The steel straight man reborn never bends
Chapter 15 Exhausting my routine for you
Mo Nanfei felt that he was not riding home by bike, but was floating home lightly.
All the worries, fears, and escapes he had been worrying about all the time disappeared, and the heavy burden on his heart was finally unloaded, and he felt unprecedentedly light.
And the price he has to pay is just to have a relationship with Ji Mingxi that he will never even think about breaking up.
He had no doubt that if he accepted Ji Mingxi and kicked him again, the end would be heroic.
As for whether Ji Mingxi would kick himself, he didn't think about it at all - the superiority from the reborn person.
Originally, he was still a little uneasy, worried that the change in relationship would make Ji Mingxi's temperament change drastically, becoming affectionate and nasty, but all the way down, the relationship between the two of them was still exactly the same as before, but he himself was afraid of embarrassment. He kept looking for something to say, looking very excited, and Ji Mingxi answered every time.
Just looking closely, you will find that there are twinkling stars living in Ji Mingxi's eyes, illuminating Mo Nanfei's reflection.
This natural and familiar way of getting along with each other dispelled the last trace of hesitation in Mo Nanfei's heart.
It turned out that she was with Ji Mingxi, that's how it was.
he thought happily.
Lying on the bed "debt free and light", Mo Nanfei was about to fall into a sweet dream when he heard the sound of the door opening from downstairs, startling his drowsiness all of a sudden.
He sat up almost immediately, looked nervously at the habitually locked door, and groped for the phone with his right hand.
A sound of heavy footsteps sounded from far and near, approaching him step by step.
"Feifei, are you asleep?" Mo Guodong's voice came from outside the door, the volume was very soft, cautious, not drunk.
Mo Nanfei's tense heart relaxed, but he was still on guard.
"Just going to sleep." His volume was also very soft, with a more cautious look.
Mo Guodong paused, and continued through a door: "My route has changed to Moscow, and I am flying for the first time today, and I will stay there for a week. The money and card are left on the table for you, remember to take care of them." For dinner, don't always eat instant noodles."
Mo Nanfei looked at the expressionless door, hesitated for a while, threw off the blanket, got out of bed, put his hand on the doorknob, the cold touch made him startled, and finally did not turn it.
He didn't open the door until he heard the sound of the door closing downstairs.
Standing in the shadow cast by the moonlight, through the huge floor-to-ceiling windows, he looked at the back of Mo Guodong dragging his suitcase away from a distance, his heart was blocked, and he was a little bit sour.
They all agreed not to mention what happened that night, not to mention whether he had a scar on his forehead, just like they never mentioned her departure, and whether her vacancy brought pain.
They are all taboos and cannot be touched, thus filling a gap that no one can cross.
But no one will turn away completely.
Unless death comes.
Mo Guodong died during the summer vacation after Mo Nanfei's college entrance examination. When he landed at Sheremetyevo Airport, the landing gear broke down and the plane landed on the belly. The flames lit up the night sky in Moscow.
When he got the news, he didn't cry or laugh. He tried to mobilize his emotions, but in vain.
He couldn't feel anything, and there was a numb dead silence in his heart.
Since then, he has turned to drinking and resolutely moved closer to the person he once feared most.
Once he drank himself into the hospital for gastric lavage again. Ji Mingxi said to him with a cold face: "You are afraid of him, because he is too powerful in your eyes. You think that if you turn yourself into him, you can also change into him." strong?"
But he didn't listen to it, or he listened to it but deliberately pretended not to understand, and continued to ruin his life in his own way.
The girlfriends he'd dated, no matter how sweet they started out, had left him one by one when they discovered his alcoholism.
The only one who never gave up on him was Ji Mingxi from beginning to end.
At this moment, he suddenly wanted to see him.
Accompanied by the frenzied sound of the doorbell, Ji Mingxi appeared in front of Mo Nanfei's house, wearing pajamas and holding a pair of compromises, out of breath.
"Is your dad back?"
Looking at Ji Mingxi's anxious face, Mo Nanfei was both moved and guilty, and said without confidence: "I just couldn't sleep, so I sent you a text message to ask if you were asleep. Seeing that you didn't reply, I still I thought you were asleep..." I didn't know that I rushed over directly.
Ji Mingxi didn't believe his words, ignored his objection, and checked him carefully from top to bottom. After confirming that he was fine, his frowning brows eased.
"Thinking about me so much that I can't sleep?" He narrowed his mind after letting go.
