Remembrance Hibiscus GL

The greenery outside the window is full of fragrance.A ray of sunlight slanted in, bright, charming, and full of vitality.Lian Zhen leaned back against the big pillow, suppressed the troubles in her heart, and looked at the place she was in for the first time. Wherever she looked, there were pillars made of nanmu, lamps made of crystal, windows embedded with gemstones, and doors made of jasper. The place is better than the palace, and I am amazed in my heart, the palace maids have come in with hot water, bath towels, fragrant tea, etc., carefully take off her clothes, change her medicine, and wait for her to wash. A beautiful palace maid took a jade bowl from the person next to her, and stepped forward gracefully. Seeing that she was wearing a purple palace dress, Lianzhen knew that she was of a higher rank, so she drank it from her hand. With half a bowl of soup, he raised his eyes and asked softly, "What's your name?"

The palace maid said: "Master Chen, this servant's humble name is Lian Feng."

"Lian Feng." Lian Zhen repeated in a low voice, "How long have you been here?"

Lian Feng said: "It has been more than half a year."

Her voice was extremely soft, and there was always a respectful smile on her face. Looking at her, Lian Zhen couldn't help but think of Baozhen, Hengbo and others, and said, "Do you know where the people serving me are?"

Lianfeng said: "The servant is serving the master under the order of the queen mother, and I don't know anything else."

Lian Zhen knew that she couldn't ask anything, but she still didn't give up. She twisted her fingers on the corner of the quilt for a long time, and said softly: "Did the Queen Mother say anything when she left last night?"

Lian Feng said: "The Empress Dowager didn't say anything."

Lian Zhen shook her head, indicating that she would not drink anymore, Lian Feng put the bowl back on the plate, took the silk scarf and wiped the corners of her mouth, and someone replied: "Master, Doctor Li is here."

After the handkerchief incident, Lian Zhen knew the identity of Li Mao's daughter, but that incident was very dangerous at the time, almost involving Binglun. Later, when she thought about it, she always felt a little displeased with her. Seeing her come in to salute, she just said: " Forget it."

Li Mao was extremely attentive to her: "Master, do you feel better today?"

"Well, it's thanks to you this time."

"It is my life's fortune to be able to do my best for Master Chen." Li Mao was excited in his heart, and his voice trembled uncontrollably: "My minister... I am worried day and night, seeing that my master is safe and sound now, my spirit is getting stronger , I am overjoyed."

"Thank you very much." Lian Zhen smiled lightly, then turned to Lian Feng and said, "I'm a little tired, I want to sleep for a while."

Lian Feng said: "Yes." He looked at Li Mao, and Li Mao could only say: "The master is resting for a while, and I will take my leave first."

When Lian Feng left, he ordered the little maid to store a few handfuls of benzoin in the Golden Golden Cauldron of Panlong on the ground. In an instant, the curling smoke drifted away, and the delicate fragrance penetrated into her bones. The bones are soft, and after a while, the breath is even, and he falls asleep.

It was already noon when she woke up, Lian Zhen just opened her eyes when she met a pair of deep and indifferent eyes, she was slightly startled, struggling to sit up.

Binglun said warmly: "Don't move around, be careful not to affect the wound." Going closer to help her, Lian Zhen was half hugged and half supported by her like this, all the strength in her body seemed to be taken away suddenly, she bit her lower lip tightly, and used her hand to help her. Supporting her shoulders, trying to make himself sit up, Binglun felt her resistance, slightly embarrassed, and slowly withdrew his hand.

Lian Zhen panted slightly, stretched out her hand to brush the hair on her temples, a thin layer of blush appeared on her pale face, when she lowered her head, she suddenly found that she was wearing the string of emerald beads she had given her on her wrist. The green and round beads set off against her white and slender wrists, which were particularly conspicuous. In an instant, she didn't know whether her heart was sad or happy, whether it was sour or sweet, and she was actually a little crazy.

Binglun frowned slightly, not knowing what she was thinking, the two were silent for a moment, Lian Zhen said: "I want to see Hengbo and Baozhen."

Binglun said: "Are you afraid that I will punish them?" His eyes turned cold: "If we talk about their mistakes this time, it is not too much to punish them with death."

Lian Zhen lost her voice: "This...it's none of their business!"

Seeing her panic, Binglun's tone instantly softened: "They're fine, they're just placed elsewhere." Sighing lightly, he added: "You must never do such a stupid thing again in the future."

