management without cause

The next day Luo Yin got up early to go to class. He had a very exhausting period of time, obviously he couldn't rest, but he was even more tired than painting day and night, and even every day was not going well.

The thought of having an appointment with Xu Jing at night made him a little happier.It's just that the eyelids twitched all morning, and the anxiety in my heart remained undiminished.

Luo Yin went back to the dormitory at noon, after much deliberation, he still took the watch box and put it in his schoolbag.If the atmosphere is right at night, I can deliver the graduation present and apologize smoothly.

He closed the door and was about to go to the coffee shop, but he received a message from Xu Jing - there is something urgent today, I will pick you up later.

Looking at these words, Luo Yin couldn't turn his head around for a moment. Could it be convenient for Xu Jing to call him?Or what can't be said?

It wasn't until the screen of the phone went dark that Luo Yin leaned against the door and answered him word by word--Okay, don't pick me up, I can go there by myself tonight.

After clicking send, Luo Yin sighed softly, and then began to edit the shift change news for the restaurant supervisor, so that he could go to work earlier in the afternoon and arrive at Xu Jing earlier in the evening.

It was only when Luo Yin walked to the bus stop that he received Xu Jing's reply. It was just a short "um", and the indescribable loss filled his heart again.Fortunately, the restaurant also agreed to his request. After thinking about it, Luo Yin sent another message to Xu Jing—it might be a little later.

Xu Jing stayed in the hospital with an IV in his left hand and his phone in his right hand, and did not reply.

Unexpectedly, he has been busy with the company's affairs recently, overworked, his resistance has declined, and last night's temperature dropped sharply, he stayed downstairs in Luo Yin for another night, accidentally caught cold, and suddenly had a fever, his voice was so hoarse that he could say no speak out.

Obviously a piece of news can make Luo Yin come over immediately, and make him take care of himself with distress, and circle around him back and forth, but he really doesn't want the little golden retriever to worry.

Xu Jing was able to go back to his residence to rest after infusion and medicine. He was still young, and he was almost recovered when he woke up at four o'clock in the afternoon.

He didn't know how late Luo Yin said, so he could only buy the ingredients first and come back to prepare.

Luo Yin likes sweet and sour food, although Xu Jing seldom cooks for him, it is impossible for him not to care about his lover.

Xu Jing finished making the sweet and sour pork ribs and pot-packed pork ingredients and started to make tremella pear soup. It was just after 06:30. He sent a text message to Luo Yin asking when he would arrive, but half an hour passed and he still hadn't received it. respond.

At a quarter past seven, Xu Jing called Luo Yin again, but he never got through.

It was the first time that Xu Jing, who had always had smooth sailing, felt that waiting was so difficult.

He didn't know what Luo Yin was talking about, and he didn't know where he was, and he was afraid that making too many calls would cause disturbance, so he could only wait.

Xu Jing forced himself to concentrate on stewing the soup. After 10 minutes, he changed his clothes, picked up the keys and drove out the door.

In fact, it’s just that there is no goji berry and lily for stewing white fungus and pear at home. There is no need to go out again for these two small ingredients, but he can’t sit still, Luo Yin has not come for a long time, and he is in a state of uncertainty.

At 07:30, night fell, there was a lot of traffic on the road, and the speed of the car was not fast. Xu Jing couldn't help but check his phone for any new news.

Xu Jing didn't receive a call from Luo Yin until he bought something and turned the car back.

"Hello, Xu Jing, I'm sorry, I couldn't answer the call just now..."

The voice of longing to the bone was apologetic, and seemed to be a little anxious, so soft that it was unreasonable.

"It's okay, are you done?" Xu Jing's throat still hurts, so he could only speak in a low voice.

"Yeah," Luo Yin nodded vigorously, thinking that the other party couldn't see him, he asked him again: "What are you doing? Have you eaten yet? Can I rush over to your house now?"

"Okay, do you want me to pick you up?"

Xu Jing controlled the speed of the car while talking on the phone with him. As soon as he drove the car across the square, he saw a familiar figure coming out of the restaurant where he had dinner with the professor yesterday.

Luo Yin's shattered golden hair was messed up as soon as he stepped out of the restaurant's gate, and he fiddled with it a few times before he said to Xu Jing: "No, no, I'll be at your house soon."

Xu Jing stared at the figure carrying the bag with no expression on his face.

"Luo Luo," Xu Jing asked him in a deep voice, "Where are you now?"

"I, I'm in the dormitory, can you wait a little longer, I'll be there soon."

Xu Jing didn't speak, the car was set to the slowest speed, and his right hand was tightly clutching the phone.

"Xu Jing?" Luo Yin looked at the phone, it was still on the phone.

After a long time, Xu Jing responded, "En."

After speaking, he hung up the phone and threw it aside, speeding all the way home.

Luo Yin put the phone back into his pocket, tightened his jacket, and got on the bus.

The location of Xu Jing's residence was well chosen. Master Xu has always been very particular about food, clothing, housing and transportation, or picky.

It's not too far from the restaurant where Luo Yin works, about 10 minutes away.

When Luo Yin got out of the car, he was a little nervous, but more excited with anticipation, the corners of his mouth couldn't help but twitch.

