two ends

It was so bad that only one person died, Sicheng Houzai's anxious and concerned attitude made Sicheng Zhengli feel disgusted and ridiculous.

Withdrawing his hand, Si Cheng Zhengli gave a few words as usual, which sounded nothing special, but Si Cheng Houzai really put his heart into it, and heard a different meaning, he asked: "What does it mean to sleep as little as possible or not to sleep?"

Si Cheng Zhengli didn't even look at Si Cheng Houzai, his voice paused and continued: "If you really can't hold on, just fall asleep, don't have to hold on, it's not important anymore."

Mu Linxian was half lying down, with a quilt covering her waist, holding a hand warmer in her arms, and smiled slightly when she heard this: "I know."

"Don't blow the wind anymore, and don't get out of bed until you have a good cold." Knowing that Mu Linxian didn't listen, Si Chengzheng did not want to force him to persuade him, everyone has their own reasons for insisting, even if it hurts, they will never get tired of it, so what if I don't care what he does.

Mu Linxian was a little dizzy, nodded, as if he was about to fall asleep.

Seeing this, Si Cheng Zhengli carefully closed the door for Mu Linxian, and left quietly with Si Cheng Houzai.

Probably because of his age, Sicheng Houzai has been extremely sensitive to some things in recent years, and he guesses very accurately every time.Sicheng Houzai is also a famous doctor of his generation, it can be seen that Mu Linxian may barely have a few days.

People are very contradictory individuals. When they can't get what they can't achieve, they go crazy and try to achieve it by any means, but when they are about to succeed, they panic.

Si Cheng Houzai wanted Mu Linxian to disappear, but now he was conflicted. He also hoped that Mu Linxian could live, let's see how long he can live.

The mountain breeze brought a bit of coolness, Sicheng Houzai walked slowly, and every time he took a step, Sicheng Houzai could clearly feel the inconvenience caused by his old age, which made him yearn for the unobtained results more and more, the guilt in his heart gradually decreased, and he became As it should be.

The next day, Si Cheng Houzai came to the door again with his older steps, and Mu Linxian also seemed to be struggling half-lying, his eyes were swollen, and there were light and dark marks under his eyes, obviously he hadn't slept all night.

Mu Linxian squinted his eyes halfway, and didn't move at all when he heard the movement, only sighed slightly imperceptibly.

Why bother, you won't be quiet at the end.

Si Cheng Houzai didn't have anything to say to Mu Linxian, but just wanted to see, so he came here.He was sitting on the chair beside the bed, with his hands propped on the crutches, his already cloudy eyes were calmly looking at Mu Linxian, not so burning, but sharp and focused.

Mu Linxian moved his neck, and slightly parted his lips: "What are you doing again?"

Si Cheng Houzai didn't answer, and only said when Mu Linxian was about to fall asleep: "I thought you wouldn't come back, but I'm really happy that you can come back, no matter what your status is, you are my pride. "

Mu Linxian slowly opened his eyes, the corners of his lips curled up stiffly: "I thought your pride was Du Yu."

"After meeting that woman, Duyu is no longer my pride." This is the source of Sicheng Houzai's hatred for that woman. Originally, Sicheng Duyu could spend his whole life without worries and concentrate on research until that woman appeared. Everything changes.

Now has passed the era when a man and a woman must love each other to carry on the family line. If you want to have children, you only need to provide sperm and eggs, and provide a uterus, and you can have as many as you want.

You see, Sicheng Zhengzhe and Sicheng Zhengli are not very good, they have the highest quality genes, they have surpassed most human genes since they were still sperm and eggs, and they have surpassed most people from the initial starting line.

Mu Linxian nodded and closed her eyes.

He understood Si Cheng Houzai's meaning, since it is possible to conceive a child scientifically, why bother to waste time and energy in talking about love.

Speaking of which, Sicheng Zhengzhe and Sicheng Zhengli are pitiful enough, because they exist because of need, and their value is only this.

But it is not this key point that makes them have the value of existence.

The key point for them is that he and Xiao Qiqiong can't envy them all their lives. Comparing people to others, it makes people mad.

Si Cheng Houzai sat down and left.

Mu Linxian was ups and downs between half dream, half sleep and half awake, unaware of the passage of time.

