The steel straight man reborn never bends

The night is endless and the wind is cool.

Mo Nanfei sat straddling the back seat, looking at the hem of Ji Mingxi's school uniform flying up, wondering if it was because the moonlight covering his white shirt was too bright, he always felt that the person in front of him was shrouded in a hazy light In the dizziness, soft and holy.

It made him involuntarily want to get closer, but it seemed like thousands of mountains and rivers were separated.

He felt an inexplicable sense of melancholy.

"Let's talk." Ji Mingxi said suddenly without warning, "Why do you want to stop me from sending Hu Jing home even if you take off your car chain?"

Mo Nanfei, who was falling into a strange mood, was exposed completely defenseless, and immediately froze, did not answer for a long time, and missed the best time to refute, which was tantamount to acquiescing.

Thinking about it, he has never succeeded in playing tricks in front of Ji Mingxi since he was a child.

But since Ji Mingxi knew that his tricks were related to Hu Jing, and still accompanied him to perform the trick here, does it mean that Ji Mingxi didn't know anything about Hu Jing's stepping on two boats?

After all, it's Ji Mingxi, with bright eyes and a sharp mind, he can find out for no reason, but he doesn't know it yet.

The more Mo Nanfei thought about it, the more he felt that Ji Mingxi knew about it.

Then since he knew about it, he still pretended not to know, why?Could it be that he really likes it so much that he would rather pretend to be a fool than lose it?

How do you feel that this suits Ji Mingxi's style?

So, in his last life, Ji Mingxi suffered emotionally because of himself, but in this life, because of Hu Jing, he will fall again?

But how can a girl who has only known him for a month be compared with himself?

This makes me very cheap!

Mo Nanfei suddenly felt unwilling.

"Don't you want to say?" Ji Mingxi clenched the handbrake and stopped on the side of the road with one foot on the ground.

He turned his head and saw Mo Nanfei drooping his head, looking downcast, his eyes softened, and he asked in a soft tone: "Since the afternoon, something has been wrong with you, did you see something, or did you hear something?" What? It has something to do with Hu Jing?"

Mo Nanfei hesitated for a moment, then asked back, "How much do you like Hu Jing?"

It doesn't matter whether Hu Jing deserves it or not, it doesn't matter if he cheated or not, when he really faced Ji Mingxi, he found that these are not important, what really matters is Ji Mingxi's mood, as long as he feels happy, feels happy , he is willing to pretend to be deaf and dumb.

I just don't know why, after asking this question, he involuntarily tightened the spring under the seat.

Ji Mingxi looked at his gradually whitening knuckles, the mist in his eyes dissipated, and a little bit of starlight lit up.

"Fly south."

Hearing this long-lost voice, whispered with infinite intimacy, Mo Nanfei's heart skipped a beat, and slowly raised his head in a daze, looking at last Ji Mingxi's rippling eyes, his heart skipped a beat again took two beats.

But Ji Mingxi lowered his eyelids, his thick eyelashes cast two melancholy shadows on his jade-like cheeks.

"Actually..." For the first time, he showed lack of confidence, and even flinched.

Mo Nanfei subconsciously held his breath.

"I don't like Hu Jing." Ji Ming said quietly, "I can't like her."

"What do you mean 'I can't like it'?" It was clearly the topic he wanted to avoid the most, and Mo Nanfei didn't know why he jumped into the deep pit so actively.

Ji Mingxi raised his hand to cover his face, and said in pain, "Nan Fei, I'm gay."

out of the closet...

Ji Mingxi came out...

Sure enough, he is gay...

Ji Mingxi is indeed gay!

Facing this "confession" that frightened him to death in his previous life again, Mo Nanfei found himself feeling as if a stone had fallen to the ground.

Maybe it's because I've been shocked once, and I won't be so surprised the second time.Or maybe the more you worry about its coming, the more you will breathe a sigh of relief when it really comes.

As for the faint happiness floating in his heart, Mo Nanfei felt that it must be because this way, Ji Mingxi would not be hurt by Hu Jing.

etc--

"Then what's going on with you and Hu Jing? Aren't you in a puppy relationship?" Even though he was confused, he did not forget to put a bad label on their relationship.

Ji Mingxi put down his hands and looked at Mo Nanfei with desolation in his eyes.

"It was because of you that I realized my true orientation. I felt that you were aware of it, and I was afraid that you would stay away from me like avoiding the plague, so I asked Hu Jing to act in this play together."

After listening to such a huge amount of information, Mo Nanfei's focus fell on the minutiae.

"That is to say, Hu Jing knew your orientation before I did?" The displeasure in her tone was stronger than the scent of sweet-scented osmanthus in the air.

It was rare for Ji Mingxi to be asked, and he forgot to manage his facial expressions for a while, and after a moment of stunned, he recovered his pained look, his thin lips parted slightly, and Mo Nanfei stopped him before he could speak.

"Liking the same sex is just a choice, not a disease, and you are not a plague. I won't hide from you because of this. What happened before and what will happen in the future, don't worry." Mo Nanfei patted Ji Ming reassuringly. Thin shoulders.

Ji Mingxi glanced at his hand and said nothing more.

Mo Nanfei lay on his back on the bedroom carpet, his heart beating like a drum.

