Yea, coward!

No one knew better than Jiang Yun what Jiang Shi's smile meant to her.

Jiang Shi has congenital heart disease, which is a fact known to the whole family, and is always planning for the worst, Jiang Yun thought she could accept it.

But when that day came, she found that she couldn't accept it.

Why, why is reality so cruel.

Her younger brother is simple and kind-hearted, with a temperament that would make him happy because of a kind smile from others, but he has to suffer the cruelest thing in the world, death.

Having seen Jiang Shi, who was less than seven years old, undergo various operations and treatments, Jiang Yun wished that all the pain would be transferred to himself.

But what made her feel distressed the most was when Jiang Shi woke up and held her hand, comforting her with a smile, "Sister, I don't hurt, so don't cry.

The nose is sour, but the heart is warm.

After Jiang Shi passed away, she was too emotionally unstable.

During the day, she pretended to be okay and stayed in the classroom reading, as if nothing could shake her, but at night, she couldn't sleep all night, and sleeping pills didn't work.

Tired during the day and tired at night.Over time, Iron Man's body will collapse.

Jiang Yun consciously found a spiritual sustenance for himself.

Jiang Shi's smile was like an angel's smile to her, with a special magical power.

As if the refreshing mountain spring water sweetened her heart, she could only be an addict and miss that smile again and again.

At the same time, thanks to the pretty lady who gave him toffee.

Jiang Yun looked up at Ning Meng, she was eating with her head depressed, and she didn't know how much she had listened to.

She regretted a little, regretting her attitude towards Ning Meng during this period of time.

Ning Meng has been awkward since she misunderstood that she liked her, and Jiang Yun concluded that this was the root of her awkwardness.

She made a few gestures, but didn't get a corresponding response, and her attitude became a little cold, as if she was responding negatively.

In the past, she would take the initiative to ask Ning Meng to check the situation of the questions, and explain them in time when she encountered a question she didn't know, but recently, she just let it go.

I'm sorry for her, especially after she learned that she was the one who made Jiang Shi smile so sweetly.

Jiang Yun looked at Ning Meng with a gentler gaze.

"Sister Toffee, you always watch what my sister does." Ning Yu greeted in a childish voice, attracting everyone's attention.

Jiang Yun coughed to cover up, and replied uncomfortably: "The little yellow croaker your sister ate seems to be quite delicious."

"It's strange, it's not that you don't like small yellow croakers." Gao Qin muttered, but still helped Jiang Yun pass the dish of small yellow croakers to her.

Ning Yuanxin took the opportunity to say: "My son always said that he met a toffee sister some time ago, so it was from your family."

"Is there such a thing?" Gao Qin turned her head in doubt.

Jiang Yun was frowning and picking at the fishbone, nodding, "I gave him two candies last time, and he remembered me, very cute."

Ning Yu, who was praised, smiled and buried himself in Ning Meng's arms. Seeing that everyone was still staring at him, he smiled shyly and replied, "I'm kinda cute."

"Hahahahaha." Gao Qin and Jiang Zhicheng hadn't seen a funny child for a long time, and this time they couldn't be happier. Even Jiang Yun pursed his lips and looked at the blushing Ning Yu.

"I raised a living treasure." Gao Qin teased.

The host and guest enjoyed a meal.

When the banquet was over, Ning Yu hugged Ning Meng and didn't let go, clamoring to be Ning Meng's companion, Zhou Qingqing persuaded her for a long time before giving up.

The restaurant is only two stops away from the high school, Jiang Yun and Ning Meng walked side by side on the way to the bus stop.

The whole journey was silent, Ning Meng didn't stop at the bus stop, Jiang Yun pulled her back, "Don't you want to take the bus?"

"I want to walk back."

"Why?" Jiang Yun asked her puzzled.

"I don't want to take the bus, it's too crowded."

It is rush hour now, there must be a lot of people on the bus, Ning Meng thinks that walking two stops is faster than taking the bus.

But these words had a different meaning in Jiang Yun's ears.