Suddenly, it seemed that he had returned to the scene when he and Xiao Qi met 15 years ago.

At that time, Xiao Qi was already five years old, his face was thin and his eyes were particularly round and black, his face was pale, the corners of his lips had not been wiped off with medicinal juice, his brows were frowning bitterly, and his eyes were still full of lust. tears fell.

When I saw him, I asked the first sentence: "Why don't you wear a mask?"

Mu Linxian replied: "I'm wearing a mask, but you can't see it."

Xiao Qi stared blankly at his face for a while, then suddenly smiled and said, "Just smile and let me see."

Mu Linxian twitched the corners of his mouth, Xiaoqi's wrinkled face tightened, and he disliked it unceremoniously: "It's so ugly."

He said ugly, but ran over and grabbed his hand tightly, and said firmly, "You are different from them, we can be friends. My name is Jane... Qilu, you can call me Xiaoqi."

"Xiaoqi..." Mu Linxian called out, and heard someone call out, "Fifth brother."

The hand seemed to be held by someone, just like it was back then, cold and piercing to the bone.

Mu Linxian's eyelashes trembled, and he managed to open a little gap, his eyes were not focused, and he saw only a blurry shadow, he forced a smile, and said weakly: "Why are you here?"

Xiao Qi changed from sitting to kneeling by the bed, holding Mu Linxian's hand, stretching her neck as far as possible to bring her face forward so that Mu Linxian could see clearly, and seeing that Mu Linxian's eyes had returned to clarity, she replied: "Hold on!" Don't hold back, just come."

"How did you come here?" Mu Linxian's voice was cold, but also extremely soft.

Xiao Qi said with a smile: "Grandpa doesn't restrict me anymore, as long as I don't go down the mountain, I can walk around as I like."

Mu Linxian raised his hand, Xiao Qi lowered his head and put it under his hand, Mu Linxian stroked it lightly, and said in a low voice: "That's great, I'm relieved too." Then he closed his eyes again.

Looking at the thick dark circles under Mu Linxian's eyes, Xiao Qi couldn't bear it, and unconsciously moistened his eye sockets, but he looked at it without blinking, his nose was sore, with a low nasal voice, reluctant to give up He said: "Fifth brother, you go to sleep, I will watch you."

I don't know if Mu Linxian heard it, but he just closed his eyes like that, with a peaceful face.

However, Xiao Qi felt that the hand in his hand was gradually losing its vitality, and the tears she had endured for a long time finally fell, Xiao Qi raised his hand to wipe it, put Mu Linxian's hand on his face, and closed his eyes.

After three days and three nights of comparison, the result came out, and it was undoubtedly a failure.

Xiaoqi slept for a long time, and when he woke up, he heard the news from Lu Qinyuan. He smiled very proudly: "As long as the experimental subject is me, their results will always fail."

Lu Qinyuan felt sad about Mu Linxian's departure, seeing that Xiao Qi could actually laugh heartlessly, he felt both dazzling and heartbroken, and scolded: "Stop laughing, it's uglier than crying."

Xiao Qi was taken aback, but still smiled: "Ah Lu, you can't scare me, I'm not afraid of you."

Lu Qinyuan held him in his arms, feeling an unspeakable pain in his heart.

Xiao Qi continued to say unrelentingly: "Do you know why? I often secretly reduce the dosage of the medicine, and I miss by a tiny bit, and the difference is a thousand miles. How can they succeed?"

Lu Qinyuan nodded humbly, and didn't want to say a word.

Xiaoqi's mood suddenly became depressed: "Ah Lu, am I very useless, using myself as a bargaining chip, and I was the one who was seriously injured. In the end, nothing changed."

"Stop talking." Lu Qinyuan said, "You've already done a good job."

After Mu Linxian left, Xiaoqi slept for two days and two nights and woke up with lethargy, often sleeping for a whole day, as if entering a state of hibernation.

Sicheng Zhengli said: "His body can no longer bear it, and he can only prolong his life by reducing his tolerance through sleep. Let him sleep if he wants to sleep, and don't disturb him."

Lu Qinyuan said: "He will die."

Si Cheng smiled rationally: "It's up to you to tell what you already knew, and besides, it's also his blessing to die in his sleep."