"It's because of you that I realized my true orientation."

In front of Ji Mingxi, he could pretend that he didn't hear this sentence, but he couldn't deceive himself. From the moment Ji Mingxi said it, this sentence has been entrenched in his mind, whether he is With patting, pushing, or waving, nothing moves.

No matter how low his emotional intelligence is and how slow his reaction is, he still can't fail to recognize that this is a slightly detoured confession.

That's why he prevented Ji Mingxi from turning indirect into direct.

In his previous life, he could die, how would he respond in this life?

Refuse directly?

"Although our personalities are very suitable, it's a pity that our gender is not suitable."

As a person who has lived until the end of the 21st century, such a concept is undoubtedly old-fashioned and old-fashioned. The so-called "homosexuality" and "heterosexuality" have all been abolished.In the new value system, for two people who spend their lives together, their personality is far more important than their gender.

Mo Nanfei actually agrees with this, but he was born a straight man.

If Ji Mingxi was a woman, then there would be no troubles, he absolutely must marry him.

Good-looking, not verbose, knows everything, and is the person who knows himself best in the world. Regardless of gender, he is a perfect lover who is unparalleled in the world. Anyway, he searched for it in his previous life when he was in his 80s, but he couldn't find it. A person who is more comfortable and pleasant to get along with than Ji Mingxi.

and so……

Does gender really matter that much?

"boom!"

A familiar sandbag flew in from the open window and hit Mo Nanfei's forehead impartially.

"Fuck!"

He sat up in shock, and rushed to the window sill in three steps at a time. He opened his mouth and shouted without even looking at who was standing below: "Ji Mingxi, why are you so open-eyed? Laozi's forehead is covered by you!" A hole was smashed!"

Supporting the wall with both hands, Ji Mingxi rolled into the courtyard neatly. After standing still, he raised his head and looked at Mo Nanfei.

"The sandbag is returned to you."

Mo Nanfei rolled his eyes angrily: "Is this how you return things?"

Ji Mingxi added fuel to the fire: "Correct you, what's wrong with you is not your forehead, but your brain."

"You have the guts to stand there and don't run away!"

Mo Nanfei put down the cruel words, turned around to pick up the sandbag, and raised his hand to smash it back, but when he saw Ji Mingxi really standing there motionless, staring at his direction with his face up, he didn't want to do anything. I won't do it anymore.

It was the same way before, even if Ji Mingxi was so angry that he was half dead, he couldn't greet him with his fist in the face.

It's too foul to have a face like Ji Mingxi's.

Moreover, the sandbag he held in his hand felt different to the touch, as if something was added, and the surface of the cloth was uneven.

He withdrew his hand and wanted to take a closer look, but Ji Mingxi said, "Today's Mid-Autumn Festival, do you want to have a barbecue together?"

What kind of inevitable connection exists between Mid-Autumn Festival and barbecue, Mo Nanfei didn't want to understand, but this did not prevent Ji Mingxi from moving out the outdoor barbecue grill and charcoal from the hut with experience, lighting up a fire with experience, and bringing the The steak and ham are neatly arranged on the baking sheet.

Looking at his flowing movements, Mo Nanfei couldn't help recalling that Ji Mingxi was already so good at barbecue in high school?But how did he remember that Ji Mingxi's barbecue skills were honed by himself until he was in college?

Thinking about it carefully, Ji Mingxi's tone of voice most of the time is not quite like the fifteen or sixteen-year-old Ji Mingxi in his memory, but more like an adult, or even an old Ji Mingxi.But this is just his feeling, very vague and abstract, unless he is inseparable from Ji Mingxi for a lifetime like him, it is difficult to have this kind of experience.Even he himself, if he hadn't touched a specific point, would have found it difficult to think about these things that can only be understood but cannot be expressed in words.

Ji Mingxi was so focused on smearing the sauce on the steak in his hand that he didn't notice Mo Nanfei's probing eyes, and took advantage of turning over the steak to glance at him.

"Why are you looking at me like that?"

Mo Nanfei stared at Ji Mingxi for a moment, and said in a deep voice, "I feel like you are acting weird."

Ji Mingxi paused, and the corners of his brows and eyes were tinged with loneliness.

"Sure enough, there's no way to really make it the same as before, right?"

Seeing that Ji Mingxi misunderstood the wrong direction, and was still heading in a very bad direction, Mo Nanfei quickly waved his hand to explain: "I didn't mean that, I meant..." You are very similar to what I met "later" Ji Mingxi?

Feeling that speaking out will definitely be considered as an excuse and an attempt to cover up.

In order to avoid getting darker and darker, Mo Nanfei simply made mistakes and said in the direction of Ji Mingxi: "If I tell you that it will still be exactly the same as before, I am obviously lying to you, but I will definitely not deliberately alienate you , let alone look at you with colored glasses, you, Ji Mingxi, are the brothers that I, Mo Nanfei, have recognized in this life, and this will not change no matter what happens.” He also recognized it in his previous life, and he silently filled it in his heart. One sentence.

"Then what if," Ji Mingxi put down the barbecue shovel and looked at Mo Nanfei fixedly, "I hope this will change?"

Mo Nanfei looked at the hotness in Ji Mingxi's eyes, and his brain roared.