A psychopath has a crush on me

Yu Pei couldn't answer this question for a moment.

He and Luo Changzhou stood under a red jacaranda tree outside the cafeteria, with a few fallen bright red petals at their feet. Countless students passed by their side, hurried to the classroom, and occasionally turned their heads to throw curious questions. Glanced, and then quickly left, as if he and Luo Changzhou were isolated in a quiet place alone, so quiet that he could hear his own heartbeat, which seemed to be pounding against his chest regularly Eardrums, even the guess that Yu Pei didn't dare to think about.

"Apei!" Seeing that the two of them hadn't followed, Gu Zheng, who had already walked away, quickly waved his hand to call him.

Luo Changzhou didn't force Yu Pei to answer that question either, he didn't say anything, put the chocolate bread that had been peeled off into Yu Pei's hand, and said softly, "Let's go."

Yu Pei followed in a daze, gnawing the bread in his hand stupidly.

On the way back, maybe because his mouth was stuffed with snacks, Gu Zheng didn't pull Yu Pei to talk anymore, and the three of them walked towards the classroom very quietly.

"By the way, Ah Pei, I won't go back with you after school today." Halfway through, Gu Zheng suddenly said to Yu Pei, "I won't be with you in the future, we will go out together in the morning, because I want to go out... Hey, you understand."

Gu Zheng raised his eyebrows, and gave Yu Pei an indescribable look: "I will take a taxi back at night, and when my sports car arrives in a few days, I will drive by myself."

Gu Zheng didn't mention this matter, and Yu Pei almost forgot that he would leave after school every day after walking for a while with Luo Changzhou. If Gu Zheng really walked with them, it might not be convenient. Now It's better for Gu Zheng to go back by himself.

So Yu Pei nodded and said, "Okay."

When he was about to enter the classroom, Yu Pei finally couldn't help it anymore. He no longer cared about Gu Zheng being there, called to Luo Changzhou, and asked him: "Changzhou...you told me in the morning that you wanted to tell me thing, what is it?"

Luo Changzhou raised his eyes, glanced at him silently, then said in a low voice: "After school, I'll take you to a place, and then I'll tell you."

Yu Pei said, "After school..."

"Hmm." Luo Changzhou asked him, "Are you free?"

"Yes." How could there be no time, Yu Pei had a thought in his mind, he felt that the thing Luo Changzhou wanted to tell him must be a very important thing, something he couldn't miss no matter what.

Luo Changzhou smiled: "Then I'll talk to you after school."

Yu Pei returned to his seat in a daze and sat down. In English class, Teacher Tian Mi spoke very hard on the podium. It was obviously his favorite subject now, but Yu Pei didn't listen to many words. All he could think about was It is Luo Changzhou.

People are like this, the less you think about something, that thing will stay in the depths of your mind as if it has taken root, forcing you to ignore him.

And even if Yu Pei kept telling himself that what Luo Changzhou wanted to tell him might be anything in this world, but it was absolutely impossible for him to like him, but Yu Pei couldn't deny that, he What I look forward to the most, what I hope most, is this.

Ever since he was a child, Yu Pei has never felt that he is an unfortunate person, because he has no worries about food and clothing, his parents are still alive, and he has an older brother who is the pillar of support. He does not need to worry about everything in the family. Such a perfect family background should not Have any regrets.

But he never thought he was lucky. He wanted his father's attention, his mother's love, his brother's care, his classmates' friendship, and his teacher's trust and understanding. He has nothing that seems to be very ordinary and easy to obtain. The more he wants, these things will run counter to him and get farther and farther away from him.

Until I met Luo Changzhou.

Yu Pei felt that it was the luckiest thing for him to meet Luo Changzhou, become good friends with him, and even like him silently.

He is now so close to Luo Changzhou, the distance is less than half a meter left and right, he only needs to move his arm, and he can touch Luo Changzhou's elbow through two thin layers of school uniform. If he is more lucky, He can still feel the temperature on Luo Changzhou's body, which is a kind of warmth that he has never had before, warm enough to make him cry.

So he is lucky enough, he shouldn't, and can't expect anything else.

Yu Pei moved his eyes away, but didn't land on Tian Mi, didn't look at the blackboard, and even lost Luo Changzhou's figure in his peripheral vision, he was looking at the world outside the window.It's class time now, there is no wandering figure on campus, only a lonely red jacaranda tree stands by the roadside, occasionally falling a few petals in the wind, he looks so focused and serious, as if It was like his world, so lonely that he was the only one.

At noon, the wind picked up, and the cool wind poured in from the window, hitting Yu Pei's face coldly, and it also made his eyes hurt. When he blinked, unsatisfactory tears rolled down his face, soaking the tears His skin was blown by the wind, and in this supposedly hot summer, Yu Pei was aching from the cold.

