No.70 days
Chapter 93 Selfishness, cruelty, and violence
They did it twice in the bathroom, and by the second time Shao Wu was exhausted and a little fuzzy.
He didn't know how Yang Shuyi changed into the hospital gown for him, but he only remembered that when he limply sat on the chair, Yang Shuyi finally touched his back—when they made love, Yang Shuyi kept holding him His waist did not touch the rest of his body.Yang Shuyi pressed his fingertips on his shoulder blades, and asked in a low voice, "Is this a scar?"
"Oh... yes," Shao Wu replied confusedly, "Don't you remember?"
"what?"
"The first time I went to an Internet cafe with you, I met Wang Yujun...it was my brother...he pushed me against the wall."
"..."
Shao Wu knows, he doesn't remember.
"There's a nail on the wall, it's stuck." Shao Wu narrowed his eyes and smiled. "I haven't seen Wang Yujun for many years. I don't know if he has found a boyfriend."
"..."
Shao Wu touched Yang Shuyi's face: "Let's sleep together."
"it is good."
So the two lay on the hospital bed together. The bed in the single room was slightly wider than the ordinary bed, and it was just right for the two of them to lie down close together.Shao Wu turned to the left, Yang Shuyi was lying on his back, they were all too tired, they didn't have time to say anything, sleepiness came back quickly.
Shao Wu only remembered his last thought before falling asleep, he looked at Yang Shuyi's profile and thought, this is the closest he was to him in his life.So he gently held Yang Shuyi's hand and closed his eyes.
When I woke up again, the sky turned orange, it was sunset.
Shao Wu was woken up by the pain of the wound, he moved first, and then Yang Shuyi also woke up, he looked a little confused, stared at Shao Wu for a few seconds, and then his eyes came into focus.
"what time is it?"
Shao Wu took out his mobile phone from under his pillow: "A quarter past six."
Yang Shuyi got up: "I have to call the leader."
"what happened?"
"They're still in Aba," he said flatly, "I have to go back."
Shao Wu was silent for a few seconds: "Leave now?"
Now it was Yang Shuyi's turn to be silent, he picked up the jacket and felt it, then went into the bathroom to take out the jeans, Shao Wu watched him take out the phone from his pocket, pressed it twice, and then put the phone back.
"I took the herdsman's car back to Chengdu," Yang Shuyi said, "I'll take his car back tomorrow morning, so tonight... must go to Chengdu."
"... Oh." Shao Wu wanted to say that it seems that I have caused you trouble, but he couldn't say it.
"Let me borrow your mobile phone to make a call, mine is out of battery."
"Ah."
Shao Wu handed over the mobile phone, at this time Yang Shuyi had already put on his underwear, he walked to the window and turned his back to Shao Wu.
Soon he began to speak, using a pronunciation that was somewhat unfamiliar to Shao Wu. After listening to a few words, Shao Wu realized that this is the characteristic of Chengdu dialect. Certain words drag on for a long time.
Shao Wu thought, this is because he lived in Chengdu and his accent was gradually taken away?Or is it because he is deliberately imitating the leader's accent?Will Yang Shuyi's pronunciation habits be completely changed after a few years?But the Chengdu dialect is so soft, it's a bit strange to speak it from Yang Shuyi's mouth...
"Shao Wu." Yang Shuyi came over and handed him the phone.
"what?"
Yang Shuyi stood by the bed, looking down at Shao Wu, he moved his lips, as if he had something to say.Shao Wu thought, is he going to say goodbye to him?
However, he said: "Accidentally, I saw your text message just now."
SMS.
"At first I was thinking, when did I send you so many text messages?"
Oh, the weather is clear.He saw the note name of "Yang Shuyi".
What a shame.Shao Wu almost wanted to close his eyes and not look at him, but thought that the chances of seeing him would not be many in the future, so he was reluctant to close his eyes.
"I changed it for fun," Shao Wu said, "it's nothing else."
"You booked the weather forecast for Chengdu."
"...um." What else could he say?
"Cancel it," Yang Shuyi said in a hoarse voice, "There's no need to do this."
Shao Wu was as good as he said: "Okay, I will go to the business hall to cancel it in a few days."
Yang Shuyi said: "You can unsubscribe by replying to the text message directly."
Shao Wu looked at him, thinking that this is their tacit understanding, they both know that after today they can no longer be friends.So today's farewell should be as thorough as possible.Is this going to be settled one by one?But can the settlement be settled between them?
Shao Wu clutched his cell phone and reached out to Yang Shuyi: "Come on."
Yang Shuyi really took it, and after a while, he returned the phone to Shao Wu.Immediately afterwards, the phone vibrated in the palm of his hand, and it was a text message from China Mobile: "Hello, you have successfully unsubscribed..." Shao Wu hurriedly quit, unable to bear to read more.
