three years old

At the end of July, the admission notice came down.

The cover is red, with a word "He" on the left, Ning Xi's name is written squarely on the right, and on the bottom is the principal's signature. I couldn't help being happy, but also confused.

After the notice came out, Ning Xi went back to school. Ren Mei and his group of students who were still making up lessons stood in the corridor to greet him. Behind him, the director of the Academic Affairs Office wrapped a newspaper in his hand and knocked on the students' heads one by one, scolding him. They don't learn from Ning Xi, they just play around all day long.

A primary school boy ran from the first floor to the open air, pointed to the sky and shouted: "Hey! Another fighter jet! Flying so low!"

Several other boys came out from behind him and looked in the direction of the finger, "Wow——"

That day Ning Xi stood on the empty dam in front of the teaching building, wearing casual clothes, with white sleeves rolled up for a short length, looking up at the big clock hanging on the teaching building, suddenly seemed to see the passage of time, It was the same when I saw myself four years ago, standing in front of the building that was still unfamiliar back then, looking forward to the distance.

Growth is like this for him, he is constantly moving forward, and he is also constantly losing. The perennial loneliness only affects his judgment, and he no longer remembers what he has.

He misses himself as a child, with a happy family, ignorant and fearless, and only thinks about the five cents of candy at the gate of the community after school.

Xingcheng went to Chongqing with his parents, and when he came back, it was already early August, and he brought back some hot pot ingredients.

In the evening, the two sat cross-legged in the living room, clinking glasses with hot chili oil bubbling in the pot.

Ning Xi rested her chin and listened to Xing Cheng's talk about the mountain city, full of enthusiasm, tall buildings everywhere, trains passing through the buildings, and the wind howling.

Their cups collided again, and the soda inside was still bubbling. Xingcheng asked him, "Why do you always like to drink pomegranate flavor recently?"

Ning Xi said, "I just want to."

Miss you, also miss that time.

Their stories have been pieced together from fragments to a complete time.

Every morning at that time, Xing Cheng waited for the two taels of beef noodles at the gate of the community, and then sent Ning Xi to the classroom like a grass guardian.

Every noon, at the small noodle shop at the school gate, there is always a journey of sitting among a bunch of brothers looking for Ning Xi.

Every night, the window sill turned up and down, and the hot body under the blanket.

That was the most beautiful half year of their adolescence.

……

On August [-]th, it was cloudy and did not turn clear.

Xing Cheng woke up early, got up in a daze at 05:30, packed his bags and ran downstairs, took the key and opened the lock, and found that Ning Xi was still sleeping peacefully with his eyes closed.

He set the alarm clock 10 minutes late, leaned against the bed, looked at the gloomy sky outside the window, and touched Ning Xi's face with his fingertips.

It was already past seven o'clock when we arrived at the passenger station. It was the peak season, and there was a long queue on the expressway from Chengdu to Wenchuan. The temperature dropped sharply on rainy days, and the raindrops fluctuated from big to small, hitting the window glass, and the bus was shaking. Shaking, Ning Xi didn't sleep well at first, she leaned on Xing Cheng's shoulder, wanted to close her eyes, and wanted to look at Xing Cheng a few more times.

Cheng Cheng took off the scarf to cover the hands they held, and softly coaxed him to sleep.

After coming down from Wenchuan, I started to take the national highway. I didn’t fall asleep when I saw the big word “Wenchuan” on the road sign, and I remembered the earthquake in [-].

A lot of rocks fell in front of the teaching building of the school. He was thrown up by the shock in the classroom and couldn't even stand upright. He ran to the playground in a panic and saw the badge of the brigade committee on Ning Xi's shoulder. He calmly led his classmates evacuation.

May of that year was gray in the memory of all Sichuanese.

Later, his birthday was on August [-]th, when he turned eight years old, and the whole world went to celebrate the Olympic Games, he held a cake and ate butter at home alone, even his parents ignored him.

