My brother is so strong, I am also disappointed

Xia Yu heard that I am silent now that I have no internal strength. Could it be that he dislikes me and disdains me as a fellow practitioner but is too embarrassed to say so?

I explained: "I just want you to share some of your internal energy with me at this time to reduce your burden. I don't want to use you to improve my own skills, nor do I want you to practice with me alone from now on. You don't have to think too much about it. many."

Xia Yu asked, "Did you lose your internal strength because of my sword?"

"No way." I thought about it, mainly because Twelve asked Feng Dafu to bury those few needles for me.

"why?"

"It's... It's hard to say." This is the end of the matter. Anyway, my internal strength is gone, and I really don't want Xia Yu and Twelve to fight again.

Xia Yu fell into deep thought again. After beating me tonight, he was always hesitant. He kept silent and stared at the void for a long time.

Could it be that my punches made him stupid?No way?Isn't it a big deal that Twelve has been beaten so many times?

I was thinking about hitting him on the left side of the cheek just now, and if a few more punches on the right side of the cheek can make him look more normal, I heard him say in a low voice, "I'm sorry."

Mother!Xia Yu actually apologized to me? !

It's a lifetime!The iron tree is blooming!The sun rises in the west and sets in the east!He actually said sorry to me himself!In the past, he only admitted that something was his fault at most, but he never apologized directly!

How many surprises does he have for me tonight?

I'm very happy now, but he looks very sad, so I'm too embarrassed to be too obvious, so I'm a little bit reserved: "When the internal strength is gone, it's gone. Isn't this just going to help you?"

We were kneeling and sitting face to face, but Xia Yu suddenly straightened up and hugged me tightly, and said again and again, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry."

I even heard him sobbing.

I was frightened, the joy just now was gone, I didn't understand why he was apologizing, just because of that sword?But I am still alive now, I have understood his reasons long ago, and I have not blamed him, and what I cared about he forcefully did what I chose, and vented his anger with those two fists, without even mentioning it again Why did he cry all of a sudden?

The usually lofty head of the sect, my family's indifferent sword wielder, my fierce and disrecognizable elder brother, suddenly hugged me and cried, for the first time in history!Although I don't want to understand the reason, don't I have to comfort me?

I also hugged him back and patted his back lightly, but without talking like this, I always felt that I was coaxing the child, so I said: "Don't worry, let's practice the nameless pose after you finish crying, okay? ?”

After I finished speaking, I felt more like coaxing a child.

Xia Yu choked again, but said firmly, "No."

This kid is so nasty I really want to fork him out.

He added: "Even if you can communicate with each other, you can't bear the pain."

I'm not convinced now, he can bear it, but I can't?I said, "I can."

He still insisted: "If your meridian can't withstand the temporary impact, it may break, so it can't be done."

This person cannot be persuaded, and it is impossible not to play tricks on him.

I'm about to start acting again: "You just said you're sorry for me, but now you don't want to take responsibility, don't you? You're going to die if you don't teach me the exercises, so who will protect me when you die? I don't have any internal strength, I'm weak and pitiful And helpless, anyone can slap me and kick me to death, Song Mingguang will definitely kill me again! I can't survive! You still don't agree to take this only way to survive, do you have any conscience! You I'm sorry for the sorry sentence just now!"

Xia Yu said, "It really hurts."

I said: "It hurts even if you stabbed me with a sword! Haven't I managed to bear it? And since you stabbed me, I feel that I am not afraid of any pain anymore!"

He blocked me with one sentence: "Then when I beat you just now, you screamed like a pig."

Then I can't say that I just told him to let him act softly!What's the point!There's no reason to talk to Xia Yu at all!

I picked up the trousers that fell on the side and threw them on his face: "So what if it hurts! It hurts so much! You still look down on me! Are you trying to piss off your handsome and considerate brother? Don't you Are you willing to be obedient to me from now on, and just say sorry a few times, can it be worth the bullying you have done to me all these years?"

Xia Yu silently picked up the pair of trousers, pulled out the broken sword, and with a single stroke of the sword, opened the dense row of stitches sewn by my mother, pulled out the piece of silk full of words, and finally remembered to put his own He picked up his trousers and put them on, got out of bed and walked to the window to watch by the moonlight.

I also put my pants back on and lay down. I don't want to experience such an embarrassing misunderstanding again.

Xia Yu was watching Wumingshi, and I recalled all our conversations tonight, from him searching me, then beating me, to finally talking, I beating him too, after all the twists and turns, he finally agreed to live, Am I really saving him?

