death is your ghost

For the first time, Yan Qiu felt that he was so close to death, and the protagonist of the accident was not him, but his heart was like lightning and thunder, unable to calm down.Mo Han was lying in the center of the group of onlookers, unable to see the appearance of the accident, but listening to the chattering of people around him, he couldn't help but think about Mo Han's unconscious face and the puddle of blood on his body.

The noisy voice in the ear gradually became clear, and ran out from the dangling edge of his mind, Yan Qiu pushed open the crowded passageway like crazy, causing a lot of blank stares, until he rushed to Mo Han's side, talking nonsense about those unknown situations The person yelled what he was looking at, and then cooperated with the driver who hit him and sent him to the hospital for treatment.

Mo Han was lying in a closed space, his eyes could vaguely see the black ceiling, and there was something hot under his body. He should be lying on the lap of a person who was holding his body tightly and was afraid of hurting him Like, constantly moving his arms.

Is it Chi Yue?He thought, it's just that his head hurts and his forehead hurts too. Mo Han suddenly burst into tears, as if he went back to the day when Chi Yue's accident happened a few months ago, when death was so close to him, he must be very sad too.

"Chi... Yue..." The voice was weak and unknown, and Mo Han didn't even know if he had made a sound. He only instinctively wanted to make sure that the person holding him was still there. When he went so long late, there was nothing there. redeem.

"Chi... Yue...", Mo Han could only move his lips, blood flowed into his eyes, forcing him to close his eyes that he was trying to open, but he didn't want to miss it, in case there was no chance, in case he couldn't change Become a ghost.

"Pool..."

Yan Qiu responded softly, trembling, and said, "Teacher, don't be afraid. I'll take you to the hospital. Don't be afraid."

Mo Han had a splitting headache, as if his insides were mixed with a paste, and he felt a heart-piercing pain when he moved a little. He couldn't help but shed hot tears, which slid down from the corners of his eyes and disappeared into the warm palms of his eyes.

"Teacher, don't cry, you'll be fine, keep going, teacher." Yan Qiu didn't dare to speak loudly, regardless of whether Mo Han could hear him, he just kept telling him, if it wasn't because his wallet was robbed, teacher There will be no car accidents.

I don't know what kind of person the teacher was before, but seeing him bleeding, depressed, calling someone's name, and tears of sadness falling from his eyes, Yan Qiu felt colic in his heart, he had lost his grandfather like this before, On the day of Grandpa's death, they were still in a cold war. Yan Qiu actually knew that she was no longer angry with him, but she was stubborn in her heart and did not want to pull her face off first. The two finally said nothing.

Grandpa's departure brought Yan Qiu's regrets into the soil.

Life cannot be repeated, if you want to cherish it, you must fight against time.

"Teacher, don't be afraid."

After entering the hospital, nurses and doctors were waiting at the door, and they quickly entered the operating room to rescue the patient.

Seeing the door of the operating room being closed, Yan Qiu felt a little relieved. He slumped on a chair in the hospital corridor, took out his mobile phone and called the person Mo Han was talking about.

That person must be very special to Mo Han, Yan Qiu thought carefully, on the way, he took out his mobile phone from Mo Han's jacket pocket, borrowed his fingerprint to unlock it, and kept the screen on all the time.

Now he rummaged through the phone book, found the person who should be named Chi Yue, and called him.

The other end of the phone was quickly connected, and a relaxed and happy voice came: "You are a bit late today, so you won't be stuck on the road."

Yan Qiu tightly gripped the phone in his hand, swallowed and did not speak.

After waiting there for a long time, he tentatively replied, "Hello?"

"Cough... Teacher was in a car accident, can you come here?" Yan Qiu's voice was very dry and hoarse, and just saying these few words felt the pain in his throat.

The other end was only stunned for half a second before reacting quickly, and the phone was hung up unexpectedly.

Yan Qiu knew that that person was crazy, just like himself back then.

After sending the hospital's address to his mobile phone, Yan Qiu slumped on the chair weakly, the red light in the operating room was on, and the world inside was changing and unknown.

