almost lonely

In what mood do you spend day after day alone in this home?

Ning Juechen stood stupidly at the door, feeling ashamed to go in.Xu Ye slightly raised her eyes and looked at him with a smile: "Juelan!"——he changed back to Juelan again.Ning Juechen sniffed, walked to the edge of the sofa and squatted down slowly: "Brother Yi..."

Xu Ye didn't speak, and suddenly reached out to grab the back of his neck and pressed him, leaned over and kissed him.

It was a very simple and rough kissing method with both lips and teeth. Xu Ye's wet and hot lips gently wrapped Ning Juechen's upper lip, and the tip of his tongue brushed the soft flesh inside, and then landed on the lips lightly. spin around.

Ning Juechen was stunned for a few seconds, his mind went blank. After he realized it, he pushed Xu Ye's shoulder back and was brought back by Xu Ye. Their gums collided firmly. together.

Ning Juechen flinched in pain, Xu Ye took the opportunity to push his jaw open, hit his tongue tendon, and then wrapped around tightly to bite the tip of his tongue.Ning Juechen didn't know what to do at all, he just felt that the only air was taken away by Xu Ye, but he didn't want to push Xu Ye away at all.

How could a kiss be enough? Ning Juechen extravagantly wanted to get closer to him.

He finally realized that the various discomforts in his body were not "alcohol problems" but "alcohol problems", and Wu Tian added something to the wine.The heartbeat was as dense as a drumbeat, spreading out from the left chest in waves, swimming under the skin inch by inch, every pore was jumping and clamoring for Xu Ye's attention and touch.

——He wanted to hug, kiss back, and use his hot fingertips to touch Xu Ye's collarbone, chest and waist, which were also hot.The longing that has been locked in his heart for a long time is like a crazy scourge, almost crushing his reason.

He wanted to be greedy just this once, he didn't want this kiss to end so soon.

Like a frozen person, Ning Juechen gradually melted away his body of ice and snow, mustered up his courage and timidly touched Xu Ye's with his lips lightly.Xu Ye became excited because of his response, wrapped him in his arms and kissed him more eagerly.

Ning Juechen unconsciously imitated Xu Ye's actions just now, went over to kiss the corner of his lips jerky, and teased his tongue, but Xu Ye quickly took the initiative back, until he couldn't breathe for two minutes Individuals are reluctant to leave.

Ning Juechen's legs were numb from squatting on the ground for too long, he stood up hastily covering his mouth, his eyes were blurred, his mind was in a mess like boiling a pot of boiling water, he couldn't think clearly, just He vaguely knew that he should leave quickly before the situation became more serious.

Xu Ye seemed to sense that he was going to leave, so he sat up and pulled him, accidentally pulling off the wristband.Ning Juechen froze, feeling guilty and ashamed from the bottom of his heart, he hardly dared to look at Xu Ye.But he couldn't take his hand away, Xu Ye held him tightly, carefully touching the old scar on his wrist: "There is a butterfly here."

Ning Juechen couldn't understand what he was talking about. The scar on that spot was burned by his father with a cigarette end. He always thought it was ugly and scary, and he never paid attention to what shape it looked like.But now Xu Ye traced the outline with his fingers and told him, this is not ugly, it is a butterfly.

Ning Juechen squatted down again, his voice trembling uncontrollably, and he said, "Brother Ye, do you see who I am?" Xu Ye touched the little mole on the back of his neck, and said in a daze : "Chenchen." So Ning Juechen's last persistence melted instantly in these two words.

Later, in those years, when Xu Yi was happy, he gave Ning Juechen money and a card.Ning Juechen refused to take it, he said Brother Yi, I am not with you for this.Xu Ye said that if you don't want it, just throw it away.Ning Juechen stopped talking.He used the money to do cosmetic surgery and smoothed out all the scars on his body, except for the one on his wrist.

Ning Juechen raised one knee and knelt down on the edge of the sofa, held his breath and slowly bent down, almost trembling, pressed his hot lips on Xu Ye's very solemnly.Like the fuse burning all the way to the end, the self-esteem was blown away with shame and guilt, and the remaining trace of reason was completely disintegrated.

He thought of migratory birds and safety islands again—he thought that maybe the migratory birds did not fall from exhaustion, but really saw the island buried deep in the seabed, so he ignited the determination like moths to the flame.Ning Juechen's heartbeat was so fast that it hurt, and he boldly touched Xu Ye's dry lower lip with the tip of his tongue, like a timid tortoiseshell licking water with its tongue out.

Xu Ye was annoyed by him, grabbed his back, twisted his waist hard, and the two exchanged positions instantly.Xu Ye squeezed his knee between Ning Juechen's legs, and pressed against him gently.This feeling was so strange, Ning Juechen let out a flattering moan unexpectedly, and immediately bit his lips tightly.