Lian Zhen embraced the quilt with both hands, and lowered her head: "Actually, I know in my heart that with your ingenuity and means, and your current status, you will never let yourself capsize easily in a small storm. If I stay In the car, nothing will happen."

"Then why do you still want to..."

The corners of Lian Zhen's mouth twitched, and she smiled sadly: "I can't control myself, I just want to see you, and I will feel at ease when I see you, or maybe, at that time, I..." She took a long breath, It seemed that he had exhausted all his strength: "I had a crazy idea that it would be a good thing to die like that. For the first time in such a long time, I felt that life was so lifeless."

Her voice was very soft and miserable, and anyone could feel the pain and affection in it, Binglun felt as if an invisible hand had grabbed her heart, staring at her, said in a harsh voice: "What's so good about me, it's worth it. "

Lian Zhen closed her eyes, and the two teardrops hanging on her eyelashes were as crystal clear as the morning dew.

Binglun's brows were gloomy, and he said: "I am sorry for you."

Lian Zhen felt pain in her heart, but shook her head lightly, and after a while, said: "Does what you said last night still count?"

"What?"

"You said, you told me a lot of things, but... I fell asleep afterwards."

"You are too weak and too tired." Binglun comforted softly, and said again: "What do you want to know?"

Lian Zhen looked at her, with hesitation and timidity in her eyes, but finally said slowly: "I want to know about you and her, is that okay?"

Although Binglun had expected her to ask this question, his face still stiffened involuntarily. A bloody gash seemed to be cut open by a sharp knife in a secret place in his heart. It draws out the dreamlike sweetness, the unforgettable pain, and the icy despair. . . . . .Thousands of pictures reappeared in her mind, and thousands of thoughts turned in her heart. She was silent for a long time, and said: "Okay."

"I always thought that some things would be hidden deep in my heart and would never see the light of day again. When I die, it will decay and die with my body, and there will be no trace to be found."

Binglun's voice paused slightly, and became a little low: "Her name is Lin Wanxi, she is my uncle's daughter, my cousin."

Lin Wanxi, Lin Wanxi, Lianzhen repeated the name silently in their hearts, and forced a smile on their faces: "It's such a beautiful name, it must be worthy of the name." After a little thought, he said: "It's just that I remember your mother's last name. Wang, why is your cousin named Lin?"

Binglun explained: "Although my mother and my uncle are brothers and sisters, they have different surnames. It's a bit complicated. My grandfather came from a family of officials and scholars, while my grandmother's family is a hereditary family that has been inherited for hundreds of years. When the previous dynasty collapsed, the only princess who was still alive was the ancestor who was assigned to my grandmother by the first emperor of this dynasty. My grandfather and grandmother were about the same age at the time, and they were both talented and beautiful. After they got married, they kept singing in harmony and lived a happy life. It was not until a long, long time later that my grandmother found out that my grandfather had a son with someone outside."

It was rare for her to say so many words at once, and Lian Zhen listened carefully and attentively, so she couldn't help but said: "This is your uncle?"

Binglun nodded: "Well, I don't know if my grandfather cared about the relationship with my grandmother, or because he was afraid of the power of my grandmother's natal family. That uncle didn't bring him back to the mansion, and he always took his mother's surname Lin. After my grandmother found out about this, she was naturally very angry. , but she has no heirs herself, and the grandfather did not bring the aunt, aunt and son home, so this incident did not break the peace of their lives."

She was a little thirsty, and reached out to get some tea, but the tea was already a little cold, she frowned, and didn't intend to call someone, she took a sip and then put it down, and then said: "Although my uncle lives outside, he was also a rich man since he was a child." Food, servants are in groups, but I have always had some doubts about my grandfather, even though my grandfather has been taking care of their mother and child's life, and even came forward to arrange a good marriage for him. Uncle was born with pride, after knowing his life experience, He studied angrily, determined that one day he would be named on the gold list, and make the Wang family look at him differently. Later, he successfully entered the provincial examination, general examination, and finally entered the palace examination, and won the first place in the second class. Such fame, in the eyes of ordinary people, is a great honor, but for a family like the Wang family, it is not outstanding. In a fit of anger, my uncle didn't even become an official. At that time, some countries in the Western Regions Instigated by Tuyuhun, he began to neglect Dayan. My father was ordered by Emperor Sejong to go to the Western Regions to attack the Wusun Kingdom. He begged my father to take him there. With a young daughter, my aunt dissuaded me, but my uncle was determined to abandon literature and pursue martial arts and gain fame in the battlefield. Who knew that after this departure, he would never come back. My aunt cried when she heard that he died in the army. Wash your face, and soon you will die of depression."