Seeing him leaning against the porch as if he was exhausted, Mo Nanfei could imagine the speed at which he was running towards him, and he couldn't bear to roll his eyes, so he just looked at him quietly, his eyes filled with tears. What he didn't even notice, the attachment that lasted for two lifetimes.
Ji Mingxi's eyes darkened: "It seems that you don't just miss me so much that you can't sleep, you want me to sleep with you?"
Hearing Ji Mingxi's meaningful tone, Mo Nanfei woke up, his face turned red immediately, his brain twitched, and he said without thinking: "Sleep in peat, sleep, Bai didn't follow me Just sleep with me?"
As soon as the words come out, I want to close the door.
Ji Mingxi flashed in with sharp eyes and hands, and with his hands back, he kindly helped him complete this unfinished business.
"Ji Mingxi, you, you..." He really wanted to say "what do you want", but because of his status as a pure man, he got stuck in his throat.
Ji Mingxi didn't take any further action, just looked at him and said, "It's over."
"When did you report it?" Mo Nanfei's brain speed was rarely disconnected.
"Before." Ji Mingxi's answer was very concise.
Mo Nanfei was at a loss: "Why don't I know?"
Ji Mingxi teased lightly: "For a whole month, I followed you home every night on a bicycle, didn't you know nothing about it?"
Although he wanted to point out that this way of answering questions to change the topic was wrong, Mo Nanfei's attention was still being led away by Ji Mingxi as always.
"You mean that what you called 'sending Hu Jing home' that month was to secretly follow me?" The questioning tone revealed a trace of unconscious joy.
Ji Ming frowned slightly, obviously not satisfied with his words, but still replied: "If you don't do this, how can you realize how indispensable my existence is to you."
Mo Nanfei took a deep breath: "You're too slippery with this routine, aren't you?"
Ji Mingxi is very humble: "I just used all the routines on you."
The corner of Mo Nanfei's mouth twitched: "Should I be extremely honored to be here?"
Ji Ming lovingly rubbed his dickhead: "You just need to be touched."
Mo Nanfei slapped his hand away, but he took the opportunity to hold it back.
Ji Mingxi scratched his palm gently, and asked in a low voice: "Are we together?"
Mo Nanfei was itchy all over from being scratched by him, and wanted to pull his hand out, but was clenched even tighter.
"Nan Fei, answer me."
Looking at the uneasiness hidden in Ji Mingxi's eyes, and thinking of how many entanglements and losses he had endured silently without knowing it, Mo Nanfei felt a pang in his heart, and obediently replied: "Yes, you are my wife now. son."
Ji Mingxi's eyes were full of clouds and rain, and strong affection overflowed, and he looked at Mo Nanfei without blinking.
"Daughter-in-law, I want to kiss you."
"Who are you calling for a daughter-in-law! Straighten your position!" Mo Nanfei exploded, "If you want to kiss, you can kiss directly, and ask a hairball, it's too embarrassing..."
All subsequent words were blocked back.
In the face of Ji Mingxi's storm, Mo Nanfei fully understood the profound meaning of reaping the fruits of his own will.
"Fuck! Labor and management let you kiss, did you let you touch it!"
The next day, the two managed to oversleep.
Mo Nanfei opened his eyes first, and looked at Ji Mingxi's sleeping face in a daze. The more he looked at it, the more sincerely he felt... how beautiful it is.
Such a pretty face looked at me and said that I love myself, it really is——
and many more!
The question that had been bypassed finally returned to Mo Nanfei's mind.
This guy said he confessed, and it didn't look like he was lying, but why didn't he have the slightest impression?I haven't drunk alcohol since I was reborn, it's impossible to make a short film...
He struggled to figure out the puzzle, and out of the corner of his eye, he caught a glimpse of the sandbag on the bedside table, and suddenly remembered the strange feeling Ji Mingxi threw back to him, and he felt the strange touch when he held it in his hand. He stretched out his long hand, and took the sandbag , took a closer look, and found that Ji Mingxi had written a line of words with a pen on the cloth——
"The moon and stars are sparse, and the black magpie flies south. It circles the tree twice, and there are branches to rely on."
He knew this line of poem. In his previous life, when Ji Mingxi got old, he liked to read it on his lips. Every time he finished reading, he would say, "It's such a good poem. It compares your name with mine. It's just as good as mine. down."
So he is very sure that the second half of the original sentence is "Three turns around the tree, what branch can be relied on".
Changing "what" to "yes" is understandable to him, but why did he change "three" to "two"?
Does "two" have any special meaning?