She hadn't cared about Ning Meng for a long time, and it was rare for her to speak in a critical tone. Combined with her personality, Jiang Yun only thought about the aspects of her being bullied on the bus.

She is timid and afraid of getting into trouble, and she doesn't know how to say when she is being bullied.

On a crowded bus, someone took the opportunity to hold hands or something...

Jiang Yun didn't want to think about it anymore, and the hand holding her wrist tightened, "Then just walk back."

"Oh." Ning Meng didn't understand why Jiang Yun took her hand again.But this feeling, she really misses it.

Walking along the way, Jiang Yun seemed to have something to say, Ning Meng waited with bated breath, but in return said: "I will take the bus with you in the future."

Ning Meng's head was full of question marks, and she glanced sideways at her, and she looked at her with a wronged expression.

Ning Meng was even more confused.

"Jiang Yun, what do you think happened to me on the bus?"

"Is not it?"

"No." Ning Meng shook her head, "It's just that I ate too much just now, and I want to go back to digest food."

"Oh." Jiang Yun's answering voice was obviously much cooler, and even the strength to hold her wrist was lessened.

It seems that she really misunderstood.

Ning Meng wanted to laugh.

Does Jiang Yun also like to think wildly?Just because she said she didn't want to take the bus, she could drive there with her brain.

I really admire her.

Because of Jiang Yun's oolong incident, Ning Meng's mood is much more relaxed.

I dare to ask what I have been holding back in my heart these days, "I heard that you can be recommended to Q University?"

"Listen to whoever said that."

"When the head teacher came to talk to you, his voice was a bit loud." Ning Meng explained awkwardly, so that she would not say that she was eavesdropping.

"Well, he said so."

Q University is the leading university in China. Jiang Yun's performance in the physics competition is excellent, and he was recommended by the school to be admitted to the independent enrollment quota. Once the exam is passed, this is basically a certainty.

And Ning Meng knew that Jiang Yun could pass the exam.

Achievements, an insurmountable gap.

Ning Meng felt that no matter how hard she tried, she would not be able to pass the exam.

I also analyzed her advantage over Xia Xin in this aspect before. She can go to college with Jiang Yun, and Xia Xin will always be a class lower than Jiang Yun.

But the reality gave her a big slap.

She can't pass the exam.

"Don't you think I can only get in through connections?" Jiang Yun asked casually.

The number of places for self-enrollment is rare and precious. The school recommended her, and her mother is the principal. Just think about it.

She had been told so many times before, but now she was relieved.

Anyway, she couldn't let go of the family relationship, and other people could say whatever they wanted.

"How come, you are so good." Ning Meng retorted her.

How could anyone think that way? Jiang Yun's usual grades are obvious to all. Even if the people of the whole grade were to be elected by a democratic vote, she believed that Jiang Yun would still be able to get in.

Jiang Yun sneered and rubbed her head.

Ning Meng is really simple and kind.

"But, you don't want to go?"

"Why did you ask so."

"The rehearsal was over that day. I saw the book you found in the rehearsal classroom..." Peep spoke so confidently, Ning Meng paused for a while and asked, "Are you going abroad to study in university?"

If Jiang Yun goes abroad, she will be farther away from her.

It wasn't until this moment that Ning Meng realized how stupid her previous thoughts were.

She thought that as long as Jiang Yun fell in love with her, everything would be fine, but they were still students, and they still had to face the college entrance examination and life choices.

Things are never as simple as she thought.

"It was my mother who wanted me to go abroad."

"Oh."

Ning Meng didn't believe that Jiang Yun had no idea. If he had no idea, why would he read the books recommended by those professors in China.

"I haven't thought it through yet." Jiang Yun didn't know who to explain this sentence to, but Ning Meng had no intention of listening to it.

Her mind is too messy, she needs to think about it.

Walking into the school gate, the two went directly to the teaching building of the second year of high school.

Passing the student auditorium during the period, Jiang Yun suddenly asked: "What about you?"

"how do I."

She doesn't know what university she will go to, or in other words, it's unknown what university she can go to.