He was very afraid to see the scene like that. The doctor came out with blood on his hands, asked who was the family member, and announced that the patient's heartbeat had stopped; his mother was crying very sadly, and his mother's sisters were also crying very sadly, and he hid in a group of people Behind him, his eyes were watering, but he didn't dare to look forward. He knew that if he hadn't been self-willed, his grandfather wouldn't have ran out to find himself who swore "with him and without me" without even wearing glasses.

Mo Han was very kind to him. He studied with him and helped him solve some science problems by the way. He taught him how to fight the most time-saving and labor-saving. Sometimes his mother was too tight. Mo Han knew how to measure and took the initiative to lead him When I came out to make trouble, I didn't fall behind in my studies.

He admired Mo Han very much, he asked his cousin to check Mo Han's background quietly, and found that he was just an orphan, a child without father and mother, so promising, in a way, this is enough to be admirable.

He hoped that the operating room inside would have the best results, he hoped that Mo Han would be fine, and he didn't want to bear another guilt, tired and depressed.

When Chi Yue rushed to the hospital, Mo Han happened to be pushed out of the operating room. His head was wrapped in gauze, and his face was pale and bloodless.

Chi Yue grabbed the single bed and asked the doctor without raising his head: "How is it? How is Mo Han?"

Yan Qiu saw that the knuckles of his hand holding the single bed were turning white, but he didn't seem to feel it, maybe this would relieve some of the pain of worrying about gains and losses.

The doctor took off his mask and said: "The patient suffered a moderate concussion, fractured right wrist, and damaged eyeball mucosa. His condition is basically stable now, and we have fixed the fracture. Next, he will take a good rest and be hospitalized for observation."

Chi Yue pursed his lips tightly, staring at Mo Han and not letting go. He suppressed his emotions extremely, holding back his desire to touch Mo Han's face, sobbing softly.

Yan Qiu also felt uncomfortable and complicated, thanked the doctor softly, followed the nurse and pushed Mo Han into the ward to rest.

The environment of the ward was not bad, Yan Qiu specifically said that he wanted a VIP ward so that Mo Han could recover sooner.

As soon as Chi Yue entered the ward, he sat beside Mo Han's bed without raising his head or saying a word, but just looked at him without blinking or changing his posture.

Yan Qiu felt ashamed and leaned against the corner of the ward, looking at Mo Han's sleeping face and Chi Yue's back.

Later when Yan Qiu's mother came to the hospital, Chi Yue spoke a few words to her, his tone did not mean to blame Yan Qiu, he was only worried about Mo Han, and only hoped that Mo Han would wake up.

Yan Qiu's mother insisted on paying all the medical expenses to Mo Han, and Chi Yue also insisted on refusing, saying that it was not your fault, and I will bear the expenses myself.

Yan Qiu's eyes signaled his mother to stop talking, apologized to Chi Yue, and left the hospital with his mother.

Between life and death between the two, Chi Yue hoped that he would be responsible, and that he would accompany him.

After Yan Qiu left, Chi Yue sat back beside Mo Han again, without saying a word, just watching.

Until sunset, until dark, until dawn, dark, tireless, unwilling to blink.

Sitting like this for four days, at eleven o'clock in the morning, Mo Han's fingers moved a little. Chi Yue was pleasantly surprised to find this change, and carefully moved up to check Mo Han's closed eyes.

The eyes were also shaking slightly, and then the body seemed to wake up, the arms moved, then the chest, and the head looked left and right.

Chi Yue didn't open his throat for a few days, and when he made a sound, it would be terrible, but he didn't care so much, and called softly: "Mo Han? Mo Han?"

Mo Han struggled to open his eyes, then closed them again stimulated by the white light, and snorted impatiently: "Water, thirsty."

Chi Yue didn't do anything here, sat for four days, and the hot water in the ward was left for four days, and he couldn't drink it long ago.

He hurriedly said: "I'll go to another room to borrow some water, you wait for me, Mo Han."

Chi Yue took the water glass and rushed out with unsteady steps, and then folded it back after a minute. The water glass in his hand was full of water, and the water temperature was not hot. He carefully handed it to Mo Han's mouth, and the water soaked his chapped lips , slipped a little into his mouth, and instantly filled his mouth with tender friendship.

With Chi Yue's support, Mo Han finished drinking the water and lay back on the bed. At this time, his eyes could be opened a little, but it was enough to reflect Chi Yue's appearance into his pupils.