I buried my face in the quilt and secretly rejoiced. I knew something that Fang Qingyu didn't know, I heard his apology to me, and I saw his ordinary side of a "human" in the mortal world.

My brother, like me, is not a god, not a piece of iron without emotion.

Not long after, Xia Yu turned around and came back, saying, "We can start."

I was surprised: "So fast? Don't you have to practice again?"

He said: "It's just a fusion and improvement of the previous mental methods. The sequence and connection are different. There are more derivations, but the basic things are there."

Hey, I didn't notice it when I practiced, why is my brother so good?

Xia Yu and I meditate facing each other, with our palms facing each other. From this posture, it seems that there is a mirror in front of me, and what is reflected is myself.

Before I started, I asked one last question: "So why on earth did you take off your pants when you heard me say double cultivation? You don't really plan to...with me, do you?"

Xia Yu choked up, hesitated for a long time, and finally said it: "I thought...you thought I was going to die, and wanted to use my skills to improve before I died. I think I'm going to die anyway, and the rules and ethics don't matter. Even if you use the tonic method written in the book, it is good to improve you..."

I almost jumped up on the spot to beat him again!Am I this kind of person in his mind?Does he think I've gone astray?Should I be touched again that he is still so tolerant to me? !

After I asked this question that made me regret, he also gave me the final instruction: "If you can't hold on, just call it stop."

I quickly said: "But as long as I don't yell to stop, no matter how loud I yell, you don't care about me, just treat it as me being hypocritical."

At the same time, we started to practice the nameless mental method. I concentrated the only little internal energy in my left hand and sent it to his right hand tentatively. He concentrated the internal energy in his right hand and sent it to my left.

It seems that I am not wrong, we are connected by blood, the meridians are naturally connected, and the exchange of internal energy is also very easy.

After the initial attempt, I stopped sending him internal energy, and he gradually increased the speed of giving me internal energy.The meridian was gradually opened by the mixed internal force, it really hurts, but I can bear it.

I endured it all the time, gritted my teeth and closed my eyes without saying a word. I was afraid that if I made a sound, I would disturb Xia Yu.

Suddenly he shouted: "Get out!"

Of course I won't let go easily, but at this moment, all his internal energy is out of control. It was under his control before, part of the internal energy he gave me was from all rivers returning to the sea, and part of it was his own, but now he can't suppress it anymore Don't live in the part where all the rivers return to the sea.

The tyrannical internal force in his body that doesn't belong to him rushed straight into the meridians of my left hand, and then rushed to other parts of my body along the left hand. My limbs and bones were immediately like a knife and an axe, and they were washed and tempered by fire.Even a small circle of wind formed around his right hand, locking our hands together, and now the opposite hand is inseparable!

I can't help it, I can't bear this pain personally. When Xia Yu hit me, I purposely called him and cried for him, but at this time I really didn't want to make a sound, but I couldn't control myself.I couldn't hold back the screams, I couldn't hold back the tears, and I couldn't gather my spirit. I bowed my head for a while, and looked up for a while, only knowing how to cry meaninglessly, but I still controlled the last reason not to shout the word "stop" .

In a trance, I saw Xia Yu shouting something to me, but I couldn't hear it clearly. My left hand and his right hand were together, unable to move or separate. When it hurts, the left hand is the one that suffers the most.Xia Yu looked anxious, and even drew out the sword with his free left hand, and raised it high to chop off at his right hand!

Is it okay to go down with this sword? !I threw myself forward with all my strength and threw myself into his arms, with my right hand hanging around his neck, separating his left and right hands with my body.

I got closer to him, and finally heard him say: "Get out of your hands! Stop! Stop!"

How can stop?If I can't absorb this internal force, will he take it back and wait for the backlash to die? His already injured meridian may rupture on the spot!In this situation, he will die if he stops!Never stop!

I was so delirious with the pain that I had only one thought: "Don't stop! Don't stop!"

But gradually, I couldn't hear anything. I panicked and yelled not to stop, but I didn't know if I made a sound.

Not long after, I couldn't see clearly anymore, and the sky was about to dawn, but it was pitch black in front of my eyes.

I had a pain in my chest, and I couldn't help coughing. It seemed that I had a few mouthfuls of blood, but I couldn't even taste a trace of blood.

Until I completely lost consciousness, I didn't know whether we succeeded or failed this time. Did I open a way out for him?