Who can think of a name for me

It's such a night again, the city seems to have no starry sky, no moon, and only dazzling neon lights!I lit a cigarette and took a deep breath. The numbness to the tip of my tongue made me relax. For a moment, I forgot that this was my first time smoking.Until the choking smoke entered my mouth, I couldn't help it anymore, and coughed violently...

The first time we met was at the airport. I always thought it was ridiculous to fall in love at first sight, but when I saw you, I felt that I had fallen.You are the same as me, I see you looking back at me frequently!At that time, I was thinking, maybe this is fate, always meeting the wrong person at the wrong time!

Arrived in a strange city, but found the familiar you; forgot all the emotions, but fell in love with you alone!When I saw you sitting next to me, I wasn't surprised at all, really, because I knew that we would meet sooner or later!

You said, your name is Lu Yuan; I said, my name is Li Mo.

We are like old friends who have been reunited for a long time, without too many words, but the eyes are already far away!Later, I often wondered whether from that moment on, the knot of fate would entangle you and me, and you and I cannot escape!

I'll follow you as soon as I get off the plane, anyway, I just don't have a home, and now I happen to have you!You said, you are no longer single; I said, it doesn't matter, whatever, I am willing to never see the light of day or fall into hell!You keep silent, count it as tacit consent!I think.

Do you remember that day?An earthquake occurred in a neighboring province, and we felt it very strongly here!The people around were yelling and running around, only you and me, not going anywhere, hiding behind the billboard, kissing ecstasy!As if there is only me and you in this world!Your cold fingertips are inserted into my hair, my lips are still feeling your breath, how I wish, this is the end of the world, you and me, together!die together!

I don't understand love, really!Because I never loved anyone before you.But the moment I saw you, I knew, I love you!You say I'm special, you say I'm brave, if you like it, go after it.No, in fact, I am not brave at all, I only do this to you.I love your looks, your gender, everything about you!And your extreme cowardice, I love it too!

You said that your parents would not allow you to love a man, so you just married a woman in a muddleheaded way.You said, only the kindness of parents can never be let down!

But you know what?How hard your father beat me!Your mother is also not kind, wishing to pierce me with the most vicious language in the world.I can only be silent, because you said that only the kindness of parents can not be let down!

I have never understood that my parents are just the people who gave birth to me.It is said that blood is thicker than water. When I was kicked out of the house, I realized that blood is only thicker than water!You said, what is wrong with you and me, why in this world, even the closest people can't forgive us?

She also came to see me, you don't know it!She begged me, let me leave you.But why?She loves you, and I love you too!Why is it only me who give up?As long as you still love me, I'm not going anywhere!Yes, not going anywhere!

But you still left me.You said, she is still in the hospital, she is still waiting for you!

Looking at your back, I don't know how I feel, are you sad?Are you sad?I really want you to look back at me, just one look!But why do you still refuse to turn back?

I lay at home all day without doing anything, but I still couldn't help looking for you.Looking for you everywhere!Where you work, no!Your home, no!Our cabin, no!where are you?Have you left the city yet?Why, don't you even answer the phone?

I love you!I can't take the initiative to leave you and forget you!But you left like this, leaving only me and this strange city!

do you know?It's too cold to sleep alone, so cold that I can't breathe, how I want to be hugged by you, how much I want you to warm me up!

I'm going to fall into the depths of hell, right now, I'm extremely depraved!Do you remember that bar I took you to?Since you left, I have been there every day, but I have never had a drink.There, I met a man who was willing to take me home, his name was Qin Zhi!

I am always afraid, in the lonely night, wake up alone, so he will hug me and kiss me every day!You see, without you, I can still live a good life!

But I still love you, do you believe it?I still believe it.

I can't believe it, it's true, I've met you again!

What a coincidence, it's on the plane again!I saw you hugging a sleeping boy, how peacefully he slept!Is it your child?It's three years old, after all, we haven't seen each other for three years!

"Long time no see!" You said.

"Long time no see." I said.

