Remembrance Hibiscus GL

The cloudy and rainy day has lasted for several days, the rain is not heavy, tick tock, as if it will never stop, at dusk, the sky is completely dark.

The solitary lamp in the room is like a bean, the ice wheel is leaning on the pillow, listening to the wind blowing the bamboo leaves and the rain beating the plantains outside, I feel more and more desolate, I take a book from the bedside and read it, it is "Yuefu Poetry Collection", and I open it Seeing the two sentences "He Xi's body is exhausted, lingering for a while", I felt very stabbed in my heart, and slowly let go.

Li Mao delivered the medicine on time, Gao Xianfeng came to the bed, Binglun said: "I am already in good health, there is no need to continue to drink medicine, why did you bring it again?"

"Yes, Your Highness's phoenix body has recovered." Li Mao hurriedly said: "But this time the medicine is different from the previous ones. It is a harmonizing and tonic medicine. If Your Highness doesn't like it, it doesn't matter if you don't drink it."

Gao Xian laughed and said: "Since it is beneficial to the body, master should just hold back and drink it."

Binglun took the bowl, drank it all in one gulp, frowned and said, "Just this one time, starting tomorrow, there is no need to boil the medicine anymore."

Li Mao replied: "Yes."

Binglun rinsed his mouth and said, "It's been hard for you these days."

Li Maodao: "This is the duty of a villain."

"When the weather clears, you can pack up and go home." Binglun thought for a while, then said, "Is your life going well now? But is there anything else you want to tell me?"

Hearing this question, Li Mao thought about Su Yun's pleading softly on the pillow that day, and realized that this is the best opportunity, so he plucked up his courage and knelt down: "Thank you, Your Highness, I am happy with everything now." Satisfied, but Miss Su Yin has something to do, please ask the villain to ask His Highness."

"Oh?"

Li Maodao: "Miss Su Yin is about to go back to the south. She wants to ask His Highness for permission to let Miss Lianzhen out of the mansion. The two sisters can be together and return to their hometown together. The villain is bold. Please forgive me."

Gao Xian never thought that she would make such a request, and immediately winked, but Li Mao lowered his head, how could he see it?Gao Xian was anxious, so he sneaked a look at Binglun, and saw that her expression was normal, her eyes were looking at a certain place in front, and there was no response for a long time.

The air seemed to freeze, and the room was surprisingly quiet. Standing on one side, Gao Xian could almost feel Binglun's disordered and slightly rapid breathing, and his heart couldn't help but tremble.Li Mao knelt there, and gradually became uneasy, but he didn't dare to move, he could only hold his breath and wait.

Binglun finally spoke: "Is this Miss Su's idea, or her own idea?"

Li Mao was stunned for a moment before he realized: "Returning to Your Highness, Miss Lianzhen has been homesick for many years, and now she has regained her status as a commoner. Show mercy so that relatives of flesh and blood can be reunited."

Binglun was silent for a long time, and said: "Since she wants to leave with all her heart, I will not stop her."

Li Mao was overjoyed, kowtowed and said: "The villain will take the place of the two girls first, and thank Your Highness for your kindness."

Gao Xian watched everything that happened, but couldn't say anything. As soon as Li Mao went out, he immediately walked up to Binglun: "Master, you really..."

Binglun waved his hand and said, "You go out too."

Before Gao Xian finished speaking, he could only say: "Yes."

But retreated, Fang wanted to turn around, Binglun said again: "Slow down." He paused for a while, and Fang listened to Binglun said: "This matter, if you have another word with Li Mao, you should pay attention to your head. .”

Gao Xian was thinking secretly just now, and later he wanted to talk to Li Mao in private, trying to dissuade them, he was taken aback by what Binglun said, and hurriedly said: "I don't dare." , hurried out.

Incense cakes were burning in the incense burner, the light smoke was as pale as nothing, and filled the room with a strange fragrance.

Lian Zhen lowered her eyes, her voice was misty like smoke: "Did she really agree?"

"Of course, as I said earlier, this will definitely happen." Su Yun was extremely proud, and put back half of the soft cake with pine nuts in his hand, and said, "I never thought we would have today, Li Mao said, When we go back to the south, let's find the most prosperous and beautiful place, buy a big house, and then open a medical clinic. She usually prescribes medicine for people, and I will be there to help, Lianzhen, you too Let's go together, with our status, it's inconvenient to go back to our parents' house, and besides, there is no married daughter who lives in her mother's house all her life."