But Xu Ye seemed determined to pry Ning Juechen's lips open. He pressed his whole body on Ning Juechen's body, put his head on the back of his head with one hand and kissed him deeply, and pulled his pants down with the other hand. Hold it up through the white cotton underwear inside.Ning Juechen twitched suddenly, his eyes widened in panic, and lingering longing and longing gradually appeared in his eyes.

He reached out and grabbed Xu Ye's back, chased after him and kissed the corner of his mouth, eagerly sending himself into Xu Ye's hot palm.Xu Ye rubbed and played with it slowly through a layer of fabric, never making any further progress.

Ning Juechen's whole body was crispy and soft, and all the tactile sensations were magnified countless times due to the effect of the medicine. Every small movement of Xu Ye brought a dripping pleasure like electricity, which made him sob again and again uncontrollably.Ning Juechen put aside his legs in a daze, raised his waist as if to flatter him, and rubbed back and forth against Xu Ye's legs tightly.

Xu Ye saw that his expression was really pitiful, his eyes glistened with water, and finally he stuck his hot hand in like a favor.Ning Juechen panted to meet him, and swayed unbearably with Xu Ye's fast, slow, light, and heavy movements, and soon bowed and shot into Xu Ye's palm trembling.

Ning Juechen's eyes turned white for a while, and he looked in Xu Ye's direction absently.Before he had time to recover from this strange and surging pleasure, Xu Ye's hand had already slid back and pressed against his acupuncture point. Punched in hard.

The panic and pain of the foreign body suddenly embedded in his body made Ning Juechen hiss and scream, and the small acupoint also contracted nervously, tightly wrapping Xu Ye's knuckles.Xu Ye didn't give him time to adapt at all, and immediately sent the second and third fingers in.

The lubricating effect of the bodily fluid is very limited, and it will soon cease to work. Xu Ye's fingers are jerky, savage and disorderly poking and stirring in Ning Juechen's body.Ning Juechen was dripping with cold sweat mixed with tears, trembling with pain, he could hardly speak a complete sentence: "Slow down! Brother Yi...so...it hurts..."

Xu Ye was so drunk that he turned a deaf ear to his pleas, unbuttoned his trousers and squeezed his already hot body into the middle of Ning Juechen's buttocks.Ning Juechen shook even more violently, even the sofa was shaking, he put up his knees and fled back with his upper body propped up, but Xu Ye grabbed his ankle and pulled him back.

Ning Juechen's ankle was white and thin, and Xu Ye felt that if he tried harder, he would break it, so he grabbed his calf instead, broke it apart, and pressed down on his chest.Ning Juechen was almost completely folded in half by him, revealing the narrow opening without reservation, opening and closing shamelessly.Xu Ye's breathing suddenly became heavy, and he couldn't wait to push in with all his strength while holding his swollen avatar.

The process of entering was very difficult, the scribbled and expanded corridor was astringent and narrow, Xu Ye raised Ning Juechen's waist a little annoyed, and pushed in with brute force.Ning Juechen felt as if his whole body was being torn apart, physical tears poured out crazily, his eyes were blurred, and soon he couldn't see Xu Ye's face clearly.

Xu Ye himself was not feeling well, Ning Juechen was too tight inside, and it hurt him.Finally, Xu Ye finally put his whole thing in. When he looked down and saw the person under him raised his arms to cover his eyes, he felt a little flustered.

Xu Ye stroked his sweat-soaked hair on his forehead: "Juelan, don't do it if it hurts..." "Lu Juelan" froze suddenly when he heard the words, and then shook his head desperately as if he lost control, his arms were still tightly pressed against the His eyes were covered with tears from his arms.

There was no pleasure in the whole process, but it was like a long torture.Ning Juechen could still feel the pain at the beginning, but after hearing Xu Ye's "jue lan", the pain seemed to have suddenly failed. Not only the pain, but all the feelings disappeared together, and everything around him was distorted into a colorful The color block, - the last time I had this experience was when my throat was stuck and I almost suffocated.

In the end, Xu Ye sprayed into Ning Juechen's body, pulled his arm covering his eyes, kissed the corners of his wet eyes lingeringly, and called him: "Juelan, Juelan." Ning Juechen lay down in a daze , the lower body was completely unconscious, and the back hole was still slightly open weakly, and he could feel the hot and sticky body fluid flowing down the buttocks, and he didn't know that he was bleeding.

But he has no more tears.

Face-to-face is Xu Ye's favorite posture. Later, Ning Juechen often thought: it must be because Xu Ye doesn't have to see the small mole that is an eyesore, and can always fantasize about Lu Juelan's appearance through his face.

Xu Ye was not there when he woke up in the morning, and Ning Juechen almost fled in despair.After that day, he was ill for two whole weeks. Chen Yuhong only thought that he had caught a cold from playing outside all night, and asked him to take some antipyretic and cold medicine.After a few days, he still didn't recover. Chen Yuhong said to take him to the hospital, but Ning Juechen didn't dare, so he just carried it to death.

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