For the rest of his life

Who is the ancestor?Old Xu naturally didn't know about it, and Xu Chenmu never mentioned it before, so he prevaricated with a few dry laughs, Xu Chenmu pretended to be a fool, mumbled, and passed by like a stone in his mouth, but felt that Lu Joan must know something.

Look, I am here, alone, alone in this world, leaning on Lu Qiong, leaning on this big tree like a helpless vine, whether I have family members other than my lover, this seems to have always been an unsolved mystery, Here she is like a floating boat, going back and forth, neither the opposite bank nor the end can be seen, the source exists faintly from the cold, lonely and remote mountain top, shrouded in the perennial fog, she can't see anything I can't see it, I don't know where I came from, and my memory is just an unnamed fragment, and I don't know much about life.

"Are you still so busy recently?" Lu Qiong lowered her head and started eating, let go of Xu Chenmu's hand and left her aside, her eyes were fixed on Lao Xu, and she realized that Lao Xu's hairline might be receding three thousand feet recently , worriedly thinking about when he would become a real big bald head, ignoring Xu Chenmu's searching eyes cast from one side.

She didn't know how to explain it, and she didn't know much about this matter. All the truth was kept in Xu Chenmu's mind and stored in her heart. No one could know the secret, even the guide didn't know how to do it, so she had to Put a small boat along the river, let the boat go down the river, let Xu Chenmu think about all the secrets by himself, so as to untie the knot in her heart.

Unable to talk, I had to eat, the rice was still hot, and it was hard to say anything when I stuffed it into my mouth, and Lao Xu went to pick up the fish with a smile on the opposite side.

"There are a lot of newcomers here now, bringing a lot of shit with them. I suddenly think of you, when will you come over and let me squeeze out the remaining value?"

This was said frankly and clearly, even though it happened, Lao Xu was not someone who squeezed her surplus value, so it was just a joke, Lu Qiong ate in silence, Xu Chenmu was still behind her, Ru Ru Ruo Ruo Ruo Wudi exudes a sense of existence. This is the protagonist who Lao Xu came to visit here.

"I think so too. You said I can't remember anything. What's the difference between me and those newcomers? Am I not a white man now? It's as if I was very professional before." Xu Chenmu said silently He became humble, as if he was affected by the shy atmosphere of his words, moved his body to press behind Lu Qiong, felt Lu Qiong's body only in his chest through the back of the chair, and the shape of bones on Lu Qiong's shoulders was branded on himself In her body, she was so pressed that she couldn't move her chopsticks, she shook her shoulders slightly.

"She is also a newcomer. There are a lot of students recently. You have worked hard on this side, but young people have the advantage of being enthusiastic and energetic. Many things are relatively easy to do, so you don't have to sigh." Lu Qiong changed the topic, not thinking Let Xu Chenmu turn his attention to work.

But it's not quite the same as she imagined, she thought Xu Chenmu was that kind of stubborn workaholic, she always thought so before today.

But Xu Chenmu didn't seem to put too much passion into it. She was behind her, with her hands on her shoulders, hanging lightly as if she would withdraw them at any time. For a moment, she felt that a hand was holding her heart and twisting it out. The blood came, and it was hard to breathe for a while, I didn't know how to react, I was uncomfortable, but I still looked at it calmly, Lao Xu's face was the same as before, eating fish at the other end, just spat out a thorn, and his eyes didn't look away Look here: "That's what I said, but I still feel bad for losing such a general as Xiao Xu. Last time she said that after finishing the interview with the black workshop, she retired to the second line to do program planning. The TV station was waiting happily." Picking up people is like Chinese New Year, and my hairline is a little higher when I'm so angry."

Xu Chenmu raised her eyes, not knowing why, she seemed to be happy and sad, fortunate and sad, she looked at Lao Xu indifferently, expressionless, as if he didn't say anything, and she didn't hear anything, she saw At the moment when I arrived at Lao Xu, I seemed to have already known my decision. This was a long time ago, a decision I concealed from myself a long time ago, with a turning point in my life that was like a surprise. Look, I am still shining in my career, but I don't need to be so dangerous anymore, and I don't need to bring trouble to Lu Qiong.

It's just that she didn't say anything, and Lu Qiong didn't know about it. Until now, she spread this decision like a thunderbolt.

Lu Qiong's fingers were cold, she subconsciously turned her head to look at Xu Chenmu, wanting to see if this guy remembered this decision, what was the reason, why she didn't know, she was kept in the dark and thought she was abandoned, Standing alone, Xu Chenmu looked at her in a panic, blushing, but he no longer avoided her gaze, spread his hands, gestured something, didn't know what it was, Biting his lips and showing a happy smile, but a little guilty, he finally lowered his head and looked up at her quietly.

"Your craftsmanship has regressed, and the taste is a little bit stronger." Lao Xu said to himself, and when he raised his eyes, Lu Qiong was sitting there still dignified, with a dignified expression like a giant Buddha in a temple, terrace and pavilion, eating As if every grain of rice had to be chewed tens of thousands of times, his eyes glanced lightly: "Ah, but remembering to cook is also a good thing..."

