two ends

The only one who spoiled this beautiful scene was Lu Qingshuang. He was sitting on the swing with one hand on the rope, his feet were on the ground and slowly swaying, his face was slightly raised and his eyes were closed. His face was full of unbearable force when he was suppressed for a long time and was relieved instantly. Carefree, with an indulging and lazy look, and a satisfying and blurred smile.There is a long cigarette between the fingers on the swing, and the cigarette end is emitting a puff of green smoke, and it floats upwards. After a while, I put it into my mouth and take a deep breath, and then slowly spit it out. Familiar and elegant, even if he is decadent, he can't erase the aloofness engraved in his bones.

Bai Ze couldn't smell the smoke, let alone the stuffed ones, so he called him from a distance, "Xiao Shuang."

Hearing the sound, Lu Qingshuang opened her squinted eyes slightly and glanced over, exhaled a mouthful of smoke rings, stared at Bai Ze standing in the distance amidst the smog, looked at it for a while, slowly turned her head, and continued to look up at the sky .

"I heard that he asked you to quit drugs, but you refused." In front of Lu Jianwei, he couldn't say the word foster father, and he respected and loved him very much in his heart, so Bai Ze tried his best to ignore him when it came to addressing him. Ignore it and use him to refer to it.

"It's different now and then." With a sigh, Lu Qingshuang pointed behind her: "Sit down, even if there is wind and smoke, you can't blow it over. You can't even smell this smoke, it's too weak." Throw it away and smoke half of it The cigarette stomped hard and sat on the bamboo chair.

Two or three roses have different colors, red and white, the red is unrestrained and gorgeous, the white is pure and flawless, the fragrance of the flowers is strong, and it is integrated with the fragrance of tea. , the white ones are Baihe and Tengluyun, "

Lu Qingshuang's complexion is pale after being washed by drugs, her chin is sharp and her cheekbones protrude, giving people a sickly skinny beauty, her finger bones are like white and tender bamboo joints, slender and straight but also pale, her nails are The trimming is as round as a shellfish, which is very beautiful.His fingers fell on the thorns, and he said as if mocking himself: "Red and white match, no one is wronged."

Bai Ze sat across from him, and the smell of smoke that hadn't dissipated made him cough. Lu Qingshuang clicked impatiently, ordered the tea set to be moved into the room, went to take a shower, changed his clothes and came back. Bai Ze was standing in Duobao Looking in front of the shelf, there are many decorations on the shelf, such as stone, jade, bamboo, and wood carvings, but they are all worthless gadgets collected by children.

There is a hook on the wall next to the shelf. There should be a wooden sword hanging on it, but it is empty now, but there is an extra one from Lu Qinyuan. It is an ancient famous sword made of blue frost.It was a birthday present given to him by Lu Qingshuang last year, and it was hung on the wall of Lu Qinyuan's house as soon as he brought it back, and has never been touched.

"Do you also feel that this place is empty?" Lu Qingshuang stood behind Bai Ze and said, "Fill it with another one, and it won't be empty. Go, try the tea I made for you."

The tea is bamboo leaf green, the soup color is clear and yellow-green, after Bai Ze took two sips, the taste is mellow and refreshing, the aftertaste is sweet, it is a good tea.Lu Qingshuang filled him with tea, seemed to be extremely tired and forced her lips to smile slightly: "Xiaobai, I'm a little tired. After all these years, I'm really tired."

Holding the teacup in his hand, Bai Ze did not open his mouth, his eyes fell on the red and white roses in the bamboo vase, the petals overlapped thickly, but they were still beautiful.

Lu Qingshuang continued: "In the past, it was hatred, pure and happy, but now when I need to make a choice, I realize that it has become impure. I don't know when it changed, I don't know at all."

Lu Qingshuang was at a loss: "Maybe when I succumbed to drug addiction for the first time, everything changed. You know how he coaxed me to take drugs? He coaxed me like a father coaxes a child. He told me clearly that it was a drug , is a good thing that makes people happy, and a bad thing that makes people addicted, but, he said..."

He said: "I just want this kind of bad thing to destroy you. What should I do? I can't think of a more gentle way. Xiaoshuang, do you understand the painstaking efforts of being a father? You can just suck this poison, and my father will always pay for it." You, let you be happy forever." It was as if he was the one who was forced to take drugs and make a choice.

"At that time, he just got off my body, and he was as gentle as talking about love," Lu Qingshuang's voice paused, with a trace of pain in his eyes, and his voice was low like a whisper: "I always feel like I'm living in a dream. In the movie, when I was forced into the red light district, I was shocked by the grotesque and prosperous scene in front of me. I said to my mother, I like this place, I want to live here, and be with my mother. The woman cried."

"My first man was my mother's guest. He was a very gentle person. He asked me, do you want to be fucked by 1 people or be loved by one person? Laughed, and said very seriously, there is no such thing as uncomfortable, you have to sacrifice something at the same time." Lu Qingshuang laughed softly when she said this: "I said then you are fine, don't pick. Man He became my guest, but he gave double money every time, one for me and one for my mother. I said many times that I don’t need to give so much, but he still insisted. Later I found out that this man It's just humiliating me in a very gentle and polite way. How cheap it is, it's up to him."

Lu Qingshuang wiped her eyes with a finger, looked up at Bai Ze with a smile, "I just want to know why you helped him keep me."

"It's rare for him to fall in love with someone," Bai Ze added, "He is very lonely, and as a son, he should be by his father's side."

