waiting for the flowers to bloom

"Hello?" Song Fanfan answered the phone.

"Song Fanfan! You and Sui Dong really broke up?!!" The voice on the other end of the phone was too loud, as if the whole person wanted to pass through the phone line.

"Zhao Chengyuan?"

"Yeah, what's the matter with you two?"

"How did you know?"

"How can I not know about such a big thing? Sui Dong called Brother Meng from overseas yesterday, and he was crying. Several of us are together. What did you do to him? I have never heard of it." See Sui Dong like this!"

He cried?

Listening to Zhao Chengyuan's words, Song Fanfan was very surprised. He thought that Sui Dong might be disappointed. After all, such a long time of hard work was in vain, but he didn't expect Sui Dong to...cry.Why do I feel so uncomfortable in my heart?Do this, right?Song Fanfan only felt that his brain was in a mess and his heart was turned upside down.

"Song Fanfan, did you hear that?"

"Sorry, I have something to do right now." After finishing speaking, he hurriedly hung up the phone without waiting for Zhao Chengyuan's response.He pressed his temples irritably, forcing himself to think about the paper he wanted to submit, but it was useless, all he could think about was Sui Dong's appearance.

Thinking of the way he was worried in the hospital, thinking of the way he fought that night, thinking of his reassuring back, thinking of his nervousness holding a small plate of desserts for himself to try, thinking of him leaning against the outer wall of the cafe Looking at himself anxiously, he said, "You're here, what do you think of me?"

Song Fanfan buried his head deeply in his arms, Sui Dong, oh Sui Dong, I still can't beat you after all, it's okay, it's okay, I haven't lost too badly yet, and I don't rely on you like before.

Later, Zhao Chengyuan still made a voice call, and Song Fanfan was able to objectively analyze the problems between them without changing his face. Zhao Chengyuan said in surprise on the other end of the phone, he couldn't believe that he was really so innocent. , Song Fanfan had no choice but to smile helplessly on the phone and didn't refute anything.

Naturally, I had to tell my family about this matter. Since the two of them knew that Sui Dong lived in the same house as themselves, they had told themselves several times to find a new place to live in. Now they should be relieved.

Song Fanfan sent the thesis to his tutor, and finally he was able to relax a little.The task this time was much more difficult than last year, and it really took a lot of effort to barely complete it. Although I don't know the result yet, Song Fanfan doesn't want to watch it at all right now.

Last week he submitted the finished novel to a publishing house, but there was no news there, and it seemed that there was no hope, so he had to try another one today.Although I have many people on the Internet who like this novel, it should not be so easy to publish it. Song Fanfan knew that this matter should not be too impatient. Written second story.

"Van? Are you there?"

It was Mrs. Maisel. "Come in."

"It's a good thing you're not out." Mrs. Maisel opened the door and came in. "I think we can have lunch."

"It's already noon? I'm sorry I didn't check the time." I was busy a while ago, and it was Mrs. Maisel who was preparing the three meals. Last night, Song Fanfan specifically said that he had nothing to do today, and he could let Mrs. Maisel rest. It's been a while.

"No, it's still early. You should come with me first."

Song Fanfan followed Mrs. Maisel downstairs in some surprise, and was surprised to find a cake on the dining table.

"Happy birthday, Van."

By the way, it's almost spring, I really forgot. "Thank you so much."

"No, this is what Sui told me. In fact, he originally wanted to make this for you. He wrote all the recipes to me. I just made it according to the recipe. Come and try it."

It was him.

Song Fanfan suddenly remembered that he said that night that he wanted to leave after his birthday, and he had thought about it for a long time.Song Fanfan sat at the table with extremely complicated emotions, not knowing what to do.What a shame, Mrs. Maisel had prepared all morning, but she could only say thank you.

Mrs. Messer looked at Song Fanfan eating the cake bite by bite, her expression was a little depressed, she felt that she couldn't bear it anymore.From the time Sui Dong told herself that she was leaving, she found that these two people were a little strange. After Sui Dong left, Song Fanfan became the same as before, basically not going out unless necessary.Although the two of them were fine before Sui Dong came, but after Sui Dong left, the whole room felt empty...

"Oh~ my God, I really can't take it anymore." Mrs. Maisel put down the fork in her hand, "Fan, I know this is very rude, but I really want to know what happened to you and Sui , didn't you guys have a good talk?"

Song Fanfan was already immune to Mrs. Messer's curiosity, and he said calmly, "This is the result of our discussion."

"Oh!" Mrs. Maisel covered her chest with her hands, with a look of remorse, "It must be my bad idea, how guilty it makes me."

