Klein bottle personality

After finishing a day's work, Ding Muyan decided to communicate with Dean Zhu over and over again.

Walking to the door of the dean's room, the door was not closed, there was a crack, Ding Muyan heard someone talking inside, it was Dean Zhu and several other vice deans besides him.

"We can't just push Xiaoding out like this. We can't do things so indifferently. I always said to protect our doctors. Today Xiaoding was framed and we sold him to get away. What about tomorrow? Who will be next Victim?" It was Dean Zhu who spoke, with his usual benevolence and generosity.

Ding Muyan lowered his knocking hand and stood at the door to listen.

"For the sake of the overall situation, Dean Zhu, we also hope that Dean Xiaoding will be well, but now we have to let go of this situation."

"No, I absolutely don't agree! Xiaoding is such an excellent doctor, we forced him away, do you really think he has no place to go? His departure is a loss! His leaving our hospital is our hospital's loss, leaving us The country is our country's loss! Don't you feel sad!"

Dean Zhu sounded very excited. Ding Muyan knew that he defended himself, but he didn't know that he would defend himself in this way.

After a brief silence, Dean Zhong said: "Dean Zhu, we all know how much you cherish talents, but you have seen the trouble in the outpatient clinic in the afternoon. He is in a very difficult situation now. It's not that we want to force him to leave, why don't we force him to leave? Thinking about it from another angle, we are actually letting him live and giving him a wider world.”

Ding Muyan didn't want to listen any more, he quietly left and returned to the office, no one was alarmed.

He didn't want to leave this hospital. He went abroad to study in order to return from his studies one day. This is the place where his parents and grandparents fought hard. This is where his belief as a doctor lies, and he once thought that this place should be the starting point and end point of his medical practice .

He likes it here, he likes the towering pine and cypress as soon as he enters the door, the eaves where swallows nest, and the snails crawling slowly in the garden after the rain.

He still wants to hold on.

The door rang a few times, and Dean Zhu pushed the door open. Ding Muyan got up quickly. Dean Zhu sat opposite him, and waved his hand to signal him not to be restrained. A few hairs hung down from the top of his bald head, looking haggard: "Go home as soon as you finish your work, young people still need some life of their own."

"Well, let's go."

"Tomorrow..." Dean Zhu paused and said, "You don't need to come here tomorrow, just rest at home for a few days."

Ding Muyan put down the pen in his hand and said seriously: "Is it suspension?"

Dean Zhu suddenly became angry: "I told you to go home and rest, what suspension! Who suspended you!"

"I'm causing you trouble again." Ding Muyan lowered his head.

Dean Zhu sighed: "I'm useless."

Ding Muyan left the hospital under the moonlight. Because of the snow, he didn't drive, but walked back slowly.A lot of snow had fallen on both sides of the road, and the cold air went straight into the lungs.

When he was almost home, he answered Peng Zhicheng's call.

"The person who is always in the news has been arrested!" Peng Zhicheng said this in a tone of awe, "It's so fucking awesome, and this action is too fast. I just splashed dirty water on you yesterday morning, and I wiped it all out this afternoon. !"

Ding Muyan was a little dazed: "Have you been arrested?"

"They not only wrote about you alone, they also messed with other people before, saying that it was because of other things that they found out. From the person in charge to the reporters below, there is no one left! I heard from my friend that this time there are eight out of ten Nine will go to jail, at least the person in charge and the reporter who wrote the article will not be able to escape! Amazing, brother, this kind of thing is rare!"

Ding Muyan was going upstairs, panting a bit, only his breathing could be heard in the quiet building.

"Hello? Why don't you talk?"

Ding Muyan breathed a sigh of relief: "I don't know what to say, and I don't seem to be happy."

"Ah, Ding Ding, cheer up!"

Ding Muyan smiled, talking to Peng Zhicheng would always make him feel better.

"By the way, then you have to be careful Xiao Jin."

Ding Muyan stopped in his tracks: "What?"

"Think about it, it's rare for him to do something serious, so why don't you hurry up and ask for credit?"

Ding Muyan looked at the figure standing in front of the house: "You're right, I'm dead."

"Huh? Why did you hang up?"

"Because he's already here."

Ding Muyan went to the door and took out the key, Xiao Jin hurriedly stepped aside.