The more she spoke, the happier she became, Lianzhen didn't listen to a single word, her mind was full of little things with Binglun and what she had said.

She said "Lianzhen, you mean a lot to me", she said "There will be no one else but you, I will treat you wholeheartedly", she said "In the whole world, I don't want to see you sad .”, she said, “You can’t go anywhere, you can only stay by my side”. . . . . .Yes, she has no one else, but her whole heart is occupied by revenge, she said she doesn't want to see her sad, but she broke her heart again and again, she said she can't In the past, but now, she easily lets go and is willing to let her leave the capital, and what she means to her may just be to give her companionship and comfort on her lonely and tormenting revenge road, and to bring a little bit of happiness to her closed and cold inner world. warmth.

She loves Lin Wanxi so much, her expression, her words, her manners, her eyes, all of them show this point, even without any expression words, when she gets close to her, she can feel it, and There is another person's breath, another person's figure, and an insurmountable barrier.She is jealous, painful, and suffering, but also timid, sad, and powerless.Is she nice to her?It's also very good. It's so rare that she can treat someone like this for such an indifferent person.Does she love her?Maybe there is a little love, at least she had a moment of true feelings in front of her, she will never forget, the night when Huo Mu attacked the palace, she looked at her eyes, she told her, life or death would be the most important thing. Together, at such a critical moment, her heart was filled with emotion and joy.

She often convinces herself that at least she is the one by her side, and she is the only one, but there are always some things that break the balance she has finally established in her heart, maybe she is just too dissatisfied.She has seen with her own eyes how she planned wisely and meticulously, and how she ruthlessly removed all obstacles in the process of reaching the peak of power. Has there ever been a trace of emotion in her eyes?For Xu'er to have a relationship with her, to be angry with her, to her, it was nothing more than unreasonable and unreasonable trouble. Now, her patience with her has finally run out. . . . . .

Su Yun was beaming with joy and chattering endlessly, but at this moment she also sensed that something was wrong with Lian, so she couldn't help but stop, and said in astonishment: "Lian Zhen, what's wrong with you? Are you unhappy?"

Lian Zhen said: "It's nothing, I... I'm very happy."

"Then why are you crying?"

Lian Zhen was stunned, stretched out her hand to touch her face, and she really touched a piece of warmth, she slowly turned her head away: "I just think that we have lived in the capital for so many years, and it is a bit sad to leave suddenly, besides, I am also reluctant to hear the mother and son of Ying. .”

"Yeah, I've stayed in one place for a long time, and I feel somewhat emotional." Su Yun felt a little sad when she said that, and comforted him: "Lian Zhen, if you miss this place, we can stay longer."

"No." Lian Zhen sniffed lightly, as if she had made up her mind, she turned her face and said, "Yun'er, everything should follow your plan."

"But..." Su Yun looked at her, saw that her starry eyes were dim, and she couldn't see the slightest hint of joy, so she couldn't help hesitating: "Do you really want to go with us? If you have any ideas, you can told me."

Lian Zhen said: "What stupid words are you talking about? Our sisters have always been united. What you think is what I think. From the day we came to the capital, don't we just look forward to going back day and night?"

Su Yun sighed: "Yeah, how many years have passed?"

Lian Zhen held her hand, and her tone suddenly became urgent: "Yun'er, let's leave as soon as possible, the sooner the better!"

The cup of tea on the table was already cold, but Gao Xian hadn't taken a sip yet, so Gao Xian tiptoed over and replaced it with a hot one.Binglun leaned on the chair, looking at the string of emerald beads on his wrist, with a dazed expression.

Gao Xian stood still beside the station, and said in a low voice: "My servant has inquired about it. The two girls plan to leave for their hometown on the [-]th, and Li Mao will also accompany them."

Binglun acted as if she hadn't heard it, and didn't make a sound. Seeing that she didn't say anything to blame, Gao Xian felt relieved knowing that he had done a good job.

The next few days passed quickly, Gao Xian counted the days with his fingers day by day, until the [-]th day, seeing that Binglun still didn't respond at all, he couldn't help feeling anxious.

The candles were dimly lit, and clusters were jumping on the table. Binglun held the pen in his hand, and didn't write a single word for a long time. He suddenly threw down the pen and said flatly, "The light is too dim, it's dazzling."

Gao Xian said: "Slave, go and light one more lamp."

"No need, I don't want to write anymore, let's go to bed early tonight."

Walking into the inner bedroom, looking back to see Gao Xian still following, he said: "I'm going to sleep, I don't need you to serve here."

