say you like me

Seeing the plane take off and rumble away without falling, Yu Yang walked slowly towards the parking lot.Then I drove into the congested highway, the road was very congested, and the sound of horns in front and behind never stopped.

But Yu Yang and time are very quiet.

It was a little faster to enter the urban area. During the period, I got off the wrong overpass twice, and the car finally drove safely into the old residential area.Park the car, take out the key, and open the door.The room was still as it was before Wen Jin left.The dishes for breakfast are still on the dining table, the quilt in the bedroom has not been made, and the unfinished snacks of the "sloppy king" are on the coffee table...

There is also Wen Jin's breath in the air, the more familiar it is, the more lonely it is.

Yu Yang cleaned up the dining table, washed the dishes, made the quilt, and swept the floor... He did all the work he could do, and the room was so tidy that even Wen Jin was embarrassed to sit down when he came back. It was only 2 o'clock in the fucking afternoon.

Sighed, a little nausea, I don't know if I'm hungry.Turn on the TV, listen to Miss Mi's "58 same city, a magical website...", eat half a bag of potato chips that Wen Jin didn't know a few days ago, and then lean on the sofa blankly in a daze.. .

Suddenly, as if thinking of something, Yu Yang paused the hand that tortured the remote control, and took out the phone from his pocket.Swipe your finger, click open the browser, stare at the search box calmly for a minute and then exit... After thinking about it, click open again, frowning for a while, and then exit again.After repeating it twice, I finally made up my mind and typed two words in the search box - Zhou Yi.

A lot of relevant information immediately appeared on the mobile phone page, the first one was "It's the light of W, it's the immortal hero—the big boy Zhou Yi, go all the way."

Yu Yang clicked on the news two years ago with a blank face, looking at the sunny face of the man in the photo without a trace of haze, looking at the praise and regret for him in the article...seeing the acceptance he received during his lifetime. In the interview, he said:

"Impressions? Well... There are many. I feel the fragility and tenacity of life, and I feel fear and courage."

"The first thing to do when I go back... I want to confess my love to the girl I like. I was afraid to speak up before, but now I understand. After all, no one knows which will come first, tomorrow or the accident."

The gloomy and gloomy boy in his memory had already transformed.

Yu Yang rubbed his dry eyes.

"It's really not like you..."

The sparrows were still chirping outside the window, and the book "Old Things in the South of the City" rattled on the wind-blown window sill, casting sunlight into the room.

It turns out that people become so different after going to university, Zhou Yi is, Fu Yi is, Wen Jin is also... calm and restrained, strong and brave.Yu Yang has always felt a sense of uneasiness in his heart - because he is the only one who is still standing there, looking through the darkness at the future that cannot be seen clearly, and the past that cannot be looked back.

Wen Jin is a college student who graduated with pure whiteness like paper, and the future is bright, but he, at least for now, is still stuck in that place where he can't see the light.

...

I don't know when I fell asleep, but when it was getting dark, Yu Yang was woken up by the ringing of the mobile phone.The TV was always on, playing Zhou Xingchi's classic comedy noisily, but he fell asleep in such a noisy environment.

The call was from Wen Jin, who probably got off the plane.

"Hi, I'm getting off the plane." The person on the phone said happily.

"Are you airsick?" Yu Yang asked, his voice sleepy.

"It's okay, I didn't vomit."

"yes."

"Ah."

Then the two fell into a long silence, neither of them wanted to hang up the phone, and they didn't know what to say.Wen Jin should be picking up his luggage. Listening to the broadcast over there, Yu Yang seemed to be able to see Wen Jin standing in front of the turntable with his mobile phone looking for his things boredly.

"I thought you would call first when you got off the plane." Wen Jin joked.

"Sorry, I fell asleep." Yu Yang said softly.

"That's right, I must be sleepy after getting up so early."

The two chatted for a while, and didn't hang up until Wen Jin got into the taxi.

"Master, Dongyuan International."

The car drove away slowly, Wen Jin looked at the scene outside the car window that should have been so familiar to him, but became increasingly unfamiliar due to urban development, and silently turned on the screen saver of his mobile phone - it was Yu Yang sitting by the window of the old apartment drawing pictures , You can feel the rare warm sunshine in the capital at that time through the screen.

