Remembrance Hibiscus GL

Lian Zhen sat on the couch blankly, with a touch of melancholy and exhaustion on her face, but her star pupils gradually became brighter, as if she was hiding something, as soon as her gaze touched her, she lowered her eyelids, her body just Tired, his hands barely supported the edge of the soft couch.

It's been a while since I saw her, she's getting paler and thinner, and the silk robe on her body is getting wider, Binglun looked at her, and couldn't tell whether it was more pity or regret, the distance between the two was only more than ten years. She only needs to step forward a little bit, and she can hold her in her arms, but reason still prevails, she purses her lips, and speaks again: "My father has a strong desire for power and ambition. I have always been clear about what I was thinking. When Emperor Yan Shizong passed away, he fought against all opinions and embraced the blessed king Zongxun as emperor. A talent for governing the country has a way of playing power, not to mention his willful and violent temperament, how could he be willing to be manipulated after he ascended the throne? So he kept his face and secretly united with the families of the queen and Concubine Min to remove his military power. That incident dealt a heavy blow to my father and the whole Huo family, after that, he stayed out of the house and hid himself deeply. "

She seldom said so much in one breath, paused for a moment, and continued: "The resurgence of the flames of war in Western Xinjiang has ushered in a turning point in his life. Liangzhou and Lingzhou were originally his sphere of influence. Hu is extremely difficult, I have been thinking about how to win this battle with him a long time ago."

Lian Zhen heard this, and suddenly said: "Zong Xun's death is related to you, right?"

"That's right." Binglun's expression remained unchanged, and he said calmly: "My father was reused by Zongxun again. After leading the troops to the western border, he did not face the army of Tubo and Tuyuhun for a long time. He only had several small-scale battles. He used the excuse that Fan Bing was tall and brave, and that he should use the technique of exhausting the enemy. In fact, he deliberately delayed the war while waiting for the news of Zongxun's death. Of course, we had discussed these things a long time ago. Zongxun has always been obsessed with the idea of ​​immortality. Fang, the art of becoming an immortal and cultivating Taoism, Huo Song and I took advantage of this to single-handedly cause his death."

Lian Zhen said: "Zong Xun once asked you to adopt Xu'er, but you didn't agree, but you changed your attitude not long afterward, is it because of this?"

"When Zong Xun passed away, we will do our best to ensure that he ascends the throne, but if my father had not been appointed, of course I would not have adopted him, it would be meaningless." Bing Lun said: "I never liked children, I The people and things I like are very limited.”

Her expression was calm, and she didn't hide the slightest thing in her words, but the more indifferent her tone was, the more Lian Zhen felt how pitiful Zong Xu was, her chest ached again, and tears appeared in her clear eyes.

"When Xu'er came to the throne, my father no longer had any worries, and went all out to attack. The Tubo and Tuyuhun armies were defeated one after another. Deli and Fuluo were forced to submit letters of surrender, and he made another presentation, proposing to conquer the countries of the Western Regions again. He did so, Not only for making meritorious deeds, but also for stabilizing and expanding the sphere of influence in the west, he gradually included several other states in his pocket. In addition, the successive years of wars have greatly depleted the treasury, and while he is pocketing his own money, he can also wantonly plunder the countries of the Western Regions. Gold wealth is used to strengthen his own army. All signs point to one thing. This time, he is determined to win the capital and the throne, and he will not return to the capital if he is not fully sure. Many knowledgeable ministers in the court Seeing his ambition, they all asked me to call him back. Of course he will never come back, and I will never call him back. All I have to do is to do something before he returns with his troops. Get everything ready."

She looked at her, with a little more tenderness in her voice: "Since I came to court, we have spent more time together than before, and you have more and more smiles on your face. I am also very happy. But I know, this is far from enough , I should accompany you more, I also want to accompany you more, but I still can't sleep peacefully, so even if you are in front of my eyes, even in my arms, I can't stop thinking about other things, Maybe I have ignored your feelings all this time, sorry."

Lian Zhen bit her lip and didn't answer.

Binglun said: "In order to deal with my father, I formed an alliance with Huo Lin. I promoted my cousin Huo Ling to be the general of the right guard, and taught him how to gain more trust from my father step by step. I used my family plan to support the new king. As a result, he was sealed in Shuzhou, which is rich in resources and steep terrain, to contain my father, and ordered him to secretly practice soldiers and horses. On the only way my father must pass back to Beijing, I placed eyeliners everywhere and arranged manpower. I only focus on high positions such as state shepherds and county guards, but I pay attention to those inconspicuous positions that can play a role at critical moments. I choose people who are unassuming but extremely reliable. , I've put my heart and soul into this matter."