He didn't expect that his self-control over tears was so bad, and he didn't expect that he liked Luo Changzhou so deeply, so much that he could associate so many things with his words, so much that as long as he thought of him, he might not When I like myself, I feel that the life that has just brightened up just now has lost all color, and suddenly becomes dark.

Yu Pei maintained this posture until the end of get out of class.

He didn't wipe away the tears on his face, but the water stains had been dried long ago. After the bell rang, he heard Luo Changzhou calling him from behind: "Apei."

Yu Pei didn't look back, he was worried that his eyes were still red, afraid that Luo Changzhou would see the clue, so he quickly took a deep breath and pretended to be normal: "What's the matter?"

Luo Changzhou asked him, "Why do you keep looking out the window?"

"I just stared at the blackboard in class, and my eyes hurt a little." Yu Pei kept clasping his palms with his hands dangling from his sleeves, "So I want to look at some plants and relax my eyes."

"You lied to me." Luo Changzhou mercilessly exposed his lies, "You have been watching since class."

"If you want to ask me how I know." Luo Changzhou didn't even give him a little room to refute, "Because I didn't look at the blackboard in class, I kept looking at you, so I know."

Hearing what Luo Changzhou said, Yu Pei's vision, which had regained clarity, began to blur again. He suddenly felt so wronged. Why did Luo Changzhou say such things to him? He would misunderstand Luo Changzhou. Chang Chau also likes him, so he can no longer suppress his desire to tell him that he also likes him.

But for him, confession is a trial - and the result depends on Luo Changzhou alone.He was afraid that the result of the trial would be unacceptable to him, so he would evade, evade the coming of this day, and would want to prolong the arrival of this day infinitely.

"Apei? What's wrong with you?" Seeing that he still refused to turn his head, Luo Changzhou raised his hand to hold his shoulder, trying to force him to turn his head slightly.

Yu Pei turned around, but lowered his head, refusing to look into Luo Changzhou's eyes, but he knew that his red eyes must have been exposed, so he said shyly, "I... I'm a little uncomfortable."

After saying this, Yu Pei raised his arms and lay down on the table just like Gu Zheng who had fallen asleep in the backseat long ago.

Luo Changzhou called him softly again: "Apei..."

Yu Pei said in a muffled voice: "Changzhou, leave me alone, I'll just lie down for a while."

The last class was Chinese class. He listened to Mr. Huang's old voice from the blackboard, opened his eyes and looked at his knees. He never fell asleep and did not raise his head. look up.

"Here are the notes from the last class. I have written them for you." Seeing him get up, Luo Changzhou handed him a notebook.

The notebook is brand new, a dark blue one, with the name Luo Changzhou wrote for him on the cover, the handwriting is clear and powerful, Yu Pei reached out to take the notebook, feeling extremely guilty, he anxiously wanted to apologize to Luo Changzhou: " Cheung Chau, right—”

However, Luo Changzhou smiled softly before he finished speaking, stretched out a finger and poked his forehead, looking at him with focused and gentle eyes: "You have sleep marks on your forehead."

Yu Pei touched his forehead in a daze, the place where he touched was indeed a little uneven, it should be the marks made by his clothes.

"Is school over yet?" Gu Zheng in the back seat finally woke up. His sleeping posture was really presumptuous. When he got up, there were large red marks on his cheeks and forehead, but even so, his appearance was still handsome. .

"Ah Pei, I'm leaving first, see you in the afternoon!" Gu Zheng saw that all the students in the class were walking back, and his drowsiness dissipated immediately. After saying a word, he picked up the schoolbag he had packed and ran outside.

Before Yu Pei could respond, Gu Zheng ran so far that he couldn't even see his shadow.

"Apei, can you not go home for dinner today?" Luo Changzhou asked him while helping Yu Pei tidy up the scattered books on his desk as in the past.

Yu Pei knew that Luo Changzhou was probably finally going to talk to him about that very important matter, so he nodded and said, "Okay, I'll call Uncle Zhang."

After Yu Pei finished calling Zhang Geng, he sent a text message to Uncle Zhuang, telling him not to wait for himself and Gu Zheng at noon, and neither of them would go home for dinner.

Uncle Zhuang and Yu Qing were not like when Yu's mother was there before, they gave Yu Pei a free life, never intervened in his affairs, and never asked too much, just said to be careful on the road, and just call home if there is anything to do.

"Is it okay?" Seeing Yu Pei put down his phone, Luo Changzhou asked him.

"Yes."

"Then let's go."

Yu Pei wanted to get his schoolbag, but Luo Changzhou helped him carry it one step ahead of him, and said, "Aren't you feeling sick? I'll help you carry it."

"I..." Yu Pei lowered his head and his voice was very soft, "I'm actually not uncomfortable..."

"Don't think too much." Luo Changzhou stretched out his hand to help Yu Pei straighten the hair around his ear. Seeing Yu Pei's sad appearance this morning, he really wanted to say that sentence right now, but in the classroom There are still many students who have not finished, so he can only say this sentence.