For the rest of his life

Every day you will forget what happened the day before, like clearing the inventory every day, and you don’t want to stuff extra things in your mind.

Lu Qiong told Xu Chenmu that as the beginning of their conversation, even though it was not evening, she felt that it was better to say this first, so as not to make people panic like a fishbone stuck in their hearts.

It turned out that Xu Chenmu decided to cook, but he didn't know what happened. He remembered that he knew how to cook, and insisted on taking that fish for surgery. Maybe he still held a grudge, and had a lifelong entanglement with that fish. He has a deep hatred, so now he must personally take a knife to break it up.

All the bought things were put in the refrigerator, Xu Chenmu cleaned the whole house like a whirlwind, spread it out in front of him and pretended to be very energetic, straightened his waist, and stubbornly Ask her, their past, what happened in the past made the gap between the two people like a landslide, a crack in the earth, a spring emerging from the ground and turned into a devastating flood, and the relationship between the two people was destroyed. It collapsed together, falling down one by one like dominoes, and when the power of the last piece destroyed everything, it was already the last.

"Hey, how could I forget what happened the day before? I still have a file, and I restart the game every day...?" Xu Chenmu laughed, as if he didn't care, "Hey, this is similar to the plot in the novel. Yes, don't tease me."

Lu Qiong looked at her silently, and used her eyes to prove to her that he was not joking, to make fun, to say witty words, to say such serious things in a relaxed manner, one person will never forget the other person, and in the end he said it in a frivolous tone , is a sad thing.

So Xu Chenmu covered his mouth, and a layer of precipitation settled in his mind. He spread his palms, facing each other, and stretched a suitable scale. Not knowing what he wanted to express with his body language, he pursed his lips for a long while, dignified Said calmly: "I—— amnesia every day, that's what it means, right?"

Lu Qiong nodded silently.

Oh……

Thinking about it this way is indeed an extremely cruel thing. You said that this day Lu Qiong tried his best to explain the ins and outs to himself. Everyone cultivated and cultivated the feelings of the past. One day passed like this, and the next day the memory was emptied. If you don't know each other with big eyes and small eyes, isn't it all useless before?It’s useless, it’s all useless, Lu Qiong is really patient, she is now facing up to her current situation, which is different from the original joke, she began to confess to herself, what’s wrong with me, why am I like this?

Thinking about it myself, I can't think of an ugly Yinmao, leaning forward to look at Lu Qiong, but Lu Qiong seems to be used to such a situation, her eyes are indifferent, and there is no emotion, as if the wind is calm and the rain is indifferent. Facing her, seeing her leaning over, he tapped on the tip of her nose. He had just washed his hands, which felt astringent and cold.

"Tell me as soon as you talk, why are you still touching me!" Xu Chenmu shrunk his face, raised his eyes, Lu Qiong withdrew his hand, put one hand on the back of the other hand, and looked softly at his knee, Cross your legs.

She subconsciously thought that Lu Qiong's bad legs were the result of being too skinny when she was a child. Lu Qiong had such a lively side when she was a child, but now she is as calm as still water, calm, and there is a mist in the forest in her eyes. silence.

Her heart was so soft that it turned into a puddle of water. For some reason, it seemed that something had been dug out. She felt as if she had touched the edge of her memory, and she grinned: "I just... just like this Well, you look like a disabled person, ah, I don’t discriminate against disabled people, I just don’t understand why it has become like this, life is too bloody.”

How to explain?Lu Qiong dragged herself into a contemplation, and told her evasively, you went out to do interviews, met some people you couldn't touch, and then you were retaliated against, hit your head, and lost your memory. Now there is no science To explain your situation, it can only be said that it may be a psychological problem, but there is no evidence.

"Then the things I remember every day, the next day, do I still remember... Is there nothing I can remember?" Xu Chenmu frowned, looking very unhappy. It takes a lot to face his own situation. Only the courage to let the reality tear open his chest and burst out in front of him with blood dripping.

This was something that had to be done, and she seemed powerless in front of the things that had to be done, so she had to put on a shy smile and watch how life teased mortals.

She was originally such an optimistic person, the kind of person who is drunk today, and a woman who is covered when the sky is falling. When she is all-powerful, she has nothing to do with others.

"I don't remember—" Lu Qiong paused for a while, and changed his tone, "I still remember some things, and they pop up from time to time to surprise me, but most of the time I don't remember—"

"For example, on Sunday, you swore that you would remember my name, and swore that if you didn't remember, I would kill you." Lu Qiong raised her hand while Xu Chenmu closed his eyes in fear Thought he was really going to hit her.

Lu Qiong pinned up her loose hair and took a sip of a glass of water: "You said that on Monday and Tuesday. Of course, it's no surprise that you didn't remember anything." Looking at Xu Chenmu's expression, the guy showed a very guilty expression.

This sudden feeling of guilt made her dispel her original idea of ​​jokingly invoking the teacher.

"Hey, let me swear again, I must remember your name tomorrow, if you can't remember you just throw me away, it's useless if you ask for it, right?" Xu Chenmu tried to relax his tone, My heart is astringent, how could she do this?Dare to make such a promise without remembering anything?