After arriving home, Wen Jin led the box upstairs.On the way here, Chen Yajing called him and said that an old man she was in charge of got sick today and asked Wen Jin to get some food for herself.This kind of thing, he has experienced a lot since he was a child, and he has long been used to it.When he was about to make instant noodles by himself, he suddenly remembered the snacks Yu Yang brought him, so he threw down the instant noodles and made a cup of black tea.

Yu Yang said that it was too hot, and some snacks couldn't be kept, so let him smell them before eating.Sure enough, some cakes had a strong fermented smell, as the saying goes, they are sour...

Wen Jin sighed, "...Should I say you have a crow's mouth, or should I praise you for your ability to predict things like a god..."

But thinking that Yu Yang bought it specially before he left, or after the two of them quarreled...Wen Jin didn't even want to throw away a box, adhering to the "principle of not doing anything dirty, eating without getting sick" and wiped it all out.

While stroking his belly, drinking tea and licking his mouth, the clingy classmate Yu Yang called again.

"Have you eaten yet?" Yu Yang's question was mixed with the sound of chewing.

Wen Jin patted the table, "You you you! What can I eat while I'm not here?!"

Yu Yang was stunned for a moment, helpless and funny: "I just ate a fucking white radish!"

"Oh...then you can continue to eat..." Wen Jin patted his belly, felt a little embarrassed after thinking about it, and added a word of concern, "Why do you just eat carrots... go and eat something good ?”

Yu Yang:"..."

I usually feel like I have nothing to say when we are together, but now we are probably separated. I always feel empty when I hang up the phone, so I talk about everything in the world, and I actually go on and on until after 9 o'clock.

"Tomorrow, I'm going out to drink with Liu Ziqi, I guess I'll be back late." Wen Jin said, meaning don't call me tomorrow to harass me.

Yu Yang was severely allergic to Liu Ziqi, and said dissatisfiedly, "You both own bars, why the hell are you burning money in other people's shops?"

"Learn for reference, communicate." Wen Jin nonsense.

"How many days has the young owner of the biggest bar in the capital been lying on your bed? Why haven't you seen you learn from each other?"

"It's different with you." Wen Jin can't beat him in a fight now, but his rogue skills are full, "You don't talk about business in bed. Besides, you are a nightclub/club, which can't be compared with our bar."

"Wen Xiaojin, I'm warning you not to recruit me. Believe it or not, I'll go back and fuck you tomorrow?"

Wen Jin smiled and lit a cigarette, went to the bedroom window and opened it a little wider. I don't know if it was a joke or serious: "Yu Xiaoyang, I have never been zero, why do I always let you ride willingly?"

Yu Yang was silent for a second, and then his terrified growl almost deafened Wen Jin's ears: "It turns out that you are nice to me only because you want to fuck me!"

Wen Jin: "...Are you a fucking girl possessed?"

"So you don't love me at all!!" the girl Yang cried.

Tsk...how come there are so many dramas?

The scumbag smelled a cigarette, "...I didn't mean that..."

"You are! You just want to fuck me!" the girl Yang shouted angrily.

"Get lost! Who the hell wants to fuck you?!" The scumbag smelled disgusted by his "delicate" tone...

"Since you don't want to fuck me, then I'll come to fuck you." Yu Yang who suddenly returned to normal said calmly.

Wen Jin: "..."

Is the routine of the city people so deep now...

In the morning, Wen Jin woke up hungry, and walked out of the bedroom in a daze, smelling the familiar fragrance.

"What's for breakfast?"

"I made you a pie." Chen Yajing said with a smile.

Wen Jin was startled by the fucking voice, and suddenly woke up, "Mom...Mom?!"

Chen Yajing was taken aback by his surprise, "Where are you sleepwalking?"

"Oh... no, you... are back." Wen Jin said dryly.

When I just woke up, I was dazed, I forgot that I was at home now, and thought it was Yu Yang who was making breakfast...

Now that she is awake and has come back to her senses, Wen Jin went to help her set the dishes, and couldn't help worrying:

"What time did you go to bed yesterday, and you got up so early, I'll just go out to eat by myself..."

His mother smiled, "Aren't you tired of the food in the cafeteria? Of course I have to cook you something delicious when I finally come back."