Lu Qinyuan didn't care, he always woke up Xiao Qi at meal time, and fed him bit by bit, Xiao Qi barely ate two mouthfuls, fell asleep, Lu Qinyuan shook again, and he begged for mercy: "Fifth brother, Don't make trouble, sleepy!"

In an instant, Lu Qinyuan felt as if a knife had been pierced through his heart, and woke up Xiao Qihuang again, forcing him to look at himself: "Who am I? Let's talk when we are sure! Who am I!"

Xiaoqi was drowsy from being yelled at and walked away for most of the time. She stared at him for a long time, rubbed her eyes and said, "Ah Lu is so fierce..."

Only then was Lu Qinyuan satisfied and let him continue to sleep. As long as Xiaoqi recognized the wrong person, Lu Qinyuan would stubbornly wake him up and recognize who is who.

Si Cheng Zhengli was annoyed and funny at his actions, but he didn't stop him. He never yelled at Xiao Qi, and always spoke softly.

Sometimes when Xiao Qi was being checked, Xiao Qi woke up, vaguely unable to tell who was who, and opened his mouth to offend others: "Brother, you came to see me."

"I'm the second brother." Facing Xiao Qi like this, Si Cheng Zhengli didn't dare to shout, for fear of scaring Xiao Qi's weak three spirits away.

"No," Xiao Qi insisted: "Second brother won't talk like that, second brother is really fierce."

Si Cheng wanted to lose his temper, so he endured it, and admitted patiently: "Okay, okay, whatever you say, I don't care about you."

Xiaoqi's sleeping time became heavier and longer, no matter how Lu Qinyuan tried to wake up, Lu Qinyuan often woke up in the middle of the night, stretched out his hand to check Xiaoqi's breath, and if he was still breathing, he lay down in relief, and after a while Probe again.

This day Xiaoqi woke up and suddenly said to Lu Qinyuan: "Ah Lu, I don't want to sleep."

Glancing outside, he said, "Hold me to bask in the sun, I can't walk."

Lu Qinyuan carried Xiao Qi to the bed, pulled Xiao Qi's quilt over the two of them, and Xiao Qi closed his eyes slightly, talking to Lu Qinyuan intermittently.

"Today is Qixi Festival, we have to pass it."

Lu Qinyuan rubbed Xiao Qi's chin with one hand, and hummed lightly.

Xiaoqi asked: "Do you have nothing to say to me?"

"No," Lu Qinyuan laughed in a low voice, "I wouldn't dare lie to you."

Xiao Qi also laughed: "I will believe you lied to me."

Lu Qinyuan shook his head, but did not speak.

After waking up this time, Xiao Qi has been sleeping for a week, no matter what Lu Qinyuan did, Xiao Qi never woke up again, until July [-]th, when the sky was just dawn, and it was still covered with gray, suddenly heard Xiao Qi voice: "Ah Lu, the sun is coming out."

Lu Qinyuan stayed up all this time, and immediately asked, "Want to watch the sunrise?"

Xiaoqi hummed, and said, "The sunrise on Zhaoyao Mountain is the most beautiful, I'll watch it with you."

Lu Qinyuan said hello, wrapped Xiao Qi in a quilt and carried him outside, Xiao Qi nestled in Lu Qinyuan's arms, closed his eyes, raised the corners of his mouth slightly, with a face of relief and peace.

Today happened to be a cloudy day, and the sun not only came out slowly but also dimly.

Xiao Qi didn't seem to see it, and asked Lu Qinyuan: "Is it pretty?"

Lu Qinyuan nodded: "It looks good."

Xiao Qi was satisfied, and limp in Lu Qinyuan's arms as if he had no strength, took a breath, and suddenly called: "Ah Lu!" His voice suddenly dropped, and it took a long time before he heard a faint murmur: "... …sorry."

Lu Qinyuan was stunned, covered his face with one hand, and was silent for a long time, suddenly tears overflowed from his fingers, drop by drop, like a butterfly with broken wings fluttering its wings, one by one fell on Xiao Qi's face.

Xiao Qi and Min Chu are not half alike. At the beginning, Xiao Qi was able to attract him, probably because they are the same kind of people.

Therefore, no one owes anyone, no one is right or wrong, there is no love, naturally there is no burden, let alone hate.

This sentence of sorry was not what Lu Qinyuan wanted.