life in a hurry

King Ning hurried back to the capital from the frontier, but he didn't go to the palace first, instead he went to An Guohou's mansion to look for Chen Feiqing.It's a pity that Chen Feiqing was not there, he only bumped into Chen Feiqing's father.

King Ning and Marquis An Guo have been the emperor's right-hand men for these years, but their disagreements were not all feigned, they didn't like each other at first, and now they meet, King Ning wants to leave without even saying hello.

An Guohou spoke instead: "You have just returned to Beijing, so you should go to the palace first."

King Ning sneered and said, "Master Hou is a little short of being able to become the Supreme Emperor. This king should come to see him first."

Fortunately, there were never too many servants in the Hou's Mansion, and there was no one else at this time.

An Guohou said unhappily: "I talk to you kindly, why do you have to be so mean?"

King Ning retorted: "My king is right. If you hadn't thought of this, you wouldn't agree with the emperor's proposal. Let Feiqing pretend to be the son of the late emperor to be the emperor for a few years before abdicating the throne. You guys can figure it out! "

At the beginning, the emperor suddenly made such a proposal: If he really can't survive these few years, he will find a way to let Chen Feiqing pretend to be the son of the late emperor to succeed to the throne, and when the prince who was raised in secret grows up, let Chen Feiqing recognize the prince as his own son, and find a way Zen position.

At that time, the emperor was really not well. When he first planned to go to the south of the Yangtze River, he had already made plans to die and return.

The Yao family's influence in the south is not small, not to mention colluding secretly with the country of Mo, and having secretly communicated with many officials in the court for a long time.The emperor can't take action in the open, if he forcibly pulls out the Yao family, I'm afraid it will affect the whole body.He didn't want to give foreign enemies the opportunity to enter the Central Plains, and he didn't want the people to suffer from war and turmoil.

At that time, he really felt that Fu Nansheng was available.The reason is not that he trusts Fu Nansheng more, but that he trusts Chen Feiqing, and also believes that Fu Nansheng is really fascinated by Chen Feiqing, so he is even willing to help match the two.There are many things that Fu Nansheng is not alone in, but he doesn't have much time to find other people, and he is not willing to push others to do such a thing that is not flattering in terms of reputation.

He only miscalculated one thing, and that was the degree of Fu Nansheng's insanity.

And An Guohou certainly had his own selfish intentions, so he agreed.

Only King Ning was unwilling. King Ning didn't like Hou An's aggressive face, nor did he like the emperor's way of using Chen Feiqing as bait, and he didn't believe in Fu Nansheng, but his objections were numerous.

He thought it was funny, the reason why he didn't believe in Fu Nansheng was because he had actually seen the same thing as Fu Nansheng, and the emperor and An Guohou had all their calculations, and lost because they didn't understand Fu Nansheng.

Fu Nansheng turned his back on the battlefield and gave the emperor to the eldest prince, but King Ning was not good at guarding the border. Chen Feiqing took the puppet left by Fu Nansheng back to Beijing, and An Guohou had to act accordingly and deliberately turned against Chen Feiqing to suppress Chao Gang.

When Chen Feiqing was going to the battlefield to order troops, An Guohou was not at ease. He almost wanted to run out of the prison and do it himself. After thinking about it, he wrote a letter to King Ning and asked Lu Ding to keep an eye on him.

An Guohou is still somewhat selfish at this moment, thinking that if he really wants to fight, maybe he can make Chen Feiqing famous, so let's take a look first, and if it is really messy, he will go out.

Chen Feiqing didn't give him this chance.

As for Fu Nansheng's turmoil, although it caused chaos in the world, it can be regarded as a way to put Moguo and other big and small states together, and now they are forced to make peace in the world.

Those places are not as rich and prosperous as the Central Plains, and I am afraid it will take many years to come back to life.What's more, the king of the Mo country was killed by a chess piece placed by King Ning long ago, and the matter was pushed to the eldest prince, who was killed by someone in the battle. Now the little prince who has always been on good terms with the Central Plains is in charge of the Mo country. .

Jiangnan was even easier to say, according to the emperor's original plan, he wanted to force the Yao family to bring up the matter of making trouble, but after the water got too messy, it was easier to handle.

