three years old

It took almost an hour on the way, stop and go, and walk through the alleys. Ning Xi's mobile phone was almost out of battery, so he barely insisted on reaching the entrance of the military hospital after asking the passers-by.

He was drenched all over, and felt a biting cold from head to toe. When the night wind blew, the strength to tremble all over his body was almost gone.

Ning Xi took a deep breath, panting, and ran to the entrance of the inpatient department. Indeed, several cars were parked, but after looking around for a long time, he didn't see any familiar relatives. He took out his mobile phone and was about to call Xing Cheng .

As soon as he took out his mobile phone, he saw an uncle of Xingcheng standing at the entrance of the inpatient department talking to two doctors in white coats. After finishing talking there, Uncle Xingcheng turned around to open the door, and Ning Xi ran over. Question: "Hi Uncle, I am a friend of Xingcheng."

The middle-aged man saw his young and handsome face, which was clean and pure. After thinking about it, he felt familiar, so he took a towel from the trunk and wiped his head.

The uncle looked like he had just cried, his eyes were red, and he said, "Looking for Xiao Cheng, I'll take you there?"

"Well, trouble uncle."

Ning Xi sniffed, his eyes were blurred by the rain from running all the way just now, and he wiped the back of his hand suddenly, making his breathing difficult.

The uncle greeted Ning Xi to get into the car, and said that Mr. Xing had already been sent to the funeral home in the eastern suburbs.

A relative died of illness, and the uncle who was traveling along the way didn't have much to say to Ning Xi. They sighed one after another, opened a bottle of mineral water and handed it to him, saying that the child was panting badly, and asked him to drink some water.

Ning Xi hugged the bottle of mineral water, nodded and thanked her.

People who are experts, everyone he has come into contact with, seem to be like this, they are especially good at caring for others, and they are also very warm-hearted...

Reminiscing about her relatives, Ning Xi couldn't quite remember them, after all, even going back to visit relatives and friends after Chinese New Year was a childhood memory.

My father has been away for many years, and my grandparents are only my grandma, who is still demented. There is only one aunt in the family who is still taking care of the elderly.

When he got older, the Ning family also lost contact with his mother and even him. It is estimated that few relatives still remember Ning Xi.

He doesn't have a deep relationship with his family members, and there are few people who love him since he was a child. It is ironic to say that after 20 years, besides his father, the one who loves him the most is his neighbor brother who is three years younger than him.

As soon as the car stopped at the side of the street, the parking lot of the funeral parlor was crowded with cars. Ning Xi didn't know what level Xing Cheng's grandfather was, but now he just plunged into the rain to find Xing Cheng.

After saying goodbye to his uncle and running into the gate of the funeral parlor, Ning Xi suddenly stopped and stood there in a daze, staring at the wood grain inlaid on the side of the glass gate, which became more and more familiar...

The funeral home in the eastern suburbs of Sansheng Township...

He had just passed away, and there were not many people rushing here. It was precisely this that reminded Ning Xi of his father who was buried in a hurry that year.

It was a scar in his heart.

When Xing Cheng came out of the mourning hall with a tired face, he saw Ning Xi standing at the gate, his eyes were a little empty.

His elder brother, wearing a black cotton jacket, had a lot of dust on his body, but was completely drenched by water, his hair looked like it had just been soaked, and there was rain dew hanging around his chin.

Ning Xi's trousers were rolled up, splashed with mud because of running.

His lips were so white that he could hardly see clearly, he stumbled and walked towards this side.

He staggered a few steps and stood firmly in front of Xing Cheng.

Ning Xi was about to reach out to hug Xingcheng, but unexpectedly his younger brother's legs gave way, and he knelt down beside his own.

Cheng Cheng hugged his calf and didn't let go, a whimper that was almost like the howling of a young animal came from his throat.

Great sorrow and great sorrow.

Ning Xi was so distressed that she almost stopped breathing.

It was raining heavily outside, and the wind was blowing violently, suddenly there was a muffled thunder that split behind Ning Xi.

He felt that the floor of the funeral home shook three times.

At the moment of thunder and lightning, Ning Xi bent down, subconsciously hugged Xing Cheng's head in his arms, and shook violently with the thunder.

There was a bone-piercing moisture on his body, and his whole forehead was flushed from the discomfort of walking, and he became more and more greedy for this kind of wetness, so he desperately hugged Ning Xi's leg.

