beloved does not come back

"Are you... all right these two days? You didn't pick up your phone when you called." He Sheng came directly to Yu Lang's house, his eyes darting back and forth between Lang and Jiang Tianxiao.

"It's okay, I'm doing a little favor for my colleagues at school, and I forgot to charge my phone." Yu Lang put down his handbag.

"Then... okay," He Sheng took out his mobile phone and put it in front of Yu Lang: "Han Tao called 15."

Yu Lang nodded: "15 is 15, probably so that he can feel better."

He Sheng seemed to hesitate for a moment, and then asked: "Do you need to ask Xiao Jiang to send some money to the family?"

Yu Lang didn't speak.

The scene was extremely embarrassing.

"Hey," He Sheng had no choice but to turn his head to look at Jiang Tianxiao abruptly: "Do you need to send money to the family?"

"No, no, no need," Jiang Tianxiao answered bravely, "Teacher Yu... gave me [-] before."

"Oh, that's good." He Sheng's tone was also dry: "Then I'll go first..."

"He Sheng." Yu Lang said suddenly.

He Sheng turned to look at Yu Lang.

"During this time, you are here to teach Jiang Tianxiao spiritual skills."

"Me?" He Sheng stared round his eyes: "You let me teach such a good seedling? I'm sure I can't teach you as well as you!"

"Let me teach you." Yu Lang walked straight to his bedroom with a cold face.

Jiang Tianxiao and He Sheng were left looking at each other in the living room.

"You bastard," He Sheng lowered his voice, "How did you offend Yu Lang? Let me tell you, Yu Lang is a bit serious, but he definitely won't do things like dumping money!"

"..."

"Say it!" He Sheng pinched Jiang Tianxiao's shoulders like he was catching a chicken: "This atmosphere is too weird——uh, Teacher Yu."

Jiang Tianxiao raised his eyes when he heard the sound, and saw Yu Lang standing expressionlessly at the door of the bedroom.

"Jiang Tianxiao," Yu Lang looked at him coldly, his eyes as cold as iron: "I will pretend that I didn't hear what you said, and if there is another time, you will get out."

After finishing speaking, he looked at He Sheng: "Don't ask any more."

Jiang Tianxiao lowered his head and was speechless, He Sheng sighed quietly and left.

At three o'clock in the morning, Jiang Tianxiao tossed and turned, unable to sleep.He thought even if Yu Lang didn't like me at all—then why couldn't he simply reject me?Why do you force me to take back what I said in such a rude way?

Could it be that I don't even have the qualifications to be rejected?

may be.

A deep sense of loss that he hadn't felt for a long time surged into his heart again. Before, Jiang Tianxiao would feel lost when he thought that he had nothing. This city was like a cold door, closed to him forever.Later, when he reunited with Yu Lang, in just a few months, his life had undergone a huge change that he couldn't imagine—he found that he seemed to be no longer there, so lonely.

But like a frog, he gradually became dizzy in the soft warm water, and couldn't help it for a while, so he cut open his soft heart and showed it to Yu Lang.When I was in a trance for the past three days, Jiang Tianxiao even thought, it would be great if I could bring Yu Lang into my chest like in "A Chinese Journey to the West". I could point to my beating heart and tell him, you heard Is it because of you that it jumps so fast.

However, he didn't even have the qualifications to be rejected.

Jiang Tianxiao fixedly looked at the tree shadows outside the window. He thought that Wuhan is very good. There are green leaves in autumn and winter. When the wind blows, it can make some noise in the silent night, which just covers up his chest. The sound of clattering.

——Sigh, what are you doing so pretentiously, isn't it Yu Lang who said "the next time you'll get out", don't you tell me to get out now, and I'll just hide those little thoughts in the future.

Comforting himself in this way, Jiang Tianxiao turned over again.

"Ah——Teacher Yu!"

Jiang Tianxiao jumped up from the bed in fright.

Yu Lang was wearing a white pajamas, standing straight at the door of the room.

The faint moonlight hit his face, but it was half covered by the shadow of the door frame. Jiang Tianxiao could only see Yu Lang's straight nose and lips stretched into a line.

His beautiful black and white eyes were hidden in the darkness.

It was better for Yu Langkong to take action, otherwise his appearance and a knife would basically be the scene of the crime.

"Jiang Tianxiao," Yu Lang walked into the room slowly and stood beside Jiang Tianxiao's bed: "Let's talk."

"...Okay." Jiang Tianxiao wanted to add another sentence, Mr. Yu, please sit down, but after thinking about it for a second, he felt that Yu Lang probably didn't want to sit on his bed.

"Let me explain the next arrangement to you first," Yu Lang said in a calm voice, "He Sheng is just teaching you for a period of time, ranging from a few days to half a month, because I have some things to deal with. My business is over. , I’ll come back and teach you spiritual arts.”

Jiang Tianxiao nodded, feeling a little more at ease in his heart.

Yu Lang didn't kick me away on purpose.

"Then," Yu Lang paused and sighed, "Tell me about your... words that day."

Jiang Tianxiao silently clenched the quilt in his hand.

"First, I didn't think you would have those thoughts. I don't know if my care for you gave you some... illusions. If so, then I have to make it clear to you. Now we are fighting Shen Shen together. Yuanmen, and I am older than you, so it is my duty to take care of you, there is no other reason."

