[Comprehensive] The posture of rebirth is not right

This is an unsolvable problem.

At least for the current Akashi, it is a problem that has no solution.

He didn't want to compare Chong Ye with his family, there really wasn't any comparison between the two.

When Chong Ye said that sentence to him and asked for his opinion, he inevitably compared the two on the balance.

When he was thinking about how to answer Chong Ye's question, the balance had already tilted to the side of reason.Coupled with the most critical reason, he would say that sentence.

He had already noticed Chong Ye's small thoughts.From the beginning, the relationship of friends and companions has deteriorated unknowingly, and even reached such a high level of emotion.

He clearly knew it in his heart like a mirror, but he never dared to pierce it.It's good to think about it like this, Chong Ye doesn't make it clear, and he doesn't have to worry about this matter.

At that time, he was full of the winter cup in his heart, the match between Luoshan and Seirin.Chong Ye's careless thoughts were naturally left behind by him.

But Chongye didn't get what he wanted in the end...

When Chong Ye confessed to him, this was also within his expectation.It's just that he didn't expect that the confession came too late based on his understanding of Chong Ye.For him, it came too early.

It forced him to stop, think about such a question, and even give such an answer.

Chong Ye is indeed a very special existence, this cannot be denied by him.He also thought about what his life would be like without Chong Ye appearing in his life.Is it just living step by step like that, waiting until the right age to continue the incense marriage of the Akashi family, living a life of respect and respect, and finally until death.

Ke Chongye's appearance broke all this, gave him a new choice, and made everything turn around from the beginning.

It was an accident that he came to this world again, it was an accident that he met Chong Ye, and it was an accident within an accident that he got involved with the mafia.But now, all of these happened and really existed.

Does that also mean that he should throw away the worldly prejudices and the shackles of the future head of the Akashi family to give Chong Ye a chance?

Chong Ye's lonely back standing in the courtyard hurt his eyes severely, and he realized at that time how much his words hurt him.What he said was the truth, and there was nothing wrong with saying sorry.

He really can't...

Chong Ye didn't want to embarrass him, so he chose to escape.He couldn't bear Chong Ye's sadness, so he regretted it too late.

He never felt that Chong Ye would cause him any trouble, but on this issue, it was indeed his fault that caused the current result.

If Chong Ye hadn't been hit by him and was as cheeky as Zi Yuan, maybe he would have been moved and accepted Chong Ye completely.

From bamboo horses and brothers to a more intimate relationship, at least give him some time to transition.Even if there is not much difference between getting along with him in peacetime, at the very least, the hurdle in his heart has to be overcome slowly.

But Chong Ye didn't say anything, and rushed back to Sicily overnight without leaving any news, giving up the last chance.

That night he tossed and turned without sleep, until early in the morning when he couldn't find Chong Ye, he was informed by Aiya that Chong Ye had left overnight.

When he learned of Chong Ye's whereabouts from Aya's mouth, his entire heart was empty.Only then did he realize that he had completely lost Chong Ye.

Lost the one who really loved him.

Never before had he hated his sanity and his determination so much.

Chong Ye left in a hurry, even the last formalities were handled by him.

Every time he returned to the mansion in the capital, he habitually wanted to find Chong Ye, and he didn't realize that Chong Ye had left him until he opened the door of Chong Ye's room.

I remember that the night when Chong Ye returned to Sicily, he received a bombardment of text messages and phone calls from Fran, Bell, and Lusilia, a group of people who ignored the time difference, and he had to get up when he finally fell asleep , reply one by one.

The reason mentioned is nothing more than: What happened to him and Chong Ye?There are also all kinds of greetings, and even chicken soup-style enlightenment for the soul.

What happened to him and Chong Ye?

He also wanted to know what happened to lead to such a result.

That he rejected Chong Ye's confession?

He couldn't say that.

And the powerlessness brought about by this is something he has never experienced before. Even when he lost the game, he never mentioned the feeling brought to him by Chong Ye.

It was as if someone had ripped out his heart.

