A psychopath has a crush on me

They walked a little slowly today. When they arrived at the bicycle yard, the schoolmates had almost gone. There were only a few scattered cars on the road, which was very spacious.

Yu Pei sat in the back seat, and Luo Changzhou drove him slowly outside the school.

He didn't grab the corner of Luo Changzhou's school uniform or support his waist like before, he just grabbed the corner of the iron rod on the back seat to stabilize his body.

"Changzhou, where are we going?" While waiting for the traffic light, Yu Pei looked ahead, not knowing which direction they were going, so he asked.

"Take you to a good place to confess." Luo Changzhou turned around and smiled at him.

Yu Pei was stunned when he heard the words. For a moment, he thought that Luo Changzhou had seen through his little thoughts, but soon he realized that Luo Changzhou's words were not talking about him, but about Own.

He said, take him to a good place to confess.

"Confession, confession?!" Yu Pei was so surprised that he couldn't even speak clearly.

"Yeah, I'll confess to you." Just at this time the green light came on, Luo Changzhou didn't look back, and led him forward with a kick, his deep voice softly poured into Yu Pei's ears along with the warm summer wind middle.

Listening to Luo Changzhou's words, Yu Pei felt that his soul seemed to have floated out of his body, and his whole body was so light that he seemed to have escaped the gravitational force. The vehicles passing by and the sound of the wind whizzing by his ears could not return his soul.

He raised his head, he could only hear his own heartbeat, and only saw Luo Changzhou's back.

The bicycle finally stopped at the stop sign of a restaurant at the foot of a small mountain. Luo Changzhou pulled out the pedals so that the bicycle would not lock after it stood still. He seemed to have given up and kept a distance from Yu Pei, and grabbed his hand Hands ran up the hill.

Yu Pei's hand was tightly held by Luo Changzhou. This was not the first time the two of them held hands, but only this time, Luo Changzhou clasped him with ten fingers, holding him tightly, as if a needle was inserted into it. Don't go in, there is no gap.

"Young boy—no parking here——" the restaurant owner rushed out after hearing their movement. He seemed to be from Cantonese, with a strong Cantonese accent in his words.

Luo Changzhou didn't slow down, but looked back at the old man, panting slightly, with joy and excitement that couldn't be concealed in his tone: "Uncle Chen——I'm Changzhou, I'll just stop for a while."

Yu Pei was not in good health, he started to pant after running for a while, and his body was a little weak, but he didn't tell Luo Changzhou to let him run slower, because he was very happy, very happy, he was afraid that he would One opening will shatter this beautiful dream.

However, Luo Changzhou was always paying attention to Yu Pei's state. He stopped when he heard that his breathing became a little short, threw his schoolbag into the grass next to him, and threw the bag in Yu Pei's hand. Pulling open the schoolbag and throwing it down, he squatted down in front of Yu Pei, tapped his back with the back of his hand, and said to Yu Pei, "Come up, I'll carry you."

Yu Pei felt that he should refuse. Luo Changzhou didn't know where to take him. It would be very tiring to climb up the mountain with him on his back, but maybe he was breathing too fast and his heart was beating too fast at that time, he said Without saying a word, his body deviated from the control of his mind under the control of instinct. He hugged Luo Changzhou's neck and lay down on his back.

Luo Changzhou's back is very broad, with thin and firm muscles. Yu Pei rested his head on his shoulders and watched a few dark green weeds emerge from the cracks in the floor tiles under their feet. Luo Changzhou was able to get so close that both of them could hear each other's rapid panting, as if Luo Changzhou was also sick like him.

"Apei." Luo Changzhou was calling his name, Yu Pei couldn't see his face, but he could tell that Luo Changzhou must be smiling at the moment.

Yu Pei tightened his arms around his neck, his lips pressed against the bones of his shoulders, his whole body was trembling slightly: "Huh?"

Then Luo Changzhou really laughed, and said in a quiet and deep voice with slight panting: "I've thought about it for a long time, and I thought about sending you a text message or making a phone call."

"Did you know? I also wrote love letters, many of them, but none of them were satisfactory."

Luo Changzhou stopped, supported his body and slowly put him down, turned around when he stood still, and lightly pressed his hands on his shoulders.

Yu Pei looked up at Luo Changzhou, his back was facing the sun, so the light behind him was very dazzling, Yu Pei found such a reason for himself to excuse himself.

But Luo Changzhou raised his head with a smile, and gently wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes: "Because I think it's better to say such important things to you face to face."

"I like you, Pei."

"Probably from the first moment I saw you, I fell in love with you."

Luo Changzhou's voice was not loud, even very soft, but Yu Pei could hear him clearly. He took apart every word he said and read it silently over and over until it was deeply engraved on the Deep in the heart and soul.