"Don't understand?" Ji Mingxi woke up at some point, looking sideways at Mo Nanfei with clear eyes.
Mo Nanfei shook his head honestly.
Ji Mingxi propped up his upper body, stretched out his slender index finger, and lightly rubbed the "Nanfei" on the sandbag with his fingertips, his eyes gradually revealed vicissitudes that were completely inconsistent with his age.
There was a loud noise in Mo Nanfei's head...
"Didn't you ask me when I confessed my love?" Ji Mingxi retracted his words, and turned to Mo Nanfei with a face full of shock, "It was by the hospital bed, before your death."
Mo Nanfei looked at Ji Mingxi in disbelief, his mind was filled with garbled words, and he was too shocked to speak.
Ji Mingxi looked back at Mo Nanfei and stopped talking.
Looking at each other silently, both of them saw the flow of decades of time in each other's eyes.
Mo Nanfei's eye sockets turned red bit by bit.
"……what happened?"
He asked vaguely, but Ji Mingxi understood.
"The second day after you left, I went after you." Ji Mingxi said it calmly, with a little joke.
Mo Nanfei's nose also started to feel sore.
"The labor and management are taking the road of Huangquan, and you are also chasing after him, are you out of your mind!" He yelled distressedly.
Ji Mingxi's eyebrows and eyes were calm and peaceful: "In that world, you only have me, and I only have you. If you are gone, that world will be empty."
Mo Nanfei rubbed his eyes fiercely: "When were you reborn..."
Ji Mingxi pulled his hand down to prevent him from rubbing his eyes.
"One day earlier than you."
Mo Nanfei looked at Ji Mingxi with red eyes: "Then when did you find out that I was born again?"
Ji Mingxi looked at him with a smile in his eyes: "On the bus, when you see me like a ghost."
"Damn!" Mo Nanfei's eyes widened, "You've been hiding labor and management for so long!"
Seeing that Mo Nanfei was about to run away violently, Ji Mingxi pulled him into his arms, stroked his back, and explained softly: "I don't want you to go against your will because of guilt, so I want to wait for you to love me." I'll tell you when it's time for me."
Mo Nanfei nestled on Ji Mingxi's shoulder, and said sullenly, "Who the hell said he loves you."
The corner of Ji Mingxi's lips curled up and pressed against his ear.
"Mo Nanfei, I love you, I can't love you enough in my whole life."
All the worries, fears, and escapes he had been worrying about all the time disappeared, and the heavy burden on his heart was finally unloaded, and he felt unprecedentedly light.
And the price he has to pay is just to have a relationship with Ji Mingxi that he will never even think about breaking up.
He had no doubt that if he accepted Ji Mingxi and kicked him again, the end would be heroic.
As for whether Ji Mingxi would kick himself, he didn't think about it at all - the superiority from the reborn person.
Originally, he was still a little uneasy, worried that the change in relationship would make Ji Mingxi's temperament change drastically, becoming affectionate and nasty, but all the way down, the relationship between the two of them was still exactly the same as before, but he himself was afraid of embarrassment. He kept looking for something to say, looking very excited, and Ji Mingxi answered every time.
Just looking closely, you will find that there are twinkling stars living in Ji Mingxi's eyes, illuminating Mo Nanfei's reflection.
This natural and familiar way of getting along with each other dispelled the last trace of hesitation in Mo Nanfei's heart.
It turned out that she was with Ji Mingxi, that's how it was.
he thought happily.
Lying on the bed "debt free and light", Mo Nanfei was about to fall into a sweet dream when he heard the sound of the door opening from downstairs, startling his drowsiness all of a sudden.
He sat up almost immediately, looked nervously at the habitually locked door, and groped for the phone with his right hand.
A sound of heavy footsteps sounded from far and near, approaching him step by step.
"Feifei, are you asleep?" Mo Guodong's voice came from outside the door, the volume was very soft, cautious, not drunk.
Mo Nanfei's tense heart relaxed, but he was still on guard.
"Just going to sleep." His volume was also very soft, with a more cautious look.
Mo Guodong paused, and continued through a door: "My route has changed to Moscow, and I am flying for the first time today, and I will stay there for a week. The money and card are left on the table for you, remember to take care of them." For dinner, don't always eat instant noodles."
Mo Nanfei looked at the expressionless door, hesitated for a while, threw off the blanket, got out of bed, put his hand on the doorknob, the cold touch made him startled, and finally did not turn it.
He didn't open the door until he heard the sound of the door closing downstairs.