Xing Cheng couldn't hold back and ran downstairs to give Ning Xi a cake to eat. Just as he saw Ning Xi standing at the door of the house with a stubborn face and being scolded, Xing Cheng squinted and rubbed along the wall, wanting to give his brother a taste.

At noon, I ate yak beef stew, vegetables and fruits mixed with rice, Xing Cheng felt refreshed, brought camellia, drank it, and took out sunscreen to wipe Ning Xi's face.

Xing Cheng is still a bit of a straight man when it comes to skin care. He has not put on sunscreen for a long time, but the ultraviolet rays are too strong at noon. , It was so wiped that I screamed in pain.

After another two hours of driving, the transfer bus finally arrived at Jinchuan County from Maerkang. The classmates who came to pick them up had been waiting for a long time. They were all elementary school students in the second year of high school. A little shyly greeted Ning Xi.

A senior who passed the Peking University exam, and the rumors in the school are so awesome, it always makes strangers feel a little distanced.

Yunding Flower Sea is at the top of the mountain, there is a sea of ​​clouds and sunrise, and it is no problem to watch the stars and the moon. There is a mountain behind the homes of nearby residents full of rhododendrons.

This place is still considered an undeveloped tourist attraction, and only the locals can lead the way to enjoy it. Xing Cheng led Ning Xi all the way, his palms were as hot as coals.

Walking on the road, watching the wild pheasant pass in front of them proudly, Ning Xi shook it with a grass root in his hand, "I'll make a plate of plateau chicken tonight."

It was already evening when they arrived, and the blooming Meconopsis and aster flowers could not be seen clearly. The altitude was already high. Fortunately, the two of them did not have serious altitude sickness and did not feel much. The other native boy was still a little nauseous.

There is only one family near Huahai, which specializes in tent rental business. They took two and started to dismantle them. They took a look at the endless wilderness and said to his buddies: "Go farther away."

One didn't understand, "What's wrong?"

"My brother is thin-skinned, he needs to change at night." Xing Cheng said without blushing.

After packing up and eating dinner, it was already Xinghe Tianxuan, and a camping cloth was spread on the grass, and the four boys lay on it looking up at the dark sky, with the highland barley wine they bought in their hands, sipping little by little.

The brother of Xingcheng said, "Our kids started drinking it when they were in their teens. Brother Xi, try it if you like it. If you can, I'll bring you some after school starts!"

Another one knocked him on the head: "What are you thinking, brother Xi is in Beijing after school starts!"

Ning Xi also drank it generously, the sour taste in the mouth had faded, and replied with a smile: "You can bring some more for Xing Cheng."

"I said why Xingcheng's grades are so good recently. It turns out that it's because you have a good relationship with Brother Xi. Hey, if Xingcheng also takes the exam in Beijing's school in the future, you two will be closer again."

Xing Cheng sipped a circle of butter around the rim of the cup, nodded, not knowing who he was talking to.

"Beijing, I will definitely go there."

After drinking, it's okay that the degree is not high, Xing Cheng took out his mobile phone and asked the two of them to take a photo of him and Ning Xi for help.

Backed by mountains, facing the galaxy, and in the distance is an endless sea of ​​flowers, even at night, there is a refreshing fragrance.

After saying goodbye, each of them used the bathhouse in that resident's house, and was soaked in the hot water while walking, and when they got into the tent, their faces were still hot.

After he grew up, the lines of his side face became more and more obvious, like a knife-cut photocopy on the surface of the tent, Ning Xi lay on the grass covered with quilts, and he was fascinated.

Xing Cheng brought him out, he was especially afraid of Ning Xi's temper, he thought it would be boring to walk around like this, "It's fun, isn't it?"

"It's very good, nature, I haven't experienced it much yet."

Ning Xi said that it turned out that the surrounding mountains, murmuring streams, and boundless expanse in the Chinese textbooks are all real.

He folded the socks he took off, "Actually, it's quite interesting to go anywhere with you."

Cheng Cheng looked at the plateau with no one outside the zipper gap of the tent, overwhelmed him with a muffled voice, and said in a vicious voice: "From now on, I will go out with me more often, we will go wherever we are."