"I like you very much, Ah Pei." Luo Changzhou smiled, looking at his eyes focused and gentle, the deep blue in his eyes was like the sea, embracing his whole figure, "Would you like me?"

Yu Pei did not forget the scene of that day until many years later, just like that day, Luo Changzhou was the light condensed by a cluster of broken stars, which suddenly dispersed at that moment, fell to every place around him, and merged into it forcefully. In his flesh and blood, those rays of light are so dazzling, bright enough to illuminate every dark corner of his life, so from that day on, his life has become complete and bright, like the brightest sky on the eve of dawn The morning star that never falls.

"I, I..." Yu Pei even spoke in a trembling voice, he raised his hand and tremblingly grasped the corner of Luo Changzhou's clothes, as if he had some support, and finally he had the courage to tell himself The admiration in my heart, "I like you too, very much..."

"Do you like me as much as I like you?" Luo Changzhou hugged him directly when he heard the words, and gently touched his ear with his lips, Yu Pei felt like there were clusters of small flames, warming his heart inside.

Yu Pei couldn't speak anymore, he could only hold his waist tightly with his hands, nodding his head non-stop - it turned out that his greatest luck was not meeting Luo Changzhou, but being liked by him.

"Little idiot." Luo Changzhou lowered his head and kissed his hair, "I planned to wait until your birthday to tell you, but I didn't expect a fool to secretly cry because of my confession, cry I was so wronged, I thought you didn't like me."

"No!" Yu Pei raised his head from his embrace, and explained anxiously, "I just... just thought you were joking with me..."

"Do I look like someone who can make that kind of joke?" Luo Changzhou asked him deliberately and seriously.

Yu Pei lowered his head and whispered: "No...but I don't think you will like me..."

Luo Changzhou asked him again: "Why do you think so?"

"I, I'm not good enough, I'm poor at studying, I don't know anything, I still have many diseases... But you are so good, there are many people who like you, they are all better than me..." Yu Pei put all his scars All revealed to Luo Changzhou.

Luo Changzhou put down the hand on Yu Pei's shoulder, he pressed the back of Yu Pei's head, forcing him to look up at himself, he looked into Yu Pei's eyes, and said carefully word by word: "But you treat me It is the most important thing, they are not as important as you."

"I like you if you want to."

"If you don't want to, I'll still like you."

"In short, no matter what, I will love you, and I will always love you."

"Because I think the luckiest thing for me is that I moved to Nancheng with my parents and met you."

Yu Pei could no longer suppress his emotions, he hugged Luo Changzhou, lay on his shoulder and sobbed softly.

These are the last months of his 17-year-old life, and in his 17-year-old year, he shed more tears than he had in the previous 16 years combined - before that because of uncontrollable depression , and now, because of joy and happiness, because he met his favorite person.

Yu Pei decided that from this moment on, no matter how excellent Luo Changzhou is, he will work hard to stand beside this excellent person and be with him forever.

"Okay, okay, I like you and I just make you sad like that? You've been crying." Luo Changzhou smiled and took out a tissue from his pocket, holding Yu Pei's face to wipe his tears.

Yu Pei sniffed, feeling a little embarrassed, and explained in a low voice: "No, I'm so happy..."

Luo Changzhou coaxed him with a smile: "If you are happy, you should laugh, if you say you like you, then cry, then if I kiss you, will you cry even worse?"

"Let's try it." After speaking, Luo Changzhou did not wait for his reaction, pinched his chin, lowered his head and gently pressed his lips.

Yu Pei stopped crying now, he blushed, and his mind began to go blank, only the blue in Luo Changzhou's eyes reflected his own face.

The soft and warm feeling on the lips is so clear, every breath of Luo Changzhou's warm breath falls on his face, intertwined with his rapid breathing, these feelings seem to be infinitely slowed down, repeated Play back in his perception.

Gradually, Yu Pei relaxed his body, lowered his eyelashes slightly, and let Luo Changzhou tighten his embrace.

And this kiss is like a little spark that ignites gasoline, it burns suddenly and violently at the moment of touching, Luo Changzhou pressed the palm of Yu Pei's head and began to exert force, bringing him closer to himself, the moist and hot water breath in his nose Blending with each other, adding heat to the ambiguity in the air.

The fire in Luo Changzhou's heart ignited higher and higher, violently rushing against the wild beast in his rational cage, but he was reluctant to be rude to Yu Pei, and he was also afraid that Yu Pei would not be able to accept more intimacy for a while, so he She only opened her lips slightly, and caressed Yu Pei's lips until those two soft lips became wet and red, then she let him go and asked him with a smile: "Do you still want to cry?"

Yu Pei's eyelashes were still wet with tears, they trembled slightly when they fell down, they were as cute as his crimson ear tips, he lowered his head, pressed his hot and soft lips, and then blushed and whispered He murmured, "Stop crying."