Standing in the shadow cast by the moonlight, through the huge floor-to-ceiling windows, he looked at the back of Mo Guodong dragging his suitcase away from a distance, his heart was blocked, and he was a little bit sour.
They all agreed not to mention what happened that night, not to mention whether he had a scar on his forehead, just like they never mentioned her departure, and whether her vacancy brought pain.
They are all taboos and cannot be touched, thus filling a gap that no one can cross.
But no one will turn away completely.
Unless death comes.
Mo Guodong died during the summer vacation after Mo Nanfei's college entrance examination. When he landed at Sheremetyevo Airport, the landing gear broke down and the plane landed on the belly. The flames lit up the night sky in Moscow.
When he got the news, he didn't cry or laugh. He tried to mobilize his emotions, but in vain.
He couldn't feel anything, and there was a numb dead silence in his heart.
Since then, he has turned to drinking and resolutely moved closer to the person he once feared most.
Once he drank himself into the hospital for gastric lavage again. Ji Mingxi said to him with a cold face: "You are afraid of him, because he is too powerful in your eyes. You think that if you turn yourself into him, you can also change into him." strong?"
But he didn't listen to it, or he listened to it but deliberately pretended not to understand, and continued to ruin his life in his own way.
The girlfriends he'd dated, no matter how sweet they started out, had left him one by one when they discovered his alcoholism.
The only one who never gave up on him was Ji Mingxi from beginning to end.
At this moment, he suddenly wanted to see him.
Accompanied by the frenzied sound of the doorbell, Ji Mingxi appeared in front of Mo Nanfei's house, wearing pajamas and holding a pair of compromises, out of breath.
"Is your dad back?"
Looking at Ji Mingxi's anxious face, Mo Nanfei was both moved and guilty, and said without confidence: "I just couldn't sleep, so I sent you a text message to ask if you were asleep. Seeing that you didn't reply, I still I thought you were asleep..." I didn't know that I rushed over directly.
Ji Mingxi didn't believe his words, ignored his objection, and checked him carefully from top to bottom. After confirming that he was fine, his frowning brows eased.
"Thinking about me so much that I can't sleep?" He narrowed his mind after letting go.
Seeing him leaning against the porch as if he was exhausted, Mo Nanfei could imagine the speed at which he was running towards him, and he couldn't bear to roll his eyes, so he just looked at him quietly, his eyes filled with tears. What he didn't even notice, the attachment that lasted for two lifetimes.
Ji Mingxi's eyes darkened: "It seems that you don't just miss me so much that you can't sleep, you want me to sleep with you?"
Hearing Ji Mingxi's meaningful tone, Mo Nanfei woke up, his face turned red immediately, his brain twitched, and he said without thinking: "Sleep in peat, sleep, Bai didn't follow me Just sleep with me?"
As soon as the words come out, I want to close the door.
Ji Mingxi flashed in with sharp eyes and hands, and with his hands back, he kindly helped him complete this unfinished business.
"Ji Mingxi, you, you..." He really wanted to say "what do you want", but because of his status as a pure man, he got stuck in his throat.
Ji Mingxi didn't take any further action, just looked at him and said, "It's over."
"When did you report it?" Mo Nanfei's brain speed was rarely disconnected.
"Before." Ji Mingxi's answer was very concise.
Mo Nanfei was at a loss: "Why don't I know?"
Ji Mingxi teased lightly: "For a whole month, I followed you home every night on a bicycle, didn't you know nothing about it?"
Although he wanted to point out that this way of answering questions to change the topic was wrong, Mo Nanfei's attention was still being led away by Ji Mingxi as always.
"You mean that what you called 'sending Hu Jing home' that month was to secretly follow me?" The questioning tone revealed a trace of unconscious joy.
Ji Ming frowned slightly, obviously not satisfied with his words, but still replied: "If you don't do this, how can you realize how indispensable my existence is to you."
Mo Nanfei took a deep breath: "You're too slippery with this routine, aren't you?"
Ji Mingxi is very humble: "I just used all the routines on you."
The corner of Mo Nanfei's mouth twitched: "Should I be extremely honored to be here?"
Ji Ming lovingly rubbed his dickhead: "You just need to be touched."
Mo Nanfei slapped his hand away, but he took the opportunity to hold it back.
Ji Mingxi scratched his palm gently, and asked in a low voice: "Are we together?"
Mo Nanfei was itchy all over from being scratched by him, and wanted to pull his hand out, but was clenched even tighter.
"Nan Fei, answer me."