After the queen mother learned about it, she suffered a serious illness, but now that she has recovered, she can see it and don't care about anything anymore.

There are also some bits and pieces, and they are all cleaned up one by one.

King Ning said: "Tiger poison is still ignorant, but your attitude of not caring about other people's feelings for the sake of power and status has never changed."

An Guohou said: "I originally thought that only Chen Feiqing's mother could say such a thing, so King Ning also eagerly regarded himself as a woman who brought up children?"

King Ning laughed back angrily: "It seems that you also know that you are going to have no son."

An Guohou was poked in the sore spot and walked away.

King Ning couldn't find Chen Feiqing for a while, so he had no choice but to enter the palace first, and he couldn't bear it without saying a few words, and said: "The emperor should not have told Feiqing about that. The emperor knows Feiqing better than anyone else, so Feiqing's temperament makes it difficult for him not to care about Fu Nansheng anymore. He should have given up his mind, but now he knows that his heart is soft, and Fu Nansheng is still crazy. All the responsibility is taken on myself, and maybe I can’t let it go in this life.”

Fu Nansheng is crazy.

Fu Nansheng was captured when the city was broken in the last battle. It is said that he was killing people at that time, and the one who was killed was that Goer, his always very close companion.

He's also crazy about another thing.Before the final battle, Fu Nansheng saved two people, the emperor and Bai Qiancao.

The emperor almost couldn't understand what Fu Nansheng was thinking. Before leaving, he asked him: "Are you trying to let the world know that you are also a person who knows how to deploy soldiers and fight?"

Fu Nansheng smiled and said, "Of course it is."

The emperor thought otherwise.

Fu Nansheng said: "You don't need to tell Chen Feiqing about this matter, just say that you surrendered the enemy's guards with your real dragon emperor's ability, and ran away by yourself."

The emperor was startled, looked at him, and suddenly had a guess: "Are you trying to let the world know that Fei Qing—"

Fu Nansheng said: "Of course not."

The emperor no longer believed what he said.

At the end of the war, the emperor confirmed this speculation more and more, and told Chen Feiqing after everything was settled.

Chen Feiqing disappeared.

The emperor smiled at King Ning: "I originally thought so too, but I thought of the emperor's uncle again, so I changed my mind. It's really better not to give up like the emperor's uncle."

King Ning picked up the teacup and drank it silently.Although he once asked Chen Feiqing to trust the emperor all the time, but he himself did not believe it. If there are trustworthy people in the world, he only believed in Chen Feiqing.

An Guohou has An Guohou's abacus, and the emperor also has the emperor's plan.Back then when the emperor was in poor health, it was better to rely on Chen Feiqing and even the Marquis of An Guo than to rely on the Empress Dowager's mother's family.

The emperor deliberately told Chen Feiqing such conjectures that he knew shouldn't be said. After all, the birds are gone, and the good bow will be hidden.

The emperor looked at King Ning with concern: "I shouldn't care about these things, but I can't help persuading you again today. My father told me before he died that he regretted treating you like that—"

King Ning put down his teacup, lowered his eyes and said: "What happened back then has nothing to do with the late emperor, and he has no responsibility to dissuade me, and I don't want to bring it up again."

The emperor shook his head: "But you still can't forget it in your heart. You still have many years to do this?"

King Ning never spoke again.

The emperor said helplessly: "Forget it, when it comes to emotional matters, there is really no one who is willing to listen to me."

King Ning smiled, but he didn't know what he was laughing at.

The two talked about the government affairs for a while, and King Ning left.

After he left, the emperor buried his head on the writing desk for a long time and finally finished writing. He was too tired, so he put down his pen and fell asleep lying on the desk.

In the dream, he returned to the battlefield that day, but the person riding the tall horse with a dashing demeanor was not Chen Feiqing, but himself.

King Ning finally found Chen Feiqing in a dimly lit temple on the outskirts of the capital.

Chen Feiqing was a little surprised when he saw him coming, thinking that she hadn't explained the matter well before she asked for leave.

King Ning said: "You are doing very well."

Chen Feiqing smiled.