"But he obviously likes you the most..." Lu Qingshuang said, shaking her head and laughing at herself, she habitually went to light a cigarette and thought of Bai Ze's movement, put the cigarette behind her ear, took a sip from the bamboo cup He said disgustedly: "It's cold." He took the teapot to add hot water.

Bai Ze recalled that Lu Jianwei once asked him if there was something that would make people willing to stay. He joked at the time that he was poisoned and fell on him.He didn't expect Lu Jianwei to really do this, and when he knew it, he couldn't stop it.

Lu Qingshuang came back very quickly, with a plate of horseshoe cake in his hand, and a peeled boiled egg on the plate, Bai Ze picked it up and ate it, he likes eggs and oranges, as we all know, no matter how big the egg is made of cake Real eggs are attractive.

"In our group, Xiaobai is the happiest." Lu Qingshuang just watched Bai Ze eat, blew him herbal tea thoughtfully, handed it to him after he finished eating, watched Bai Ze drink it, and then said: " Therefore, more or less, it will attract people's envy. Sri Lankan people are innocent, but pregnant women are guilty."

"It seems to be very hateful, but there are good jade and bad jade in my arms. Only I know that the superficial beauty is actually not worth enviing." Bai Ze rubbed his fingers on the cup, moved his body and changed into a comfortable one. He stretched out his hand to loosen the tie, his brows were slightly wrinkled, he felt a little tight in his chest and a little out of breath.

"You don't know your blessings when you are blessed." Lu Qingshuang took out a pack of tinfoil-wrapped gunpowder from under the table, skillfully and quickly opened it, and was just about to use a lighter to heat it up, when Bai Ze suddenly sneezed on the opposite side, and there was only A little bit of □□ was blown to nothing, and it fell in the air between the two of them, falling on the table, falling in the cup, and falling on the blooming rose flowers.

"Bai Ze!" Lu Qingshuang looked at Bai Ze angrily, he had long been addicted to drugs, he sat outside and smoked to relieve himself, he couldn't help it now.

Bai Ze put his hand around his lips and coughed in a low voice, intermittently said: "No, cough cough, I'm sorry, I have, cough, I feel a little uncomfortable."

"Destroy my medicine, you can't bear it with your conscience." Lu Qingshuang took off the cigarette pinned behind her ear, lit it expertly, took a puff and spit it directly on Bai Ze's face, her peach blossom eyes became more intoxicated and blurred in the smoke: "Smoke is not good for you. To me it’s poison, to me it’s medicine, it’s salvation.”

The choking smoke was inhaled into the lungs, finally Bai Ze couldn't restrain himself and coughed loudly, waved his hands at Lu Qingshuang repeatedly, shook his head but coughed until he couldn't say a word.

"We are lucky to be born on the same day. Today I invite you to taste my medicine." Lu Qingshuang leaned over and kissed Bai Ze and fed him a puff of cigarette. smoke.

Lu Qingshuang stood on the side and watched from high above, admiring Bai Ze's rare embarrassment, finished smoking the cigarette in his hand, and said unhurriedly: "I can have today because of you, and I will give you a puff of cigarette." It’s not too much. But it seems that you can’t smoke. My liver hurts from coughing. I heard that you have asthma. I don’t usually notice it. Don’t be tempted by my smoke, then I say no Cleared."

Bai Ze coughed so much that his heart and lungs ached, he grabbed the clothes on his chest and tore them, wishing he could take out his internal organs to dry, he gritted his teeth to keep himself awake, but he felt his ears roaring, his head went blank for a while due to lack of oxygen, and the people around him The air was against him, no matter how much he inhaled, he always felt that it was not enough.There was pain in his chest when he breathed out, but he felt suffocated when his breathing was slow and weak. Bai Ze was driven almost crazy, and the veins on the back of his hand holding the handle bulged, winding like a mountain.

Lu Qingshuang watched the excitement for a while, but couldn't bear it after all. He didn't want Bai Ze to die here, so he strode out to call for someone.

Hearing the sound of leaving footsteps vaguely, Bai Ze couldn't help but groaned in pain, whispered, and controlled himself not to do more embarrassing things with his tenacious will.

Only one voice echoed in my mind: Zhu Yan, Zhu Yan, Zhu Yan, Zhu Yan...

As if the name was his salvation.

"Xiaobai!" Suddenly, a thunderous roar pierced his ears like lightning, and Bai Ze slowly heaved a sigh of relief.

Zhu Yan ran over in a few steps, helped Bai Ze up and leaned against him, and asked a few words in a anxious voice: "Xiao Bai, how are you, how are you? I'm here, you can tell me something."

Bai Ze leaned against Zhu Yan's arms and tried to adjust his breathing, but he couldn't relieve the suffocation at all, and his throat became dry and painful. Bai Ze covered his heart and hissed: "My heart... hurts... heartaches...Zhu Yan, heartaches..." Tears finally couldn't help but flow down.

"Xiaobai, Xiaobai, Bai Ze, don't scare me!"

Yelling, Zhu Yan hurriedly picked up Bai Ze and rushed out. The guests in the main courtyard were startled by Zhu Yan rushing out. But the guests knew in their hearts that that was the most important birthday star today.

Entering the side yard vertically, and being carried out horizontally, today is lively enough.

Lu Jianwei soon knew that Bai Ze was carried out of the side yard, so he only sent someone to look after Bai Ze, and the banquet continued as if nothing had happened.

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Forgot to save the manuscript, sorry, today is the third update, I wish everyone a Merry Christmas in advance, don't forget to eat apples tonight