Seeing Chi Yue beside him, his heart was always at peace. He didn't know how many days he had been in a coma, but there was a period when he was in the dark and couldn't see anything. Later, Chi Yue appeared, and when he approached him, the surrounding rose There was a raging fire.

"How many days have I been in a coma?"

Chi Yue looked at him with a light smile, as if looking at a precious treasure: "Four days."

"You laugh like that," Mo Han also grinned, but the movement was too big and his head hurt. "So gentle."

"Just wake up, I will laugh like this from now on, don't leave me."

Mo Han's teasing smile disappeared, and he felt that he didn't smile well, so he might as well not smile.

Chi Yue's eyes had a look of impenetrability. Mo Han knew that he had slept by his side for four days, so he must have been by his side for four days.Although Chi Yue's eyes were not red, his face was not tired, and there were no tears in his eyes.

But he knew it, he knew it all.

"Fortunately, I didn't die." Otherwise, I don't know if you have the luck to become a ghost and go back to find you.

Chi Yue leaned lightly against his head, and said in a muffled voice, "I won't die, I won't die."

Mo Han's chin was on Chi Yue's real hair, and the slightly prickly itchiness was reassuring. He is still rejoicing now. Fortunately, the car that hit him was not fast, otherwise, he would never have seen the hot sun. .

During the tender moment between the two, a nurse came in to make rounds, and found that Mo Han woke up and no one called the doctor to come and see.

"Don't you know how to ring the bell when you wake up? What if you have any questions?"

Chi Yue was thrown aside. The nurse went to the bed and took a quick look. He pressed a few places on Mo Han's head and asked him if it hurt. Talk less and rest more, so that you can get better quickly. Hey, why are you still here, you have to eat even if you don’t rest. "

Chi Yue said, "I'm fine."

"Okay, I'm going out, I have to ring the bell, he just woke up and can't eat, I'll come over and give him glucose in a while."

"Okay, sorry to bother you."

After the nurse left, Mo Han's pupils moved with Chi Yue's movement, Chi Yue turned around and found him looking at himself, sitting on the chair beside the bed and asked, "What's wrong?"

Mo Han pouted: "It's nothing, I just feel sad."

There is guilt for being busy with Chi Yue, and the touch that he is always by his side, and the temperature passed by the hands that accompany him is so sad, he is so good to himself, and he almost missed it in this life. .

Chi Yue kissed the back of his hand and said, "When you are well, I will cook a lot of delicious food for you when I go back. I swear, I will throw away all the coriander that I bought secretly, and I won't put it in every dish."

Mo Han slightly enlarged his eyes: "No wonder, I just said that your cooking is not that bad."

"sorry."

Chi Yue was half blindfolded. He wanted to cry, but his surface was still calm.There is a string in Chi Yue's heart, holding the red thread in Mo Han's heart. The reason why he said sorry was not because of guilt, but because of gratitude. He was grateful to God for not taking Mo Han's life. When he saw him again, he just wanted to Hating yourself for love is not enough.

Mo Han's eyelashes trembled, and he opened his mouth: "Kiss me."

Without the slightest hesitation, Chi Yue got up and bent over, pecking carefully on his head.

Mo Han's physique is very good, and his body recovered quickly. When the nurses came to check him a few times ago, they directly removed the gauze from his head, and only asked him not to do strenuous exercise or overuse his brain.

When Yan Qiu came, he didn't dare to come in. Chi Yue saw it with sharp eyes and said to Mo Han, "Is it your student?"

Mo Han glanced sideways at the door, and shouted: "Yan Qiu, come in or not?"

Yan Qiu leaned against the cool tiles outside the ward, let out a long breath, and walked in with a calm expression.

"teacher."

He handed the flowers for Mo Han to Chi Yue, and Chi Yue put them on the bedside table for him, and gave him the stool to sit on.

Yan Qiu waved his hands and stood talking to Mo Han. "Teacher, I'm sorry."

Mo Han shook his head and said, "Robbery is no small matter, so you don't need to apologize. By the way, have you called the police yet?"

Hearing this, Yan Qiu seemed a little happy. He said: "The robber didn't seem to have run far at the time. He was frightened when he saw you in a car accident. He found me a few days ago and said he would return all the money to me. Just beg me not to call the police and let him live."