It's hard to imagine that a few hours ago they were kissing together, doing the most intimate thing in the world.
It's a pity that this most intimate affair just proves that, in this life, they've come to an end.
Yang Shuyi had already put on his jacket, and behind him was the rare sunset glow in Yongchuan. Shao Wu almost had the illusion that maybe Yang Shuyi was just going to buy food, and he would come back with two boxes of fried rice after a while.Then they eat together, like they did in high school.
Shao Wu said: "When you get married, remember to call me."
"……it is good."
"I'm serious," he smiled at Yang Shuyi, "We're old classmates at least, don't worry, I've, already given up."
Yang Shuyi looked at him silently, his eyes were heavy, full of disbelief.
"I really give up, right now, give up."
"I'm sorry." This was the third time Yang Shuyi apologized to him.
"It's okay," Shao Wu accepted his apology this time, "Yang Shuyi, I have one last question."
"what?"
"A lot of girls like you, don't you treat them the same way? Or, just me?"
"...Only for you."
"Okay," Shao Wu said, "goodbye."
Yang Shuyi took a step back and said softly, "Goodbye."
Then he turned around and walked out of the ward quickly.
Shao Wu was unexpectedly calm.
As he expected, they could no longer be friends; but at the same time, he was sure that in Yang Shuyi's life, he was important, or in other words, special.Yang Shuyi is a filial grandson, a reliable elder brother, and will be a gentle husband in the future. He treats his relatives and lovers kindly, and even treats those girls who like him who are destined to be unresponsive.He is very good, so good that it is unbelievable. How can a boy who passed through hell at the age of 17 survive so tenaciously?
Shao Wu knew that he was the only one who touched Yang Shuyi's back. It was the bottomless darkness brought from hell, the forced growth overnight, the guilt imposed by the unkindness of heaven and earth, and everything. , Yang Shuyi's selfishness, cruelty, and violence.
But that just proves that he's special to him, doesn't it?He is the only one in this world who knows Yang Shuyi's selfishness, cruelty, and violence. Together with him, he stretched out his hand into the bottomless darkness, and then drew it back bloody.Because it is very painful, it is very profound, they tacitly say it, and they will never forget it.
Can't forget.
Two days later, the parents rushed to the hospital.Shao Wu knew that he couldn't hide it anymore.Still in this ward, he knelt down to them for the first time, not to ask for forgiveness, but just to apologize.
"Dad, Mom," he said, "I'm sorry, I'm gay."
Volume Four End
He didn't know how Yang Shuyi changed into the hospital gown for him, but he only remembered that when he limply sat on the chair, Yang Shuyi finally touched his back—when they made love, Yang Shuyi kept holding him His waist did not touch the rest of his body.Yang Shuyi pressed his fingertips on his shoulder blades, and asked in a low voice, "Is this a scar?"
"Oh... yes," Shao Wu replied confusedly, "Don't you remember?"
"what?"
"The first time I went to an Internet cafe with you, I met Wang Yujun...it was my brother...he pushed me against the wall."
"..."
Shao Wu knows, he doesn't remember.
"There's a nail on the wall, it's stuck." Shao Wu narrowed his eyes and smiled. "I haven't seen Wang Yujun for many years. I don't know if he has found a boyfriend."
"..."
Shao Wu touched Yang Shuyi's face: "Let's sleep together."
"it is good."
So the two lay on the hospital bed together. The bed in the single room was slightly wider than the ordinary bed, and it was just right for the two of them to lie down close together.Shao Wu turned to the left, Yang Shuyi was lying on his back, they were all too tired, they didn't have time to say anything, sleepiness came back quickly.
Shao Wu only remembered his last thought before falling asleep, he looked at Yang Shuyi's profile and thought, this is the closest he was to him in his life.So he gently held Yang Shuyi's hand and closed his eyes.
When I woke up again, the sky turned orange, it was sunset.
Shao Wu was woken up by the pain of the wound, he moved first, and then Yang Shuyi also woke up, he looked a little confused, stared at Shao Wu for a few seconds, and then his eyes came into focus.
"what time is it?"
Shao Wu took out his mobile phone from under his pillow: "A quarter past six."
Yang Shuyi got up: "I have to call the leader."
"what happened?"
"They're still in Aba," he said flatly, "I have to go back."
Shao Wu was silent for a few seconds: "Leave now?"
Now it was Yang Shuyi's turn to be silent, he picked up the jacket and felt it, then went into the bathroom to take out the jeans, Shao Wu watched him take out the phone from his pocket, pressed it twice, and then put the phone back.
"I took the herdsman's car back to Chengdu," Yang Shuyi said, "I'll take his car back tomorrow morning, so tonight... must go to Chengdu."
"... Oh." Shao Wu wanted to say that it seems that I have caused you trouble, but he couldn't say it.