Looking at the uneasiness hidden in Ji Mingxi's eyes, and thinking of how many entanglements and losses he had endured silently without knowing it, Mo Nanfei felt a pang in his heart, and obediently replied: "Yes, you are my wife now. son."
Ji Mingxi's eyes were full of clouds and rain, and strong affection overflowed, and he looked at Mo Nanfei without blinking.
"Daughter-in-law, I want to kiss you."
"Who are you calling for a daughter-in-law! Straighten your position!" Mo Nanfei exploded, "If you want to kiss, you can kiss directly, and ask a hairball, it's too embarrassing..."
All subsequent words were blocked back.
In the face of Ji Mingxi's storm, Mo Nanfei fully understood the profound meaning of reaping the fruits of his own will.
"Fuck! Labor and management let you kiss, did you let you touch it!"
The next day, the two managed to oversleep.
Mo Nanfei opened his eyes first, and looked at Ji Mingxi's sleeping face in a daze. The more he looked at it, the more sincerely he felt... how beautiful it is.
Such a pretty face looked at me and said that I love myself, it really is——
and many more!
The question that had been bypassed finally returned to Mo Nanfei's mind.
This guy said he confessed, and it didn't look like he was lying, but why didn't he have the slightest impression?I haven't drunk alcohol since I was reborn, it's impossible to make a short film...
He struggled to figure out the puzzle, and out of the corner of his eye, he caught a glimpse of the sandbag on the bedside table, and suddenly remembered the strange feeling Ji Mingxi threw back to him, and he felt the strange touch when he held it in his hand. He stretched out his long hand, and took the sandbag , took a closer look, and found that Ji Mingxi had written a line of words with a pen on the cloth——
"The moon and stars are sparse, and the black magpie flies south. It circles the tree twice, and there are branches to rely on."
He knew this line of poem. In his previous life, when Ji Mingxi got old, he liked to read it on his lips. Every time he finished reading, he would say, "It's such a good poem. It compares your name with mine. It's just as good as mine. down."
So he is very sure that the second half of the original sentence is "Three turns around the tree, what branch can be relied on".
Changing "what" to "yes" is understandable to him, but why did he change "three" to "two"?
Does "two" have any special meaning?
"Don't understand?" Ji Mingxi woke up at some point, looking sideways at Mo Nanfei with clear eyes.
Mo Nanfei shook his head honestly.
Ji Mingxi propped up his upper body, stretched out his slender index finger, and lightly rubbed the "Nanfei" on the sandbag with his fingertips, his eyes gradually revealed vicissitudes that were completely inconsistent with his age.
There was a loud noise in Mo Nanfei's head...
"Didn't you ask me when I confessed my love?" Ji Mingxi retracted his words, and turned to Mo Nanfei with a face full of shock, "It was by the hospital bed, before your death."
Mo Nanfei looked at Ji Mingxi in disbelief, his mind was filled with garbled words, and he was too shocked to speak.
Ji Mingxi looked back at Mo Nanfei and stopped talking.
Looking at each other silently, both of them saw the flow of decades of time in each other's eyes.
Mo Nanfei's eye sockets turned red bit by bit.
"……what happened?"
He asked vaguely, but Ji Mingxi understood.
"The second day after you left, I went after you." Ji Mingxi said it calmly, with a little joke.
Mo Nanfei's nose also started to feel sore.
"The labor and management are taking the road of Huangquan, and you are also chasing after him, are you out of your mind!" He yelled distressedly.
Ji Mingxi's eyebrows and eyes were calm and peaceful: "In that world, you only have me, and I only have you. If you are gone, that world will be empty."
Mo Nanfei rubbed his eyes fiercely: "When were you reborn..."
Ji Mingxi pulled his hand down to prevent him from rubbing his eyes.
"One day earlier than you."
Mo Nanfei looked at Ji Mingxi with red eyes: "Then when did you find out that I was born again?"
Ji Mingxi looked at him with a smile in his eyes: "On the bus, when you see me like a ghost."
"Damn!" Mo Nanfei's eyes widened, "You've been hiding labor and management for so long!"
Seeing that Mo Nanfei was about to run away violently, Ji Mingxi pulled him into his arms, stroked his back, and explained softly: "I don't want you to go against your will because of guilt, so I want to wait for you to love me." I'll tell you when it's time for me."
Mo Nanfei nestled on Ji Mingxi's shoulder, and said sullenly, "Who the hell said he loves you."
The corner of Ji Mingxi's lips curled up and pressed against his ear.
"Mo Nanfei, I love you, I can't love you enough in my whole life."
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