beloved does not come back

When Yu Lang went home at night, Jiang Tianxiao said that He Sheng had brought something during the day.

Yu Lang nodded and said nothing.

Jiang Tianxiao couldn't help but follow Yu Lang and look at him——Teacher Yu is nothing special today, wearing a light gray suit jacket over a white shirt, which is a bit casual, open-fronted, slightly tucked in at the waist, with smooth lines running from the shoulders The waist stretches down, which looks a little thin to the teacher.

It's not the same as usual.

"What's the matter with you?" Yu Lang turned his head to look at Jiang Tianxiao who looked like a tail and asked.

"No... nothing." Jiang Tianxiao shook his head.

"I'm going to change clothes."

Only then did Jiang Tianxiao realize that he had followed Yu Lang all the way, and had followed Yu Lang's bedroom.

"Uh, sorry, I'm leaving right now."

"Stop," Yu Lang said as if remembering something, "Go and bring in the things He Sheng bought."

Jiang Tianxiao obeyed and brought the heavy plastic bag. When he entered the room, Yu Lang was half naked.

His chest jumped, like a hiccup after drinking too much soda, a burst of dizziness flooded his forehead.

Yu Lang's skin was as white as porcelain that hadn't seen the light for a long time. His waist, abdomen and arms were thin and lean, and the muscles surrounding his torso could be seen.

"Take off your shirt too," Yu Lang said.

You, also, put, on, clothes, take off, off.

Jiang Tianxiao stared at Yu Langbai's reflective chest, feeling a little suffocated: "I...why should I...take off—take off your clothes?"

Yu Lang squatted and rummaged through the plastic bag: "Take it off if you tell me."

Jiang Tianxiao hesitated for a few seconds, then raised his hand and took off his sweater.

It was already late autumn, and Jiang Tianxiao shuddered as soon as his warm skin touched the air.

Yu Lang opened the drawer of the bedside table, took out two pieces of talisman paper and put them on the table, and took out a writing brush and... two magnets from the plastic bag.

"I'll teach you spiritual skills tomorrow, and now that I've bought something, I'll take you to experience it first," Yu Lang said.

Jiang Tianxiao didn't have time to think about Yu Lang's words, his eyes fell on Lang in a daze - Yu Lang's collarbone, flat chest, neat abdominal muscles... as if they were spinning, they fell into his eyes.

Close at hand, within reach.

What kind of feel is it?Cool, smooth, if you put your palm on Lang's lower abdomen - when he talks, can you feel the slow rise and fall of his abdominal muscles with his palm?Can?

"Jiang Tianxiao," Yu Lang stepped forward: "Are you scared? This time it won't be like last time. Last time I led my spiritual power to you, so the process was more painful. This time I will use my heart Line, we both use spiritual power at the same time."

"...Okay." Jiang Tianxiao felt his throat astringent.

Why is Yu Lang's waist so thin?If I could... I could wrap one arm around him.

Yu Lang put the talisman paper on a small plain blue porcelain plate and lit it. When the talisman paper was burnt out, he lifted his pen with his wrist hanging, and dipped the wet brush into black ashes twice.

Then he used a brush to draw a complicated symbol on the square magnet.

The same action is repeated again, on another magnet.

"Jiang Tianxiao," Yu Lang said, "come here."

Jiang Tianxiao walked over with one hand and one foot, and stood in front of the table.

"Close your eyes and take a deep breath."

Jiang Tianxiao closed his eyes and took a deep breath.

"Focus on your hands, and soon you will feel my spiritual power." After Yu Lang finished speaking, he clasped Jiang Tianxiao's hand tightly, and the two palms touched each other.

For some reason, Yu Lang's hands were hot.

Jiang Tianxiao shook slightly.

"Don't be afraid, just concentrate on it." Yu Lang said.

Jiang Tianxiao closed his eyes, being held by Yu Lang's hand, he couldn't concentrate on his hand at all - all that was surging in his mind was Yu Lang's half-naked body, and when they were sleeping in the same bed in Guangxi, what happened to Yu Lang? Lang's gentle profile...

Jiang Tianxiao wondered why he had to be half-naked to experience spiritual power?Teacher Yu's body is so beautiful, if I can hug him - I hugged him before, when he passed out - if I can hug him now, we are skin to skin, I can gently touch his butterfly bones, fingers Passing across the gully between the two butterfly bones, downwards is his slightly sunken waist...

Would he say no, would he punch me, or—what if he silently gave me the go-ahead?

"Jiang Tianxiao."

Yu Lang's deep voice rang in his ears.

Jiang Tianxiao suddenly woke up from his fantasy and opened his eyes.

Yu Lang was expressionless and looked down slightly.

Jiang Tianxiao followed his gaze and lowered his head.

I saw, myself, the raised crotch.

He was wearing a pair of jeans, which he bought when he was a sophomore in high school, and they were very tight.

At this moment, Jiang Tianxiao was surprisingly calm—or bewildered.He looked down at himself, then slowly raised his head and looked at Yu Lang.

The white lampshade on the ceiling of the bedroom is reflected in Lang's dark eyes, and the bright yellow light of the candles on the table is also reflected in Lang's dark eyes. His eyes are so beautiful and radiant.