She didn't want to discuss future issues with Jiang Yun, she wanted to cry.

"Why not be confident, your princess is doing well."

When the drama was mentioned suddenly, Ning Meng glanced at her and pursed her lips, "Are you trying to comfort me?"

"Why do you think that way? You really acted very well. You are a very likable princess." Jiang Yun rubbed her head again.

Ning Meng rarely retorted: "Stop rubbing my head, or the hair will fall out."

Jiang Yun withdrew his hand and responded with a warm voice.

Upon hearing her extraordinarily gentle tone, Ning Meng regretted what she just said.

Jiang Yun didn't do anything wrong, but she spread her temper on Jiang Yun, which was very wrong.

"I'm sorry, I've been... a little stressed recently."

The pressure from all sides made her breathless.The greatest pressure was brought to her by this person in front of her.

What on earth should she do.

"There's nothing to be sorry about. Come on, I'm optimistic about you." Jiang Yun said softly: "It doesn't matter if the performance is not good, as long as it makes the audience laugh, we are not a serious drama."

Ning Meng nodded.

****

The play was rehearsed in an orderly manner, and Ning Meng did not dare to lag behind in her studies. She was very serious during this time.

Not only is she listening carefully in class, but even after class, she can be seen holding an English vocabulary book and memorizing non-stop.

Luo Yaqi once suspected that she was in a daze.

But Ningmeng felt that she was in a good state and needed to keep going.

It is easy for people to lose their minds under high pressure.

Ning Meng was deeply aware of this.

After returning to the dormitory at night in recent days, Ning Meng would often take out the exercises summarized by Jiang Yun and do a few.

Xueba always has her own learning method. Ning Meng firmly believes that the questions Jiang Yun gave her are all the key points of various knowledge, and also believes that Jiang Yun can figure out the teacher's intentions.

The purpose of doing the questions is to sum up the experience of doing the questions, and find out what you don't understand by the way.

Unlike Jiang Yun, she doesn't have such good concentration, and she needs a relatively quiet environment to do the questions.

But Zhao Ziyan and Lin Jiaojiao were still discussing the new variety show in the dormitory, and they couldn't stop it for half an hour after turning off the lights. The laughter kept rushing into her ears, even if the singing in the earphones was turned up to the maximum, it didn't help.

Ning Meng was furious.

The bed was creaked by their big movements of leaning forward and backward, and she squeezed the water-based pen in her hand countless times, Ning Meng shouted in a low voice: "Stop arguing, okay, I don't know if it's so late Go to sleep!"

There was a moment of silence in the room.

The singing voice at the highest volume in the earphones was particularly abrupt. Ning Meng hurriedly turned down the volume, and arched her nose to do solid geometry proofs.

When Pan Xiao told her about this matter early the next morning, she didn't realize it.

After yelling at that time, not only did she not feel guilty or regretful at all, but she felt quite relieved.

Feeling refreshed, even the thinking of solving the problem is much clearer than usual.

Pan Xiao was happy that she was finally tough this time, but Ning Meng didn't know whether to be happy or cry.

She understands that this is all Jiang Yun's magic power.

In order to do the questions, to have a good grade, and to catch up with her footsteps, she can't take care of anything.

At a certain moment, Ning Meng felt like a prisoner on her way to the end, and she had no choice but to move forward.

****

The party is just a week away.

All grades and classes also began to go to the student auditorium to rehearse the sequence of the program.

Backstage, Ning Meng was changing clothes in the dressing room when she heard someone whispering beside her.

"Have you heard that Jiang Yun got the quota for self-enrollment again by relying on her mother's relationship?"

"Of course, she has done this kind of thing a lot before."

"That's right, in the physics competition last time, it is said that there are relatives of her in the competition. Who knows if she has a relative who is a teacher for correcting papers."

"Who says it's not, alas, even if I feel sorry for Yaxuan, she could have pushed her up."

"Social society."

Ning Meng was taken aback by the action of pulling the zipper on her back, and her face immediately darkened.

The author has something to say: Today is tough and cute.

Please call me Er Geng Cong.