"I'll teach you a lesson for those people who wrote about you! Don't worry, I promise they won't dare to mess with you again!" As expected by Peng Zhicheng, Xiao Jin's first words were praise.

"I already know." Ding Muyan thought for a while and said, "Thank you."

This thank you didn't have much emotion, but instead brought a lot of politeness, which made the relationship between the two even more distant. Xiao Jin frowned and said, "He is the youngest son of one of the shareholders of SQ. He wants to completely blow Xue Chuwei's cooperation with your hospital." , He found you, tried to get your photos, and found out that this online media has a personal grudge against you, so he paid them to discredit you and your procurement cooperation. I will teach this person a lesson, but it will take more time a little time."

It was almost the same as what Ding Muyan had guessed, maybe because they were too far apart, they didn't feel much, but felt that this kind of conspiracy was too disgusting.

"Then I thank you in advance."

Ding Muyan still replied lightly, opened the door and entered the room, when the door was closed, Xiao Jin took the opportunity to squeeze into the room, before Ding Muyan could say anything, Xiao Jin said first: "It's my fault, last time they hacked you I should have acted when the time came, and it was my negligence not to give them a second chance."

Xiao Jin acted resolutely, and checked everything that needed to be investigated in just one day. Those who can do it first, that is his proud capital. He can control some people and some things with one hand, turning his hands into clouds and hands into rain, but He couldn't control everything after all.

"No one can think of it. Things have already happened. It doesn't help to say these things."

Ding Muyan's too calm tone made Xiao Jin feel chilly. People who are really close don't hide their joys, sorrows, sorrows and joys. Only when dealing with strangers can they consciously restrain themselves. Ding Muyan is consciously creating a sense of distance. Indifference, Xiao Jin would rather he get angry at himself.

"Let's talk, Mu Yan." Xiao Jin took a step closer.It doesn't matter, if Ding Muyan wants to escape, just chase after him.

Ding Muyan was weary: "I really wanted to talk to you when I just woke up yesterday morning, but it's unnecessary now."

"Needed!"

Xiao Jin took another step closer, took off his gloves, grabbed Ding Muyan's hands and put them on involuntarily. Ding Muyan struggled, but Xiao Jin's hands were like iron clamps, and he couldn't break free at all.The room hadn't warmed up yet, Ding Muyan's hands were as cold as if they had been soaked in icy water, Xiao Jin's gloves were thick and warm, and still carried the temperature of his skin, Ding Muyan suddenly felt his numb fingers come alive.This kind of heat, slowly and softly, spreads from the fingertips to the blood vessels, unlike warming up by a fire in winter night, the heat is so blunt that you will be burned if you are not careful.

But Ding Muyan was annoyed immediately: "No need."

How could Xiao Jin let him do what he wanted, firmly clasping his wrist, not letting him move.

"Let go!"

Xiao Jin didn't speak, but laughed instead, and Ding Muyan realized that he had fallen into his trap again.He is not afraid of people getting angry, but afraid of people being indifferent. Xiao Jin deliberately used this kind of action to stimulate Ding Muyan.

"Your fingers are so thin and icy cold. You don't want the gloves I gave you. I can only do this." Xiao Jin showed a helpless look.

"When can you not act in front of me?"

"I care about you, why do you always feel that I'm acting?" Xiao Jin smiled wryly, "You said it doesn't matter on the surface, but you still think I hurt you, right?"

"Isn't it?" Ding Muyan raised his eyebrows, "Do you think I'll be fine if you pretend to only move people around me?"

"You leave it to me to settle, I swear I never wanted to hurt you."

They didn't turn on the lights, only the moonlight illuminated each other's faces, cold and indifferent, Ding Muyan's expression suddenly became serious: "You don't understand."

Xiao Jin didn't like to hear this kind of talk the most, so he immediately lowered his face: "Tell me about it."

"Because you are not gay, you don't understand what kind of suffering we have experienced in adolescence, and what kind of pressure we have endured as adults. You think you are out of the closet when you come out, but you are just being talked about for a few days, in fact It’s not like this, you don’t understand how much courage I need every time I confess to people that I like men. This is not something that can be passed in a day or two. In the face of family, friends, colleagues, and even the whole society, I Having to constantly muster up the courage to face myself will stay with me until the day I die."

Ding Muyan's voice was almost ethereal, but it had the power to hit the soul directly, Xiao Jin was stunned, not knowing why his heartbeat became rapid.

