For the rest of his life

Rubbing Lu Qiong's chest was like a dog rubbing against its owner. Xu Chenmu felt that it was not good to compare himself to a dog, but after thinking about it, it was really appropriate. There was no other words, so he could only sigh, Little by little, he climbed over from Lu Qiong's hand, took the things away, and looked up at Lu Qiong who was a little surprised.He turned his face to kiss her tremblingly.

"Hmm..." Lu Qiong lowered her eyebrows.

"I suddenly—" Xu Chenmu backed away, blinked his eyes, seemed to be smiling again, lowered his face and clenched his hands tightly, stepped back again, climbed out of the car, and picked up the Looking at Lu Qiong's face from the roof of the car, Lu Qiong seemed to be taken aback by her actions just now, and her eyes followed her.

"What happened to you suddenly?"

"Suddenly remembered something." Xu Chenmu smiled slyly, and without telling her what he remembered, he wrinkled his face with a secret in his heart, and walked around the front of the car to rub against Lu Qiong, "Let's go. "

Lu Qiong paused silently on the spot, then smiled helplessly, and turned her head to follow behind her. Xu Chenmu seemed to be very familiar with this road. After going through it again, if you walk again now, you will feel the wind under your feet, and you run in joltingly, get into the elevator, and turn sideways to make room for yourself.

"What do you think of?" There were only the two of them in the elevator, in a quiet and claustrophobic space, Lu Qiong crossed her arms, and Xu Chenmu took all her things away. She stood beside her and had no place to put her hands, so she had to keep grabbing her right hand with her left hand. The right hand is scratching the left hand, pretending to be calm and the wind is light, and the voice is as light as the wind.

"It's just a little unimportant thing..." Xu Chenmu seemed to have a ghost in his heart, and smiled anxiously while carrying the things, lowering his eyes, "Little secret."

"..." Since it's all a small secret, I have no way to ask it again. In short, according to Xu Chenmu's temperament, if you can't tell it, you can't get it out even if you pry open your mouth. If you can tell it, you don't need to ask. She poured them all out like beans, for fear of getting moldy in her stomach, and suppressed her eager curiosity. This is a very good thing. Xu Chenmu recovered her own consciousness, and with the existence of a little secret, she no longer Come clean.

It's like parents who have painstakingly educated their children to be good adults, more capable, and more able to withstand pressure, and hope that they can have no reservations about themselves and tell the whole story, this is not possible to be together, Xu Chenmu is like In this way, she gradually changed back to the original independent Xu Chenmu, but unlike her who had just lost her memory, she was no longer a silly child who poured out everything, her mood was complicated and difficult to express, so she had to keep silent.

"Scary, it's not a secret..." Xu Chenmu couldn't hold back any longer, looked up, and gave a ding, and when she arrived, she ran out in a hurry, afraid that she would tell the little secret, and ran to the door of the house, Lu Qiong With the key, she had to stand leaning against the door. Lu Qiong walked over unhurriedly, with her back straight, and took out the key. Her fingers were white, and the blue blood vessels on the back of her hand were clearly distinct. Xu Chenmu stared at her hand and swallowed. A mouthful of saliva, I don't know what happened, the voice was infinitely amplified, causing Lu Qiong's hand to pause: "Are you hungry?"

"...No." Xu Chenmu blushed.

At this time, Lu Qiong pushed open the door and didn't ask about this matter. She knew that Xu Chenmu would not be able to hold back anymore. She had just opened the door, and if a secret was revealed, it would no longer be a secret, and it would not be a secret after a while, she knew of.

There is not a lot of dust in the house. It used to be cleaned meticulously. Now it is not too strenuous if you want to clean it. Turn on the power, plug in the refrigerator, Xu Chenmu followed behind and began to look at the house. Holding something in his hand, he looked around as if he hadn't mentioned anything, his hand was shaking restlessly, and the fish was shaking and felt that the corpse was in pain.

"Put things down." Lu Qiong lifted off the cloth she had covered the kitchen furniture, went to wash the rag to wipe the desk and kitchen knife, turned her head, but Xu Chenmu was gone.

"Xu Chenmu?" She called softly, but no one responded.

Suddenly feeling empty in her heart, she opened the curtain and rushed out. The whole living room was empty.

No one is empty.

She frowned, and glanced at the door, but she didn't see it being opened. She looked at the bedroom. The door of the bedroom was locked, and it hadn't been opened yet. Xu Chenmu couldn't get in. Then she looked at the study, but there was dust accumulating there. It should be the most, there are many books, there are many shelves, and the dusty place is not a good place. She frowned with anxiety that seemed to be in the end of the world. On the coffee table, there were things she bought today, but no one was there.

"Aha! Lu Qiong!" Xu Chenmu's voice came from behind so clearly, she turned her head suddenly, Xu Chenmu was wearing rubber gloves that she found out from nowhere, it was the direction of the bathroom, many Throwing everything there, she came over with a smile all over her face, "Hey, are you looking for me?"

"You scared me." Lu Qiong frowned a little angrily.

"..." The second monk Xu Chenmu was puzzled, why did Lu Qiong get angry all of a sudden, why did he scare her?After thinking about it, she got out from behind and called her name suddenly, it seemed a bit scary, but didn't she call herself before?Many question marks piled up in her mind, but she didn't dare to express it, so she nodded silently: "I was wrong."

"..." Lu Qiong also seemed to realize that she seemed to have lost her temper, and turned her head uncomfortably, "You are right."

Xu Chenmu cried in fright.

What did she do wrong...