Not long after the elder passed away, Ning Xi always felt that there were two eyes staring at him in the dark, and he felt very uncomfortable. He pushed him lightly, but Xing Cheng knelt down and refused to let go, his eyes were red.

As if in the present moment...

Only in this way, only by Ning Xi's side, can he stay away from this bad news.

From Ning Xi's point of view, he could see a piece of filial cloth wrapped in white linen around Xing Cheng's waist, tied in a knot behind his back, and dragged down to the ground.

It was blindingly white.

It was still raining heavily outside the funeral parlor. It was almost ten o'clock now, and a thunderbolt struck again from the sky...

The two of them snuggled together in the hall, thundering and windy, as if they were burned by fire.

……

After running in the rain for so long and all kinds of problems piled up in his heart, Ning Xi started to have a low-grade fever after being sent home by Xing Cheng.

From home until five o'clock in the morning, the low-grade fever persisted, and his whole body was limp. He boiled three buckets of water in the kitchen and applied it to him, but it didn't work.

Xing Cheng was really distressed, and he said to him while passing water: "Aren't you short-sighted, you ran so far in the rain, and you have an exam tomorrow..."

As soon as he was in a hurry, he wanted to say something serious, but Xing Cheng abruptly held back, seeing his brother's indifferent look, he couldn't say a word more.

Ning Xi lay there recliningly, his soaked clothes had already been changed, and the soft cotton pajamas made him feel very comfortable, so he couldn't help but burrowed into the bed, and whispered, "It's just because I don't want to be short-sighted."

Xing Cheng was at a loss for words, in addition to being moved, he was annoyed.

He knew that the funeral home had to help out by himself, but he couldn't hold back and sent Ning Xi to school half an hour earlier, forced to eat breakfast, and went back to the funeral home to guard it.

At nine o'clock, the Chinese test began.

This Ning Xi basically didn't sleep much all night, dizzy, gritted his teeth and persisted in the first game.

In the past few years, the atmosphere of some competitions in the city has been bad. Many people with backgrounds and backgrounds are preparing for admission with competition awards, not to mention liberal arts admissions. Judging by the results of each year in the whole grade, The undisputed one is Ning Xi.

There are far fewer competitions in the liberal arts than in the sciences. Ning Xi has been far ahead after the zero test scores, and this test result is a reassurance for the recommendation.

It is no problem for Ning Xi to take the college entrance examination in Beijing, but the recommended school is also very good. If you spend the rest of your time doing something you like, recommending it is a good choice.

Even those time that should have been spent on brushing questions and sprinting...

It's good to have a serious love talk.

Ning Xi also wanted this opportunity, but he lost it.

The low-grade fever lasted until 04:30 in the afternoon, and Ning Xi called the invigilator to come over before finishing the comprehensive essay.

The diagnostic test in Chengdu is relatively strict. Most of the invigilators are teachers from neighboring schools, and few of them know him. Seeing the child with his head hanging down and his face flushed, he immediately called the school doctor.

The exam was interrupted, and Ning Xi gave up her qualifications.

I dragged him to the school infirmary and lay down all afternoon. He was busy with exams and not many people knew that he was sick. The school teachers paid more attention to it. The doctor went around several times and said that the low-grade fever persisted because of long-term nervousness and emotional instability. , In addition, it may be caused by the cold, so rest more, what else is there to test.

Ning Xi bit her lip and said nothing.

The temperature was measured and measured, but it still didn't drop or go up, and I had a terrible headache.

He just stayed in the school infirmary, paid the fee of [-], didn't go anywhere, and lay down the first day of the diagnostic exam.

Wen Zong didn't take the exam, and the English and math exams on the second day were meaningless. Ning Xi's body also needed to rest. The grade group gave him a special note to let him go back and rest.

Xing Cheng hasn't been home for the past few days, let alone accompany Ning Xi, since Xing Cheng's family had an affair. He is really not used to it at this time, and Ning Xi also understands him.

Ning Xi took the medicine and was lying on the bed reading a book, her head was groggy, it was almost evening, listening to the sound of pots and pans colliding in every household in the nursery outside, watching a group of children chasing and playing with basketballs...

Really not used to it.

He turned over and got out of bed, put on his shirt, took off his earphones, looked at the book in his hand, and suddenly wanted to laugh.

In the past, Xingcheng said that what he admired most was that he could memorize English texts while listening to songs, without making mistakes in half a word.

Ning Xi dug out a wooden box under the bed. It hadn't been wiped for a few days, and a lot of dust had fallen on it. When the lid was lifted, the things inside were neatly stacked and hung from upstairs every time...