King Ning asked, "Have you figured out what happened to Fu Nansheng?"

Chen Feiqing shook his head.

Ning Wang said: "You actually have an idea."

Chen Feiqing gradually felt melancholy in his eyes, and it took him a long time to say helplessly: "Those who know me, Uncle Ning Wang."

King Ning looked at him looking up at the Buddha statue in the hall, and asked, "Do you believe it?"

Chen Feiqing said: "Uncle Ning, you taught me that gods and Buddhas don't matter whether you believe in them or not, they are just images for people to meditate on their own past. I am not hiding from the world, and I will go down the mountain when I am full. Quiet and introspective."

King Ning said: "If I have regrets in this life, it is probably because I regret that you were not born by this king."

Chen Feiqing seldom heard him joking like this, and couldn't help laughing: "When I was a child, I really hoped to be your son, thinking that you wouldn't beat me."

"That's not necessarily true. You were more naughty and mischievous when you were young than you are now. If you didn't fight, you might not be so successful." King Ning sighed, "Things in the world are often like this, and it is difficult to tell the cause and effect."

Chen Feiqing nodded, deeply agreeing.

King Ning said again: "I know that you value love and righteousness, but you have done your best, so you can't be too harsh on yourself. It seems inappropriate for me to say this, but because I have personally experienced similar things, I understand your heart better than others. Situation. Fu Nansheng makes mistakes again and again, no matter what he is for, you should not follow him to make mistakes again and again."

Chen Feiqing sighed for a long time: "It's different. Fu Nansheng made such a mistake for me."

King Ning said: "You know very well in your heart that even if Fu Nansheng did this for you, it has nothing to do with you. You don't know about it at all, and you don't want to accept his favor at all."

"I know." Chen Feiqing said.

"Then you should—"

"Uncle." Chen Feiqing said suddenly, "I just suddenly found it difficult."

King Ning was startled.

Chen Feiqing lowered his head slightly, watched the water on the eaves fall to the ground, and said softly: "The unity of knowledge and action, I used to think it was an easy thing, knowing the right and wrong of one thing, knowing what to do, and doing it that way, I I thought it was very easy, how can I say it as a reason? But now I find that I can’t do it.”

"You're right. I don't accept Fu Nansheng's love at all, and I don't need to. The crimes he committed should not be forgiven. But I feel very uncomfortable." Chen Feiqing's eyes were wet, "I can't bear it." I can't help but feel that I should plead guilty with him, and now, I can't firmly believe that he deserves to die. If he deserves to die, but I still live in a deceitful name, how should I deal with myself?"

King Ning was about to speak, when Chen Feiqing said again: "I know, you will say that I did not deceive the world, but the war started because of me, others don't know, but I know. I know it is right to think like you, but I can't do it."

After a long time, King Ning just smiled: "This king actually couldn't do it."

If he really did it, he should be very clear that the past is over, and the revenge he wanted to avenge has also been avenged, but he still couldn't stop bearing the grudge.

"Perhaps this king can't change your mind, so I can only persuade you." King Ning pressed his shoulders, looked into his eyes, and said, "There are always difficult things in this life, and the same is true for saints. This king is not a saint, maybe you don't expect to be a saint..."

In the middle of the speech, he couldn't continue. He hugged Chen Feiqing like Chen Feiqing when he was a child, and said: "If you are really the son of this king, it will be great. This king will definitely break your legs and make you do anything wrong."

Chen Feiqing knew that he was really disappointed, and also knew that he really loved her.

Chen Feiqing said in her heart that she had a very good life in this life, perhaps because of this, she still couldn't understand Fu Nansheng's thoughts.Fu Nansheng had a frightening stubbornness in his bones, which not only harmed others, but also harmed himself.

The emperor was finally able to recognize his son, and he was holding on all day long, unwilling to let go, for fear of bumping into each other, but also worried that this would spoil the child, so he let the nanny carry him.

Bai Qiancao said: "The prince is almost five years old, he won't bump into each other."

The emperor laughed and said: "He had no mother since he was a child, so he could only be raised outside the palace. His mother hanged herself because of me. I just want to treat him better."

