My brother is so strong, I am also disappointed

I decided to continue to test his bottom line. Thinking about it, I have been beaten for a whole meal, and I haven't gained anything yet. Isn't it a loss?I want him to know he shouldn't hit me!Make him regret losing me!

I coughed twice more, and said with difficulty: "Today...Cuishan Bieyuan, what I said was all lies...I met my mother in Qianchongxue, she told me everything, I just don't want you to die... ..."

I didn't dare to look up at Xia Yu's expression. If I accidentally revealed my truth, I might really be hammered to death by him here.

He said, "Why did you lie to me that you were healed?"

"..."

I didn't lie to him!The sword wound on my chest is healed!It's just that my current physical condition is not as good as before.But I don't really want to tell him that I don't have internal strength now, we are still in Qianchongxue, one thing more is worse than one thing less.And I just said that I don't want him to die, why didn't he react at all?He didn't follow my words at all!

Xia Yu pointed to the welt marks on my body and asked, "What's the matter with these wounds on your body?"

Which pot is not open and which pot is lifted, brother!Can I say that this is severely beaten?This is Jinmeitan!

I can only answer: "Mother has already avenged me." I pulled back the clothes that were still open and wrapped them up, so as to be warmer.

"Are you cold?" Xia Yu's voice sounded puzzled.

"Cold." I gave up. Maybe he and I really couldn't have a good conversation. If he didn't answer my words, I couldn't answer his words either.I still have a lot of things to explain to him, but the atmosphere makes me not know how to speak.

Xia Yu suddenly realized his conscience and pulled up the quilt to cover me.He sat with his back against the wall, and I leaned into his arms without moving, only to hear him say again: "You shouldn't come."

"It's all coming."

"People always die."

"You won't die."

Xia Yu fell silent again, and when he spoke again, he was not angry. He was uncharacteristically low but very calm: "Damn me."

I sensed his emotions and looked up at him, maybe because the sky was too dark and the moonlight was not clear enough, I couldn't understand his expression.

He asked me, "Do you know how much blood is on my hands?"

I said, "You once said that too much compassion is not good."

Xia Yu just shook his head: "At that time, Qian Chongxue committed evil, and I killed them to eliminate harm, so it was not a matter of mercy. But what did I do later? I might as well tell you today—the innocent people who died in the Hongyan Society , I killed them all, I let Yan Jiu go, I also bit you, pushed these things to you, and almost killed you too, I have long since deviated from my original intention, what did you say to hold a pen and hold a sword, How can I have the face to meet the ancestors of the Xia family now."

"But you didn't say that you asked Yan Twelve and Feng Dafu to save me."

If I did these things and told Xia Yu, he might hand me the sword and let me kill it myself so as not to embarrass the family.But he spoke to me in such a tone as if he could commit suicide at any time, but I couldn't stand on the side of justice.

He did bad things, but I didn't want him to die, and I tried my best to find a reason to persuade him not to die, which shows that I am not a good person.

Xia Yu smiled suddenly, and the smile only stayed for a moment before he put it away. He said: "Even if you put aside your sword and write, beheading the world to be evil is the chivalry I once yearned for. But I have come to this day At this step, I have become a villain myself, how can I live?"

I was a little sad: "You are for me? Just for the promise with father? Are you stupid?"

Xia Yu said indifferently: "Don't give yourself money, you are stupid."

He really can't speak, but I didn't want to get angry with him at this time, and said: "I don't want you to die."

Xia Yu added, "I said a long time ago that no one can decide my path."

This sentence is like a lead that ignites me, I really can't take it anymore, how long will he be self-righteous!He also just lives in his own world!Did he touch himself?Has he despised himself?He is not as hard to think about as I am!

I threw off the quilt abruptly, broke free from his arms, straightened up and punched him in the face with all my strength.

"Then you can decide my path? You're willing to die and die, what about me?! I should follow your wishes and let go of everything and live?! Do you treat me as a human being? Why do you think I let go? Can I go?! In your eyes, am I the same as those grasses, trees and stones outside?!"

Xia Yu was beaten to the side of his head by me, but I still hadn't calmed down. I grabbed his arm and pushed him down. I rode on him and punched him again: "You are the one who is chivalrous! You are the one who is moral! It is your quality It is so noble that even pine, bamboo, plum orchids would be ashamed of themselves!"