"You did?"

"He said that it was because his family couldn't get rid of the pot, and there were three children who had to go to school, so he had a bad idea because of extreme extremes, so I didn't pursue it..."

Mo Han nodded: "Just take the bag back, it's up to you how to deal with it."

While they were chatting, Chi Yue boiled hot water, poured some into the basin, scrubbed the towel, wrung it dry and wiped Mo Han's face, his movements were gentle and indescribably beautiful.

Yan Qiu suddenly thought of the name that Mo Han called in a daze that day in the car, and the owner of that name took good care of him. Is there any story between them?

Yan Qiu moved closer to Mo Han's hospital bed, and said, "Teacher, I have something to tell you."

Mo Han nodded.

"My grandfather died in a car accident. He gave me almost all his love, but the day he left, I was still in a cold war with him. I was very sad. There was always a knot in my heart. The more I wanted to untangle it, the more entangled it became. Tight, I know that no matter what I do, I can’t make up for him, just like holding you in the car that day, I’m back to the feeling at that time, I’m scared, because if something happens to you, it must be because of me, I I feel depressed, and I want to make it up to you."

Chi Yue looked at him with his eyes from time to time, and the movements of his hands did not stop.Mo Han stretched out his hand to Chi Yue, and Chi Yue turned over gently, and wiped it carefully with a damp and hot towel.

"Yan Qiu, about your grandfather, I know you regret it, but it's different from my situation. I'll help anyone. I've always told you this. It's like fighting. Fighting hard is the most important thing. First, being able to establish one's own prestige among a group of people is also an important step to gain a foothold, and responsibility is very important. You feel guilty to me, but you impose the cause of the problem on yourself, making yourself afraid that you will repeat the same mistakes, but I Are you still alive? People go away, he may go far away, he may go to another world, but whenever you are uncomfortable, if you look into his eyes, he must also be looking at you."

"If you hold on too tightly, it's like being entangled in water plants, sinking forever into the bottom of the water, living and suppressing, what you lose is doomed, think about it, you must still have the support of a life full of fighting spirit."

"What is support?" Yan Qiu didn't understand.

Mo Han smiled: "That day I recognized you as him, I kept calling his name, my mind was full of him, I was worried that I would die, so I used him to support me to live, seeing He was sad and happy."

Yan Qiu looked up at the busy Chi Yue and said, "Teacher, do you like him?"

"It's all love, there's nothing to deny."

It's hard for Yan Qiu to imagine that in today's society where people are viewed with colored glasses, it's rare for someone to ignore the rumors and sway their love under the sun, making it full of color.

It must be both sad and happy.

Yan Qiu's heart throbbed. "Teacher, you are so happy."

After wiping Mo Han's body, Chi Yue said to Yan Qiu, "Thank you, you will be happy in the future."

Yan Qiu finally showed a smile: "Thank you, Master."

Chi Yue's eyes widened when he heard the sound, and Mo Han laughed out loud.

Yan Qiu said boldly: "I know that my wife will definitely obey the teacher's system, but my teacher's listening is not as good as my teacher's."

"You can talk." Chi Yue raised his head and drank the cold water.

I stayed in the hospital for [-] days, and the summer vacation is coming to an end. The freshman registration for F University also started today, but Mo Han is still in the hospital, and the doctor refuses to let him out. They think they should observe for a few more days to prevent sequelae.

Mo Han was very anxious, but Chi Yue agreed with the doctor's point of view and persuaded Mo Han to stay in the hospital. He could contact the teacher of F University and ask for sick leave. He would go back to class after the injury recovered.

The heartless one in Chi Nan, Mo Han didn't come to visit when he was sick, but he helped Mo Han a lot in terms of admission.

"I've already applied, and the teacher agreed. My brother and I are in the same class, and he doesn't have to go for 20 days of military training."

Chi Yue hung up the phone and passed the news to Mo Han. There was no need for military training at the beginning of school. Mo Han smiled wryly and was really grateful for the sudden car accident.

"This way you have another 20 days of vacation." Chi Yue said.

"Yes, but I have been sick for more than a month, and my salary is gone."

Chi Yue rubbed his head with a smile, little guy, he knows money.