For the rest of his life

Who can say that the past is the past?

After sending off Lao Xu, this thought haunted Lu Qiong's mind. It swirled in her mind, betraying her wild words. She felt that she couldn't make it through. There were so many hurdles in the past. She turned her head the moment she closed the door. Leaning against the door, she looked at Xu Chenmu who was pretending to be fine and was clearing the dishes from a distance. Xu Chenmu seemed to not remember anything, but she had emotional fluctuations when she heard what Old Xu said, and she clearly remembered it!

This guy has concealed things, as before, concealing a lot of things, she will resign and change jobs, and she will not tell her, she will go to the black workshop and pretend not to say anything, many things have happened without saying a word, and she was caught by her These many long-planned decisions are pushing and shoving to this side, sinking there and floating there.

This is a deeper resentment than when I saw Xu Chenmu think she was being cold towards her before. She frowned and leaned against the back of the door. In the end, she rubbed the center of her brows and forced herself to remain calm and self-sufficient, just like Xu Chen. Since Mu lost her memory, she should calm down and make Xu Chenmu feel reliable.

She can do anything.

"Xu Chenmu." She realized that her voice was cool, and walked to the dining table with steady steps.

Xu Chenmu was wiping the table with his head down, raised his eyes, shivered, and backed away, but then moved forward as if to cover up, pretending that nothing happened, continued to lower his head, and wiped himself five or six times Wipe the same place seven or eight times.

"You remember," she said softly, "but I don't know."

"I... I don't remember, I lost my memory!" Xu Chenmu spread his hands.

"What can I do to you if you tell me? Isn't it a good thing for you to stabilize yourself..." Lu Qiong stretched out her hand silently, pinning her messy hair behind her ears, and touched her with her palm His face was a little hot, and Xu Chenmu blushed.

"I think..." Xu Chenmu was overcome by such tenderness, and was about to tell her original intention, to tell her everything, to tell her all the things she had hidden, but at this moment, she realized , she still has amnesia, she can't remember the details, she can't remember the background before this clip, she opened her mouth, but she can't say it, but she always feels that there are things in her mind that haven't been awakened, they are about to come out, now hidden But not now.

I drank a meaningless cup with myself in memory, and the ice in the cup was as hard as glass, breaking the wall of the cup.

"Ok?"

"I can't remember...I...don't be angry——" Seeing that Lu Qiong was about to leave, she hurriedly pulled her sleeves, and staggered towards her to hug her, but was pulled away. This was the first time Lu Qiong Breaking free from her embrace for the first time, she seemed to be really angry, but her face was so calm, she didn't look like she should be angry. Lu Qiong had never been like this before. She didn't know how she got through here and traced back to the previous Lu Qiong. But she found that it was not the case. She was pushed away, looked at Lu Qiong sadly, spread her hands, pulled them apart, closed them, and put them together in front of her eyes, "Lu Qiong, believe me, I really can't remember, I just Remember I'm job hopping, I think... I want to settle down, don't run interviews, don't do dangerous things, I never have to hide anything I'm sorry for you, frankly, I just know this, I If I'm sorry for you, you must say it and throw me out. I must have nothing to be sorry for you. No matter what, I will not hide it from you. Maybe, in case I want to tell you, I will give you It was a surprise, something happened that no one wanted to see, so I didn't have time to say it?"

Lu Qiong rubbed her shoulders, her eyes converged in one place in the void, she couldn't see anything, but her eyes just refused to look into the other person's eyes, she wiped the table, and kept rubbing her fingers on the corner of the table. , her mouth was bulging and she didn't know what to chew, and she didn't chew anything, but just let the tip of her tongue touch the upper palate slowly and forcefully, her eyes were empty.

"Lu Qiong..." Xu Chenmu didn't know what was going on, did he hide something that made Lu Qiong angry?Or was it because the matter itself made Lu Qiong feel uncomfortable?

I hate myself for not being able to remember anything, not being able to find the beginning and the end of everything, the "now" period is only eight seconds, according to experts, but these eight seconds have become extremely long, she stared at Lu Qiong, Lu Qiong was always immersed in her own Sitting in the world with small movements, she suddenly felt very angry, but she didn't know why she was angry, and she didn't know what right she had to be angry, so she tugged Lu Qiong's sleeve silently.

"Huh?" Lu Qiong turned her head.

"Are you angry? You listened to Lao Xu's nonsense..." She didn't know what to say, she opened her mouth to talk nonsense, her eyes glistened with the feeling that tears were about to burst out at any time, and the tears of grievance were hidden in her eye sockets, as long as Lu Qiong's attitude changed If you are tougher, she will make a big move and cry for her!

"I..." Lu Qiong didn't know how to speak, she pulled out from the endless memories, she looked down at her fingers, her nails were neatly trimmed, her hands were slender and beautiful, and because she often held a pen, she looked powerful And stubbornly, his mind was drawn by his own hand again, and he didn't speak for a while, leaving half a sentence to Xu Chenmu, a sentence that died prematurely.