I put my hands on both sides of his shoulders, and announced loudly condescendingly: "I'll tell you today! You think so well! If you die, you will give me all the mess? Don't even think about it! I will throw my hands away for the rest of my life and wait for death Can do anything!"

Xia Yu slowly turned his face back, his eyes focused again, he raised his hand, grabbed my neck and threw me off, against the wall.

I thought he was going to fight back, and I was too scared to open my eyes.But after a long time, his fist did not come down, and he let go of the hand that was pinching me. I opened my eyes quietly, and saw him kneeling in front of me with his head bowed, with one hand on my shoulder and the other hanging on his body. side.

He said softly: "Then what should I do? I deserve to die, I won't die, how can I explain to those who died under my sword in vain? They didn't deserve to die, the head of the Liu family, the girls of Feihuamen, they actually... You did nothing wrong. There are also two guards from Li Xingyun Chapter 6, those brothers, they don’t deserve to die, one of them is called Liang Zhien and the other is called Liang Zhihui, and there are only two brothers in their family. There is a sister who is 15 years old and is ready to marry."

"elder brother……"

"Later, I gave their mother enough money and prepared a dowry for their younger sister. They all said that their brothers prepared it for the family. But how can I make up for it? Dead people can't live... At first I thought I killed I am the villain of Qian Chongxue, I use my sword to eliminate evil, and I have righteousness in my heart, but now? I am after all for self-interest..."

For the first time, I heard him say almost in a daze: "I don't know what to do except to fight my life with my life."

What can I do?I don't know either. My mentality is no better than his. My guilt for doing these things is overwhelming. How can I comfort him?

After all, they are ordinary people, and they can't wash away the dust of their debts.

Taking life for life won't help, it's just one more death.

I said: "You have to admit that you did this for me. If you want to die, I will die. I am the burden that has been on your heart for these years. If you want to die, then I will come. At least you have to kill me." The power of evil, if you want to atone for your sins, then you should live."

Xia Yu didn't even raise his head: "You're dead, what's the point of me doing all this?"

Then he admits it, and what weighs on his heart is still that incident at the beginning. This may have become his inner demon, and he has been stuck in it for a long time. How can he maintain his own heart?

We are all so wrong, death is a relief, but I still want to bring him back to the world full of selfishness.

I said: "You are dead, no one will protect me, no one will buy me sweet-scented osmanthus cake, and I will not be able to survive."

Xia Yu was half shocked and half disgusted: "You can't live without osmanthus cake? You don't know how to buy it yourself?"

I just gave an example, why can't he understand my affection and deep meaning?He always talks like this, if not for his good martial arts, he would have been beaten to death [-] times!

I simply started to play tricks, put my arms around his neck, and said in his ear with a fierce tone: "I don't care, if you die in front of me, I will wipe your neck immediately, and I will catch up before you reach the Naihe bridge." You, reincarnate with you, and will be your brother in the next life, looking for trouble for you every day, annoying you and angering you."

Xia Yu frowned: "Are you threatening me?"

I said confidently: "Yes!"

Xia Yu hesitated for a while, and finally sighed: "It's up to me now, my meridians and internal breath are disordered, and it's true that I won't live long."

Chapter 100 Distorted Human Nature!Why do two brothers take off their pants at the same time?My brother said it was based on the book...

Song Mingguang's martial arts mentality is called "Baichuan Guihai", which is harmonious and inclusive, and can integrate different mentalities and internal forces under his own control.The deeper the internal force, the faster it circulates in the limbs and bones, the stronger the power, and it can even be retracted freely, continuously flowing and rotating around the body to form a wave of wind blades, which can be both offensive and defensive without weapons.

The so-called hundreds of rivers have different origins, but they all belong to the sea.

How difficult it is to gather the spirit of hundreds of rivers into the sea of ​​one person!But Song Mingguang did it.

Then this "source" is very intriguing.Where does his inner strength come from, and how does he use it?

Song Mingguang's internal strength comes from his opponents, his enemies, and his subordinates.In the process of his commanding the martial arts, almost all the people he defeated disappeared from the rivers and lakes, and the masters of the sects who obeyed him changed after a short while.

However, no one has always cared about the stories of the defeated and the obedient, and no one will explore what is going on behind the palm that blocks the sky and the sun.