Lu Yuan, why are you unwilling to look up at me?You are still so cowardly!But I am still the same as before, even this cowardice also loves it!I watched you leave in such a hurry!It's her, waiting for you to go home!

I went home in a daze, Qin Zhi and I's home.Surprisingly, he and I have been living together for two years.He is very kind and treats me very well. You are really different from him!I begged him to hug me, hug me hard, and he did!I kissed him and kissed him so hard!However, it was you in my mind, your evasive eyes!A forced smile!

"I love you, Li Mo!" Qin Zhi always said to me like this.But in this case, you haven't told me once!so do you love meOr, did you really love me?What a pity, I have said "I love you" to you so many times, but I have never said it to Qin Zhi once.He knows, I don't love him, never once!

You returned to this city and became my boss, what a coincidence!Sure enough, the knot between us cannot be untied.

It's so good, it's like going back to the past, you will appear in front of my eyes every day, even if you never look at me, I still feel very happy!Even Qin Zhi said, I have become more cheerful, you see, until now, I have always been you in my heart!

That day I worked overtime until one o'clock in the morning, and I happened to meet you who came to the company, and you couldn't let me say anything, so you dragged me into your office.You started kissing me hastily, tears still on your face.I was dumb at first, but then I started to respond to you, to feel your familiar kiss.I really miss you, especially now, when you are right in front of my eyes, but I miss you like crazy!

It's been a long time since we slept together on the sofa, your arms!But I didn't expect that you pushed me away as soon as you woke up!You said you drank too much last night!Yeah?How do I feel that you are much more awake than me!Still, I haven't woken up until now!

I said, I know.Yes, I know, if you let me go, I will never stay longer!

"Qin Zhi, hug me!" I shrank into Qin Zhi's arms, listening to his heartbeat speeding up bit by bit.His intense love is going to burn me out!It's so nice to have someone who loves you so deeply when you're so lonely and going crazy.But, why do you say we can't love two people at the same time?

Lu Yuan, are you avoiding me?I haven't seen you in the company for several days.It's so sad, please, don't hide from me, please?I want to see you every day, really, without seeing you, I feel like I'm going crazy!

Ah, that's great, the company arranged for me to travel with you!How lucky, now you can no longer hide from me!

When I sat on the plane with you, I once again thought of the first time we met, this is probably fate!But why do you keep looking out of the window without even looking at me?Don't be afraid, I won't do anything, just looking at you like this makes me feel very satisfied.

As soon as I got out of the hotel, you said that I had changed and that I could flirt with women freely.Looking at your unhappy face, I really want to laugh, are you jealous?

I haven't changed, really, it's just that I don't flirt with that woman, how could she sign us so quickly!I really haven't changed, especially love you!

I closed the car door, put my arms around you, and kissed you!I still like the way you are angry!But you actually pushed me away and ordered me not to approach you again.Yeah?If I'm not close to you, will you be close to me?

Sure enough, you still entered my room.I knew you would come, so my door was left unlocked!

"No drinks today!" I asked.You didn't say anything, just kissed me so hard I couldn't breathe.However, if I just suffocate and die like this, I think I would be willing.I lie on your body, feel your body temperature, and want to hear your heartbeat.But it's so strange, your heartbeat is nothing like Qin Zhi's!

You're rough, it hurts me, really, it hurts!Pain keeps me awake, and being awake makes me more sore!

After returning to the company, you no longer avoided me, and we resumed our previous relationship.I, once again become your lover!

We often hid in your office and kissed secretly, I even took you home and kissed heartily on the bed that Qin Zhi and I shared!Maybe we are so lingering because we have been separated for too long!

When Qin Zhi found out, he immediately became furious. Really, I have never seen him so angry!He said, I will definitely go to hell!Yeah?

Qin Zhi has been gone for five days, I think he will not come back again, but it doesn't matter anymore!I have you now don't I?Lu Yuan, I really love you!

What Qin Zhi said is wrong, I will not go to hell, because I am already in hell, am I not?