"I--"

"You let me finish," Yu Lang interrupted Jiang Tianxiao: "Second, I must tell you clearly that I don't like men, so I can't even talk about having... any emotion related to love for you. So whether we No matter what the relationship is, it is impossible for us to have any results. Third, at least before we completely give up on Shen Yuanmen and you, we must fight side by side, and there is He Sheng, so I don't want to hinder you because of some other things. Our...cooperation, do you understand?"

Jiang Tianxiao lowered his head deeply, and let out a laugh: "Teacher Yu, didn't you say that you were on my side before, why now it's - cooperation -."

Yu Lang sighed: "You understand what I mean, we are in the same camp, don't get entangled in these things. Jiang Tianxiao, do you understand what I say?"

"Understood..." Jiang Tianxiao's nose was sore, he thought Jiang Tianxiao, you are so fucking worthless, but he couldn't help it: "I'm sorry, I was impulsive that day, and I won't say such things in the future."

But if I don't say it, don't you want it in your heart?

Even if I warn myself over and over again not to think about it, can I hold back my body's instinctive reaction?

When you smile at me my heart beats faster, when you grab my hand my brain buzzes.

"Okay," Yu Lang nodded: "That's how it is. I'll go out tomorrow, and you should learn from Yu Lang during this time."

"……it is good."

When Jiang Tianxiao woke up the next day, Yu Lang had already left.

The trolley case he was standing on the balcony was also gone.It seems to be away from home.

He Sheng came to live with some clothes, and slept in the study during this time.As soon as he entered the house, he checked the house carefully, and then said "OK", and put his arms around Jiang Tianxiao's neck: "There is no camera—come, Xiao Jiang, tell Brother Sheng secretly, what did you do to Teacher?"

He Sheng had an extremely excited expression on his face, Jiang Tianxiao silently pushed his arm away: "It's nothing."

"Hey you kid!" He Sheng patted his thigh: "Tell me, what's the matter, I can give you advice, can't I?"

Jiang Tianxiao was thinking of something, and Yu Lang had already talked about "I don't like men".

"It's nothing, Brother Sheng," Jiang Tianxiao took a deep breath: "Teach me spiritual skills, thank you."

He Sheng looked at Jiang Tianxiao with his arms folded, but Jiang Tianxiao didn't move and let him watch.

In the end, He Sheng sighed loudly: "How did Xiao Jiang mature all of a sudden..."

Jiang Tianxiao began to learn spiritual arts.

He still insists on exercising every day, but the amount of exercise is less than before.In the free time, He Sheng taught him spiritual arts, starting from the most basic ones, and memorizing the different papers needed for different talismans - there are quite a few simple talismans that can be drawn on A4 paper.

"This thing is not as complicated and strict as you think," He Sheng explained: "Didn't I tell you that spiritual power comes from nature, just like when Yu Lang used a kitchen knife to make a black iron array on the construction site, he At that time, it used the spiritual power of the metal in the kitchen knife—everything in nature can provide spiritual power, it just depends on whether you can get it from it and how much you can get.”

He Sheng picked up the A4 paper: "A4 paper can also be used for ordinary talismans, but... In order to appear professional in front of outsiders, we use rice paper. Generally, the rice paper we use is smoked with sulfur, which can enhance spiritual power; The paper used for some more complex talismans is even soaked in blood and then dried... Of course, this kind of paper is very mysterious, anyway, I have never seen it before."

Jiang Tianxiao was taken aback: "Blood? Human...?"

"Otherwise," He Sheng curled his lips: "That's an almost sinister talisman. I've only heard of such talismans, but I don't know how to draw them, and I haven't seen anyone else draw them—that's too far away. , "He Sheng picked up the writing brush on the table: "Do you know how to use a writing brush?"

Jiang Tianxiao honestly replied: "No."

He Sheng scratched his hair in despair: "Okay! Anyway, it's just a talisman, you can draw it with a brush, as long as it's ugly, so it's ugly."

Jiang Tianxiao couldn't help but think of Yu Lang. Yu Lang was very beautiful when he drew the talisman. He lifted the pen by his wrist, and the stroke fell steadily.

When drawing the symbols, Yu Lang stared at the paper under his hand, his eyes were half downcast, his expression focused...

"Jiang Tianxiao!" He Sheng waved his hands in front of Jiang Tianxiao's eyes: "Can you have some snacks?!"

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry," Jiang Tianxiao apologized awkwardly: "I... lost my mind."

"I don't know what's going on between you and Yu Lang." He Sheng mentioned Yu Lang very keenly: "But Yu Lang wants you to learn spiritual arts more than anyone else. You are a talented person. You should study hard. It won't be hard."

"...Thank you, brother Sheng," it felt like He Sheng had broken through his little thoughts, but didn't he tell himself not to think about those things again?Thinking of this, Jiang Tianxiao was a little ashamed: "I will study hard."

He Sheng nodded: "Come on, let me teach you the easiest way to use spiritual power first. Close your eyes and concentrate..."

From this day on, Jiang Tianxiao became a person who could use spiritual arts.

(Crying Jiang Tianxiao begs for starfish)