For the rest of his life

One day, one day, one day, one day, another day.

Fifth day of the week.

She stood on the balcony and looked down on Thursday, guilty of her impulsiveness.

There is a vortex in my heart turning little by little, mixing everything these days together.So I can't see clearly.

I caught Lu Qiong's figure, she was wearing a beige coat and walking step by step with her arms folded, her figure was very bleak, like a leaf.

Xu Chenmu used the same posture as Lu Qiong in the cool autumn wind, holding his arms as if hugging himself, looking down, Lu Qiong also looked up at her.

After being silent for a long time, Lu Qiong stopped looking at her and walked in. After she was dragged out by her father, she went for a walk. Behind her was her mother, who angrily told about Xu Chenmu's stubbornness, and then her father began To appease her, secretly tell myself to leave this matter to him, so that I don't have to worry about it.

After sending them off, she walked back alone. She was just walking and walking, thinking about the kind of grievance between Xu Chenmu and Tang Yi, which made the always good-tempered Xu Chenmu use such words.

This is a very uncomfortable thing. Tang Yi is her friend, her cousin, and she is a bright spot in her lonely life before Xu Chenmu. Xu Chenmu and Tang Yi are usually at odds, but at this moment At such an important juncture, Xu Chenmu used such words, which seemed like blasphemy, but she knew that she could not say anything.

Xu Chenmu must have her reasons, maybe she remembered something.

Lu Qiong involuntarily raised her eyes to look at the window of her house, but caught a glimpse of a figure standing alone, looking down there, meeting her eyes in space, and she was too far away to see what kind of eyes she was. The face was also blurred, but he still stared at him for a long time until he recognized the other person again.

When I opened the door, the first thing I saw was Xu Chenmu standing at the door. She shivered a little with her shoulders in her arms, and moved her feet uneasily, switching her left and right feet. Her voice was as thin as a mosquito: "I'm sorry, I was impulsive."

"fine."

How can it be all right.Lu Qiong thought.

She casually turned around and closed the door. The moment she turned her back, she rehearsed countless words in her mind that she wanted to question, but she couldn't remember a single word when she turned around again. Xu Chenmu didn't take the initiative to say anything today, she Pursing her lips, pursing her very dark eyes, she drifted away to nowhere.

He just stood in front of him and looked at her slightly.

"Do you remember anything?" Lu Qiong said, brushing past her.

"No—I hate him."

"So you said he was a beast, is that so?" She asked lightly, with some resentment in her heart, she knew that some things were almost instinctive, not beasts from the same territory came to the same space, only confrontation and conflict remained. She seemed to know something about the sharp conflict, but she was still angry. Xu Chenmu didn't use such words to describe Tang Yi before, because she knew that she was very dependent on Tang Yi.

And - the former Xu Chenmu was very considerate of his own feelings.

Now relying on the lack of memory, he speaks out his true feelings wantonly.

"What happened to you before? What kind of feud does he have with you?" Lu Qiong's voice was still light and light, as if it didn't exist, only her heart was sinking heavily, full of grief.

Xu Chenmu kept secret about this matter and refused to say anything. This was the root cause of her incomprehension. If Tang Yi really did something excessive, his position would not be completely unchangeable, as if he was angry. Xu Chenmu didn't tell the whole story, so she got entangled with Xu Chenmu on this matter.

As long as Xu Chenmu is willing to open up, he will stand by her side all the time.

It's a pity that Xu Chenmu has never been willing to tolerate everything self-righteously, but he is unwilling to say anything, sharing burdens with each other, and isolating communication with each other.

"I don't know—I can't remember."

"That's not a reason, you must have remembered something, otherwise why would you blurt out—" Lu Qiong raised her voice at the end, revealing her emotions, paused, cleaned up her emotions, paused, "remember what details Either way—I just hope you don't hide anything."

"Tang Yi threatened me not to speak out."

"What did he threaten you with?"

"I don't know, I remember he threatened me." Xu Chenmo looked at Lu Qiong silently, "I didn't hide anything."

"Can he threaten you with anything?"

"I don't know, I don't know him well, I can't remember anything."

"Do you really remember nothing?"

"Why am I joking about this kind of thing? I know you clearly when I wake up in the morning, but I have to pretend that I don't know you, just to hide my little secret from Tang Yi?"

"If—I... I didn't mean that, and you know I didn't mean that."

"But if I can't remember, I just can't remember. If you insist on me remembering, I can't say it at all. My amnesia is the original sin." Xu Chenmu's mind was a little confused, she remembered what Lu's mother and Tang Yi had said, Many things in the past were mixed together, she thought that she must be angry, and lost her temper with Lu Qiong here with a choked breath, she didn't know why it was so difficult to control, but this matter must be wrong with Lu Qiong, her stand was firm Like a rock——

Her position is as firm as a rock, and she remembers that she must have a solid basis for such a conclusion. She is a reporter, she is a reporter with good professionalism, and she will not tell lies. Panicked, she was on the opposite side with Lu Qiong, what should she do?But she firmly believed that she was right, but she couldn't even give a reason, and she couldn't even deceive others.