This is like a girlfriend who is angry but refuses to tell the reason. Xu Chen mused over and over again. Could it be that he was angry because he kept a little secret and didn't tell her, so he used the excuse of scaring her?There were nine twists and eighteen turns in her mind, and finally she was so empty that she couldn't settle down. Seeing that Lu Qiong had turned her head and went back to the kitchen, she hurriedly tore off the rubber gloves, and ran over to give her a big bow.

"..." Lu Qiong was startled by her.

"I was wrong! I shouldn't have said it, I should have told you otherwise you would be worried!" Xu Chenmu blushed and scratched his head, "It's actually nothing that I suddenly remembered, just, I remembered you Standing by the river, it’s very beautiful, and I’m very excited. There’s nothing else, I’ve said it all, and there’s the key——when the long-haired man handed you the key today, I remembered the Yilong Resort you told me about. , it's gone... Ah, it seems to be there, but I don't remember... Don't be angry, I don't remember anything, and then you will be angry with me when I remember, let's save it, shall we?"

She was really panicked. Today Lu Qiong showed a strange look because of the square dance, which made her feel very scared. It's not that she thinks what will happen to herself, but that Lu Qiong like this is very strange. Things like painstaking efforts to create good conditions for oneself will not happen. In all the colorful experiences, Lu Qiong will not have the part of being angry because of herself. Today Lu Qiong is angry again, and she has a little secret. Why? Still hiding it, hasn't Lu Qiong lived with her for seven years, what is there about herself that she doesn't know?

Wait, seven years?Or nine years?She couldn't remember clearly, maybe both of them were right, but she couldn't tell the difference, why did these two times pop up in her mind?

Maybe it was because I paid too much attention to this concept in the past, so that I have the capital of solid branches, so that the branches of this memory can spread out, and become the fruits of the tree of life at the end of the world, which can be attached to the branches, life, life?Why did she think of it like this? She suddenly became poetic like a poet, using such metaphors and fragments that she didn't understand, but she clearly felt that it made sense, and added listlessly: "I think of it. We have been together for seven years, but there was a period of nine years, I don’t know what it was for, maybe nine years of compulsory education or something.”

"Xu Chenmu." Lu Qiong's voice was a little low, and Lu Qiong seemed to be looking at herself for a long time, then sighed, "I'm not angry, it's because I worry about gains and losses, don't take too many things on your head , It’s not good if you can’t hide from something like a black pot, and if you want to pin it on yourself.”

"... But you... I... Did I get it wrong?"

"You don't need to guess what I think, because we are different, you are you, be yourself, don't always apologize and say sorry, you are wrong, you are not wrong, you have your own little secret, it is very Okay, it’s no longer a secret if you tell it a secret. Put a zipper on her mouth and seal it up,” he said, gesticulating on her mouth, signaling to close the zipper, “I thought you were gone just now, and I was very scared. That’s it, I I have been thinking, if you remember everything and then leave me because of this, what will happen to me, no one will, although I can't imagine leaving you, I am still the Lu Qiong now, and you don't have to do it for me. What are you blaming yourself for—"

"You agreed to tell me at night, what happened, we told me what happened before, just talk about it, if you don't like each other, it's useless to say anything, but you are willing to tell me, I know, I thought you were angry, so I came here to explain, it's not a very important thing, I'd rather say it than you, because I'm also very afraid that you don't want me..." Xu Chenmu touched Lu Qiong Yijiao thinks why she has returned to such an atmosphere of discussion. Once in this kind of scene, she seems to be forced to face a lot of things, but they are completely unfamiliar, so she has no choice but to correct her attitude. Lu Qiong was at ease, so she was also very happy.

There must be something wrong, so Lu Qiong will be very disturbed, and she will be terrified because of it.

Lu Qiong patted her on the shoulder, as if trying to transmit some power from her hand, but realized that today, she can no longer influence Xu Chenmu with her power as calmly and firmly as before. Gradually wake up, wake up and return to the past.

She shouldn't be pessimistic anymore. She comforted herself like this for the nth time, but she still couldn't help but think about the negative side. Tang Yi said, if you don't consider the worst side of things, you won't have the strength to bear the best. something is not it?Everyone seemed to be reasonable, she rubbed her temples, but something cool touched her forehead.

His eyes reached Xu Chenmu's collarbone at a glance, and Xu Chenmu branded a vow-like kiss on her forehead, just like what he did when he comforted her before. He smiled reservedly, his eyes sparkled, and he didn't even know why.

"Then you don't get angry, right? It would be great if you don't get angry, then I'm scared to death." Xu Chenmu rubbed his hands as if sincerely, "I will never leave you, and I will never leave you no matter what happens .”

"I don't believe it." Lu Qiong smiled lightly, "You said that before."

"I also left you before?" Xu Chenmu was taken aback, "Impossible, I must have left you physically and stayed with you honestly and honestly. I swear there is no betrayal in my memory, so you can rest assured "He said, patted his chest with confidence, saw that Lu Qiong didn't show any anger, nodded, and was relieved by himself, "Even if there is, I won't have it anymore, I will change it, and I have been here for so many years , It’s not easy, it’s like walking the Long March, after walking for so long, I still like you very, very, very much, this is a rare thing.” After speaking, I also blushed a little, and turned my head away, “I’ll go Wipe the table and wash the floor, don't move, your legs are bad."

"Do you remember that my legs are not good?" Lu Qiong smiled half-smile, but she didn't bother anymore. The two of them were both so careful, and their hard-won relationship made her feel like a fool, but she often couldn't hold it back. Think in a pessimistic direction, and now that you have been persuaded, you will not look back.

Xu Chenmu suddenly realized, ah, I remembered something again, I don't know if I will remember it tomorrow, but this is a □□!She walked out heroically, pulled the rubber gloves on and put them on, her blood boiled all over her body.