He carefully checked the small gift bag in the bag again before knocking on the door of Xu Jing's house.

Xu Jing opened the door for him and turned directly into the kitchen. Luo Yin was taken aback for a moment, then followed without even changing his shoes.

"Xu Jing, what kind of food did you cook?"

Luo Yin walked around him, peeping his head from behind him to look at the vegetables in the pot from time to time, seeing him put all the ribs on the plate, Luo Yin dared to hug his waist from behind and approach him.

"Xu Jing, I'm sorry, I'm late today, I didn't mean to."

Xu Jing's eyes darkened, and he handed him the plate to signal him to take it out.

Luo Yin took it out obediently, and Xu Jing then put the vegetables and potted meat on the table. Luo Yin didn't want to pay any attention to him, so he could only look at him, and when he brought out the soup and wanted to go in again, Luo Yin Yin timidly grabbed the hem of his clothes.

"Look at me...don't ignore me..."

Xu Jing turned around and looked at him without saying a word.

"I'm sorry... don't be angry, okay?"

Luo Yin let go of the corner of his clothes, and wanted to go forward to hug him, but he gently pushed him away.Luo Yin froze on the spot, blinked uncontrollably, and stared at him blankly.

"Luo Yin, can you still eat these things?" Xu Jing asked him calmly.

Luo Yin looked at him suspiciously, not understanding what he meant.

"Where did you go last night? Where did you go tonight? And how did you tell me?" Xu Jing took a step back, so far that he could hold him in his arms without reaching out.

He went on to say, "You know, you've never lied."

"Is the feeling of freshness and excitement really so attractive?"

"Luo Yin, if you want to play, then play enough."

Luo Yin opened his eyes slightly, he was innocent and dazed, his mind went blank, he wanted to grab Xu Jing's hand, but the latter avoided him.

Luo Yin opened his mouth, but couldn't say anything to argue with. In the end, he grabbed the schoolbag, took out a small gift bag from it and put it on the table.

Luo Yin didn't dare to look up at him, closed his eyes hard, and said softly to him,

"Happy graduation."

"If you don't like it, just throw it away."

After speaking, he immediately left with his schoolbag on his back.

From the moment Luo Yin closed the door with his own hands, tears couldn't stop falling down, and when he went out to the street, he even couldn't help crying while sitting on the bench by the side of the road.

How could Xu Jing think of him like this.How can he!

But no matter how much he explained, it was useless, Xu Jing just didn't want him anymore.

Didn't I have been mentally prepared for a long time ago, didn't I already know that there would be such a day, why am I still so sad.

Luo Yin's heart was throbbing with pain, his vision had long been blurred by tears, the cold wind was not as cold as his heart, and his whole body was even more chilly. Only then did he remember what his mother said 'like falling into an ice cave', probably so.

In a trance, Luo Yin was hugged into a warm embrace.

"Lolo, don't cry."

It was Xu Jing's voice.

Luo Yin sniffed lightly, confirming the familiar smell.

The cold wooden oriental tone on Xu Jing's body was just like him, Luo Yin couldn't help but bury himself in his breath, and burst into tears.

Xu Jing patted him on the back lightly to coax him, feeling extremely distressed.From the moment Luo Yin closed the door and left, he couldn't resist chasing him, just like the moment he met him, he couldn't restrain his love for him.

Luo Yin cried very sadly, Xu Jing wiped his tears for him, the unstoppable tears soon wet his sleeves, Xu Jing had no choice but to pull him up from the bench and lean on him, hugging him tightly with both hands .

"Lolo, I'm sorry, I said angry words at that time, I lied to you, don't leave, okay?" Xu Jing tilted his head and kissed his ear, and said softly.

Luo Yin buried his head on his neck and shoulders, and cried for a while before sobbing,

"I don't like to play. I have to do those things every day. I am very tired. How can you, how can you feel that I have empathized with you? How can you use this excuse to break up with me? I am so so love you."

Luo Yin wiped away his tears, sobbed and continued,

"You are going to graduate, but you never told me your plan after graduation, nor did you mention our future. I have always regarded the days before you leave school as the last time, and I dare not ask you , I’m afraid that you will tell me bad news, and that our relationship will end early.”

"Later, you went back to China, right? You couldn't even tell me this, if not, if you hadn't suddenly waited for me downstairs by Monet that day, I even thought you acquiesced in our relationship and broke up... "

"Xu Jing, I'm so tired. I saw you eating with the professor's daughter. You guys are so happy, but I'm so embarrassed that even strangers can tell that I'm so sad, but I still don't want to leave you."

"The decision whether we separate or not has always been in your hands. I saw your rental contract. Are you leaving the United States soon?"

"Obviously you are the one who wants to break up, yet you still slander me, I hate you, I don't like you anymore." Luo Yin said the last sentence with tears in his voice.

"Luo Luo, I'm sorry, I deserve to die," Xu Jing kissed his side face distressedly, his heart was about to be swallowed up by self-blame, "Baby, I love you."

Luo Yin cried so hard that he lost his strength, most of his body weight was on Xu Jing's body, and his arms were softly wrapped around his neck.

"Luo Luo, I'll take you to a place, please listen to my explanation." Xu Jing said softly.