Xu Chenmu grabbed her sleeve: "Lu Qiong, you must not be angry anymore, are you? Are you...?"

"Yes." She was led back, "Why do you always think I'm angry?"

"Aren't you angry if you don't even let me hug you!" She became excited and patted the table as if she was about to fight with Lu Qiong, wiped away her tears, looked up at Lu Qiong stubbornly, "You hurt me!"

"...I'm sorry." Lu Qiong was very stunned, she was lost in her own thoughts and couldn't get out, she remembered that the day Xu Chenmu left, the food at home was pumpkin porridge, it seemed to be pumpkin porridge all day, she remembered I don't know who did it, anyway, it wasn't me, probably not, at that time I didn't know how to cook, Xu Chenmu was going to leave after cooking, so she asked if you would come back tomorrow, Xu Chenmu said it, it seemed like Such a process suddenly became blurred.

She thought that Xu Chenmu had taken his feelings lightly, and was tired of his life like salt water, so he wanted to seek the value of life amidst the dynamism of his career, thinking that she didn't love her anymore.

She never thought that one day, she would learn the truth that Xu Chenmu had already made his own decision at that time, to think about himself, to settle down, from the very beginning—with her initial passionate and surging love Come on, on that day, Xu Chenmu will still—

Never changed.

Neither of them changed their feelings for each other.

She has been worrying about gains and losses for so long.

Why did she worry about gains and losses for so long!

Can't tell whether it was joy or other emotions, she fell into deep thought, and when she recovered, Xu Chenmu misunderstood something on his own, and said here that she hurt her!

"I said that I have always been very, very, very, very, very fond of you—" Xu Chenmu said "always" many times as if angry, which made it even more like a child throwing a temper tantrum , but she raised her eyes and grabbed Lu Qiong's sleeve and pulled it back to her side, "I said a long time ago, not long ago, just now, why don't you believe me. I keep my word, and I used to say it often. Is it true that you don’t believe me—”

Not long ago, she also said that not long ago?She was in a trance for a moment, but after a moment she still stared at Lu Qiong, Lu Qiong was still standing tall and straight opposite, with deep eyebrows as if there was a galaxy hidden in it, she drowned in that river and couldn't cross to the other side, she I stopped being angry all of a sudden, as if I was hitting cotton softly, and I couldn't use any strength.

As long as Lu Qiong stood in front of her, she didn't know what to say. She was cowardly and shy from beginning to end, and she would blush when she saw her getting close to her, as if she had been in love for seven years and would continue to love her forever.

Lu Qiong looks good.

She is tall and straight, and the outline of her waist is beautiful.

Her eyes are so pretty.

Her lips are so pretty.

She looks so good.

Her face turned red suddenly, a burst of steam exploded from her brain, and the sound of a small siren blew in her ears. She covered her face and turned her head away, leaving Lu Qiong behind, and went into the kitchen to wash the dishes, her mind was in a mess Yes, the smell of dishwashing liquid filled her hand, and a cold fragrance suddenly appeared in her mind, like driftwood in the dark, allowing her to grab it to save her life when she was the loneliest.

"Don't be angry——" There were hands on her waist, reaching out in front of her like a clumsy little beast, and suddenly she fell into a soft embrace, her shoulders warmed up, "I will trust you from now on, if you make a mistake again , you throw me out too."

The wind blows from the poles of the earth and stops at the southernmost forest, where we saw monkeys and banana forests, as well as a big river running across the entire forest from east to west, passing through the forest, passing through intertwined vines and The wilderness that no one has seen has come to the other pole of the earth, and it has become a soft spring breeze kissing a leaf on a willow branch. Lu Qiong speaks slowly behind her like that spring breeze, as gentle as a stream. She lowered her head to rub the bowl hard, and her ear was bitten hard.

"Lu Qiong, you lied again, you know I dare not throw you out." She panicked and turned her head away, "I'm a fool who doesn't remember anything anyway, if I say it today, I'll forget it tomorrow. Do you care what I say, I will forget about it tomorrow anyway... I will still be foolishly by your side tomorrow and won’t run away, if I run away again you will kill me, if I run away I will still miss you, you still say this If you can make people take it seriously...don't look at me like that, I will really take it seriously..."

Lu Qiong stared at her, her shadow reflected in her eyes.

"I'm not joking, I will trust you from now on."

"Don't say silly things. You never believed me about Tang Yi. If you say that again, I will really take it seriously." Xu Chenmu smiled bleakly like a conditioned reflex, but suddenly realized what he said An unfamiliar name, she panickedly pressed her forehead with a foamy hand, and saw in panic that Lu Qiong's face changed.

"Who is Tang Yi? What is my relationship with him?" She seemed to have caught something keenly, and she frowned.

I feel sad and want to cry.

However, she still wanted to hug Lu Qiong.

Lu Qiong still broke free from her and walked outside.