Seeing that the time passed zero o'clock, it was August [-]th.

Ning Xi didn't kiss him anymore, she just sat up, turned over and lay on Xing Cheng's chest, as if she was leaning against his body, listening to the beating heart that was about to break out of the cocoon.

"Happy birthday, Xing Cheng," he said.

Xing Cheng stroked his temple hair with his fingers, and asked softly, "Brother, what did you give me?"

He is an adult, he is finally an adult, he can finally be considered a man, and he will be an upright man in the future. He lives not only for love, but also for his family and everything around him.

Seriously looking into his eyes, Ning Xi slowly stood up, arching the quilt on her back, clinging to the lower bodies of the two of them in an unexplained way.

give me.

Ning Xi never talks nonsense.

It was very cold on the mountain at night, and there were only two quilts overlapping each other, tightly covering the two of them.

As far as the eyes can see, there are only bright shadows left around, which are scattered tents scattered in the distance where they are stationed, like stars on the grassland.

The two of them never imagined that some kind of ritual-like first taste of sex would happen in such a land, but everything was because of the four words, and it was hard to control their emotions.

to go on.

In the distance, there seemed to be dogs on the plateau, howling wildly, screaming like a lone wolf.

When the dog barked, Cheng Cheng's hands trembled uncontrollably, Ning Xi arched his back and hummed in a low voice, leaving several plum blossoms around his neck.

It was their most indulgent intimacy.

Xing Cheng seduced his brother Ning Xi from the mortal world.

The lights in the tent were off, and the moon was not bright at night, reflecting the darkness inside, and I couldn't even see a shadow.

After holding back for a whole day, Xing Cheng kissed violently, Ning Xi didn't hide or push back, just reminded him in a low voice, don't move too much...

Xing Cheng said "hmm" indiscriminately, he deserved it quickly, and moved his hands to push Ning Xi's pants, coaxing him with a smile, "I'm an adult, and so are you."

"That will always be three years older than you."

Ning Xi piled up the travel backpacks to cover the bodies of the two of them, and was bitten by Xing Cheng.

The upper body of Xing Cheng was wearing a jacket, the neckline was wrinkled by Ning Xi's hands, the zipper was pulled to his chest, and there was a row of scarlet tooth marks under the collarbone.

It was obviously the first time, and Xing Cheng was still a young boy who had just tasted love, but he was not as eager as he imagined, he just bent down, his pants fell to his knees, and pressed down hard.

Ivy wrapped around the tree, and Ning Xi's arm climbed up to his neck, pinching the boy's neck, pinching it inch by inch, causing the two of them to throb with pain, choking their necks and panting heavily.

Xing Cheng was very crazy, his eyes were full of Ning Xi's slightly bright eyes in the dark, and the grass clippings beside his ears, he was young and reckless.

"I accepted the gift." Xing Cheng said.

His movements are strong and rough, like a beast that originally belonged to this land, melting the 21-year-old snow under him.

Still leaning over, he kissed Ning Xi's navel reverently, then his collarbone covered by the sweater, and bit off a few stars.

Tilting her head slightly, Ning Xi's forehead leaned against Cheng Cheng's chest, and her toes were tense.

He rubbed against him.

Xing Cheng was so hard that it hurt, he just reached out to unpack the ointment tube in the bag, and held it in his hand again, hesitating and impulsive.

Ning Xi bit his ear and whispered, "Do you want to do it?"

His brother has already opened his mouth, why can't Xing Cheng just stay still? He grunted and bit the person under him. He bit off the lid of the paste with one hand. Before he could apply it, he heard Ning Xi's voice. Er'er was low and hoarse: "Fuck me."

Xing Cheng took a breath.

The young man's rough fingers brushed aside a few wisps of wilderness wind, mixed with lust, and burned into the internal organs.

This is the person he longs for, this is the body he desperately possesses, so pure and holy.

He arrived hot, slowly stood up, and fell into a dream.

There is no room for delay.

He is like a fish in desperate need of a source of water.

