almost lonely

The essays and novels written by Ning Juechen, whose pen name is 9893, are very popular in this literary magazine called "Pompeii".Xu Ye has hated Chinese since he was a child, and now he forces himself to read these words word by word every day. He has never taken reading comprehension so seriously in the college entrance examination.

At twelve o'clock, he turned Ning Juechen over again, changed the diaper and cleaned his body, and the day ended like this.Xu Ye turned on the phone and made a new mark on the calendar, checked the alarm clock at two o'clock, four o'clock, and six o'clock, then leaned down and boldly kissed the tip of Ning Juechen's nose: "Good night, Chenchen." Juechen just lay down without any response, but the sound of breathing was very regular, which made people very reassuring, as if he was just falling asleep.

Xu Ye turned off the light, lay down sideways on the accompanying bed, closed his eyes and fell asleep quickly.Now he has to get up two or three times every night to turn Ning Juechen over, so he tries to sleep as much as possible when it is time to sleep, and he is afraid that if he can't get up for a while, he will miss the turning time.

20 tell you a secret

Ning Juechen broke up with Xu Tingya on New Year's Day. He had an unspeakable secret in his heart. On the one hand, he really couldn't put on Lu Juelan's skin and be with Xu Tingya every day against his will. Speaking too seriously really hurt my sister-in-law's heart, so what he said was "temporarily separated".

After hearing what he said, Xu Tingya laughed angrily: "Lu Juelan, it's been three months. I've been telling myself that you haven't changed. You just need some time. I can wait. It'll be fine if you recover, so this is you The result for me? What happened to you?" No matter what you do about this matter, it is wrong, and Ning Juechen can't say anything other than repeating "I'm sorry".

He was ready to resign, but he didn't expect Xu Tingya's father's edict to arrive before he could hand in his resignation letter.Three men in black suits got out of a car and "invited" him directly to a private club in the suburbs.

After getting off the fourth ring road from the ramp and driving several kilometers before arriving at the destination, Ning Juechen was led through the beautifully designed rockery fish pond in the atrium, and sent into the box of room number 888. Xu Tingya's father, Xu Lian, was sitting in front of her. Wait for him.

Ning Juechen only saw Xu Lian from a distance in the company once. He was so nervous that his heart would stop beating, but he had to pull himself together and force himself to calm down. He respectfully called out: "Mr. Xu."

Xu Lian paused when he heard this, and put down the wine glass in his hand heavily. The sound seemed to slap a gavel suddenly, making Ning Juechen feel like a sinner waiting to be judged.Some wine spilled out and dripped on the Huanghuali table, Xu Lian sneered and said, "The last time we met, I called daddy, but now I don't even call uncle, I just call him Mr. Xu. Are you very clear?"

Ning Juechen didn't expect to say the wrong thing as soon as he opened his mouth, and his temple jumped violently.Xu Lian got straight to the point and didn't go around at all: "I'm just such a precious daughter. Back then you kept saying that you would take good care of her! Xiaoya forgave you because she was stupid. You also know how to pity the world's parents. This matter is up to me. It's not over here. I won't make it difficult for you, just like the day of proposing, drink."

Xu Lian flexed his index finger, and tapped the table twice. Immediately, someone came in with wine and cups. Ning Juechen was shocked by this posture and his spine shivered.

The visitor skillfully lined up eighteen Locke cups in front of them, poured half of the glass of cold beer, placed a bullet cup between each two cups, and poured foreign wine that Ning Juechen didn't know.With a slight push at one end, the bullet cups immediately fell vertically into the Locke cup below one after another like dominoes, and the transparent liquor melted quickly in the beer, turning up snow-white foam.

Xu Lian himself first took a glass and drank it up without blinking his eyes: "You can get two glasses for one, isn't it too much?" Ning Juechen was already dizzy just by smelling the wine. This drinking method is called a depth bomb. As the name suggests, the wine is choking and strong in the mouth, and its stamina is even more terrifying.

When Xu Tingya arrived, Ning Juechen was closing his eyes and pouring down the sixth cup with difficulty. Xu Tingya touched him, and his hand went limp, and the cup slipped down and hit the ground, breaking into pieces with a bang.Ning Juechen's whole body was numb like a pinprick, and he couldn't exert any strength at all, and his eyes had double images.

He couldn't hear what Xu Tingya was saying, and he didn't know how she dragged Xu Lian away, so he only vaguely guessed that he didn't need to drink.With the remaining sliver of consciousness, he squinted his eyes and grabbed Xu Tingya's wrist gratefully: "Thank you...I'm sorry." Xu Tingya turned his head, raised his other hand angrily and anxiously, and was about to throw it down. , and finally clenched into a fist and put it down.Tears flashed in her eyes: "You know that what I want is not sorry."

As soon as Xu Tingya and Xu Lian left, Ning Juechen clutched his stomach and rushed out of the box. Before he could reach the bathroom, he knelt on the ground and vomited halfway.Ever since he moved into Lu Juelan's body, he hasn't had a stomachache. Ning Juechen has almost forgotten this feeling. It's like there are a few knives in his stomach while turning the handles while pushing them in.