When Lian Zhen heard this, she couldn't help but feel miserable. As a son, he lived his whole life just to win his father's attention, and finally died young because of this. What kind of tragedy is this?

"Actually, my grandfather felt a lot of regret towards his aunt, mother and son in his later years. He intended to let my uncle recognize his ancestors and return to his family. However, my father tried his best to obstruct this matter, and it was left behind. Few people know about the inside story." Bing Lunyan The sarcasm flashed by, and he continued: "Facing the noble Yue family for generations, the wife who has been deeply affectionate for decades, and the powerful son-in-law of the general who holds real power, my grandfather is destined not to give my uncle a title." , and finally passed away with regret, after the death of my grandfather, my mother brought my cousin to my family to raise her."

Having said that, finally got back to the topic, Lian Zhen's heart gradually became tense, and she clenched her hands involuntarily.

"The first time I saw Wan'er was in my garden. It was spring, and the flowers in the garden were blooming, and the garden was full of intoxicating fragrance." Binglun's cold eyes gradually revealed a trace of tenderness. The splendor is bright, but the voice is still calm: "I was playing with the maids, and suddenly I heard my mother calling me. When I turned around, I saw my mother standing under an apricot tree, smiling and waving to me. I also took a little girl by the hand. I walked forward and looked at the girl curiously. She was very good-looking, prettier than all the girls I had ever seen, but she was a bit shy and hugged her mother tightly. , I looked left and right, and felt that she was a bit like my mother, and then my mother pushed her and asked her to call me 'cousin', and then I realized that she was my uncle's daughter, the orphan they said."

"Later, she lived in our house. My mother loved her very much, more than me. This made me unhappy. Not only that, but even my father, who was always strict, treated her very kindly. My brothers even They are competing to please her." The corner of Binglun's mouth twitched imperceptibly, and then his expression remained normal: "It's just me, I don't like her a little bit, the strange thing is, she always likes to cling to me, even if I yell at her, Intentionally hurt her and bullied her. After she wiped away her tears, she still followed me and called her 'cousin' timidly. In fact, she is so pitiful, so gentle, innocent, and kind. Who can really hate her? What about her? At that time, I was just a child mentality, and I was a little jealous of my mother's excessive love for her. When I put that jealousy away, the two of us will be inseparable, and no one can separate us. .”

Binglun said: "Life is like this, without any worries, only endless joy and laughter. However, people always grow up, and once they grow up, many things become uncontrollable. The first uncontrollable thing Yes, there have been some subtle changes in my thoughts about Wan'er, and for the first time, I have something unspeakable to others."

Lian Zhen naturally knew what was on her mind, she didn't speak, but bit her lips lightly.

"With the passage of time, Wan'er has become elegant, bright and charming. We are still the same as we were when we were young, lying and rising together every day. I have always liked this kind of intimacy, but because of my thoughts, such For me, intimacy has gradually become a kind of torture. Because of this, there have been quarrels between us for the first time... Later, in the midst of repeated angry quarrels and handshakes, I finally I understand that Wan'er's mind, her heart, and mine, her troubles, mine troubles, her worries, and mine are all the same...so, what happened between us something happened." She said slowly: "Those things shouldn't have happened between two girls, let alone between sisters."

Although she knew that they had known each other before, and knew that Lin Wanxi had passed away, her words still made Lian really very sad. People are like this. When you fall in love with someone, you hope that you are the only one in her heart, and you can't tolerate others. The existence of human beings, not to mention, Binglun doesn't even have a word of love for her, maybe there is no place for her in her heart at all, why doesn't it make her heart ache?

Lian really held back her tears, and said in a hoarse voice: "What happened later?"

"Later?" Binglun turned his eyes slightly to one side, his face was terribly calm: "Later, my father found out about our affairs."

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Some people say that they dare not urge the text

Reminders are of course possible, as long as they are civilized

By the way, this chapter was really hard to write, it took me days of free time

I used to find it difficult to write sex scenes, but now I find it difficult to write emotional conflict scenes