"Let me borrow your mobile phone to make a call, mine is out of battery."
"Ah."
Shao Wu handed over the mobile phone, at this time Yang Shuyi had already put on his underwear, he walked to the window and turned his back to Shao Wu.
Soon he began to speak, using a pronunciation that was somewhat unfamiliar to Shao Wu. After listening to a few words, Shao Wu realized that this is the characteristic of Chengdu dialect. Certain words drag on for a long time.
Shao Wu thought, this is because he lived in Chengdu and his accent was gradually taken away?Or is it because he is deliberately imitating the leader's accent?Will Yang Shuyi's pronunciation habits be completely changed after a few years?But the Chengdu dialect is so soft, it's a bit strange to speak it from Yang Shuyi's mouth...
"Shao Wu." Yang Shuyi came over and handed him the phone.
"what?"
Yang Shuyi stood by the bed, looking down at Shao Wu, he moved his lips, as if he had something to say.Shao Wu thought, is he going to say goodbye to him?
However, he said: "Accidentally, I saw your text message just now."
SMS.
"At first I was thinking, when did I send you so many text messages?"
Oh, the weather is clear.He saw the note name of "Yang Shuyi".
What a shame.Shao Wu almost wanted to close his eyes and not look at him, but thought that the chances of seeing him would not be many in the future, so he was reluctant to close his eyes.
"I changed it for fun," Shao Wu said, "it's nothing else."
"You booked the weather forecast for Chengdu."
"...um." What else could he say?
"Cancel it," Yang Shuyi said in a hoarse voice, "There's no need to do this."
Shao Wu was as good as he said: "Okay, I will go to the business hall to cancel it in a few days."
Yang Shuyi said: "You can unsubscribe by replying to the text message directly."
Shao Wu looked at him, thinking that this is their tacit understanding, they both know that after today they can no longer be friends.So today's farewell should be as thorough as possible.Is this going to be settled one by one?But can the settlement be settled between them?
Shao Wu clutched his cell phone and reached out to Yang Shuyi: "Come on."
Yang Shuyi really took it, and after a while, he returned the phone to Shao Wu.Immediately afterwards, the phone vibrated in the palm of his hand, and it was a text message from China Mobile: "Hello, you have successfully unsubscribed..." Shao Wu hurriedly quit, unable to bear to read more.
It's hard to imagine that a few hours ago they were kissing together, doing the most intimate thing in the world.
It's a pity that this most intimate affair just proves that, in this life, they've come to an end.
Yang Shuyi had already put on his jacket, and behind him was the rare sunset glow in Yongchuan. Shao Wu almost had the illusion that maybe Yang Shuyi was just going to buy food, and he would come back with two boxes of fried rice after a while.Then they eat together, like they did in high school.
Shao Wu said: "When you get married, remember to call me."
"……it is good."
"I'm serious," he smiled at Yang Shuyi, "We're old classmates at least, don't worry, I've, already given up."
Yang Shuyi looked at him silently, his eyes were heavy, full of disbelief.
"I really give up, right now, give up."
"I'm sorry." This was the third time Yang Shuyi apologized to him.
"It's okay," Shao Wu accepted his apology this time, "Yang Shuyi, I have one last question."
"what?"
"A lot of girls like you, don't you treat them the same way? Or, just me?"
"...Only for you."
"Okay," Shao Wu said, "goodbye."
Yang Shuyi took a step back and said softly, "Goodbye."
Then he turned around and walked out of the ward quickly.
Shao Wu was unexpectedly calm.
As he expected, they could no longer be friends; but at the same time, he was sure that in Yang Shuyi's life, he was important, or in other words, special.Yang Shuyi is a filial grandson, a reliable elder brother, and will be a gentle husband in the future. He treats his relatives and lovers kindly, and even treats those girls who like him who are destined to be unresponsive.He is very good, so good that it is unbelievable. How can a boy who passed through hell at the age of 17 survive so tenaciously?
Shao Wu knew that he was the only one who touched Yang Shuyi's back. It was the bottomless darkness brought from hell, the forced growth overnight, the guilt imposed by the unkindness of heaven and earth, and everything. , Yang Shuyi's selfishness, cruelty, and violence.
But that just proves that he's special to him, doesn't it?He is the only one in this world who knows Yang Shuyi's selfishness, cruelty, and violence. Together with him, he stretched out his hand into the bottomless darkness, and then drew it back bloody.Because it is very painful, it is very profound, they tacitly say it, and they will never forget it.
Can't forget.
Two days later, the parents rushed to the hospital.Shao Wu knew that he couldn't hide it anymore.Still in this ward, he knelt down to them for the first time, not to ask for forgiveness, but just to apologize.
"Dad, Mom," he said, "I'm sorry, I'm gay."
Volume Four End
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