"Many things that are normal to you are challenges to us. You even use your sexuality as a weapon to attack." Ding Muyan squeezed his glove and pulled out his fingers one by one, "Jiang Chen wanted to expose me at the beginning. , I didn't pay attention at all, because I knew he didn't dare, he was afraid of Shaojun to death. Why was he afraid? Because he cared, he cared about Shaojun, and the people around him. But what about you? You hit The people around me don't show any affection at all."

Xiao Jin's complexion has changed, and every muscle is tense.

"Oh, I was wrong." Ding Muyan slapped the glove on Xiao Jin's hand, with a cold smile, "You show mercy, otherwise my father and Dean Zhu would have stepped down long ago, right? Just because of your unwillingness, the people around me suffer accordingly."

Xiao Jin clenched his back molars, making the lines of his cheeks more sharp.

"You never thought of hurting me, that's because you never thought about whether you would hurt me."

"Xue Chuwei cheated in marriage, are you protecting him?"

"Of course Xue Chuwei deserves it, but if he cheated on a woman, is your trick still useful? You achieved your goal, and he ran back in fright, and then what? The weakness you can take advantage of, won't others take advantage of it? It was only a matter of time before I was affected, but I didn't expect..." Ding Muyan choked up: I didn't expect it to be so tragic.

Xiao Jin's eyes flinched slightly: "I really didn't think it through."

"You defeated him, you are very proud. Is this your victory over Xue Chuwei? No, it is the victory of heterosexuals over homosexuals."

Xiao Jin opened his mouth to explain something, but he couldn't say anything. He always thought that Ding Muyan had wisdom that was not inferior to his own, but he used it professionally. He didn't expect that one day he would be said by Ding Muyan. I was speechless.

"In the end it's still my fault." Ding Muyan laughed, "I shouldn't have been so naive in trying to fall in love with a straight man."

"regret?"

"Sad." Ding Muyan looked into Xiao Jin's deep eyes in the darkness, "Very sad, because I fell in love with the wrong person again."

Xiao Jin's pupils shrank, and he grabbed the glove tightly, as if trying to dig into his flesh.Ding Muyan never said he liked it, just like he never said he liked it seriously, they walked together tacitly, never had a serious confession or promise, just enjoy the moment.But Xiao Jin did not expect that Ding Muyan would say this word at this time, after everything was irreparable.

The room was already warm, Ding Muyan took off his coat and turned on the light in the living room.From entering the room to now they have been talking in the dark, it seems that the darkness can cover up their inner panic.

"Okay, I've said all that needs to be said. You lied to me, I dumped you, and now you've hurt me again, and I'm still at a disadvantage. You're not ashamed, so don't be reconciled. Let me go please."

"no……"

Ding Muyan waved his hand indifferently, went to the bookshelf and took out a novel book from it, sat on the sofa, regardless of Xiao Jin was still there, and started to read it by himself.

"It's so late, you're not going to bed yet?"

"I've been suspended and I don't have to go to work tomorrow."

Xiao Jin paused for breath: "Don't worry, there are plenty of places out there begging you to go with your level, if you are not willing to listen to others, I will open a hospital for you and you will be the director, and I will buy you the most advanced equipment !"

Ding Muyan rolled his eyes from the top of the book: "Go and play with your house."

Xiao Jin was so choked that he couldn't speak, he stood in front of him in a daze, neither speaking nor leaving.

"Aren't you leaving yet?"

Xiao Jin looked at Ding Muyan, and suddenly, a strong impulse surged in his heart, all the cells in his body were agitated, he vaguely remembered that the last time he felt this way was when Ding Muyan was on a business trip, he couldn't help but be provoked by his desire It couldn't be extinguished, wishing to immediately grab the person in front of him and press him down, the impulse lasted for a long time, until Ding Muyan came back and hugged him thoroughly.This time, the impulse was stronger but somewhat different. He still longed for the flesh, but besides that, he longed for something more, maybe an angry love word, maybe a tolerant smile.

"I..." Xiao Jin felt thirsty in his throat, "I want to hug you."

This time Ding Muyan didn't even lift his eyes: "If you don't leave, I'll call the police."

Xiao Jin was still about to say something when the phone rang suddenly. He wanted to press it directly, but he still picked up the caller ID on the screen.

"Hello?" After hearing a few words, his expression changed, "I'll be right back."