three years old

This tossed for most of the night. At three or four in the morning, the two of them were sweating in the winter, and no one wanted to get up to take a bath, so they fell asleep with each other hugging each other.

The snow outside has not fallen for a long time, the temperature is low at night, and it is all lumped together. Occasionally, broken ice falls from the upstairs window, knocking lightly, Ning Xi half-opened his eyes, hazy Dimly, take a look, and continue to sleep.

He originally slept very peacefully this time, but after being woken up by the snow, he began to feel a little dazed.

At four or five o'clock in the middle of the night, Ning Xi dreamed that Xing Cheng went back, and she woke up almost instantly. Before she woke up, her consciousness was blurred and she was so sad that she was dying. After recovering, she realized that Xing Cheng was sleeping beside her Be very firm.

Ning Xi moved closer and hugged Xing Cheng tightly.

He moved his body more and more, he opened a small gap in the corner of the quilt, maybe some cool wind leaked in, and Xing Cheng stretched out his arms to help him tuck the corner of the quilt even though he was asleep.

"Xingcheng?" Ning Xi whispered, "Are you awake?"

Xing Cheng didn't move at all, eyes were still closed, breathing evenly, Ning Xi was stunned, why did this person fall asleep...

He hugged it again as if resigned to his fate, sighed, and almost fell into his brother's arms.

I haven't seen him for more than two months. Now that he has grown taller and grown up, he has some "men's medals" on him. He will start to "bully" him, make conditions on him, make decisions "unauthorized", and even You can go so far alone and come to him desperately.

Woke up early in the morning, both of them were sticky all over, and the sheets were all things Ning Xi was ashamed to mention, but he still pretended to be calm and asked the front desk to send another bed to make it up, and went to take a shower, Pretending to be calm, he climbed up and slept back into the cage with his arms around Xing Cheng.

Around eleven o'clock, Xing Cheng got up to take a shower first, and quickly went to bed after washing, Ning Xi blocked him with his arms: "It's time to pack up and go to eat, I have to check out!"

Xing Cheng just woke up and took a hot shower again. He was so energetic, he grabbed Ning Xi's leg and dragged him towards the center of the bed: "What are you going to do? Let's stay for ten days and a half months..."

Ning Xi couldn't resist kicking him: "I'm dreaming of you!"

Xing Cheng grabbed his ankle, held it down and lifted it on his shoulder, Ning Xi hurriedly pushed him: "I really have to check out!"

"No refund, I paid two days' room fees, we can toss around until six or seven in the afternoon before going to the airport..." After finishing speaking, Xing Cheng rushed forward again.

"You," Ning Xi shielded her arms sorely, "It's broad daylight, didn't you make enough noise last night?"

Last night, he was begging for favors, but Xingcheng did not follow him: "This is called daydreaming."

After Xing Cheng finished speaking, Ning Xi bent his knees to touch his lower abdomen, "Then what are you doing at night?"

Xing Cheng raised his eyebrows, moved closer to bite his ear: "Make love."

"Run!"

Ning Xi was afraid that she would really be teased again, and she would be out of control, and she would have to fly at night, so she raised her head and said, "Don't stick it so tightly..."

Whether it's words or actions, Xing Cheng has already mastered it on Ning Xi: "Some schools stipulate that the distance between men and women should not be less than [-] centimeters. I am in puppy love, so I can post it as I want." .”

Ning Xi put on a serious face, the tip of her upturned nose was dripping with sweat, she gritted her teeth and said, "You're the only one? Can't you go back to the evening plane?!"

"What's the matter? Between me and a man, everything is negative!"

He didn't know that Xingcheng had a little secret, and he really liked Ning Xi's cold and red face. .”

Ning Xi was completely defeated by him, grabbed the quilt, wrapped herself up, buried her face in it, and hummed, "Tear off my quilt, and do whatever you want."

As a result, he insisted on holding on to the quilt, and Xing Cheng was so anxious that he broke out in sweat again, he grabbed the quilt and pulled it out.

Ning Xi let go suddenly, put his arm around Xing Cheng and pressed on him, and then pulled the quilt to cover the two of them.

"Caught you."

He took the initiative to kiss Xingcheng's face and whispered something.

After tossing around for dinner, Xing Cheng got out again and took a shower, saying that the shower gel was used up, and Ning Xi said you should wash it with shampoo.

Xing Cheng began to pretend: "Can that work?"

Ning Xi was puzzled and said, "Why can't it be used?"

He leaned against the bed, the light in the room was off, he took out a pack of cigarettes from his trouser pocket and lit it, while smoking, he looked at the faint figure running on the frosted bathroom glass.

One room, one bed, two people, a few warm 'saves' are enough.

Xing Cheng poked his head out, very unpleasantly said: "It can't be used, come and have a look!"

Ning Xi pinched out her cigarette, wrapped herself in a towel and walked over...

"Damn! Xingcheng! Don't pull me in! You're still making trouble!!!"

The bathroom was full of water mist, Ning Xi couldn't break free, she gritted her teeth and scolded: "You really play basketball very energetically, don't you!"

In the afternoon Ning Xi led Xing Cheng around the school, his collar was zipped up all the way, but when he tilted his head slightly, he could see the eye-catching purple-red kiss marks on the side of his chin.