"Hmm." Lu Qiong seemed indifferent.

"Didn't I think of any way to help me remember? Am I stupid—" Xu Chen stood up slowly and patted his forehead. know what happened."

The things overlapped amazingly, and after the overlapping happened, I found Xu Chenmu's original appearance in this dim overlapping shadow. Xu Chenmu said the same thing on Saturday last week, so he kept a diary, which seemed to be written by the two of them by coincidence. Thinking back now, Lu Qiong couldn't accurately describe the thoughts in his heart, but he felt that something was wrinkled and unfolded as if it had been soaked, and it was smoothed out bit by bit to show himself the origin of this fact.

"It does."

"what?"

"I haven't remembered it for a long time, in a house on the outskirts of the city."

"That's no good, it's getting late now, and I'll be tired if I go there again, can I take a post-it note?" Xu Chen mumbled this sentence, jumped behind Lu Qiong, looked around again, Lu Qiong He said that there are no more post-it notes, probably because he threw them out when he left in a hurry.

Xu Chenmu sighed, and before he had time to make a long speech on this matter, Lu Qiong felt that recording it was a very important way of remembering, and it was not considered cheating, so Lu Qiong stood up, she stood up a little taller than herself, But it's not too much. It's because I have a hunchback. Lu Qiong's figure is always tall and straight. Only when she thought of this link, the back of her waist was pressed, and she straightened up.

"Don't hunch your back." Lu Qiong looked towards the door, his eyes went out, but he pressed his fingers on his chest, then straightened his collar as if he had eyes, and then, flicked it over, fell down, People are far away.

"I'll go downstairs and buy it. If it works."

"If it's useless, you can kill me." Xu Chenmu proposed such a method without any new ideas, and was amused by himself. After thinking about it, it is not good to log in to Joan at home. Attention, he hurried over, "I'll go down, I'll know the way, if I'm not sure, I'll remember something."

As if there was a ray of summer sunshine on her cheeks, Lu Qiong's eyes were staring at her like this, and she didn't know what emotion it was, but the fact that she could laugh like this meant that Lu Qiong had no negative emotions, and she suddenly felt like It's the same as radar, but it's an emotional radar for Lu Qiong. It seems that every inch of skin can feel Lu Qiong's emotional changes. When she becomes less optimistic, the alarm bell will ring.

Lu Qiong nodded, then smiled with curved lips: "You are very active today."

"Didn't I be active yesterday?" Xu Chenmu took the change from Lu Qiong with a smile on his face, and looked up very proudly, "I can't stop being in a good mood."

Lu Qiong raised an eyebrow.

"I seem to be still in love with you, I always want to kiss you." Xu Chenmu said his true thoughts cheekily, and looked at Lu Qiong. Lu Qiong clearly wrote that strangers should not get close, but he I just think, ah, Lu Qiong looks good here, looks good there, is so charming here, and a little sexy there, starting from the dilapidated movie theater, Lu Qiong made a silent gesture to her, at that moment Lu Qiong Her eyes had dull light and shadow, but revealed bright light, and the center of her brow seemed to be dotted by a shadow, mottled and mottled, extremely sexy. Since then, she has been staring at Lu Qiong, feeling that she is too Superficial, always staring at people's appearance.

Look at those good-looking stars, no one is as good-looking as Lu Qiong. Don't use the tea that everyone has used as an analogy, just say that those stars are like braised pork, and Lu Qiong is like a vegetable salad.No one is exquisite and eye-catching, but people like it for a long time.When you are hungry, everyone thinks braised pork is good. When you are not hungry, you calm down and look again. Vegetables are still attractive.In Xu Chenmu's heart, he knocked on the table like he was talking about storytelling, emphasizing the words sonorously, thinking why he was so funny, braised pork, vegetables and salads, probably because he was hungry, so chop that fish when he came back. After doing it, the image of dry-roasted carp automatically flashed in his mind, and he swallowed.

"Go." Lu Qiong didn't respond positively, pulled the fish out of her imagination with one sentence, caressed her ear casually, made her blushed and lowered her head, not daring to look at Lu Qiong. Eye.

"Then I'll kiss you..." Xu Chenmu blushed, feeling that she was about to explode at any moment, but when she lowered her head, she saw Lu Qiong's rolled up cuffs, and the white arms exposed by the cuffs moved, and then It was slender fingers, and those hands stopped in front of her chest, straightened her collar, and buttoned it up by the way.

She swallowed another mouthful of saliva, for some reason the fish reappeared lingeringly, and now it was full of color and fragrance.

"Are you stupid—" Lu Qiong glanced at her with a half-smile, opened the door, and pushed behind her waist, "Go bye, come back earlier."

"Oh..." So it was rejected!She stood outside the door and looked at Lu Qiong who was suddenly smiling, and then at herself.

Blinking and blinking: "Did I do something wrong?"

"No." The light in Lu Qiong's eyes became brighter, "I'll kiss you if you do this again."

Xu Chenmu staggered, turned his head, and fled in despair.