Song Mingguang's Baichuanguihai has been practiced to great success in this way.It is a good thing to have few enemies, but it is a pity that he has married many wives in his life, and now he has passed the age of hearing, and he has only one son, Song Tianyi, who is still mentally weak, and no one can inherit his mantle.But he did not give up. For 30 years, he has been looking for someone to teach Song Tianyi his skills and teach him the mind method of returning to the sea from all rivers.But imparting qigong is not self-cultivation after all. Song Tianyi has accumulated deep internal energy in his body, but he has never been able to use it. In the past two years, something has gone wrong. The meridians are like ants and insects gnawing bones and sucking marrow, not only painful, but also life-threatening.

Song Mingguang approached Xia Yu, half begging and half threatening to let him save Song Tianyi.

The Nine Mountains School's Sword Jue mental method starts with tranquility, and it is very difficult to practice deeply, but it is very stable after practice, so stable that it can suppress other internal forces in the body for a long time, and then wear them out little by little.

Xia Yu took my hand and put it on his wrist, motioning for me to feel his pulse.

I found his pulse condition, and even though I don't understand medical principles at all, I can clearly feel the turbulent internal force in his meridians constantly rampaging.

I couldn't help clenching his hand: "...does it hurt?"

"After a long time, I don't feel much anymore," he said.

"Is there a solution?"

"no."

Xia Yu stored a lot of internal forces that Song Tianyi passed on to him, which could not be reconciled with Baichuanguihai.Originally, Xia Yu could still rely on his own internal strength to wear down and fuse the extra internal strength and turn it into his own use, so Xia Yu's internal strength also increased extremely quickly in a short period of time.But no matter how strong his own internal force is, it is no match for the new internal force injected into the meridians after a period of time. It is too late to transform, and the unusable internal force accumulates. The external internal force will compete with his own internal force for the territory of the meridians. Under the struggle between the two sides, Xia Yu's meridians could not bear the continuous impact and were naturally damaged even more.

I also knew that this situation was unsolvable, but it was even more sad to hear him say it himself.It is neither poison nor trauma, how to solve it?Exhausting his internal strength like me may save his life, but he will never allow himself to lose all his martial arts!It is impossible for him not to know this method, but he probably has never considered this way at all. He has always regarded martial arts more than his life.

Wait, like me, let go of your inner strength?

I don't have any internal energy now, but he can't bear so much internal energy through the meridians, what if he gave me the extra ones?Anyway, my meridians are empty, even if my meridians have not been widened to his level, but I am such a big person, and I used to have internal strength, so I can bear a lot, right?

Maybe it works!If he can control it the best, he will only pass on the part of Baichuanguihai to me, even if I can no longer practice Nine Mountains Sword Jue, it is worth my martial arts to exchange his life.If he can't control which internal force it is, let me take the part that is crowded in his meridians, and he can use the sword formula to slowly transform and consume the rest, but it will take longer, and his martial arts have been slightly damaged recently , not too bad for him.

Originally, the offensive and defensive forms of the Nine Mountains Sword Jue could not be passed on to each other, so it happened that I was carrying the nameless form for Xia Yu!

Right time and place and people!

I am such a genius!

I was so excited that I eagerly wanted to take him for a try. We are twin brothers, and it might be easier to communicate with each other. If he succeeds, he won't have to die!

But it turns out that people should not be too excited, too excited to make mistakes.

I might want to say "Brother, let's practice the sword art together", or maybe I want to say "Brother, we can practice the sword art together", but I was so excited at that time that I lost the word "Jian Jue" Blunted: "Brother, let's double cultivate!"

And I said at the time that I didn't realize my slip of the tongue, but when I thought I could save him, my heart was full of enthusiasm, I jumped up enduring the pain, turned around and took off my pants.

It’s all my mother’s fault for hiding things in a whimsical way all day long. She said that for safety’s sake, she sewed the Hongyan pen into her fake chest, and said that the book was inconvenient to carry, so she forced me to copy the nameless formula with silk and sewed it in for me. The inner layer of the pants, if I want to take it out now, I have to take off my pants!

Of course, I don't mind taking off my pants in front of Xia Yu, and I don't think he minds either. I took a special look at it when we took a shower together. We are the same, everywhere.

When I took off my trousers and threw them to Xia Yu, wanting him to pick apart the stitches with a sword and take out the nameless style, I realized that he had taken off his trousers too.

