this, she felt helpless.

Shen Mu's lie might be his truth. He knew that Shen Mu still liked Jiang Yan and was very persistent, wishing to drive away all the people around Jiang Yan.

At that time, I may have been deceived by him.

He has been in contact with Shen Mu, and Shen Mu is not as cute and cute as the diary said, it is the opposite of the diary, the Shen Mu he knows is like the kind of person who uses everything to get what he wants. Anything can be done.

He thought of those words that Shen Mu had humiliated him, those words were not something that an innocent and kind child could say.

Su Xiaoyu continued to scroll down, and it turned out that it was the last page.

He closed the book, leaned against the bed and took a breath.