"No, it's our own problem. Your suggestion is very good. At least we don't have to be suspicious of each other." Song Fanfan hurriedly comforted, "I really appreciate your suggestion, but there are many problems between us, it's not that simple It can be solved."

"Please forgive my meddling, but what's wrong with two people falling in love? Is it because your parents don't accept it?"

"No." Tong Wei once said, no matter men or women, as long as they treat themselves well, they will be at ease.

"Then... someone else intervened between you?" Mrs. Maisel asked with some hesitation.

"No, of course not." Song Fanfan shook his head funny.Although there is Zhao Chengfang between them, the nature is completely different.

"Then...he did something too much to you?"

This question is a bit difficult to answer, Song Fanfan is also thinking, isn't it? "Maybe... yes." "It's not that absolute. There have been a lot of things between us. In short, he felt ashamed of me, but my cousin hurt his former sweetheart first, and the latter things basically There is no escape from this."

It was also the first time Mrs. Maisel heard about it, "His predecessor? Where is it now?"

"He passed away, three years ago. We also broke up at that time."

"My God." Mrs. Maisel quickly caught the key point, "Honey, I'm sorry, I think I'm too self-willed. I just think he is really good to you, suitable for you, and loves you very much .I'm... really, really sorry."

Song Fanfan shook his head, "Actually, it's been a long time, and he and I both want to let it go, but if we go one step further..."

"I know, there is a wall in your heart." Mrs. Messer looked at Song Fanfan with a smile and said, "That is the most important thing blocking you. I am already over 60, and I can see that you actually care about him , right? It’s just that the wall is between you, and none of you have found a way to get over it.”

Song Fanfan lowered his head, looked at the exquisite cake in front of him, and let out a long breath, "That's right."

Facing Mrs. Maisel's kind and sharp eyes, he was finally willing to admit his heart. "However, I have already decided that I want to start again. I will slowly accept other people, and I believe he will too. After a long time, it's actually nothing."

Later, Mrs. Maisel didn't mention this matter again, and they lived peacefully as before Sui Dong appeared.

Mrs. Maisel went back to the market in the morning, and in the afternoon she made a pot of tea, watched TV, or went to sit with neighbors.

Song Fanfan still leaves early and returns late, running between school and his residence at two o'clock.Once I spared a weekend to go to the farm. It has been several months since the beginning of winter because it was too cold.

The days passed day by day like this, until one day in April, Song Fanfan suddenly received a call from Shan Xingqi.

To be honest, this call came quite unexpectedly, Shan Yuqi didn't say much, just asked when the holiday would be, and his voice sounded very lonely.Song Fanfan was originally a person who was afraid of trouble, but for Shan Xingqi, he always tried his best to help him, even if it was just a small favor.

Coincidentally, the task he is doing is coming to an end, and it will be completed in a few days, and then he will be free for a few days. He originally planned to take a few days off with the professor to go home to spend time with his parents.Why don't you just go to Yuanshi to have a look at Shanxuanqi? This guy is not young, he usually looks quite normal, but he will be a fool when he encounters Fan Long.Something must have happened this time. Ever since the two of them reconnected at the beginning of the year, the two of them had spoken once, and they called Song Fanfan when he was leaving.

"You want to go back? Will it take a long time?" Mrs. Messer was very surprised that Song Fanfan was going home, and Song Fanfan didn't know why.

"It won't be too long, maybe a week or two." Although the school is on Easter holiday, Song Fanfan and the others are not so leisurely. "What are your plans for the moment? I mean, travel."

"Oh, not really, just an idea, my old partners haven't decided yet."

"Where do you want to go this time? I remember you asked me to find a travel guide for Italy last time. Is it there?"

"Ah, that's right, but that's the romantic resort dreamed by the Hassons. In fact, I personally would like to visit Spain, but the reality is that our team has added new friends, and they really want to go to France."

France……

"France is very close..."

"That's right, but in fact I only went there once with my husband more than [-] years ago. When they suddenly mentioned it, I still look forward to it. Seriously, if you have time we can go together, I still want to Do you have a chance to visit Sui?"

Sui Dong...

Song Fanfan smiled uncomfortably, not knowing how to answer this question that didn't seem like a question.

"But everything is not planned yet, you can think about it." Mrs. Maisel smiled to herself after speaking, and continued to eat dinner.

Song Fanfan is almost clear about the reason why Mrs. Messer helped Sui Dong to increase his presence intentionally or unintentionally. Although he was very surprised that Mrs. Messer was slightly different from the British lady in his impression, but for this kind of kind concern, He chooses to accept.

The task was successfully completed according to the plan, and Song Fanfan packed his light luggage and went home the next day.