"Then why are you angry?" Lu Qiong frowned.

"Except for Tang Yi, you don't believe a single word that people in the world say. I've worked hard for so long and I still can't compare to him. I can't even gain your trust——Who are you Tang Yi!" Xu Chenmu realized It was as if her soul and body had been separated, and she watched herself waving her hands angrily and patting the table with red palms. She didn't understand the source of what she said, and she didn't know why she was in front of Mother Lu and her mother. Under the stimulation of Tang Yi, she made such an excited action, but her soul became silent, and she looked at Lu Qiong sadly. She thought that she must have suppressed this question for a long time in her heart, and she must have resentment. Love Lu Qiong - but Lu Qiong trusts another man.

"What nonsense—"

Before Lu Qiong finished speaking, Xu Chenmu seemed afraid that she would come forward, clutching the clothes on his chest with one hand, waving the other hand angrily, and staggered a few steps back: "He said you have depression, you should Believe it! I said you are fine, you won’t believe it! You see, I don’t remember anything. He bullied me and you turned to him. I always turn to you. Why do you always stab me? You hate that I don't say anything, don't you have too many things to hide yourself, if I tell you, you can turn around and tell Tang Yi, there is no way to solve this matter!"

She blurted out like a dream, and only in the dream would she yell at Lu Qiong hysterically. If it was before, if it was before, she cherished Lu Qiong so much and put her in the softest place in her heart. Shouting out her concerns, how could she lose her temper? She suddenly realized that she seemed to have been suppressed for a long time, and she covered her unhappy face with a hippie makeup. It hit the wall, and the back of the head hit it, too hard——

A handful of black powder was sprinkled in front of the eyes, and the stars were black.

After being dark for a long time, she finally came back to her senses, but in the blink of an eye, there was a vast expanse of whiteness in front of her eyes. Then, the colors began to flow in, and the original luster and color of things gradually appeared. There was a person in front of her, and she couldn't help but eat Surprised.

This is - Lu Qiong

Lu Qiong fastened her seat belt in front of her, frowned and tightly closed her lips, and glanced at her, her eyes widened in confusion: "What are you doing..."

"Go to the hospital." Lu Qiong spoke extremely fast, stepped back, closed the car door, and came up from the other side, the shadow of the front window flashed by, Xu Chenmu felt that he had just hit his head and his eyes were black It's just black, it's not that serious, but Lu Qiong walked quickly as if she had been in a car accident, throwing off her arms and opening the car door, the light outlined in her eyes made her feel a little uncomfortable.

"I am fine."

"Then go to the hospital."

"There's nothing wrong with me. Did Tang Yi also say that there's something wrong with me? There's nothing wrong with me." Xu Chenmu started to unbuckle his seat belt, opened the car door and was about to get out, but Lu Qiong pulled her sleeve and pulled her back, throwing her In his seat, he stared at her intently.

"I'm really fine, who said I have it?"

"You hit the head."

"Then I'm not stupid, I don't need to go to the doctor—"

"You're not stupid, no one says you're stupid." Lu Qiong felt that she couldn't explain why she couldn't explain it. Xu Chenmu had a particularly tempered temper today, and his temper seemed completely unreasonable, but it all revolved around his relationship with Tang Yi , She felt that she had no reason to explain, but each took her own stand. She thought that her dependence on Tang Yi was a kind of sentiment. If it wasn't for a major reason, she would never abandon the past of being homeless like a tide.

"Then why should I go to the doctor?"

"I'm afraid you will forget me again—" Lu Qiong sighed softly, "You will remember me tomorrow."

Xu Chenmu stopped talking, lowered her head and put on her seat belt on her own, but she still refused to talk to Lu Qiong, as if shouting out by herself, she remembered a lot of things that she was brooding about, she thought of herself You have to make a clear stand, even if you make a clear stand, it seems a bit unreasonable.

She couldn't remember anything, so she yelled at Lu Qiong and criticized so much.

But what did Lu Qiong do wrong?

Taking care of a second-class disabled, they have no marriage relationship, it is not an inherent obligation but a proof of the deep relationship between each other, Lu Qiong's care of her is completely selfless, great, and beyond reproach, she has a good friend very What is iron hindering me again?Why are you so self-willed without winking?

Invisibly, she put her middle finger in front of her and mocked her fiercely, but she also felt that every sentence she said was rooted in the ground of facts and was irrefutable. How could she judge clearly whether she was subjective or objective? She hoped that Lu Qiong would not He was angry because of this matter, but he also hoped that Lu Qiongsheng would care about this matter because of this.

Many problems have to be faced squarely before they have the capital to face them. She feels that her enemy is in front of her eyes. She only needs to reverse one method to completely reverse the previous relationship, just like a matador facing a fierce bull. Cleverly maneuvering, while the enemy just died under the sword.