He has always lied to Chen Feiqing and the Queen Mother about one thing.He didn't want to find the younger brother who was born of the former emperor and the prostitute, he just wanted to make the Queen Mother and others think so.He has a son who has been afraid to speak out, and let An Guohou and Ning Wang raise him outside the palace. Now that the situation has settled, he dared to bring him back and became the prince.

Bai Qiancao still wanted to speak, but the little eunuch reported, "Your Majesty, General Chen is asking to see you."

The emperor hurriedly said: "Please come in."

Bai Qiancao went out naturally.

When Chen Feiqing came in, he knelt on the ground and said, "I understand what you asked me to think about."

The emperor said: "It's cold on the ground, you have to understand and sit down and talk."

But Chen Feiqing didn't get up, and only said: "Things happen because of me, wars are fought because of me, I can't feel at ease, I don't agree with what Fu Nansheng did, but he did it for me, I can't let it go .”

The emperor said: "You are just taking responsibility now, I am afraid he is not willing to accept your kindness."

Chen Feiqing said: "That's his business."

The emperor said: "Then you are embarrassing me."

Chen Feiqing was silent.

The emperor suddenly smiled, and said helplessly: "Actually, I regretted it, and I shouldn't have told you. Obviously, I was also very angry, and I treated him kindly, but he bit me back. If it wasn't for my great fortune, I'm afraid It's really hard to wait until his conscience finds out to save me at the last moment. He really doesn't care about my life, nor does he care about the lives of the common people. I can spare him for you, Those people who died in the war were so innocent, how could they spare Fu Nansheng? Can you exchange your life for those people's lives? Fei Qing, you should know which is more important. Fu Nansheng caused chaos in the world He has lost his life, just to let you fight a good battle, he has gone crazy."

"I know." Chen Feiqing said stubbornly, "He did it for me. He was guilty, and so am I. I don't want to ask him to be exempted from punishment. He committed such a crime, and he should be punished as he should. It's just that Please let me share his guilt."

The emperor said: "There is no such reason."

"Yes." Chen Feiqing said, "Since ancient times, there have been sons who owe debts to their fathers, and wives who commit crimes on behalf of their husbands. I am married to him and I am his husband. He has been uneducated since he was a child, and I am also like his father. I can't escape my responsibility. His fault is too great, I have no face to beg you to let him go, just to tell you, I should also be punished. "

The emperor asked: "What if I only punish him and not you?"

Chen Feiqing smiled helplessly: "Then the punishment you give me will be harsher than killing me."

Fu Nansheng sat in the depths of the dungeon, feeling unprecedentedly peaceful.

He has been in prison many times, and faced death many times, but he has never been as peaceful as this time.

Just thinking about Chen Feiqing's glamorous and energetic appearance on the battlefield is enough.The world used to say that Fu Nansheng was promoted by Chen Feiqing, and no one thought that Fu Nansheng could also praise Chen Feiqing.

It would be best if Chen Feiqing didn't know either.

Chen Feiqing didn't need to know, he just needed to know that he was indeed very powerful, and the word Chen on the banner was indeed Chen Feiqing's Chen, that was enough.No one can look down on Chen Feiqing, because Chen Feiqing is the best person in the world.

Chen Feiqing gave Fu Nansheng too many things, but Fu Nansheng didn't pay Chen Feiqing anything, so he could only give this gift.

A big dog stood outside the fence and barked at Fu Nansheng a few times, wagging its tail.

He didn't want to bother.

He doesn't want to pay attention to anyone now, in fact, he didn't want to pay attention to anyone at first, he never wanted to pay attention to others, since he was a child.Those who go to Huajie are not good things, whether they are high-ranking officials or profiteers and ruffians, when they take off their clothes, they are all flamboyant maggots, very disgusting.

Fu Nansheng leaned against the corner, calmly finished the steamed buns and porridge, and held the empty bowl in his hand to keep warm.

Maybe what Chen Feiqing said is not wrong, there are other good people in the world, such as the stall owner who gave him a bowl of wonton many years ago when he was thrown down by his mother.

Now it is the same as at that time, he is holding the bowl, sitting in the corner, and a big dog is standing opposite.

It's just that Fu Nansheng is not afraid of big dogs anymore.