When I was young, I had tops, excavators, racing car models, and toy guns. Even Xiao Xingcheng didn’t understand why his brother always refused to accept his toys. He simply asked for money and went to buy Barbie dolls. When he came down, he was blond and blue-eyed, and was almost chased and chopped down by Ning Xi, who had always had a good face since he was a child.

At that time, every time Xiao Ningxi was scolded at home and punished to stand by the window, when the curtain was drawn, she could always see Xiao Xingcheng jumping up and down in the yard.

Xiao Xingcheng didn't bother to play too much. During the hot summer, he would go to the pond at the back of the yard to collect a dragonfly or two, and carefully carried them to his brother's window.

Ning Xi leaned against the edge of the bed and quietly recalled.

At the age of nine, as soon as the dragonfly flew out, Ning Xi was let go for the whole summer.

……

Grandpa Xing's first seven days passed, and Xing Cheng returned to school on time.

The funeral parlor in the eastern suburbs is some distance away from Qingyang District. During this period of time, many people lived directly in nearby hotels and did not go home. Xingcheng was the eldest grandson, and they were not free.

He only called Ning Xi when he was free these few days, and asked about his health for a while. He was exhausted physically and mentally from the busy schedule.

Not long after Xingcheng returned to school, a group of Ren Mei and the others rushed up to hug him, handing him cigarettes and homework, bro copy homework!

take a sip?Big Chongjiu, I just bought it!

Everyone knew that there was something wrong with Xing Cheng's family, and no one dared to touch him.

The third year of high school was dragged to the physical examination today, and Xingcheng ran twice to the fourth class of the third year of high school, but he didn't find out where Ning Xi was, and returned to class feeling depressed.

Ren Mei opened her mouth to talk about Ning Xi's loss of admission qualification, and Xing Cheng knew the reason in his heart, and almost hit the wall of the class with his fist, determined to dig a blood hole out.

All afternoon, he thought about a lot of messy things.

Xingcheng belongs to junior high school who is not very interested in physical hygiene class. Once he entered high school, his head was full of basketball, falling in love and messing with such and such things. He fell behind a lot.

He usually looks like a handsome little hooligan, but in his bones he is lustful and has no guts. He only dares to kiss and hug forcefully, and let him stretch out his hand to provoke his brother.

From time to time, the high school boys would get together and chat with girls in a nasty accent. Usually they are not interested in traveling, but now they occasionally hear a few words in the toilet, and they just listen with their ears up.

Obviously still in class, he thought of Ning Xi's slightly trembling shoulders when kissing, his indifferent and alienated expression, but his eyes were full of lust.

Today's senior high school physical examination was released early, and the students were released at six o'clock to go home to review first.

After school in the evening, Xing Cheng ran to the canteen in front of the school to buy a bottle of Wai Zui Er Baijiu, unpacking it while running.

Drink while running to build up your courage.

He held his mobile phone and researched all afternoon how to serve his brother.

After thinking about it for a while, how he usually does things by himself.

Too many emotions and too many things piled up on the shoulders of the two of them, Xing Cheng knew that Ning Xi needed to vent.

Even for the two of them, they always have the most sincere love for each other.

One day they will all be taken out and eaten.

He almost stumbled when he ran into the community, half of his schoolbag was on his shoulders, his school uniform was wrapped around his waist, and there was a thin layer of sweat on the back of his neck.

He eagerly knocked on the door of Ning Xi's house.

As soon as the door opened, Ning Xi could feel the smell. He had just recovered from his illness, and his complexion was a little bad.

He stared and said, "You've been drinking."

Holding on to the door frame, Cheng Cheng slammed the door behind him.

He bit the collar of the school uniform, and pulled down the zipper between his fingers, leaving only a short sleeve inside.

Xing Cheng felt much cooler, and pressed his forehead against Ning Xi's, and said in a hoarse voice: "No need to drink... I can get drunk just by looking at you."

He held the face that he had cherished for half his life, his eyes were full of aggression, his index finger gently twirled the tip of Ning Xi's nose, clamped Ning Xi's chin suddenly, and kissed it directly.

Kissing all the way from the shoe cabinet to the living room, kissing and taking off while walking, the upper body is completely naked, the young man's strong and beautiful body is completely exposed, even the explosive veins under the skin affect Ning Xi's sight.