Wen Jin giggled, thinking that things are not what they used to be, and your daughter-in-law can cook and eat well.

During the meal, Chen Yajing said: "In a few days, pick a time when the weather is good and go see your dad."

"Okay." Wen Jin nodded.

His father's death day was in June, and he had a late holiday after he went to college, so he could only go one month later.

After dinner, Yu Yang called. Wen Jin glanced at his mother, quietly picked up the phone and went back to the bedroom.

Chen Yajing was too lazy to expose him, she shook her head and said to herself, "...Wen Yinan, your son won't report to his mother when he found a girlfriend..."

At night, the capital.

I'm used to staying in such a noisy, dazzling and dazzling place, but Yu Yang felt a little uncomfortable sitting in the bar.

He was going to the store to deal with some matters, but when he came out, he met Fu Yi who was parking the car.It wasn't once or twice that he went to Fu Yi's place to buy dim sum. He always politely said that he would chat with him when he had time, but he never contacted him once. The only time was when he called someone from home to work overtime to make dim sum. ..

Yu Yang was also a little embarrassed. It would be better to hit the sun than to choose a date. No matter what happened today, he had to invite someone to dinner, right?Fu Yi came to deliver refreshments to a nearby teahouse, and there was nothing else to do afterwards, so Yu Yang chose a relatively quiet place.

In fact, everyone had eaten and couldn't eat anything, and they were all driving cars and couldn't drink, so they ordered some drinks, fruit plates and candied fruit.

The two of them were chatting, but they were just doing what they were doing recently. The house in the capital city is more expensive. Barbara... During the period, Yu Yang answered a phone call. When he hung up the phone and put the phone in his pocket, he didn't know where his trousers pocket was, and threw the phone on the ground. It happened, and it just slipped under Fu Yi's feet.

Fu Yi bent down to help him pick up the phone, his eyes widened suddenly when he saw the screensaver lit up on the screen.

"This...this is..." Fu Yi was stunned.

Yu Yang didn't take it seriously, smiled happily, and said calmly, "Oh, my guy."

Immediately, he also saw that Fu Yi's face was not right, and asked in confusion: "What's wrong?"

"No...it's nothing..." Fu Yi slowly recovered from the shock, and smiled slightly, "At that time, those people said that he forced you, so I felt strange, why is he so thin? possible..."

She stopped abruptly.

Yu Yang looked at her in astonishment.

Embarrassment flashed across Fu Yi's face, she forgot...Yu Yang wasn't there at the time, so he didn't know about these things at all.

"Who are those people?" Yu Yang's voice was no longer warm, "What coercion?"

Fu Yi didn't know whether to continue talking, after all, it was obvious that Wen Jin himself had never mentioned it to him.

Fu Yi took a sip of his drink to cover up, and stopped talking.

Who is Ke Yuyang?If he had taken the college entrance examination back then, he might have been the champion of that session.Even if Fu Yi didn't say anything, he could still guess from those few words.

"That group of shit in Yizhong?" His tone was cold, and he seemed to have a creepy smile, "What did Wen Jin force me to do? Forcing me to associate with him? Or forcing me to sleep with him?"

Fu Yi looked at him speechless, Yu Yangquan took it as her acquiescence.

"Sorry," his eyes were red, he stood up slowly and walked out, "Let's talk next time..."

"Wait." Fu Yi stopped him.

"If he never mentioned these things to you, why did you expose his wounds with your own hands?"

Yu Yang stood motionless, his belated anger and heartache made him tremble violently.

He knew, he remembered, how those bastards in school bullied Liu Ziqi back then... But when Liu Ziqi was being bullied, Wen Jin was there to help him.What about Wen Jin?He was so withdrawn back then...who can help him?

"Then tell me, what should I do?" Yu Yang's voice was trembling, and when he turned his head, Fu Yi felt an abyss of malice in his eyes, "Should I pretend not to know...?" Yu Yang suddenly went hoarse He groaned, too uncomfortable to speak.

"Those people won't feel better," Fu Yi looked at him and said calmly, "If they have a conscience, they will punish themselves." She paused, then said, "It's like you and Zhou Yi. I don't know What do you think, but I know Zhou Yi has always had a thorn in his heart."

"If they don't have a conscience, if they don't feel guilty, then society will make them suffer. Sometimes the world is so fair."

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