At that time he was very scared.

Now he is not afraid of anything, because he understands that fear is useless, fear of being disgusted by Chen Feiqing will not make him not be disgusted by Chen Feiqing, fear of being abandoned by Chen Feiqing will not make him not be abandoned by Chen Feiqing.

But there are also good things in the world. It is a very good thing for Chen Feiqing to become famous.

Chen Feiqing had a good life all her life, the only bad thing was that she met Fu Nansheng, so she had to make up for him.

Fu Nansheng didn't know how long it had passed. He didn't bother to remember the time. He ate and slept every day, and then sat in the corner with an empty bowl to warm his hands. He thought about Chen Feiqing, and his life was very satisfying.

Until he heard the sound of the lock being opened, the jailer, who looked familiar but couldn't remember his last name, said, "Fu Nansheng, you have something good to do."

This seems to be a rule, always say this when letting people out.

Fu Nansheng didn't think he would have a chance to get out alive, at least not so soon.

He ignored it and didn't even raise his eyelids.

The jailer urged a few more words, but was stopped: "Let me talk to him alone."

Fu Nansheng's back stiffened, and he suddenly raised his eyes to look at Chen Feiqing.

Chen Feiqing!

Chen Feiqing shouldn't be here.

When Chen Feiqing saw him, he was also taken aback, with a very surprised look on his face.

Fu Nansheng didn't know why he showed such a look, and he squeezed hard behind him in a little panic, wishing he could squeeze himself into the wall, but he kept staring at Chen Feiqing reluctantly.

Chen Feiqing came over and squatted in front of him, hesitating to speak.

Fu Nansheng kept staring at him, so seeing himself in his eyes at this moment, he couldn't help being stunned, and stretched out his hand to pull the loose hair to the front to see that it was white.

Fu Nansheng wanted to squeeze himself into the wall even more.

Chen Feiqing finally spoke, sighed, and said, "I'll take you back."

When Fu Nansheng heard this, he suddenly sobbed, and couldn't help but cry.

Chen Feiqing was originally full of thoughts, but now he only felt sore eyes, so he grabbed his hand.

But Fu Nansheng broke free, shook his head and refused to go, kept leaning against the wall, and couldn't speak clearly when he opened his mouth, his voice was hoarse, and it took a long time to speak clearly: "Why can I go out? I won't go out. "

Chen Feiqing said: "I know you are for me—"

"I'm not for you, I just want to cause trouble." Fu Nansheng said quickly, "It has nothing to do with you, I just want the world to remember who I am, and I just want you to remember who I am, so I deliberately , I deliberately provoked everything, I caused chaos in the world—”

Chen Feiqing hugged him and patted his back gently.

Fu Nansheng sniffed his body vigorously, and then pushed him: "It really has nothing to do with you. I actually fell in love with Gour. I found that he is the only one who treats me best."

Chen Feiqing whispered: "You killed him."

Fu Nansheng was silent for a while, and then said: "That has nothing to do with you. I'm tired of you, I don't want to be with you, I already have you, so I don't want it anymore. Now that I'm victorious and defeated, I just don't want to be with you. Die, wait for your hands, if you don't kill me, those people who were killed by me will not forgive you."

"I know." Chen Feiqing hugged him.

Fu Nansheng said: "You should not come here if you know."

Chen Feiqing said: "I know."

Fu Nansheng said: "Then you go quickly."

Chen Feiqing said: "I can't leave, I told the emperor that I was an accomplice, and the emperor admitted."

Fu Nansheng said, "Impossible!"

Chen Feiqing said: "It's true. Originally, I wanted to go to jail with you, maybe for many years, but the emperor said that I couldn't sit in the sky prison. Now that the situation is tentatively settled, he doesn't want people to say that he is afraid of my high achievements. The Lord framed me, so I can only call you sick and serve in a deserted place with you. He was indeed very angry. The place he chose was uncivilized, full of poisonous snakes and wild animals, and the miasma was pervasive. Few people could even understand the local language. But there It's a dangerous place, and convicts always have to be sent to serve."