He swallowed a mouthful of saliva, and before he had time to remind him to be careful of catching a cold, the hem of the school trousers was pulled away forcefully by Xing Cheng, and he fell to the ground with his arms around his waist.

Xing Cheng grabbed the school uniform he had taken off and spread it on the floor, he rolled on Ning Xi.

The young man's knuckle movements were domineering and frivolous, and he grabbed Ning Xi's vital parts at such a speed that he could hardly breathe.

Cheng Cheng controlled him condescendingly, not giving him the slightest chance to relax.

Turning his head to one side, Xing Cheng bit Ning Xi's ear, and said vaguely: "Brother, we still have to grow up, and we still need a lot of time..."

Ning Xi panted back: "Xingcheng..."

He couldn't say anything.

Xing Cheng lowered his head and looked at him seriously.

His elder brother has bright lips and the curvature of the bridge of the nose is illuminated by the moonlight, just too much.

Ning Xi raised her neck and suppressed the voice in her throat fiercely, her eyes seemed to be filled with tears, her twisting body was being controlled by her own hands...

Suddenly thinking of Ning Xi in the smog, it was like flying through the clouds.

It's the fairy from that day, who is favored by thousands of people.

His style of dealing with sex is the same as his personality, bold, decisive, and violent, fast, and extreme all based on feeling.

His strength was overwhelming, and the movement of his hands made Ning Xi cry out in pain, and Cheng Cheng turned a deaf ear to it. In this extreme feeling, Ning Xi bit his shoulder and rushed to the top abruptly.

As soon as Ning Xi let go, there were scarlet tooth marks on Xing Cheng's shoulder.

He lay panting on the school uniform in the living room, put his wrists on his lower abdomen, and watched Xing Cheng wipe the hem of the clothes without changing his expression.

Xing Cheng thought that he would finish the job after helping his brother, but Ning Xi sat up and hugged him, whispering in his ear: "Don't move."

Immediately afterwards, Ning Xi's cold hands pulled away the corners of Cheng Cheng's underwear, and slid them in along the thighs.

Move your fingers apart and down, slowly and gently.

Xing Cheng froze for a moment, his heart beating violently like a drum.

He buried his face into the scorching hot neck, trying to find some warmth from there, to make his whole body feel comfortable.

Surrounded by the cool touch on the lower body, Xing Cheng trembled and gasped for breath. He kissed Ning Xi's exposed shoulders fiercely. It was round and beautiful, and even left his own fingerprints on his back, which was deeply red and erotic. ...

Cheng Cheng's breathing was not smooth, and he kept shouting in Ning Xi's ear: "Brother..."

Ning Xi's hands moved faster, the heat from his palms burned his nerves, his face was flushed, his eyelashes drooped, his thighs were stretched, he bit his clothes, and asked him in a low voice: "You, are you comfortable?"

It was the first time someone did this to him, Xingcheng completely lost his ability to think in his head, he couldn't even say a word "comfortable", he just kissed Ning Xi's chin like crazy, and said in a hoarse voice: "Brother. "

Ning Xi was cornered by him.

He sat on Xing Cheng with his legs wide open, half of his trousers were taken off to his knees, and when he bent his legs, those two long legs wrapped around Xing Cheng's waist.

The trousers were hanging on the knee of his left leg, trembling with nervousness from Xing Cheng...

The two of them faced each other, both blushing and panting, the smell of wine was faint, but it added a fragrance.

The moonlight was like water, the curtains in the living room were drawn to a gap, and the light leaked into the room along the gap, and spread around Ning Xi's toes where the white socks were hanging...

"Brother, your hands are so cold."

Feeling Ning Xi's teasing, Xing Cheng opened his mouth and bit his exposed shoulder, slamming hard, grinding his lips and teeth inch by inch.

Pain and pleasure stimulated Ning Xi at the same time, he couldn't hold back a muffled groan, and completely set Xing Cheng on fire.

Ning Xi's palms were on fire, and the temperature went up by half a minute.

He half-closed his eyes and put his face against Xing Cheng's ear, and hugged his head with the other hand, and said in a low voice, "It's so hot."

Xing Cheng watched Ning Xi's right hand holding the ball and pen gently pressing down on him, his movements were dexterous and lively.

When she raised her eyes, Ning Xi's eyes were filled with boundless darkness and dots of stars.

Looking at his calm and intoxicated face, Cheng Cheng swallowed his saliva.

In the darkness, Xing Cheng wanted to light a cigarette for Ning Xi.