Yea, coward!

Ning Meng rang the doorbell at ten o'clock in the morning. At that time, Jiang Yun was still groggy, wondering whether he should pour some hot water and take medicine.

Because she doesn't like injections, she always keeps various medicines at home for emergencies.

Hearing the doorbell, Jiang Yun's eyes lit up, but soon dimmed again.

Want to cling to Ning Meng, want to hug her and not let go, but don't have the courage to take the first step.

The doorbell rang again, and Jiang Yun dragged his tired body to open the door.

Maybe it was because her complexion looked really bad, Ning Meng was startled when she saw her.

Undisguised worry floated on her face, and Jiang Yun's heart was filled with warmth, and the next moment, he was washed away by a flood of guilt.

"Coming?" She parted her lips and smiled.

Ning Meng changed her shoes and walked in, and touched her forehead subconsciously: "Why is it so hot? Didn't you take your medicine?"

"I don't want to take medicine." Jiang Yun subconsciously rubbed his head against her palm, yearning for the warmth at this moment.

"How can such an adult be as willful as a child, and you have to take medicine when you have a fever." Ning Meng took her hand and walked inside, and when she passed the entrance, she was stunned: "Are uncles and aunts there?"

"Not here." Jiang Yun only had her eyes on her and shook his head lightly.

Pressing Jiang Yun on the sofa, Ning Meng put the bought medicine on the coffee table and handed her the thermometer: "Try burning it first."

Jiang Yun held the mercury thermometer and did not move. Ning Meng thought she would not know how to use it, so she asked, "This is for the armpit."

Jiang Yun stared at her for a few seconds, but still didn't move.

Ning Meng accepted her fate, stepped forward, bent down, and reached out to help Jiang Yun unbutton the first button of his pajamas, while undoing it, he muttered: "Try, fever is not a trivial matter, it will be bad if you burn your head."

Jiang Yun raised his head, his forehead happened to brush against her lips, and Ning Meng smiled blankly.

"Why are you like a stove?"

"Ning Meng, I don't want to break up, I haven't thought about breaking up." After the thermometer was placed properly, Jiang Yun explained to Ning Meng.

"I know." Ning Meng pursed her lips, her eyes were full of the mood of a little girl, and she said angrily, "Who told you to keep ignoring me."

Then she can only stimulate her by breaking up.

Jiang Yun was also really hooked.

"I didn't do it on purpose, that's because..." Jiang Yun couldn't say what the reason was, and even she herself felt that those reasons were untenable.

Ning Meng didn't seem to want to hear it either, she put her finger on her lips, and said lightly: "If you don't want to say it, don't say it, but if you think I'm wrong, you must tell me."

Jiang Yun shook his head, looked at her and shook his head solemnly.

She doesn't think she is bad, she only thinks she is good, so good that she doesn't deserve it.

Ning Meng sat beside her, looked at the time, and asked, "Have you had breakfast yet?"

"not yet."

"Then I'll cook some porridge for you." Ning Meng was about to stand up again, but Jiang Yun grabbed her hand and pulled her off, leaned over to lean on her lazily, and put his arms around her: "No, I do not want to eat."

She wants to hold her right now.

"Be careful of the thermometer on your body!" Ning Meng called out to her in shock, but Jiang Yun was still leaning in her arms, with his head buried in the crook of her neck.

Suddenly got a large doll koala, Ning Meng really didn't know what to do.

Touching her forehead with his hands, from the brow bone to the earlobe, Jiang Yun didn't move, but arched in her arms when he was comfortable.

"Jiang Yun, do you have a fever so clingy?" Ning Meng laughed helplessly.

According to Jiang Yun's usual appearance, how could she be so coquettish.

Although it was a little unexpected, she seemed to like this kind of Jiang Yun very much, the feeling that she was totally dependent on her.

"Ning Meng." Jiang Yun buried her neck and murmured in a low voice, her lips pressed against her collarbone, and she couldn't help but kissed her lightly.

As if bewitched, the faint scent of her body kept hooking her, Jiang Yun kissed and kissed again, not wanting to let go.

Ning Meng quickly couldn't hold back, and supported her head with both hands. Jiang Yun was slightly dissatisfied with being interrupted, and Ning Meng said seriously: "It's time."

Jiang Yun still didn't move, Ning Meng had no choice but to put her hand in from her collar.

Her fingertips inadvertently touched her hot skin, as if it was on fire, Ning Meng speeded up and took out the thermometer.

"39 degrees, no, no." Ning Meng stood up in a hurry, and Jiang Yun, who was lazily leaning on her, was defenseless and almost fell.

Ning Meng quickly stood in front of her and hugged her: "Shall we go to the hospital?"

Jiang Yun shook his head, and now he hugged her tightly with both hands, completely motionless.

Ning Meng looked left and right, held Jiang Yun's head with both hands and squatted down in front of her, staring at her: "Then take some medicine?"

Suddenly meeting Ning Meng's sight, Jiang Yun looked away guilty, and nodded: "Okay."

She admitted that she was suspected of using illness to play tricks, and she was afraid that Ning Meng would find out, but she really didn't want to let go.

Ning Meng found her two pillows and forced them into her arms: "You wait here for me, I'll pour you hot water."

It was obvious that Ning Meng left, but Jiang Yun, who was empty-handed, felt that it was half a century long, dragging his heavy head, and Jiang Yun made it all the way to the kitchen.

He hugged her again from behind, put his head on her shoulder, and rubbed against her.

Ning Meng was taken aback, then laughed to herself: "I'll just come out and pour a glass of water."

Jiang Yun didn't answer, but hugged her tightly, Ning Meng didn't know what to do, looked around, and said after deliberation: "Then you hug like this, and I'll cook you some porridge, okay?"