He also looked at me without speaking, with a serious expression on his face.

I don't know what's wrong with him, it's very embarrassing for me to be speechless for a while.

I try to break the ice: "Why are you taking off your pants?"

He said, "You're all off."

I felt strange: "Why do you have to take it off after I take it off? Do you also have a secret manual in your pants?"

Xia Yu's face turned redder and redder, and he hesitated to speak.Why is he still shy?Can't it?Don't you just take off your pants?

He hesitated and said, "Didn't you say you want to double cultivate with me?"

It was only then that I realized that I had said something wrong just now, but I didn't expect him to take it seriously? !What did he think I was going to do with him!In his heart, double cultivation doesn't mean that, does it?He must have thought of something against the laws of nature and ethics with this look, right? !Why did he agree and take off his pants? !

I feel that this slip of the tongue is an unforgivable bad thing: "The double cultivation I said is not what you think."

He said, "Do you have other meanings when you say double cultivation?"

Why is there no other meaning?The orthodox so-called dual-cultivation method is for individuals to cultivate both mind and body, contemplate their spirit internally, and forge their body externally!The rest of those who equate this word with intercourse art are crooked. It's just a legend that it exists, but I haven't heard anyone really practice it like this!

What I know, doesn't Xia Yu know?Or does he think that when I write a storybook, uttering this word must be the kind that is often written in a storybook novel?

Brother, wake up!This kind of thing is written in the storybook just to describe a erotic scene logically!Most of them are fake!

I haven't figured out how to correct him in a tactful and embarrassing way, but he said, "It's always written like that in your books."

I was taken aback: "My book?"

I swear to God I never wrote anything like this!

He said, "The book "My Brother Is the Leader of the Demon Cult" in your room."

I was struck by lightning on the spot.

What the hell!When did I collect this kind of book? !I do not know how!Even if I accidentally brought it back, why did he dig it out and read it!

This is not over yet, he continued: "This is the first part. It doesn't have much content about double cultivation. It just means that their brothers have cultivated a unique mental method. Every time they practice double cultivation, they can improve their skills together. The second part is called "I "Two or three things about double cultivation with the elder brother of the leader" has written a lot of details about double cultivation, and the third part is not finished..."

"Okay, don't say any more. I really just missed two words by slip of the tongue!" I quickly interrupted Xia Yu, and I was going to blush if he continued.

I probably know what this is. I am afraid that it is something that a Mr. Huaben I know far away in southern Xinjiang sent me to taste and learn from each other.

The gentleman always said in his letters that the erotic dramas I wrote were not fragrant enough, not full of tricks, and that people would not be interested in watching them. One day, he simply sent me a large package of his books and asked me to learn from them.Regarding the writing of the storybook articles, I was somewhat arrogant and arrogant. I felt that his writing was too straightforward and unsightly. There are also stories about brothers, sisters and sisters mixed in all kinds of messes. I couldn't see it, but after all, it was a gift from others, so I didn't have the nerve to throw it away, so I just put it on the bottom of the bookshelf to collect dust. It was a coincidence that Xia Yu gave it to me I saw it!Look at the south wind!Also read two!I still can't forget that the third book is not finished!Why is he rummaging through my things again!Did he watch something else? !

Although Xia Yu didn't wear pants, and although his face was very red, he was still calm. He frowned and asked, "Then what did you mean?"

I threw my trousers to him and said, "I have a copy of the Nine Mountains Sect's Shuangxiu that was almost lost... No! The Two-person Sword Art was sewn into my trousers by my mother. You unravel the thread and use that method to activate your internal force." Practice a few more times, maybe you can communicate with my internal energy, and after the exchange, you can pass on those indigestible Baichuan inner energy to me, so that you will not die."

Xia Yu was slowly removing the stitches, but stopped when he heard it, and said firmly, "No!"

"Why? This can save your life!" I couldn't believe it, he was willing to take off his pants and double cultivate with me, why wouldn't he want to communicate with my internal energy!

"What about you?! Do you know how much Baichuan Guihai will damage your cultivation!" Xia Yu said.

Oh, blame me, I forgot to tell him that I have no internal strength now, and there is nothing to hurt at all.

I said, "I'm fine, I don't have any internal strength now."

Changing Xia Yu this time was like thunder, and he didn't speak for a long time.