She faintly evoked a smile: "Thank you."

ah?Thank him for what?Old Xu was a little dazed, and he never said anything very touching. Seeing Xu Chenmu behind him, the frisky figure dragged a chair to sit on the side and began to eat. He lowered his head and avoided his gaze, as if It's like having done something wrong, but he also knows that Xu Chenmu, who won't do anything wrong, has good things to hide, and lives frankly, like a blank sheet of paper.

"What are you thanking me for?" He patted his thigh again, this time not so hard, and weighed it down, as if thinking about something, thinking for a long time, "Xiao Xu can't remember, I remember anyway Yes, it was before that departure. There was a meeting, and just after the meeting, this guy mysteriously pulled me to tell me about resignation. I thought something was wrong and said, did you come over after a fight with Lu Qiong? Get mad at me here—"

When the word "quarrel" was mentioned, Lu Qiong paused for a few seconds, her hair scattered in front of her eyes, covering her deep eyes.

No one could see her expression, Xu Chenmu's eyes widened: "I quarreled with her?"

"Then who knows what's going on with the two of you, don't interrupt!" Old Xu feigned anger, glared at her, and put the bamboo shoots in his bowl, "It turned out that it wasn't, and you said it was a long-planned plan and that you had already found it." Next home, is it the TV station of our family? I was wondering why you suddenly rebelled, saying why didn’t you go to CCTV, you said you still wanted to stay here, said you wanted to stabilize, and didn’t want to run away. I said that you have to finish this interview assignment, and the proposals have been uploaded. The leader has also approved it. Who will handle it for you? You just go. If you knew you had gone, someone would beat you up. I was beaten to death. Don't report it to the leader, I know it's dangerous, why didn't I beat you up?"

Talking about this matter, Lao Xu seemed to regret a lot, he beat his chest and stamped his feet: "Why didn't I think of it, you also wanted to settle down, let me think about it, when I think of Lu Qiong, I understand—"

"You understand what you understand—" Xu Chenmu sat on one side with food in his mouth and couldn't help interrupting him, and suddenly felt impolite, but it's not good not to interrupt, a word flew out, hurriedly Swallowing that mouthful of food, Lu Qiong turned her head and glanced at her, but her hair hung in front of her eyes like a curtain, her eyes were blocked, and she couldn't see the turbulent waves inside. Xu Chenmu thought that Lu Qiong just felt that she was rude to the master , So I woke up obediently and ate with my head down.

"Hey you——ah, I'm sorry, Lu Qiong, I didn't hold back and came out bald. You should know about this. She must have told you that she was going to change jobs. I didn't think of this when I was in a hurry. Stupid, look at me now... I'm so sorry for you guys... If I could stop her from letting go, there wouldn't be so many problems. Now that you have amnesia, you are too tired to panic. What's the matter? Why don't you come to find my lover too, hey, I've said it hundreds of times and you don't pay attention to me... Isn't Tang Yi a psychiatrist? Listen, I think Tang Yi is not a decent person, if you have anything to say to my wife, she might understand, you are old alone, it is useless to look at Xu Chenmu."

After pushing Xu Chenmu for a while, Lao Xu felt that his spirit had won. Xu Chenmu didn't speak, but ate with his head down, all words choked in his throat, and a silhouette protruded from the bottom of her heart in panic. Her original intention came, but she couldn't see her original intention clearly. She just knew the cause and effect of this incident. The facts were in front of her eyes. She only knew that at that time, a leader of the TV station took a fancy to her ability and told her that if you If you come to be a program planner, I would welcome you very much. At that time, it seemed that I submitted a proposal, or what?I can’t remember clearly, but in short, it gave the strength in this aspect. The person said, you are rushing to the front line now, a mafia reporter, buried in various dangerous environments, and you don’t know when you died heroically. Look, you have a girlfriend, and it was very difficult to finally get your parents to agree. If you make a mistake, what will you ask Lu Qiong to do?

So it's still stable.

So it's still stable.

Someone is calling from the bottom of my heart, singing along with that person’s voice, gradually a gleam in my heart that cannot be ignored, filling my chest, the feelings that are ready to come out, where does she come from, and she ran in a dangerous place when she first made news What is the reason for being the backbone of the nation, and what is the reason for leaving now, but she has been worthy of her career from the beginning to the end. The career has reached such a point, won this award, that award, what about the family?

Such a concept slowly emerged, and she felt flustered. The family of two women is shocking! ?There was a lot of chaos in my mind, but it was driven by something that made me make up my mind to stabilize after the handover of the last two jobs, so as to be worthy of my love.

She only remembers these, and she only remembers making up her mind in difficult choices, like a ship finally saw the lighthouse, so it rushed back to the shore with the wind and waves, everyone, hey, hey, unite the body and mind to row the boat together, overcome all difficulties and reach the other shore. .

There was a big earthquake in the memory, it broke, the earth collapsed, the ground opened a gap and an abyss, she couldn't see the place she was going to through the fog above the abyss, she couldn't remember it, she clearly remembered half of it , she needs stimulation, but she has a splitting headache. She smiled miserably and looked at the calm Lu Qiong. Lu Qiong just put down her chopsticks and glanced sideways at Lao Xu. All I know is that whether Tang Yizheng is decent or not is something that can't be said clearly in one sentence, I'm fine, let's go with the past!"

She lowered her head, a little lonely.