There was still no movement, Ning Meng rubbed her head, and Jiang Yun nodded slowly.

"it is good."

"I didn't expect you to have a fever like this, so how did you get the fever before?"

Ning Meng washed the rice with water and muttered non-stop, "Then if you have a fever in the future, wouldn't you want to hug someone indiscriminately?"

Although Jiang Yun's thinking was chaotic, he finally heard what Ning Meng was saying.

"I just love holding you."

Soft and fragrant.

Ning Meng smiled and quickened her hand movements.

The porridge was cooked soon, during which Jiang Yun kept holding her and didn't hinder her cooking porridge, so Ning Meng let her go.

The sick number is the largest.

"You go there and wait."

"I'll get it." Now Jiang Yun let go, Ning Meng shook her head: "This is a bit hot, just go and wait."

Jiang Yun insisted on taking it, and Ning Meng handed her a glass of water: "Then you hold the water glass and take the medicine later."

The two sat side by side at the dining table, Ning Meng handed Jiang Yun a spoon, and said, "I'm afraid you won't be able to taste it in your mouth, so I put some salt."

Ning Meng propped her head to look at her, but Jiang Yun was silent.

"Are you afraid it won't taste good?" Ning Meng pursed her lips shyly, "Although I'm not very good at cooking, the porridge I cook is still drinkable. Don't you think it looks good?"

Ning Meng has always believed that good-looking porridge is equivalent to delicious porridge.

Ning Meng scooped the porridge in the bowl with a spoon to dissipate heat, as if trying to arouse Jiang Yun's appetite, she suddenly turned to look at her: "Jiang Yun, you don't want me to feed you, do you?"

With Jiang Yun's clingy appearance today, it is quite possible.

"Hey, ah." Ning Meng compromised, took a spoonful of porridge, blew on the hot air, and handed it to her mouth.

She indulged her endlessly, as if she could accept no matter what she did, but Jiang Yun panicked, his guilt was about to break through the sky, suddenly reached a critical value, and exploded with a bang.

Grabbing Ning Meng's wrist quickly, she might as well, the spoon full of porridge spilled a little, Jiang Yun's face was sickly red, he looked at her seriously, and said word by word: "Ning Meng, I will go abroad after the next year. "

The spoon fell into the bowl with a clang, Ning Meng was taken aback and asked, "So fast?"

So fast? !

"You know I'm going abroad?" Jiang Yun was so surprised that he forgot everything.

Ning Meng nodded slowly, "Yes."

The air in the room seemed to be frozen, the two of them were silent and did not speak, and the atmosphere suddenly became scary.

Ning Meng thought about it and said, "Do you still remember the day of the singer competition final?"

Jiang Yun's blocked thoughts seemed to be opened at the moment Ning Meng nodded, nodding: "Yeah."

Ning Meng was also like her, hugging her and not letting go, and murmured asking her if she would always like her.

"I'm not uncomfortable. It's Bai Shan and Luo Yaxuan who threatened me not to let me go. The reason is ridiculous, but combined with Bai Shan's character, it seems to make sense."

It's just a competition, so Ning Meng doesn't care.

"Threat you with me?"

"Well. Luo Yaxuan said that she wanted to expose our relationship, you know at that time..." Ning Meng didn't continue.

Jiang Yun was too dazzling at the time, she had to think about her.

"What's going on going abroad?"

"Luo Yaxuan knew for a long time that you were going abroad, she told me."

Luo Yaxuan said in a mocking tone how unworthy she was of Jiang Yun.

Ning Meng didn't want to listen to her words, but she said that Jiang Yun would go abroad as an exchange student in her sophomore year, and the instant panic swept her whole body.

She said she was Jiang Yun's stumbling block.

Jiang Yun's mother had already paved a way for Jiang Yun, and Jiang Yun's future would not have her participation.

As if to deliberately undermine her self-confidence, Luo Yaxuan's words relegated her to the dust.

But what Luo Yaxuan didn't know was that she had a low self-esteem in this relationship.

Under extreme low self-esteem, what Ning Meng wanted was not to give up, but to treat Jiang Yun twice as kindly as ever.

She can't stop Jiang Yun from making a choice, she has her own way to go, no matter whether she goes or stays, she chooses to accompany her.

Even, she didn't even dare to ask her, didn't dare to take the initiative to win over Jiang Yun, and didn't want to hinder her.

But later, when Bai Shan accused Jiang Yun of cheating, she seemed to understand a little bit.

They want to destroy Jiang Yun's plan to go abroad.

Only then did Ning Meng realize that she was not as calm as she thought.

She was vaguely looking forward to not being separated from Jiang Yun, she was very selfish and bad, Ning Meng was so panicked that she could only use Jiang Yun to remind her.

But Jiang Yun couldn't get in touch.

She panicked like never before.

"How could Luo Yaxuan know?"

"I don't know, maybe I heard someone say it, maybe what Auntie did to let her know."

Jiang Yun was still thinking about Luo Yaxuan's purpose in telling Ning Meng, so she heard Ning Meng ask: "So, Jiang Yun, are you ignoring me these days because you are afraid that I will hinder you from going abroad?"

Ning Meng's eyes were so cold for the first time, Jiang Yun woke up and shook his head in a panic: "Why do you think so?"

"What are you afraid of?"

"I'm afraid..." Jiang Yun closed his eyes quietly, his voice sounded very dull: "I'm afraid you will leave me."

Ning Meng breathed a sigh of relief, but noticed something else, and laughed at herself: "We all seem to have no confidence in this relationship."

She is afraid of going abroad, and she is also afraid of going abroad. Long-distance relationships are indeed tormenting, but in the final analysis, they still have no confidence in each other.

The author has something to say: Who told them to hold back.