Xing Cheng proposed to sit by the Weiming Lake for a while.

He watched the college students passing by them one by one. Occasionally, a boy greeted Ning Xi with a smile. Ning Xi nodded, smiled back, and said "Hello" politely, but he didn't recognize any of those faces. , the damn low feeling in his heart came up again.

He suddenly felt that Ning Xi was far away from him.

Long-distance love may be like this, slowly fading out of his circle, and finally becoming the person standing on the edge of his social circle.

But it's so close, it's within reach, it's right by your side, you can put your arms in your arms, and you can kiss your lips when you turn your face.

"Brother," Xing Cheng called him, "What time is it?"

Ning Xi took out her mobile phone to look at it, and said, "It's almost five o'clock, almost."

"Let's go," Xing Cheng stood up and patted the ashes on his trouser legs, "Let's go."

The road from Haidian District to the airport is neither short nor short, nor long.

It's so short that Ning Xi hasn't had time to take a good look at Xingcheng, but it's long enough for him to save up these paintings for future reference.

In this world, people live in groups and pairs, but they have to go separately.

No matter how they played around in their youth, no matter how lawless they were, in the end, they had to make peace with the world.

Ning Xi's hand was firmly held by Xing Cheng, he couldn't bear to look at Xing Cheng, so he turned his face to the side to see the Capital Airport gradually appearing outside the car window.

Xing Cheng is the only unwillingness to grow up in his life.

Changed the boarding pass, found the security checkpoint, bought something to eat, everything seemed so familiar, yes, last time it was Xing Cheng who sent Ning Xi away, this time it was reversed, looking at the "Xing Cheng" on the ticket , In just a moment, Ning Xi understood the feeling of traveling that day.

After the two stayed for a while, Ning Xi went to help him straighten his hoodie and subconsciously trimmed the neckline, only to find that Xing Cheng was not wearing a school uniform.

Ning Xi smiled, stood on tiptoe, and patted the top of his brother's head, "Remember to tell me when you arrive."

"Okay," Xing Cheng's pocket phone was hot, and he never let Ning Xi discover it, "tell me when you go back to school."

"Don't wear so little, or..."

Xing Cheng continued to talk, as if thinking of something, he felt a little embarrassed, "Otherwise I will send you my coat, and you wear my clothes, will it be warmer?"

Ning Xi was stunned for a moment, nodded, and did not refuse at all: "Okay."

In the winter, if you can wear your boyfriend's coat, it is like a bunker, which can resist all the cold winds in the world.

From the security check to boarding the plane, I only stayed for 10 minutes. Standing more than ten meters away from the security checkpoint, I went to greet Ning Xi: "Brother, you go first!"

Ning Xi stood where she was, unable to move, and said, "You go first."

"I can't bear it," Xing Cheng tightened the scarf around Ning Xi's ear, "I can't bear to let you see my back."

The two confronted each other for a while, and Xing Cheng took the first step after all. He turned his back cruelly and walked to the security checkpoint. He couldn't help but look back at Ning Xi who was standing there with half of his face hidden by the scarf.

He wanted to tell Ning Xi that Chengdu has had a not-so-cold winter this year, and it hasn’t snowed yet, and the ginkgo leaves haven’t fallen yet. When you come back, it will probably snow and leaves will fall. By then, the kilometer long street , we go from beginning to end.

He walked four times and turned back three times. On the fourth time, Ning Xi pinched his face and said, go back to study.

Cheng Cheng was almost backwards, and asked him loudly: "Brother! When are you coming back?"

Ning Xi also replied loudly: "Tomorrow!"

It was as if he really wanted to go back tomorrow.

He watched Xingcheng go through the security checkpoint, then looked at the takeoff information on his mobile phone a'p'p, and watched that the plane's data gradually increased, before he got on the airport bus and went back to school.

Standing in the dormitory for a while, he looked at his busy roommates, and remembered how he was walking here yesterday, with presumptuousness and deep affection.

On the second day of walking, Ning Xi threw a three-pointer at the basketball court on campus, and bought a snack when he encountered a southern snack on the way. He went to class and looked at the blackboard and suddenly laughed. The white sweater he was wearing was drying out. It was so soft that even the draft from the windows in the dormitory became warmer.

He walked up the stairs step by step, as if stepping on the heartstrings.

The red pomegranate soda in Ning Xi's hand tasted sweeter than before. He had been looking for it for a long time and bought it at a chain store.

His roommates asked him, "What is so happy?"

Ning Xi smiled, closed the book, and said that the younger brother's grades are getting better and better.

The feeling of being asked is like, the whole world knows who has a heart that loves more and more deeply.

For more than 20 years, he has never felt lonely. He is used to being alone and self-reliant.

But these years between him and Xingcheng, Xingying, his brother who is three years younger than him, taught him to be cheerful, taught him how to embrace the world with a hot temperature, and taught him how to love.

He thought about the back of the last return trip today, and suddenly realized that loneliness is so difficult.

Ning Xi took out her mobile phone and sent a message to Xing Cheng.

"After you left, Beijing seems to be less cold, but I also want your clothes."