Enduring the swelling pain, Ning Xi bit her lip and carried it hard, stretched out her hand to touch the fitting place, felt that Xing Cheng was embedded into herself a little bit, and then put her hand to her side to grab the grass.

He turned his face sideways, his nostrils were filled with the smell of earth and grass.

The moonlight is quiet, only this place is hard to suppress.

"Brother." Xing Cheng resisted the impulse, patiently grinded his temper, rubbed the corners of Ning Xi's eyes with his hot lips, and asked him in a hoarse voice, "Does it hurt, you have to say it if it hurts."

A pillow was placed under Ning Xi's waist.

The moment they were completely entered by Xing Cheng, both of them held their breath, their lower body ached and crazy, and their hearts blossomed.

Ning Xi forgot how to breathe, forgot where she was.

He suddenly felt that the two of them were alone, in the wilderness, but seemed to be floating in a sea of ​​people.

He hugged Cheng Cheng's back tightly, being pushed up and down, and kissed his mouth, the scene in front of him was chaotic, sobbing endlessly in his throat, he suppressed the humming tightly.

Ning Xi just whispered over and over again, "Xing Cheng, Xing Cheng..."

He let Xingcheng cultivate and harvest in his body, running rampant, only looking forward to the summer solstice in the coming year and the spring equinox in the year after next...

They can lie in bed and dream again.

Ning Xi didn't dare to make a sound, but just closed her eyes to feel the force, her legs were wrapped around her, and her fingers were so painful that they stuck tightly into the running hoodie, as if she was about to bleed.

Cheng Cheng has been panting low, it is the vibration in the young man's throat that cannot be suppressed.

He heaved fiercely, lowered his head to kiss off the grass on Ning Xi's temples, and then pushed the tip of his tongue into his mouth, stalking and stalking.

Ning Xi remembered that when she was a child, she climbed on the basketball hoop and watched the grass clippings blowing from the opposite street.

Xing Cheng hit him time and time again, Ning Xi could hardly hold back his broken moan, but ordered in a low voice, "Be harder, deeper..."

Ning Xi was in pain at first, and then slowly sank from the collision, like floating on the sea, unable to sink.

He raised his chin with his eyes closed, and was shrugged again and again. The arc of his jaw line was almost perfect. He couldn't tell whether he saw the darkness or his brother's face.

Going inside again and again, a thin layer of sweat formed on the broad back of the march, still not forgetting to tuck in the corner of the windshield quilt, and holding Ning Xi's exposed waist, his voice became hoarse: "Is it cold?"

Ning Xi shook her head and hugged her up again.

He is so thin that it seems to hit the bottom at once.

Xing Cheng stretched out his hand to open his legs a little more, cupped Ning Xi's face with one hand, and broke his puzzle with his mouth.

The sticky and warm touch between the lips and teeth made Xing Cheng's Adam's apple twitch violently, and he couldn't help but think of the pleasure of entering it just now. He pressed Ning Xi's leg with his hand, and pushed it away with his knee again.

He turned sideways, and another two rounds came.

The wind was so cool at night, they passed through the tent and entered their space, but the air was hot and intense from the running.

Yi Cun Cun took his brother to the top, and then fell heavily.

The breath of two young men filled the land, they sucked and swallowed, made love and parted again.

In the end, Xing Cheng hugged him, and he also hugged Xing Cheng.

Xing Cheng rubbed the tip of his nose against Ning Xi's forehead, and suddenly stopped the panting in his throat.

Ning Xi held the white light in his hand, as if a meteor had fallen, and the beach in his palm became the center of a lake.

He loves his depth, loves his eyebrows and eyes, loves him like the wheat waves on the sea of ​​flowers, turbulent and turbulent.

The jackets of the two of them were covered with sweat, and Ning Xi's underwear, which had been taken down to the knees, had already been dumped somewhere.

Their temples were wet and they couldn't tell whether it was daylight or dark.

I don't know what time it is in the morning, but the whole field is quiet, there is no sound of insects or birds.

Only Ning Xi's thigh was hanging on the young man's strong waist.