"You said that I was cruel and merciless. You are not wrong at all. Xu'er died, Zongmou died. In the contest between me and my father, thousands of people died. But what you don't know is that they died in my hands." In fact, there are far more people than these. Not only do I have to make all the preparations to defeat my father, but in the process, I also use their hands to eliminate those threatening and loyal officials of the Yan Dynasty, for Huo Lin To pave the way ahead of my ascension to the throne in the future. I will leak the list of my father's impeachment to my cousin Huo Ling, and let him inform my father. This will not only increase his trust in Huo Ling, but also use his hands to kill him. The person I want to kill. I deliberately appointed Huo Song as Minister of the Ministry of Punishment, just to make it easier for him to eradicate dissidents. After my father returned to Beijing, I turned a blind eye to all their actions, but kept Add officials to them. Most of the people they killed were actually the people I wanted to kill. If they don’t kill today, Huo Lin and I will still do it ourselves in the future. As for the ones I want to protect, I will find a way If they can't be protected, they are not smart enough, so it's fine if they die. Everything has the effect of killing two birds with one stone or even killing two birds with one stone. Of course, those who died, even those who were exterminated People, they are all loyal ministers of the Yan Dynasty, and they are all capable ministers, but for me, only those who can be used by me are capable ministers, and only those who are loyal to me are called loyal ministers." Bing Lun said: "After I become the Queen Mother On the first day, I carefully laid out such a big chess game, and I pushed all the pieces step by step according to my plan, and I must be the winner in the end."

Although she narrated it as if she was talking homely, Lianzhen could still hear the thrilling, bone-chilling chills in her heart, recalling the past, when she was with her, her heart was tender and tender, only when she The same is true in my heart, but it is not the case at all.

"You said I was hiding everything from you, but how could I tell you this? What would your expression be, what would be your mood? How would you look at me? Telling you these is of no benefit, it will only Increase your worry and pain, and cause conflicts between you and me. You said that I was only thinking about revenge, yes! For more than ten years, I have been thinking about revenge all the time. When Zongxun lifted his military power, I wished he could I could kill him as well as Huo Song and Huo Ze, but the Hunjun still thinks about the merits of his support, and also thinks that killing the heroes will chill people's hearts. He is worried that his old department will mutiny, so he didn't touch him, and even retain the title, I can't go Advise him to deal with his father and brother." Binglun showed a trace of hatred at the bottom, and gritted his teeth: "Revenge really can't make me happy, can't make my life better, but if I don't take revenge, I will live day and night. In the agony of the past, my soul will never find peace!"

She took a breath, and said slowly: "But you said that everything I did was for revenge. It's not like that. I did it for revenge, and for our future."

Lian Zhen stared at her with both eyes, and her breathing became light and slow unconsciously.

"I have tasted that fate is completely at the mercy of others. I watched my beloved being driven out of the house. I hugged her cold body. I couldn't do anything except cry. I knew who killed her , but I can only pretend not to know, and live in pain. When fate favors me again, let me meet you, let us fall in love, I start to think carefully about our future, I will not be willing to meet you once in a few days, I will not be with you You live in two places all your life. This time, I want to control my own destiny. My life must be the way I want. This is why I tell you again and again to learn to be patient. If I am only for revenge, I have a lot There are many options, too.”

Her tone turned low: "Between Zong Xu and Huo Lin, I considered for a long time and weighed again and again, and finally I chose Huo Lin. Zong Xu was born as a prince. For him, the throne belongs to his family. He was born to be the emperor, and I am just his adoptive mother. To be the empress dowager is the mother's value. I am the regent and exercise the power of the emperor. The honorable, dignified, motherly queen mother, if one day in the future, he discovers the relationship between me and you, he will definitely be ashamed of it. There will be no happy ending between us. I don't want to take this risk. Huo Rin is different, when we were young There is a deep friendship, which is the purest and most unforgettable thing. For him, it may be deeper than me. We also have the same strong hatred for the Huo family and his son. It has always been, deep in my heart , we both regard each other as the only family. My alliance with him has a strong foundation. We can fully trust each other and achieve great things together. What he wants, I know very well. Being a bastard has brought him too much Too much pain and shame, what he longs for most in his life is to stand out, if I help him ascend to the throne, he will remember and be grateful for his whole life, and we will be more intimate and brotherly brothers than ever before. I want It's very simple, freedom, the person I like, the life I like, why not do it? He doesn't care whether I like a man or a woman, as long as I like it, he will not interfere, he hopes his own My sister is happy. It is the best ending for him to be emperor, and for us, it will be the best outcome."

She sighed softly: "Recently, I have often wondered whether there will be any retribution for killing so many innocent people and doing so many unreasonable things. Sometimes those dead people come to mind. The appearance of the person, and those scenes of swords and blood, are actually a little uneasy." Shaking his head, a bitter smile appeared on the corner of his lips: "But, do you know what is terrible? I have never felt regretful , I don’t have the slightest regret, I ask myself, if I can go back to the day we first met and start over, will I do something different, no, no! I will still do what I should do, I will not be soft on those who deserve to be killed, whether it is the road to revenge or the road to the throne, it is a bloody road."