After Chong Ye left, Akashi seemed to be a different person.

In the eyes of others, or it is such a feeling.I am used to the figure of two people being together all the time, and seeing Akashi alone now, this feeling is even stronger.

Shibuchi, Hayama and others who had not yet graduated at that time also asked about Chong Ye's whereabouts, but were blocked by Akashi saying that he had gone back to where he should go.After that, Mibuchi also cared about their personal issues as a confidant big sister, and gave up after being fined ten times by Akashi.

But what needs to be said has been said.But looking at the object of his crush, he felt sad for his rival.Shibu feels all sorts of unpleasant things in his heart, and wants to give Chong Ye a hard lesson.Even if this crush is in the past tense!

Even the current head of the Akashi family, Akashi Seishomi, is the same.Since Chong Ye left without saying hello, he has been watching Akashi's changes.

Perhaps because of his busy schedule, he failed to discover his son's concerns in time, but it did not affect his attention to Akashi.

Knowing a son is like a father, what Akashi's concerns are, of course, as a father, he knows.

Akashi is the heir of the family, which was destined from the moment Akashi was born.But before that, Akashi was his only son.As a father, he definitely hopes that his son can be happy and have a happy family of his own.

He also thought about choosing a woman for Akashi who was satisfied with him and Akashi after he became an adult.But selfishly, he hopes that Akashi's life will not be bound by his rules.

He had called his father, and the answer there was that he had no right to intervene in this matter, and the decision rested with Akashi.But as an elder, he hopes that Akashi's future will be better.Chong Ye is a very suitable child.And in a romantic country like Italy, such couples are very common.

Putting aside the secular prejudice, Chong Ye is undoubtedly the most suitable candidate.

First of all, family background, with the support of the No. [-] Italian Mafia behind him, Chong Ye is undoubtedly the most suitable one, even if he is well-matched.

Coupled with Chong Ye's ability to know that he is outstanding just by looking at his appearance, he is a good helper in his career, which is unmatched by a woman.

Besides, Italians are very affectionate and romantic, and Chong Ye always looks at his son.He doesn't have to worry about whether his son will have unresolvable family conflicts in the future.And isn't it a great blessing in life to have two sons at the same time?

Besides, now that technology is so advanced, the problem of future generations is not a problem at all. I really don't know what his son has to worry about. In the end, he, his old father, has to help.

Akashi Masomi was calculating with satisfaction, thinking that he had another son, his usually tense face relaxed a bit.Only then did he suddenly realize that he seemed to have overlooked a very important piece of information!

Comparing the body shapes of Takaya and Akashi in his mind, Akashi Masomi, as his father, was deeply saddened.

There was no other reason, he came to the conclusion that his son was actually suppressed!

This realization almost made Akashi Masomi spit out a mouthful of old blood.

Westerners have good genes, so it is understandable for them to be taller.Fortunately, his son is still young and can continue to grow.Maybe his son will be able to stand up in the future.

Besides, children and grandchildren have their own children and grandchildren, and he doesn't really care whether his son is the one who was oppressed.

Yes, he really doesn't care.After all, his son has been excellent since he was a child, as long as they are happy.It's better than the current separation and mutual torture.

And that little bastard Chong Ye, he would be furious just mentioning it!After flirting with his son for so many years, now he just walks away and doesn't care about his son.

He hasn't heard from him for a year and a half, and his old father-in-law is absolutely pissed off!If Chong Ye stalked him in front of him and firmly expressed that he would not marry Akashi, maybe he would be a little bit embarrassed and reluctantly agree to them being together.

Unexpectedly, the child turned his head and ran straight home.It is sad to leave his son here alone.But now the first task is to solve his son's side.

Chong Ye wasn't idle either, as long as the other people had time, they would give him all kinds of advice and rush him back.

"It's been so long, it's enough to torture each other. Is it really necessary to have no contact with each other like this?"

"Could it be that Xiao Chongye wants to see little Ah Zheng marry someone else and even have a lovely child?"