If I could just kiss his eyes - I'd be very light, very tender.

"Jiang Tianxiao," Yu Lang said, his voice was very low and deep: "Do you want to explain?"

Jiang Tianxiao came back to his senses and took a step back suddenly: "I—"

me what?

I'm gay - well I've never talked about a partner but I kind of seem like, well, I'm gay.Well, homosexuality, Mr. Yu, you know, it’s not a particularly new thing, you should know about cutting off your sleeves if you study history, a man cut off his sleeves to sleep with another man, ah, that’s not the point, the point is... Just, Mr. Yu, you may not understand that we homosexuals are more sensitive to physical contact between the same sex.If another man touched me like this, I would react too. Of course, you are so pretty, so I reacted a little more intensely...

Jiang Tianxiao wanted to come up with a long list of explanations, but at the moment they were all stuck in his throat.

He didn't want to lie.

In his heart, Yu Lang is as clean and deserted as the moon in the sky.He doesn't want to lie.

"Teacher Yu," Jiang Tianxiao wondered why my voice had lost his voice: "I like you."

Yu Lang's eyelashes trembled, but he didn't speak.

"I really, really like you," Jiang Tianxiao said with sweaty palms and trembling lips, "I have liked you since high school, and no one has ever treated me as well as you. When I was homeless, you took me in... I didn’t expect to meet you again, but that day, I went to the history school to find Cui Chenggong——I didn’t know that it was you who was in class, and the moment I saw you, I just endured Can't stop, Teacher Yu... I really like you."

After Jiang Tianxiao finished speaking, he leaned against the wall like a collapse.

My voice is hoarse and my brain is broken.

Yu Lang remained silent.

After a long time, Yu Lang blew out the candle and whispered, "Do you know what you're talking about?"

"I know."

"You know shit!" Yu Lang shouted, "Jiang Tianxiao, how old are you? You're only 22—I won't tell you anything else, just calm down for a few days."

After Yu Lang finished speaking, he turned around and strode out.

Jiang Tianxiao's body reacted before his brain, and he didn't know where the courage came from. He grabbed Yu Lang's wrist: "I don't need to calm down! I have been calm down for three years, Yu Lang! I understand it in my heart, I am just happy— "

"You understand?!" Yu Lang turned around abruptly, and punched Jiang Tianxiao in the face.

Jiang Tianxiao let go of his beating and sat down on the ground.With a burning pain on his face, he looked up at Yu Lang in a daze.

"Jiang Tianxiao," Yu Lang tilted his head not to look at Jiang Tianxiao: "I'll give you a chance to take back what you said just now, and think about it for yourself."

Then he left.

Jiang Tianxiao sat on the ground for a long time before getting up, put on his clothes, cleaned up the messy ashes on the table, and went to the bathroom to flush cold water for a long time.

His right cheek was swollen high, and it looked like a steamed bun was stuffed in his mouth.

Teacher Yu is still so ruthless in beating people, I thought that after following him through these things, he would be gentler to me.

For three days in a row, Yu Lang did not come home.

The impulsiveness gradually cooled down, and Jiang Tianxiao began to waver - will Yu Lang let me go?Will you be a stranger to me from now on?

For a person like Teacher Yu, he is so serious, so outstanding, and he is a gifted spiritualist, how could he like me?

No, Teacher Yu doesn't like men at all, right?

He said, give me a chance to take my words back.

But everyone knows that what has been said is what has been said. Do I say that if I take back those words, we can pretend that nothing happened?

Did I say that I take back those words, and I don't like him anymore?

How could he not know such a simple truth?

So he just gave me a step down and couldn't bear to reject me directly?

A mess.

On the fourth day, Jiang Tianxiao received a call from He Sheng.

"Where is Yu Lang?" He Sheng asked: "I have a client here, and I want to discuss with Yu Lang whether to accept it or not."

"He..." Now that Yu Lang has resigned from the school, Jiang Tianxiao really doesn't know where Yu Lang will go: "Go out."

"Huh? I've been calling him for two days and there's no answer. Tell him to come back and call me back."

"...I can't get in touch with him either." Jiang Tianxiao said bravely.

"Then do you know where he went?"

"do not know."

He Sheng was silent for a few seconds and asked, "Is something wrong?"

How should I answer this, saying that nothing happened and nothing happened, but the two of them quarreled a few words-it was an accident if they said something happened, because I didn't hold back all of a sudden and confessed.

"What's the matter?" He Sheng raised his voice, "Speak quickly!"

"I..." Jiang Tianxiao faltered: "I had a fight with Teacher Yu."

"Arguing?" He Sheng's tone became a little strange: "Are you arguing with him? Do you dare?"

This is really unreasonable, Jiang Tianxiao persisted: "Ah... um."

"No," He Sheng said in a deep voice, "Even if it's a quarrel, Yu Lang won't disappear—Jiang Tianxiao, if you don't want to lose arms or legs, you'd better tell the truth immediately."

"I—" Jiang Tianxiao's heart thumped, thinking that he just admitted that he confessed and was beaten up and drove Yu Lang away in anger!

However, at this moment, the door opened.

Jiang Tianxiao turned his head and met Yu Lang's eyes.

"I'm back." Yu Lang said lightly.