Gao Xian suddenly knelt down on both knees: "The slave is guilty, please forgive me, master."

Binglun frowned: "What's the matter?"

Gao Xian lowered his head: "The master was unwell a while ago, and the slave once went back to the mansion privately, and wanted to invite Miss Lianzhen to come and serve the master."

"How dare you do such a thing on your own!" Binglun's face sank, and then her heart sank: "She doesn't want to come over, does she?"

Gao Xian didn't dare to make a sound, Binglun's chest pain intensified, and he yelled softly: "Bold servant, what are you still doing on your knees, why don't you get out!"

Gao Xian tremblingly straightened up: "Young lady didn't say that she couldn't speak out, but there was one strange thing. She suddenly asked if the princess's tomb is also in this Huangci Temple."

Binglun was stunned: "How does she know..."

After speaking half a sentence, he stopped again, waved his hand slowly, and Gao Xian quietly withdrew.Binglun lay down on the bed, tossing and turning with a flood of thoughts, and did not fall asleep until midnight. Lianzhen's voice penetrated into her mind, echoing over and over again.

"Her life is her life, isn't the life of others not her life?"

"You only think about revenge. Have you ever thought about others? Have you ever thought about yourself?"

"Every time you come back to see me, it's just to make out with me."

She turned around again and said to herself: "Binglun, Binglun, aren't you very smart? Why are you so confused emotionally? Because you have so many lives on your hands, you think she is afraid of you. After seeing Zong Xu, she felt that she hated you deeply, and you felt guilty, and kept hiding from her, avoiding her, and dared not face her. But these were not her disappointment, the main reason she hated you, she felt that in your life there was only Revenge, she thinks that your heart is not on her, she thinks that you have never thought about her, you have never planned for your future with her, that's why she is so sad!"

As soon as I thought about it, I wished I could get wings and go back to the house immediately, but it was late at night and it was pitch black outside, so I had to suppress myself, and after a few hours, a ray of dawn came through the window, so I got up and changed immediately, opened the door and went out. A gust of fresh air rushed towards his face, he turned his head and looked, Gao Xian's door was still closed.

She hurriedly walked through the yard, but stopped involuntarily, walked slowly to Lin Wanxi's tomb, and said silently in her heart: "Wan'er, I love her, I can't let her leave me, I hope you don't blame me, no matter how much I love you She, I will never forget you."

He closed his eyes, stood silently for a moment, then turned and left resolutely.

Lest Lianzhen set off early in the morning, speeding along the road, looking up to see the sky gradually brightening, anxious like a fire, when he arrived at the princess mansion, the gate was already opened, and the gatekeeper still had a trace of sleepiness on his face, seeing that it was the master coming home, he was so frightened that he immediately woke up Come here and salute in a hurry.

Binglun handed over the horse to them, entered the gate of the mansion, and walked straight towards Jing Fuxuan.Jing Fuxuan's servants and servants had already got up at this time, seeing her, they all knelt down to greet her, Binglun ignored her, walked to the main room where Lianzhen lived, happened to be Hengbo coming out from inside, unexpectedly, very happy, knelt down and said : "Your Highness, the girl has just finished washing, and she is alone in there."

After hearing this, Binglun's heart began to fall steadily, and when he stepped over the threshold, he turned around and closed the door, feeling a little nervous, and walked slowly into the Nuan Pavilion, only to see that thin figure that was lingering in his dreams.

Lian Zhen lowered her head, sitting on the soft couch, when she heard the noise, she raised her head for a glance, then slowly turned her face away, a strong soreness spread silently in her chest.

Binglun was just running fast all the way, her face was reddish, and she was still panting. When she calmed down, Fang approached her and said in a low voice, "That year, Zong Xun died, and not long after Xu'er came to the throne, Huo Lin came back from Xijiang to meet her. Me, do you remember this?"

This question was so abrupt that Lian really didn't know what she meant, so she didn't answer the question.

Bing Lun continued on by himself: "I held a vegetarian feast in the south study room of Chongde Palace to clean up Huo Lin's dust. We had a long talk all night, and I made a deal with him, a deal he couldn't refuse." After a while, he continued with some difficulty: "I promised him the world, and he promised me the most arbitrary life in the world. At that time, I personally decided Xu'er's life and death."

Lian Zhen felt a pain in her heart, and finally looked at her, but still did not speak.

Binglun said: "You said that I kept everything from you, that I never treated each other with sincerity, today, I will tell you everything I have done, no matter what you think, whether you like it or not, Let me tell you that in the future, I will never hide anything from you again."

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