No, he didn't want to at all.Akashi is his, and only his.

It was rare for Chong Ye, who was hit by Luslia's words, to panic.He had thought about such a thing before.But later, after defining himself as the person who can accompany Akashi to die together, he has long forgotten such a scene.

"You don't want to, right? If you don't want to, why don't you go back? It's enough to use tasks to paralyze yourself to vent. Can't you learn from me's Pineapple Head Master? Think of Me's Pineapple Head Master chasing Me's wife When it was time, it was called a stalker, pervasive."

"Boy, learn a little bit. Only thick-skinned people can eat people. Xixixi~ With your evasive attitude, you can't catch up with your wife."

"Can…"

Chong Ye wanted to say that he had already been sentenced to death by Akashi, and there was no possibility anymore.Knowing Akashi, he certainly knew that the words he said could not be faked.

Before he could get his thoughts out of his mouth, Fran interrupted him again.

"Is this thing so difficult? Or are you saying that you don't like Xiaozheng as much as you imagined? If you really like Xiaozheng, even to the point where you want to possess it, you shouldn't come back here cowardly to escape reality. "

Fran was right, he was too cowardly when it came to Akashi, so he chose to flee that place in a hurry.Let yourself be immersed in the task, and have no time to think about everything about Akashi.

It's not that he hasn't thought about the deeper reason for Akashi's rejection of him.But it was because he thought about it that he put up with Akashi's embarrassment.

He wanted Akashi to live once for himself and once for him.But in this case, he had no way to tell Akashi.

He knows Akashi's responsibility, so he won't force anything.

The way he escaped back to Sicily must have completely hurt Akashi's heart, just like the miracle at that time.

He said that he would give him the best, so that he would not experience the feeling of betrayal.But not everything I do now is...

"The air ticket for the day after tomorrow has already been booked for you. If you don't go, you have to go. Remember, this is not for you, but for us Balian." XANXUS, who didn't know when he appeared, threw out such a sentence and no one was there. , leaving words of comfort or encouragement for several others.

The lingering sound of XANXUS's words still lingered in his ears, thinking about the words of Fran and Lusilia, and XANXUS' actions, he finally made up his mind.

Unlike his feeling of fleeing back to Sicily in embarrassment, he was full of uneasiness and restlessness when he embarked on the journey again.How should he face Akashi when they meet again, how should he answer the matter of leaving without saying goodbye, and whether Akashi will be dissatisfied with him because of this kind of thing.

This anxiety was especially intense when he heard that he was about to arrive at the airport, reaching its peak.

He had done all kinds of psychological construction, but it fell apart at this moment.He wanted to escape, but Lusilia's question appeared in his mind at the right time, and he regained his senses.

Let him watch Akashi walk into the palace of marriage holding someone else's hand, he can't do it.

Fran is also right, in some respects, he is indeed lacking, and stalking is indeed a good way.

If Akashi disagrees this time, he will cling to him for the rest of his life.

After making up his mind, Chong Ye got off the plane, but he didn't expect that Akashi would come to pick him up.When he saw the red hair that broke into his sight again, he rubbed his eyes in disbelief.

He was afraid that what appeared in front of him was just a hallucination of his own madness, and that smiling Akashi made him wonder if he had suddenly fallen into a dream.

It wasn't until he heard the voice that he missed day and night, and felt the palpable temperature in his arms, that he knew that he was not dreaming.

The person who gave him a big hug was really the one I missed day and night.

"Chong Ye, welcome back."

The author has something to say:

Regarding the previous chapter, it is purely a question of imagination, please ignore all kinds of bugs.

Zhengchen's papa was bitter: his son-in-law who was brought up since childhood was smashed into someone else's body, and he had to personally go to battle and teach his son-in-law to be a man.

Chong Ye felt even more bitter: He obviously didn't do anything, his confession was rejected, and he was also rejected by his old father-in-law.

And thank you all for being so cute and kind~

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投掷时间:2018-03-1708:50:37