"Lianzhen, I decided to confess everything to you today." She called her name softly, and there seemed to be tears flickering in her cold and deep eyes: "I don't know what you will think, whether you are cold-blooded or vicious... , Maybe this is my nature, Lianzhen, I was born like this, I..." Seemingly struggling, she took a deep breath, and said with a dry voice, "I don't know if you still hate me , can't you accept me like this, if you are still willing to stay by my side like before, I will definitely treat you wholeheartedly, I... I will try my best to do what you like."

Lianzhen's face was pale, and she was in a daze, as if she didn't hear what she said, and she didn't show any expression. Binglun waited for a long time, and her heart cooled little by little.There was silence in the room, and the two stood and sat, like two silent stone statues facing each other.

Binglun's chest became more and more suffocated, and after a long time, he said again: "If you have other ideas, you want to live another life, you want to go back to your hometown, I... I will do what you wish." Lips, looked at her, and slowly, step by step, exited the room.

Near noon, Gao Xian hurried back to the mansion, Binglun was in the Ruisi room, there was no one waiting around him, leaning on the chair, staring at the desk in a daze, as if he had kept this position for a long time.

Gao Xian sensed something was wrong, stepped forward to accompany him with a smile and said, "The master didn't say a word, he came back alone, and asked the servant to wait."

Binglun ignored him, and Gao Xian said again: "Will you order the kitchen here to send some of Miss Lianzhen's favorite dishes?"

"Ah."

Finally agreed, Gao Xian secretly felt it was funny, and said: "Master, Qingzhi and Du Ruo are still in the nunnery, send a car to bring them back tomorrow?"

"Ah."

Gao Xian stopped talking too much and quietly withdrew.Unexpectedly, as soon as Binglun came back, news got everywhere. First, Huo Ling sent people to send some precious medicinal materials and rare food to nourish the body, then Ran Li, Xia Houjin and others came to say hello in person, and then Huo Lin sent his wife The prisoner came to invite her into the palace, and wanted to discuss with her about the wedding, but she excused that she was tired, so she didn't see her, and the entry into the palace was postponed until the next day.

In the evening, after taking a bath, I just sat down on the bed when I suddenly heard footsteps, thinking it was a maidservant, I didn't want to raise my head, and saw a pretty slender figure, with just one glance, it seemed to be frozen, and I couldn't move away look.

Lian Zhen is wearing a soft and wide white brocade robe, her ink-like hair hangs over her shoulders, her face without makeup looks more beautiful and pure, but her eyes are red, as if she has been crying.She walked over slowly, sat down by the bed, and said in a low voice: "Gao Xian said that Xu'er once wanted to harm you, is it true?"

Binglun was taken aback, hesitating for a long time, before opening his mouth, he felt a smooth and warm palm quickly pressing his lips.

Lian Zhen said: "Stop talking, I don't want to know, I... I don't want to know about you again!"

She was very sad, her shoulders trembled slightly, Binglun couldn't bear it, stretched out his arms to hug her, only to feel that her body was getting thinner and weaker than before, so he hugged her even tighter, softly said: "Lian Zhen, I'm sorry."

Lian Zhen was out of breath from crying, and said intermittently: "You are not that kind of person, they are the ones who forced you, they forced you to become that kind of person."

Lianzhen was tired from crying, with his back to her, as if he had fallen asleep, there was a faint fragrance in the air, very light, very faint, hauntingly familiar, Binglun stared at her back, at this moment Fang felt calm and was about to get up After turning off the light, just as she moved, Lian Zhen took her hand again and put it back on her waist.

Binglun hugged her again, and said softly, "Are you still asleep?"

Lian Zhen said: "Binglun, I want to tell you a few things."

"Well, you said."

After waiting for a long time, I heard Lianzhen say: "That day, I asked Zhao Shu to go to Jingfuxuan, and you went too later, I actually... saw you, I did it on purpose."

Binglun said: "I know."

Lian Zhen said: "Gao Xian said that you are sick, I am very anxious, I... I wanted to see you, but..."

At this point, her heart ached and her voice choked up. Binglun stroked her hand: "I know." He whispered: "It's okay."

Lian Zhen burst into tears: "I hate you about Xu'er, and I hate you for other things." Turning around, facing her: "But no matter what kind of person you are, no matter what you are No matter what I have done, I can't really hate you, I have fallen in love with you a long time ago, this cannot be changed, even if what you want is my life, I will give it to you willingly."

"Silly girl." Binglun felt a pain in his heart, and said: "What a silly girl." He couldn't help but leaned over and kissed her red and swollen eyes, but Lianzhen suddenly raised his face and pressed his lips against hers.

The candlelight flickers and flickers, and the warm light shines through the silk curtain, warm and hazy, with a deep sense of spring.

The long night has only just begun.

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I'm really sorry, but this chapter is very stuck because of the many dialogues. I'm not very satisfied with the writing now.

In addition, when this article was conceived, at the end of this chapter, I was planning to drive a car. I can’t drive now, so I only have a few perfunctory sentences, and you can make up your own brains.

Finally, I would like to say a happy belated Mid-Autumn Festival to everyone!Waiting for the text has worked hard.