Hearing what he said, Fu Nansheng was even more reluctant: "Beheading is only a scar the size of a bowl. If you torture me like this, it is better to behead me now. I am willing to bet and lose. It is just one life, and I will be a good man again in 18 years. "

Chen Feiqing said: "But I don't want you to die. I don't want to talk to you anymore, and I shouldn't save you anymore, but I can't do it. The emperor didn't ask me to serve in the military, and he didn't want me to go to jail. He said he could forgive me. You, as long as you change your name from now on, you will say to the outside world that Fu Nansheng has subdued the law. I asked him to punish him. Even if I do this, I will not be worthy of the thousands of people and soldiers who died because of you and me, but I really don’t May you die."

Fu Nansheng said: "It has nothing to do with you. I did it. You stopped me. You didn't feel sorry for them."

Chen Feiqing squeezed his hand vigorously and did not speak for a long time.

In such silence, Fu Nansheng finally became suspicious again, and asked in a low voice: "Did I do something wrong again?"

Maybe Liang Yi shouldn't be let out, otherwise Chen Feiqing would never know about it, and no one in the world would ever know about it.

Fu Nansheng didn't know why he sent Liang Yi away before the decisive battle.

Maybe it shouldn't be done that way.

Liang Yi shouldn't have told Chen Feiqing about this at all, he promised not to.

Fu Nansheng said in a low voice: "The emperor deliberately harmed you. He was afraid that you would be a master, so he deliberately told you about it to make you feel guilty and let you go with me. You were deceived by him again."

Everyone wanted to harm Chen Feiqing, only he wanted to protect Chen Feiqing.

Fu Nansheng hugged Chen Feiqing's neck and whispered: "They all want to harm you, and so do I. You can't trust anyone, you are especially easy to be deceived..."

Chen Feiqing hugged him even harder, and finally couldn't help but choked up, and asked: "Then why did you do that? Is your name gone down in history? What about your ambition?"

Fu Nansheng was startled, and then said after a while: "I'm the son of a bitch//, and I'm also a bitch///, I can't be famous in history, I'm not even a person, I'm only worthy of being played by others."

Chen Feiqing said: "Nan Sheng, stop talking."

Fu Nansheng lowered his head, as if he didn't hear it, immersed in his own world, and still said: "I am different from the young master. I am used to being ridiculed by others. I shouldn't be more arrogant than the sky." .”

"Nansheng..."

"I'm just an unfamiliar and useless dog, my mother said." Fu Nansheng was still muttering, and the words he said were confused, "I'm not, I can study, I can take the number one exam, I don't want her to be scolded, she I said it was me who harmed her, and then I came to harm you again. I can only harm people. I can’t blame me. She won’t let me study, so I don’t know etiquette, justice and shame. I only know that if I give her money, she will not Drive me away, she will not want me if I am not capable. I want to protect my mother, otherwise she will not want me. "

Chen Feiqing leaned against his face and said in a low voice: "You have grown up, it's all over."

Fu Nansheng was silent for a while, and said: "When I grow up, I can sleep with people. They said that my first night can be auctioned—"

"Let's not talk about this anymore, Nan Sheng," Chen Feiqing coaxed him, "There is no such thing, you and I have become relatives and husbands and wives, I will not want you, no one will bully you anymore, no one will force you You see the guests."

Fu Nansheng looked at him hesitantly, and said, "Liang Yi lied to you. He was afraid that you would make a big impact, so he deliberately lied to you so that you would be ruined. He wanted to harm you, and he was afraid that An Guohou would become big. I I didn't lie to you, I just did it for fun, I don't love you at all, I don't love men at all, I am also a man, I am not a woman, I lied to you."

Chen Feiqing didn't know what else to say when he heard his incoherence.

Fu Nansheng said: "You won the battle, and you won it. Don't trust Liang Yi, he will kill you, or he will kill me. Liang Yi will kill me, because I stole you, so I will kill him too. "

Chen Feiqing said softly: "No one wants to hurt me, and no one wants to hurt you, and you can't hurt anyone anymore. Nansheng, stop thinking about it, you are obedient."

But Fu Nansheng flinched: "I'm disobedient, and you don't want me if I'm disobedient, so I'm disobedient, so go away quickly, don't be sentimental."

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