He didn't eat anything before drinking, and he unconsciously stretched out his hand to scratch his throat, but he couldn't spit out anything other than the acid water coming up, and his throat was burning like a burning pain.Ning Juechen retched while leaning against the wall while thinking in a daze: Luckily, it was Lu Juelan's body. If it was his own stomach, the vomiting would be blood instead of water.

It took him a long time to feel a little relieved, the white flowers in front of his eyes could not see clearly, it was all the kind of snowflakes that flickered when the TV had no signal.Standing up for a moment, top-heavy, Ning Juechen swayed and took a step forward, and was about to fall, when his falling body was suddenly caught firmly by a pair of arms.

He barely stopped with his strength, looked up and vaguely saw Xu Ye's face, he rubbed his eyes hard: "Why are you here?" Xu Ye pulled him back: "Your girlfriend called me, What's the matter with you two?"

Ning Juechen clearly lost his consciousness, but he still didn't forget to withdraw his hand and wipe it on his body a few times in order not to stain Xu Ye's clothes: "...I don't have a girlfriend." Xu Ye picked him up and walked towards the door : "Are you guys breaking up?"

When they walked out the door, the cold winter wind was blowing, and it was frighteningly cold just listening to the sound.Ning Juechen suddenly remembered the first day he arrived in Jingcheng in the first year of high school. He didn't even know where Baile Lane was. At that time, Xu Ye suddenly appeared in front of him like this, exactly the same as now.

Ning Juechen gradually couldn't distinguish between reality and memories, as if they had returned to the age when they were still wearing blue and white school uniforms ten years ago.His eyes became more and more red, and he began to talk nonsense: "Where did you put the bicycle?" Ning Juechen kept sliding, Xu Ye lifted him up a little: "I took a taxi, it's not easy to stop here, Ask the driver to wait at the intersection in front." Ning Juechen snorted, a little disappointed, he hadn't sat in Xu Ye's back seat for a long time.

Xu Ye came directly from the hospital. He had just finished a fluid injection when he suddenly received a call from Xu Tingya.It was too late, and he didn't want to trouble Aunt Xu to come over, so he had to ask a nurse to take care of her.Unexpectedly, this place is so far away, and it took five or ten minutes on the light road. He was afraid that it would be too late to turn over when he went back, and he was also afraid that the driver would not be able to wait to leave: "Can you walk by yourself?"

Ning Juechen couldn't use any strength in his legs, his whole body was covered with bugs, he was paralyzed, his stomach was churning, let alone walking, he couldn't even stand up.Xu Ye was a little anxious: "No, I'll carry you on my back." Before Ning Juechen could react, Xu Ye pushed him on the back in a not-so-gentle manner. He hurriedly put his arms around Xu Ye's neck, fearing that his hands would be too cold It would freeze him, so he had to grab it into a fist and retract it into his sleeve.

Xu Ye was walking towards the intersection with Ning Juechen on his back, scattered snowflakes drifted from the sky, got into his collar and melted on his hot skin.Ning Juechen shuddered, Xu Ye asked him if he was cold, he shook his head, was so drunk that he forgot to pretend, and blurted out a sentence: "Brother Ye, I miss you so much."

It happened that the driver got impatient waiting at the intersection, and saw them coming over and beeping the horn several times in a row, completely covering his voice.Xu Ye didn't hear Ning Juechen's words clearly, turned his head and asked, "What did you just say?" Ning Juechen withdrew one hand to press his throbbing stomach, and the other greedily hugged Xu Ye tightly. neck: "I miss you so much..."

Xu Ye pulled the car door and put him down: "You drank too much." Ning Juechen bent down obediently and got into the car. Xu Ye waited for him to sit down and was about to close the door when Ning Juechen was leaning softly. In the back, he suddenly jumped up and put one hand on the car door to block it. If it wasn't for Xu Ye's strength, he would almost pinch his finger.Xu Ye frowned and asked, "What's wrong?"

Ning Juechen raised his face and looked at him eagerly, twisted his body and wanted to squeeze out of the car: "Where are you going?" Xu Ye pushed him back with his waist: "I don't go anywhere, I will sit in the front." Without strength, he couldn't move when Xu Ye held him down.He insisted on extending his arms to support the car door to prevent Xu Yi from closing it, wrinkling his nose so that his face turned red with anxiety.

The driver urged in dialect, and added in an unfriendly tone, don't spit on my car.Xu Ye apologized and promised, squeezed into the back seat and sat down next to Ning Juechen, and the people around him immediately snuggled up like kittens.

Xu Ye felt that Lu Juelan was... a bit strange today.

When the car drove on the ring road, Xu Ye touched Ning Juechen's shoulder and asked him where he lived now.Ning Juechen shook his head, and the ends of his hair lightly brushed Xu Ye's ears.In this case, it is impossible for him to go back to Xu Tingya, let alone Chen Yuhong.